Chapter 199: The Past
"Two were found, but they refused to come forward...... It's understandable, after all, no one wants to go back to those dark memories of the past. γFengyun Reading Network. γβ
I smiled wryly: "If I'm not mistaken, those parents didn't have a sense of rights protection back then, they just wanted to escape." Actually, I was the least hurt because Wang Linsheng ...... No, because when I was a child, I had a skin disease that was red and itchy, and he tried to help me...... Later, later ......"
Gai Nie hugged me: "Okay, okay, let's not talk about the past, okay?" β
I burst into tears: "No, Gainie, I'm going to say...... I always thought that I had forgotten those things, because after the incident, Lao Jiang took me to Cannes, and found me a psychiatrist, probably hypnotized or something, and the nightmare gradually disappeared from my memory. I vividly remember that when it happened, Lao Jiang was on a business trip in Zhejiang, and there were only my grandmother and me at home. Grandma went to the relevant departments to redress our grievances, but did you know that those parents intercepted grandma halfway, and they didn't allow grandma to go, saying that it would harm the child. They even approached a lot of people and forced us to move out. The third uncle brought a lot of people to protect us, and then there was a parent, so he thought of a special trick, he wrote a lot of big-character posters to the school, saying that I ......"
I covered my face and buried it between my knees, unable to say any more.
Those nightmares, those nightmares that had been far away from me, had not disappeared, they had only been sealed in the deepest part.
Gai Nie hugged me and pressed my face against his chest: "Don't say it, baby, don't say it." β
I grabbed him by the collar and sobbed: "Soon the school found out about me, the teacher talked to me, and the classmates pointed at me, saying that I was shameless, that I had a deathly ......"
I shook my head: "No, no, Lao Jiang rushed back the day after the incident, and he took me to see a doctor at Cannes Hospital...... The doctor said that it was just an obscenity, and the virginity and membrane were still intact, which was also a great blessing in misfortune. β
Gai Nie ran my hair: "Well, I know, what happened later?" β
I tried to search for memories in the deep sea: "Later, Lao Jiang offered to take me to Cannes, but I was not reconciled...... I don't know why I was unwilling, and then it was those things in the school, obviously so many people were hurt, why was I the only one who had to bear the consequences in the end? I didn't dare to go to school, I didn't dare to meet people, I didn't dare to go out, so I hid at home every day. Grandma cries at home every day, she guards me day and night, she is afraid that I will die. Actually, I really wanted to die, and I don't know who it was, so I secretly brought me rat poison, and blades, and sleeping pills through the crack in the door...... The moment I put the blade on my wrist, I really thought that I could finally be freed. But I don't dare, I'm afraid of pain...... I went to my grandma and I told her I couldn't just leave it at that, I was going to bring that villain to justice. You know, at that time, in that closed place, there was this kind of thinking that was not accepted by the general public. But my grandmother supported me, and she called Lao Jiang......"
Gai Nie kissed my forehead: "So Lao Jiang came back with a lawyer friend and took Ma Jiang to court, and in the end he was sentenced, right?" Baby, you tell me this secret, and I'll tell you a secret, shall we exchange? β
I can't speak, is this a secret, isn't the secret only known to me?
But this secret of mine is so dirty and painful.
"Ten years ago, I came back from abroad and went to see my eldest brother in the hospital. He showed me a picture of a girl and said that it was his friend's daughter and that he wanted to keep it for me as his wife. To be honest, I've seen too many pretty girls, but I was attracted to the girl in the photo at first sight. She has a pair of beautiful eyes as black as diamonds, and her smile is crooked, which is particularly beautiful and seductive. But I never thought about going back to China, so I forgot about it after two days. After returning to the U.S. for a long time, I suddenly pulled that picture out of my suitcase. Strangely, the girl seemed to be smiling at me from every angle. Later, I asked Liang Ou to investigate, I didn't know if I didn't check, and I was shocked when I checked that the girl turned out to be a top student of Kang Medical University and a medical genius. It's a pity that she has a boyfriend, and her boyfriend is still related to me. You say, isn't it fate? β
The turbulent waves in my heart rose again and again, I let go of him and looked at him in disbelief: "What do you mean ......"
He looked at me deeply: "I mean, I saw your picture long before the accident in your house. In other words, after Liang Ou investigated you, he brought back a lot of photos and videos of you...... It's strange that I would have feelings for a girl who has never been masked. But soon I forgot that after all, I was so busy and surrounded by so many beautiful women. Later, my eldest brother's affair came out, and I saw you again, and you accompanied your father to the funeral, and your eyes were swollen from crying. I thought this girl was really nice, but unfortunately she had a boyfriend. Then there was an accident in your family, and I remembered that my eldest brother had called me and said that your family is all good people, and if you want me to help, you can help. β
I cried and pounded his chest: "Why are you telling me these things now, why...... Do you want to tell me that you don't dislike me for being dirty, or do you want to tell me that you will help me get revenge? β
Gai Nie cupped my face and pressed it against my forehead: "Baby, I know you don't believe in empathetic words, and you don't need any sympathy or pity. I just want to tell you that no matter what you have in mind, no matter what you want to do, don't want to leave me and my children behind. Where you are, we are there. You know what I mean? β
I lowered my eyes: "Are you afraid of me thinking?" I won't, Gagnee, I didn't kill myself then, and I don't do now. I just need time, I just need to be calm. You know what I mean? β
He laughed, "I know, but you just have to be under my nose all the time." As for revenge, I will naturally help you. People like Ma Jiang deserve to stay in prison for the rest of their lives. β
I looked at the glimmer of gray sky stolen out of the gap in the balcony curtains, and sighed: "The reporters outside, were you driven away?" β
"Where are there reporters now, there are so many things outside, so many big stars who cheat on drugs, so the paparazzi won't stare at us."
I looked at him: "Gai Nie, don't lie to me, although I haven't gone out this month, I don't watch TV or surf the Internet, but I know exactly what happened outside." Those fans of yours, do you think that I am not worthy of you, do you think that we should get a divorce, and you should be with Gong Yinshu. Now, I am a bad woman who can be a husband, and Gong Yinshu is worthy of your true love. β
"Did this incident affect Gai's? Am I too weak, like a turtle? β
This is the first time in a month that our husband and wife have been honest with each other, and I know very well in my heart that there is no way to escape like this, I must always stand up and face it, and the sooner this day comes, the better.
However, when the floodgates of memory opened, when those nightmares like floods and beasts swept over, I lost the courage I had back then.
Gai Nie hugged me and sat on his lap, and his voice was low: "It doesn't matter if it's a turtle or a snail, as long as you don't close the door to me, I don't care." Baby, you don't know, how scared I am, afraid that you will leave me and the child. We can't live without you. β
I wrapped my arms around his neck, tears welling up: "Gai Nie, I can't live without you. Just ......"
"Don't say anything more about you being dirty and not worthy of me, I beg you not to say it. Jiang Beiyi, if you want to say dirty, before I met you, I was a dirty demon living in hell, and it was you who took me out of hell, and I was the dirtiest one. Everything is not your fault, and it should not be borne by you. β
I looked at his pale face, I haven't had a good time this month, how much better can he be?
I have a wound in my heart, why shouldn't he?
"You say, where will Ma Jiang hide, does this matter have anything to do with Gong Yinshu?"
"Don't think about this, anyway, I promise you that I won't let you suffer in vain. Those people owe you, I will help you get it back tenfold and hundredfold. β
I had decided to hold a press conference the next day, and whether the world gave me a knife or a warmth, I was ready for it, and I was fortunate to die.
Unexpectedly, early the next morning, he was bombarded with the news that Gong Yinshu held a press conference.
She sat in front of the microphone and put on a look of righteous indignation: "As the goddaughter of Ms. Zheng Biyao and Jiang Beiyi's sister, it is necessary for me to condemn Wang Linsheng's despicability and shamelessness here, as well as those who have been hurt with my sister but have not reached out to her but have fallen into the ground, you will be condemned to the frame of shame, and you will be punished as you deserve." β
The reporter took pictures frantically: "Miss Gong, it is rumored that you have always been interested in Mr. Gai, is it true?" This time Jiang Bei recalled such a scandal, is it very beneficial for you to get close to Mr. Gai? β
"I admit that I have always admired Mr. Gai very much, and we have had such a relationship, but please let Jiang Beiyi go, if there is any cold arrow and dirty water, even if you come at me, don't hurt her and the child. Thank you very much for this. β
She got up and bowed, and when she raised her head, her eyes were red: "Jiang Beiyi and I are sisters, I can't watch her suffer, I have to share it for her." Although she has always been obsessed with her godmother's recognition of me as her goddaughter, and she is unwilling to admit my identity, I don't care, as long as she is good, I really don't care. β