Chapter 40: The Inconsequential Man
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Yan Qian wiped her tears as she walked, she had never felt so wronged, even if she was kicked out of the Yan family, she was not so sad.
Yan Qian let her tears burst, she was not as strong as she looked, she wanted to completely erase Yan Lijun from her life after crying happily, and never be hurt by him again!
Everything is strung together. Yan Qian suddenly understood that Yan Lijun hated her so much and hated her so much, so he did such a cruel thing to her.
He brought her to Yan's house, made her look at her biological mother but couldn't recognize her, and even made her hate and hate her biological mother with him.
It turned out that she had been so close to her biological mother.
The cruelest thing is that she trusts and relies on him defenselessly, but he has been using her, taking revenge on her, trying to maximize her pain.
This feeling of being abandoned by your loved ones is not the same as the feeling of being betrayed by others, and it is even more desperate!
Yan Qian wiped away her tears, she suddenly realized that in front of the person who abandoned you, you never need to be aggrieved, because no matter how uncomfortable you are, it has nothing to do with him. He won't care about your emotions, just because in the future, you may no longer have a relationship, and it's none of his business whether you're in a beautiful mood or not! So she didn't want to cry anymore for Yan Lijun's injury.
Maybe for Yan Lijun, she has never been an important person, he is good to her with a purpose, and that kind of goodness has become false and flashy.
From now on, for Yan Rui, he Yan Li will also become an inconsequential person.
Yan Qian sat in a nearby park for hours, and she needed to sort out many, many things. As the sky grew darker, the park began to be lively, and the aunts and uncles in the square began to dance in the square, and everyone seemed to be happy.
"Girl, aren't you happy? Let's dance with your grandparents! Life is short for decades, and we must learn to replace unhappy things with happy things. The old man pulled Yan Qian into the square dance team.
With the addition of some young people, the square dance team is getting stronger and stronger, as if it has become a carnival for everyone. Yan Qian couldn't jump, standing in the crowd, being bumped around, affecting others.
Yan Qian silently withdrew from the crowd and got on the bus, she originally wanted to sit where she was, but after hearing the name of a familiar stop sign, she got off the bus.
The place where Yan Qian got off was not far from the apartment where Tang Yi lived, so she went to look for her. Fortunately, Tang Yi happened to be at home, and seeing that she looked depressed, he hurriedly put her into the house.
"Why are you here, what's going on?"
Yan Qian sat there without saying a word, but Tang Yi knew that something big must have happened, otherwise she wouldn't be like this.
Tang Yi didn't know what to do, and when she asked her, she didn't say anything, so she could only stay quietly aside.
"Can I stay with you tonight?" It was a long, long time before Yan Qian asked.
"Of course, but what happened? It's not good for your body to be stuffy in your heart alone. Tang Yi was a little worried, she had never seen Yan Qian like this.
"I finally know who my birth mother is!" Yan Qian said slowly, "She is the woman who intervened in the feelings of Yan Lijun's parents back then." ”
Tang Yi was surprised for a few seconds and asked, "Then where is she now?" Have you seen her? ”
"She died when I was nine years old, in a car accident."
"Got into a car accident? Do you think it's artificial—" Tang Yi stopped in the middle of his words, realizing that his current tongue would only cause trouble for Yan Yuan.
"I met her a few times, but I didn't know she was the woman who gave birth to me." If Yan Lijun really regarded her as a relative, how could he keep her in the dark?
"So what he said about Li Jun's kindness to you is all fake? He must hate your mother in his heart! Tang Yi sighed.
Yan Qian knew that if she hadn't been born by that woman, she might not have had the opportunity to come to this big city, and Li Jian didn't know how many years she had planned in order to relieve the hatred in her heart!
"It doesn't matter, you will stay away from him in the future, the more others will not see you well, and you yourself will have to live well." Tang Yi hugged Yan Qian and comforted him.
"This time, I really don't have a loved one!" Yan Lijun gave her hope, and once again made her desperate, the kind of despair that had no relatives.
Tang Yi hugged Yan Qian tighter, she had never seen such a fragile Yan Qian, maybe Yan Lijun was the only one who could hurt her, just because he was very important in her heart.
After living with Tang Yi for a few days, Yan Qian found a house near the school for 400 yuan, and then she went back to Yan Lijun's apartment to move things.
Yan Qian didn't have any luggage to pack, just a few small things, but they were all over every corner of the apartment. She really regarded this place as her home before, and she was really amorous!
It took Yan Qian more than half an hour to clean up piecemeal, she was not in a hurry, thinking that Yan Lijun would not come back during the day, but when she came out of the bedroom with a snakeskin bag, she found that Yan Lijun was standing in the living room, looking at her with complicated eyes.
"You go ahead and stay here! I moved out. Yan Lijun said.
"Why should I?" Yan Qian sneered and walked past Yan Lijun with the bag.
Yan Liyun took Yan Qian's hand and said, "Yan Qian, I don't want to hurt you."
"Can you say that you never wanted to hurt me?"
"......" Yan Lijun frowned, his eyes telling her that he couldn't answer her.
Yan Qian struggled to grab Yan Lijun's wrist, but he tightened it tighter, "Where are you going?" ”
"Get out of here." As long as you get out of here, you can go anywhere.
"This is your home!"
"I don't have a home!" Yan Qian turned her head and looked at Yan Lijun deeply and said.
"Can you not go? I don't worry about you! ”
Yan Qian said indifferently: "I have a problem, that is, I like to hold grudges, and I may remember some things for a lifetime!"
"I know." Yan Lijun thinks that he still knows Yan Qian well, and as long as he hurts her, it will be irreparable.
"So let me go and let me forget about you."
"You can stay and continue to hate me!"
"I'm sorry, I can't face you anymore. I apologize to you for my birth mother's behavior back then. Yan Qian remembered what Zhu Yuan was saying to Yan Lijun in the study, "If you still want my body, I can give it to you at any time as atonement." ”
"Do you have to be like this? Words. ”
"All we know is that we don't have anything left but a little bit of demand relationship between us!" No friendship is gone.
Yan Lijun's hand still didn't let go, and he asked, "That recording—"
"Don't overthink it!" Yan Qian said lightly, "Help people to the end, that's all!" ”
Yan Lijun let go of his hand and stood there distracted, only to hear the sound of a bunch of keys on the coffee table, followed by the sound of the door closing, and the sound hit his heart hard with each blow, causing bursts of sharp pain.
It turns out that this is what heartache feels like.
Yan Lijun sat weakly on the sofa and saw that in addition to the key, there was an IOU and a bank card on the coffee table—the supplementary card of his credit card.
When he first gave her the card, he told her that she could swipe the card if she needed expenses, and she could withdraw it directly if she needed cash, but he knew that she had never spent a penny of it, and she was still unwilling to spend his money.
Even, he paid her a bottle of wine, and she made an IOU, she really didn't want to owe him anything, because to her, he has always been an outsider!
Yan Lijun got up and went to Yan Rui's bedroom, and found that she had only taken her own things, but she had left all the things he had bought for her, including the clothes he had bought for her, and had not taken any of them.
Only, the teddy bear was gone, the only thing she had taken with her.
Yan Qian struggled to carry the snakeskin bag, and walked a little hard, and when the security uncle saw her, he asked, "Miss Yan, you don't want all the things in your hand, right?" If you're going to throw it away, why don't you show me what you can use. ”
"I'm sorry, it's all my belongings."
"Oh, did you quarrel with Mr. Yan? I haven't seen you come back for a few days, and Mr. Yan specially explained to me that when I saw you come back, I contacted him. ”
"Goodbye." Yan Qian didn't know whether to say goodbye to the security uncle or to this place.
After Yan Qian moved out of Yan Lijun's apartment, she felt that the sense of security she had just built up was gone, and even became more insecure, and she had the worry of suddenly living on the streets one day, so she needed to keep filling her time to fill herself.
The reason why Yan Qian still rents a house outside instead of going back to school to live in a student dormitory is because she plans to make better use of her spare time to work part-time, and only if she has enough money in her card, she will not have to worry about sleeping on the streets in the future, and she will feel at ease.
On this day, Yan Qian sat alone in the rented room for a long time, always unhappy about the money she owed Yan Lijun, and she didn't want to owe him a penny now.
Yan Qian suddenly pulled her bag downstairs, found the bank ATM, checked the money in her bank card, there were only 5,000 yuan, she kept 1,000 yuan for expenses, and then took out the rest.
Yan Qian stood in front of the ATM for a long time, and after struggling in her heart a few times, she took out the bank card left by Gao Hongyi and inserted it into the ATM, she checked the balance, and there were 200,000 yuan in it!
Yan Qian took out 16,000 yuan in cash from the card, just enough to make up 20,000 yuan.
She would rather owe Gao Hongyi than Yan Lijun first, but from today onwards, she will become a debt, and the money taken out of Gao Hongyi's card will be made up after all, because of this card, she has to pay him back.
After Yan Qian put her wallet in place, she carefully put it in her bag, and then called Yan Lijun.
"Yan Yuan." Yan Lijun's voice looked tired.
"Where are you, I want to see you now."
"Oh, okay, you go back to the apartment and wait for me! I'll go back immediately! Yan Lijun was in the office, hung up the phone, immediately put on his coat, and prepared to rush back.