Chapter 741: Can You Forgive Me?
"It's all your fault, you don't like the monkey and let him learn badly, how can you be a big brother."
I sighed like a tearful man. I don't want to explain, I was lying in the hospital at that time, and I was also weak, speaking of which, as the monkey's girlfriend, it seems to be very important not to be optimistic about the monkey, and now there is no point in pursuing this.
"Yangyang, do you still love monkeys?"
I really want to know what Yangyang thinks in her heart now, Yangyang cried and nodded without speaking, I laughed, because I already know the answer, it seems that Qianqian still loves me, and the reason why she didn't say it was probably because there was still a trace of hatred in her heart.
I sat on a stool and looked at the ceiling, reminiscing about the days I spent with Zhang Qianqian, how happy those days were. The two of them talked and laughed, and I was a little drunk when I thought about it.
I closed my eyes and began to meditate, the familiar fragrance made me suddenly refreshed, a familiar voice came from my ears, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Zhang Qianqian standing in front of Yangyang.
Zhang Qianqian sat next to Yangyang, hugged Yangyang in her arms and said, "Don't cry when you kill the girl, what happened, you just text and don't answer the phone." ”
"The monkey was injured, he ...... He, I don't know what to say, I don't want anything to happen to him. Sister Qianqian, I'm so uncomfortable, my heart hurts, why are we stupid girls who are always hurt, and those shameless cousins deserve to die. "Manually enter the letter web address: П. to a new chapter
Yangyang transferred his hatred to Fan Lijuan, and if she really wants to say that Fan Lijuan is not a victim. The monkey is actually a victim too, and it's not clear that anyone is at fault.
"Yangyang, I know you have been wronged, what the monkey has done, I know it, he is not a thing. I don't cherish a girl like you, and I go out to mess with flowers, but I don't understand, why do you have to be sad for him. It shouldn't be unworthy. ”
Zhang Qianqian shouldn't have known what happened, Yangyang cried and told her what happened before, Zhang Qianqian was also stunned after hearing it, she looked at me with red eyes, as if she was thinking if I would do it for her.
Of course I don't have the spirit of monkeys now, if I really want to talk about it, I'm not as deep as the monkey's love for Yangyang, at least the monkey really dares to masochist, I really don't have the courage, is it not enough to love Qianqian, or I have already eaten Qianqian in my heart, I can't tell.
"You're so comforting, I'll ask the doctor."
I stood up and asked a nurse, and the nurse told me that the monkey was still in the emergency room, and I don't know how long it was, when I came to the corridor, Yangyang was already asleep, and she was like a child lying in Zhang Qianqian's arms, Zhang Qianqian touched Yangyang's little head and looked at me with a wry smile.
At this moment, both of us were silent, I looked into Zhang Qianqian's eyes, and after looking at her for a while, she turned her head, as if she didn't want to look at me.
I coughed and said, "You two find a place to sleep, and I guess you can't disturb the monkeys after the operation." ”
"Well, you go and help us find a place to live."
Zhang Qianqian took out her wallet from her pocket after speaking, she took out the money and wanted to give it to me, but I pretended not to see it and ran out, how can I take her money, no matter what she thinks, I have always regarded her as my daughter-in-law, even if she really doesn't love me in the future, and if she is good with other men, I will always be the same, and I owe her feelings, I can't pay it off in my life.
I found a hotel near the hospital, after opening the room, I quickly ran to the hospital, this time Zhang Qianqian also seemed a little sleepy, she squinted her eyes and lay on Yangyang, I gently patted her shoulder and said, "Let's go to the hotel to sleep, open the room." ”
"Oh."
Zhang Qianqian rubbed her eyes, she stood up with Yangyang in her arms, and I stretched out my hand and said, "Let me come." ”
"Or I'll come by myself, she may be disgusted with you."
Zhang Qianqian lowered her head after speaking, she rarely looks at me now, I know she still hates me, I led the way in front, came to the hotel and got on the elevator, Zhang Qianqian said to me: "What floor?" ”
"It's coming soon."
I will be embarrassed to find that I pressed the wrong floor, I pressed the twenty-first floor again, and after the elevator opened, I took Zhang Qianqian to open the door, Zhang Qianqian put Yangyang carefully on the bed, walked to me, took out the wallet and said, "How much?" ”
"No, I'm right next door, you can call me if there's anything you want, or just call me."
After I finished speaking, I turned around and took the room card to another room, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, glanced at my phone, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, and the wind outside was relatively strong, blowing and whistling.
There was a knock on the door outside, and I walked to the door and opened it.
It was Zhang Qianqian who knocked on the door, and after she walked into the room, she said softly: "Yangyang is asleep, I'm not sleepy, I want to talk to you, is it okay?" ”
"Don't be so polite, just sit down."
After I finished making a pot of water from a kettle, Zhang Qianqian sat on the sofa and took a cigarette from my cigarette case, I thought she was going to smoke, but it turned out that she just put it on the child and smelled it, as if she missed the smell.
"Is one pack of cigarettes a day enough for you now?"
"Almost, I don't smoke much under normal circumstances, but I smoke a little more when I'm upset, and I just miss your ......"
"Smoke less, smoking is not good for your health, you can quit as much as possible."
Zhang Qianqian interrupted me, she didn't seem to want me to say anything about her, I smiled wryly and nodded, I didn't think that we would become so restrained today.
"Qianqian, haven't you smoked for a long time?"
I sat opposite Zhang Qianqian, because I was afraid that she would be disgusted, so I didn't do it beside her.
"Well, it's been a long time since I quit, in fact, I don't know how to smoke, I was smoking and playing at that time, can you call me Zhang Qianqian in the future?"
Zhang Qianqian frowned, I nodded and said, "Okay, you don't think I deserve to call your name, I respect you." ”
"Thank you, Qin Xiaofeng, how is the relationship between you and Fan Qingyu now?"
Zhang Qianqian took out a packet of chewing gum from her pocket, handed me a slice, and smiled at me.
I took her gum and put it in my mouth and chewed it a few times and said, "It's still like that, it's just using each other, if you really want to talk about it, it's not love or no love, it's not clear, only one person is very clear in my heart." ”
"Whisper to me that you have changed, I do find that you are not the same as before, now you are much more mature, and you have responsibility, and you know more about what you should do, what you should do, in fact, this is very good, no one will wait for anyone forever, at that time I was careful, I didn't know your preciousness, look back and think about it, this may be fate."
Zhang Qianqian got up and walked to the electric kettle, she held two cups, poured water into the cups, I stood up and walked to her, I wanted to reach out and hug her, but I didn't have the courage, I gritted my teeth and grabbed her hand.
She didn't resist, but looked up at me and said, "Is that so?" You have already had a relationship with Fan Qingyu, cherish her well, don't be half-hearted, don't destroy your imagination in my heart, I don't blame you because you made a choice, if you are like this with me, it is unfaithful, I hate the man with a heart the most, don't let me down, okay? ”
"But I didn't have a choice, but now I have a choice."
I hugged Zhang Qianqian all of a sudden, she looked at me and said, "Don't be like this, I don't want to be a third party." ”
"You're not a third party, Qianqian forgive me, okay?"
My voice was a little hoarse, and I felt that this sentence was too shameful.
"You haven't done anything wrong, after all, you haven't hurt me, but you are doing it wrong now, whispering is your girlfriend, and it is the person you want to protect for the rest of your life, Qin Xiaofeng let go of me, don't do stupid things, I don't want you to be like this."
Zhang Qianqian looked at me sadly, I picked her up at once, and pressed her directly on the bed, she cried with her small mouth, I looked at her aggrieved appearance, let go of her body, what am I, what is the difference between the root beast, in the face of Fan whispering, I did something that was inferior to the beast, and I couldn't do it at all in the face of Zhang Qianqian, and I didn't even have the courage to kiss her.
I was like a coward, I gasped for breath and calmed down the madness in my heart after a while, turned my head to look at Zhang Qianqian sitting next to me and said, "I'm sorry." ”
"It's okay, I hope there won't be a next time, I'll go first, you rest early."
Zhang Qianqian stood up and was about to go out, I grabbed her hand and said, "Don't go yet, drink some water and then leave, we haven't seen each other for a long time, I want to talk to you and chat." ”
"I'm a little sleepy."
Zhang Qianqian smiled embarrassedly, I glanced at the bed and said, "If you are sleepy, you can be in bed, don't worry, I won't touch you, I will sleep on the sofa." ”
"Okay."
Zhang Qianqian stretched her waist and sat on the edge of the bed, I ran to the table and put the water cup in her hand, she held the water cup and said thank you.
"Do you think the monkey and Yangyang can still be together?"
I sat next to Zhang Qianqian, she looked at me and said, "I don't know, Yangyang should care about monkeys, but the monkeys are too disappointing, she did that kind of thing, it is indeed unforgivable." ”
"yes, I deserved to do something that was not as good as a beast."
I smiled wryly and said, "Qianqian, can you forgive me?" ”
I stood in front of Zhang Qianqian, watching her kneel in front of her without the slightest hesitation, once she knelt in front of me for love, and now I can kneel in front of her regardless of dignity, I love her and always want to marry her as a wife and take care of her for a lifetime, which seems to have become my dream.
"I said, you didn't do anything wrong, the relationship between the two of us is different from that of monkeys and Yangyang, you hurry up, don't be like this, I'll leave if you're like this."
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