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Yu Chi Yuhao suddenly stood on his feet and looked at me hopefully, and I looked at his eyes full of anticipation. Lowered his eyelids, thought for a moment, raised his eyelashes, and whispered to him, "Take care of him....."

Yu Chi Yuhao froze for a moment, his face was disappointed, and he responded in a low voice: "Okay!" Then he strode out of the coffee shop.

I looked through the window at the departing Wei Chi, the disappointment on his face just now made my heart throb, and I knew that he didn't want me to be so decisive.

I wonder what Takaki would look like sitting on that wide bay window. Why am I still thinking about him at such a time, why can't I get out of his shadow?

I looked at the box in front of me that Yu Chi didn't take away, and I understood that Yu Chi Yuhao was giving me a chance and asked me to meet Gao Tong. He has been in the royal landscape all the time, is he really in trouble? What exactly is their secret?

My phone rang, and I looked down to see that it was Zhou Xiaoyu.

I slid the answer button: "Mangi!" ”

"Brother Yu!"

Suddenly we didn't speak, and we just held the phone for a long time, but he broke the deadlock.

Because my head is full of Gao Tong, all of them are his shadows.

My heart is not in Zhou Xiaoyu's body.

"All ready?" He asked me.

I understood what he meant.

"Well, you're ready!"

"Good! I will come! He said to me, and I understood what he meant.

"I'll pick you up!" I told him that, anyway, there was something special about him as a friend.

"No, you're busy, I'll definitely go see you!" His voice was deep and magnetic.

"Hmmm! See you or leave you! ”

Hanging up, I stood up, greeted them, walked out of the coffee shop, and walked aimlessly forward.

I don't know why, I had no direction, some helplessness, some bitterness, and even a sad taste.

I thought of Zhou Xiaoyu, this young master, who unconsciously became a silent confidant of mine. It's really hard to imagine that the cheetah-like man who got up from the woman and came directly to catch me ended his infatuated love, wouldn't it hurt him? Maybe he's already numb!

And am I as numb as he is?

I walked numbly like this, without purpose, without desire, without the constraints of time, and suddenly I regretted it a little at this moment! Why did I tie myself to the cross, was it just to avoid Gao Tong with negative energy?

Avoiding his figure, can you avoid the heart that still loves him?

Or is it the debt in his heart that he must repay and repay the debt to Zhang Qi? But I know that it is not love for Zhang Qi, so is it fair to Zhang Qi?

In front of my eyes, I came to Qingzhou, every picture of me and Zhang Qi together, he was sunny, upward, and positive. He loves me, never abandons me, obeys me, never goes against my will, even if it is a small matter, he will not go against my will.

I feel like I'm too headstrong! I was willful at the beginning, and I broke into the strange circle of life, but because of this willfulness, I found my place and escaped the bad luck of Xu Jian, can this be said to be wrong?

If I hadn't been as willful as I was at the beginning, I wouldn't have come to Qingzhou, how could I have met Gao Tong, understand what love is, how could I worship under my master, have the identity of a painter, how can I know my grandfather, and my own position, and how can I meet Zhang Qi, a god of protection.

Why is the master so indifferent to my choice? Why did the senior brother stop talking, were they dissatisfied with Zhang Qi?

No, there is no imperfection in Chigo, he is someone I must not lack in my life. But that's not love! It is a kind of family affection, do I want to start my new life with a family affection? A life without love?

I walked to the bridge again.

I remember Gao Tong said that the first time he was attracted to me was here, and he thought I was going to jump off the bridge.

But he found my difference, and he was thrilled, there was no such person in his life, such a person like a hedgehog, who dared to fight against him, dare to tell the truth, and dare to shout at him. As he himself said, he is used to seeing pseudo-ladies, vain, and contrived like Shen Yunhan in his life. And I'm like a very attractive alternative, he's curious about me, wants to peek into my world, my life, my struggles, so he falls in love with me, maybe that's a curiosity.

But Zhang Qi is love, he has always loved me, he wants to protect me when he meets me, get carried away, give me what he can give me, and I can't turn a blind eye.

Am I picking the wrong one?

If I'm not wrong, why do I linger?

It seems that I am putting myself in the way, pre-engagement phobia!

I twitched the corners of my mouth with self-deprecation.

I'm going to have a home, and I don't really want to have a home.

Suddenly I remembered Cao Xi's big hand on Lili's bulging belly.

It must be so warm, it must be a lover's hand, it must be happy!

I stood on the bridge against the wind, looking into the distance, and my love was shattered!

Let's live the rest well!

Slowly learn to love Brother Aiqi.

I turned around and walked back, and after crossing the bridge, I would be farther and farther away from home, just like I am now, looking for love, but getting farther and farther away from love.

Suddenly, I realized that when I crossed the bridge and walked forward, it should be Aunt Xiangning's home! Suddenly, at this moment, I wanted to see her, just like my mother. I couldn't wait to walk to the other side of the bridge, even if it was the other way around.

The fragrance of flowers and the verdant greenery on the street were beautiful and pleasant, but I was in a state of confusion.

I walked quickly, and when I arrived at my aunt's house, I saw her as if I were a relative, and threw myself into her arms.

Seeing my sweaty look, she stroked my back and pulled my long hair away.

"What's wrong? Well? She asked me, "Are you lost?" ”

"Auntie, I just want to come to you to be quiet, you are like a mother." I hugged her and said half-coquettishly, "Auntie, I'm so confused." I'm so scared! ”

Aunt Xiangning patted me on the back, "Why are you confused?" Do you feel like you're headless? ”

"Yes! I don't know if I'm right or wrong, I can't see the road ahead, I can't look forward to the life ahead, everything feels misplaced. I said to Aunt Xiangning, "Why is this happening? Auntie, I seem to be wrong. ”

Aunt Xiangning grabbed my shoulders, pushed me away from her arms, and looked into my eyes: "Girl, since you feel wrong, why do you let the mistake continue?" ”

"I think, I have a responsibility, I can't always live up to Zhang Qi's kindness to me, he has been silently behind me, looking for my endless love, but what I love is just an ambiguity, wavering, I can't believe that it is a kind of love, he makes me doubt everything, I even wonder if it is love. I know that Zhang Qi loves me, and they all say that to love someone, you must love someone and truly love yourself. "I resigned myself to expressing my doubts.

Aunt Xiangning hugged me in her arms again, "Silly girl, it's really hard for you!" Don't be confused, you can only get over your own hurdles in this matter, everything is in time, it just depends on how you choose. If you feel that you are too tired to love Gao Tong and don't want to struggle, then bravely accept your new life and gradually adjust your thinking. Of course, the premise is that Zhang Qi loves you enough. ”

I was silent, 'Zhang Qi loves you enough' I believe Zhang Qi loves me enough. Yes, he loves me enough. There's nothing about him that doesn't put me first.

"Don't think too much, this will stop you from moving forward, there are thousands of roads under your feet, all roads lead to Rome, so there is no right or wrong, just look at how you want to operate, if you want to be comfortable, just do it according to your thoughts, in fact, for so long, these two people should be seen clearly, Auntie said, everything is still in time, as long as you don't make too many mistakes."

Aunt Xiangning looked at me, "Haven't you had lunch yet?" ”

"Hmmm! Don't want to eat! I said coquettishly.

"People are iron rice and steel, what if you don't want to eat, wait, I'll make you a bowl of noodles!" She stood up and walked towards the kitchen, and I followed behind her.

"Auntie, it's good to have you, you care more about me than my mother, my mother, I haven't had a phone call for a month, I don't even know if she remembers that she still has a daughter!" I have some complaints.

While we were chatting, my aunt made me hand-rolled noodles, which were the most fragrant noodles I had ever tasted, because there was love in them, a strong taste of love.

Love!

There is definitely a gap between reality and ideals, I envy Lili's happiness, her life is really colorful, because she is accompanied by her lover!

See you soon! Gao Tong.

I can't love you anymore! I'm starting my new life!