Hearing this, Xue Xuxu was directly frightened and took half a step back.

In the dream, Jiang Hao's expression when he was hugged by his bear, stiff and shy, excited and scared, she remembered these clearly. If it was true that these things had happened in the past, then she had forgotten them but remembered them through a dream, but ...... Xue Xuxu always felt that something was wrong!

It's just that at this moment, her mind is so confused that she can't calm down and think about what went wrong.

"Lifelike, lifelike?" Seeing this, Jiang Hao, who was more and more worried, had to push Xue Xuxu, who had not reacted for a long time.

Who knows, Xue Xuxu, who came back to his senses, told him decisively, "I'm not feeling well today, I'll go to your house another day, you can go back first!" ”

Jiang Hao, "......"

Without waiting for Jiang Hao to object, Xue Xuxu had already grabbed the little white bear, hurriedly ran upstairs with a white face, and slammed the door slammed shut.

In the huge house, on the empty first floor, Jiang Hao, who was standing alone at the dining table, thought about the situation when his parents at home were in full swing to prepare a table of meals, and imagined their disappointed expressions! Suddenly full of anger, you can look up at the empty corridor on the second floor......

Xue Xuxu's willfulness is not accidental, and over the years, because of the fear of losing because of cherishing, Jiang Hao has always given in, and this kind of concession seems to have become a habit.

So, after standing in a daze for about ten minutes, he could only take a deep breath, and then stretched out his hand to exhale the back of the chair next to him to vent, and that was it.

Xue Xuxu, who returned to the room, walked into the bathroom, holding cold water and pouring cold water on his face to force himself to calm down; It's just that even so, Xue Xuxu, who was dripping with water in the mirror, still flickered in his eyes, full of strong uneasiness.

She was silent for a while, sat back under the covers, and her eyes involuntarily fell on the bedside table.

After hesitating for a while, Xue Xuxu picked up Shen Liyang's diary again and turned to the page after February 14, 2002.

Monday, March 4, 2002, fine. In the third and seventh class of Jiangcheng No. 7 Middle School, the eighth class of tossing and turning, I stood on the podium and looked down, and saw a pair of deer-like eyes in a bunch of curious eyes, clean and bright with some cunning. Stealing food and glaring at me very unceremoniously, and she was like two people that day, I was beating a drum in my heart, and I wanted to laugh and be curious. As a result, I was lucky enough to be at the same table with her, and she took out her hidden snacks to tempt me, smiling brightly, completely forgetting the hostility she had just glared at me. I habitually avoided it, but she didn't give up, forcefully crossed the 38th parallel, and wrote her name on the notebook I took out: Xue Xuxu. She smiled and said to me, "My name is Xue Xuxu, lifelike life, you are so handsome!" Shen Liyang. "No one will call me by my name like her, domineering simply but naturally dragged the last word "Yang" by half a note, which made people's hearts soften for no reason.

After only this page, Xue Xuxu closed the diary again, and silently lay on the bed and slept with his head covered.

Until the evening, Xue Jiangshan returned home and immediately asked Xue Xuxu about the situation.

Cheng Wenqing, who took the coat from her husband, was a little confused when asked, "Didn't Xuxu go to Jiang's house?" ”

In just such an instant, Xue Jiangshan had already guessed something, gave the careless Cheng Wenqing a snuggly look, and turned his head and ordered the kitchen to boil some porridge.

After a long time, Cheng Wenqing realized that Xue Xuxu had been at home all the time today, and when the person who gave the gift box arrived at Xue's house, he happened to meet Jiang Hao who was going out, so Jiang Hao accepted the gift and went home to appease his parents first; The errand manager saw that Jiang Hao was the only one who made the trip, so he stopped by to tell him about this stubble when he reported.

Xue Jiangshan naturally wouldn't ask Xue Xuxu, so he directly called Jiang Hao, and Jiang Hao also replied vaguely, only saying that Xue Xuxu was suddenly uncomfortable.

However, because of Cheng Wenqing's negligence and carelessness, he left people aside, counting breakfast, Xue Xuxu should have not eaten all day, no wonder her husband Xue Jiangshan was so unhappy.

Preparing the millet porridge prepared by the servant, Xue Jiangshan, who changed into black home casual clothes, personally served it upstairs and gently knocked on Xue Xuxu's door.

"Come in." There was soon a wilting response from Xue in the room.

Apparently, she had woken up a long time ago.

In winter, it gets dark early, and the room with the heavy curtains closed is even darker, so Xue Jiangshan turned on the light casually.

For a while, the bright light struck, Xue Xuxu closed his eyes uncomfortably for a while before opening them again, and Xue Jiangshan had already walked to his bed.

As soon as he put the food plate on the bedside table, Xue Xuxu felt that the edge of his bed was sinking and a warm palm covered his forehead.

Estimating that his body temperature was normal, Xue Jiangshan breathed a sigh of relief, "It's the eldest brother who was careless, he didn't remind your sister-in-law, I've been hungry for a day, so I quickly got up and drank the porridge." I'll go eat better later, I've made the kitchen a lot of what you like. ”

Hearing this, Xue Xuxu obediently sat up from the quilt, took the white porcelain flower bowl handed by Xue Jiangshan, stirred it in with a spoon, and took two or three sips.

"Brother......

"Huh?" Xue Jiangshan was puzzled and held the corner of his sister again.

"Brother, my amnesia......"

"Lifelike." Xue Jiangshan immediately interrupted, raised his eyes and looked solemn, "If you forget, forget it, and don't think about it if it's not a good memory." ”

Hearing this, Xue Xuxu put down the porcelain bowl and rested it on his lower abdomen angrily, puffing out his cheeks and muttering sullenly, "I didn't say that." ”

Xue Jiangshan froze for a moment, then laughed, and then asked, "That'...... What do you want to ask? ”

"At that time, the doctor said I had episodic amnesia. So have I forgotten anything else about the past besides that incident? ”

What Xue Jiangshan avoided was naturally something that Xue Xuxu didn't want to mention. Therefore, to trace the memory errors caused by her amnesia, she struggled to lock herself up for a day.

However, amnesia, Xue Xuxu forgot something specifically, not to mention Xue Jiangshan, even the doctor may not know.

Therefore, after Xue Jiangshan shook his head, he was concerned about why she remembered to ask about this matter.

"Because ......" Xue Xuxu narrowed his eyes uncertainly, "I don't have any impression of some things Jiang Hao said. But...... I seem to remember, but those ......"

"Alright, alright." Just like Jiang Hao, Xue Jiangshan immediately interrupted because of her rather headache expression, and then said, "Vivid, the past has passed, and the present and the future are important." When I called Jiang Hao today, I could tell that he was very disappointed. At this point, the eldest brother wants to criticize you: It's good to see your future father-in-law and mother-in-law, and such a willful behavior of releasing pigeons really makes Jiang Hao difficult. Since he is the person you plan to live for the rest of your life, then you have to think about the other party, do you say yes. ”

It's rare for Xue Jiangshan to talk to himself so much, and while being used, Xue Xuxu still couldn't help but be a scoundrel, put the porcelain bowl to the side, hugged one of Xue Jiangshan's arms, and put his chin on his shoulder, moved his little head, and said in a loud voice, "Brother, why don't you raise me for a lifetime." That way I don't have to look at anyone's face! ”

Xue Jiangshan gently gave a chestnut on her head, and smiled dotingly, quite reluctantly, "Actually, the eldest brother is reluctant to marry you." As he spoke, he rubbed her head, his hand suddenly paused, and asked, "Lifelike, how long has it been since you washed your hair?" ”

Xue Xuxu raised his head and thought seriously, "Two days? Three days...... I don't remember, it seems like a long time. ”

Xue Jiangshan, "......"

"Let's go wash and I'll call you to dinner later."

"Oh......"

After dinner, Xue Xuxu called Jiang Hao, who said that he lied that she was sick to stabilize the second elder, and also said that it was enough to push back the days of seeing her parents.

Jiang Hao's tolerance really made Xue Xu ashamed, and after thinking about it, he immediately replied, "Or book it in three days, don't tell your parents yet, and when the time comes, you will accompany me to buy vegetables and make dumplings for the second elder to eat." How! ”

"Okay!" Jiang is naturally happy to hear it.

Xue Xuxu is a pampered eldest lady, if it weren't for the fact that she has been wandering in a foreign land all these years, she is afraid that it will be difficult for her ten fingers to touch the spring water; Of course, it doesn't necessarily do well if it's wet, only this dumpling is good.

Since his girlfriend is rarely convinced, Jiang Hao's resentment during the day immediately disappeared to the nine layers of clouds, and he chatted for a long time while holding the phone before reluctantly hanging up the phone.

Seeing that Xue Xuxu was still sitting cross-legged in the quilt after the mobile phone screen dimmed, looking at the diary and hour watch on the side of the pillow, he pouted, leaned down to open the drawer on the bedside table, and threw both things in.

After all, what her eldest brother said is reasonable, the past is over, and it is Jiang Hao who will live with her in the future, so why bother to remember those who have already gotten off the road of their lives.

Whether it is in the diary or in the dream, has it ever happened, and how much do you remember?

Does it matter?

Xue Xuxu smiled bitterly, she didn't even want to remember such a big thing back then, why should she be obsessed with Shen Liyang.

So, if you don't remember, forget it.