Chapter 36: The Final Mission
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For three months, Su Hongwen has been in the limelight every day in this game, four hours in the real world is equal to two days in the game, and 3 months of accounting is more than 100 days, although it is more than 100 days in the game world, but it has also made Su Hongwen have made great progress, at least he dares to show his strengths!
Isn't it just singing for everyone else? A lot of people can sing it anytime, anywhere, and it doesn't seem to them to be a big deal! But this is definitely a great progress for a teenager who used to have some inferiority complex and some lack of self-confidence, standing on the stage in front of thousands of people in the audience to sing a complete song is conceivable, most people in this world watched a concert, may YY think that when they stand on that stage and sing, they may also receive a wave of applause from the audience!
When you really stand on that stage and face thousands of people, can you still sing? Not everyone in this world is a singer, everyone has the confidence to show their singing voice in front of thousands of people, and when they really stand on that stage and face the black oppressive audience, I believe that many people will be as nervous as Su Hongwen to the point that their brains are blank!
Even if you are usually confident, the audience under the stage will give you an invisible pressure, unless you are a star who has already adapted to such an environment!
Su Hongwen is just an ordinary person like most people, he is not a singer, just a big boy with low self-esteem and some lack of self-confidence, it is not easy for him to stand on the stage and sing a complete song in three months!
In order to be able to do this, only he knows how much Su Hongwen has paid, although it is just a game, but Su Hongwen does not feel relaxed, he has been studying for three months, constantly participating in various performances, and he has not been knocked off the stage by the audience because he is nervous and can't sing, the audience's boos, white eyes, ridicule, and insults are so real, and the truth makes Su Hongwen feel that this is the real world!
After failing, he not only has to bear these, but also the punishment of the game - electric shock, the taste is definitely not comfortable, if it is possible, Su Hongwen really wants to not be electrocuted for the rest of his life!
The electric shock is a physical pain for Su Hongwen, and the audience's ridicule and insults are mental torture for him, and the latter hits Su Hongwen even harder, before the first month is over, Su Hongwen began to have the mentality of not wanting to enter the game, and every qiē in the game made him afraid, he was afraid of hearing the tide of boos and insults, these mental tortures were about to exceed the limit of his patience!
At this time, the charm of the game itself has long disappeared, and all that remains is endless torture, and Searle was very disappointed when he saw that Su Hongwen didn't want to enter the game, he didn't say anything, only said one sentence: If you want to be a waste, never enter the game, if you don't want to be a waste, do it to me!
Su Hongwen hadn't heard the word waste before, he thought that he was used to being labeled as waste, but when he said these two words, Su Hongwen felt so harsh, because Hessell was his hope, and it was his hope to prove himself like the world, if even Hessell thought he was a waste, then he would really be a waste!
Thinking of his dream, thinking of the white coat that he hadn't seen for a long time, and the elegant and beautiful girl who was as elegant and beautiful as an elf in the capital, Su Hongwen finally gritted his teeth and entered the game again!
He doesn't want to be a waste, he wants to be the brightest star in the sky, he wants to prove to everyone that he Su Hongwen is not a waste, he wants his parents to be proud of him, he wants that girl who is as beautiful as an elf can remember herself, these are the reasons that support Su Hongwen to persevere!
This is a kind of faith, a belief that desires to become stronger, the power of faith is strong, strong enough to let a boy with low self-esteem and no self-confidence go all the way forward, strong enough to let this boy forget to sleep and eat in the game to learn, adapt, strong enough to make this boy gradually abandon the inferiority complex in his heart and become confident, this is the power of faith, but also the power of dreams!
Su Hongwen often said to himself that the opportunity was already in front of him, and it was a good opportunity that no one else in this world could get, if he couldn't even grasp this opportunity, he would really be a complete waste!
Su Hongwen's transformation in three months is huge, he finally has a confident smile on his face, and he is not so taciturn, because he is not useless, not a waste who can't do anything, at least he sings well, he can sing until people cry, or he can sing until people's blood boils, this is the charm of the song, and it is the charm of Su Hongwen himself!
Su Hongwen didn't know how much physical and mental pain he endured in order to get these things, but he thought that every qiē was worth it because he had regained his self-confidence!
In fact, there are no people in this world who are full of shortcomings, and there are no people who have no specialties at all, the reason why some people think that they are useless and can't do anything well, is that they haven't found their own advantages and specialties, and they don't have a teacher like Searle to tell them what their own advantages and specialties are!
If they also have a teacher like Hesear, they will find their own advantages and specialties, and showing their advantages and specialties is undoubtedly the best way to regain their self-confidence, but there are not so many people in this world whose fate is as good as Su Hongwen, he has a good teacher, and the developed technology of Zhiyuanxing is supported, with these, his advantages and specialties can be magnified as much as possible, so that Su Hongwen can regain his self-confidence in a short time!
In the last half month, Su Hongwen didn't feel that entering the game was a kind of torture and torment, he even enjoyed it, enjoyed the charm of the songs, enjoyed the applause and shouts of the audience, these were things that Su Hongwen had never felt before, he felt that a qiē was so wonderful, sometimes Su Hongwen even wanted to spend it like this in the game all the time, because he wanted to become the high-profile storage in the game!
In the game, no one said that he was a waste, no one looked down on him, there were just flowers, applause and honor, but Su Hongwen knew that this was just a game, and his road was not here, but in the real world, and he was more eager to get flowers, applause, and honor in the real world!
Today is the last task of the game, it is still a performance, Su Hongwen did not feel nervous, he thought that he was still standing on a huge stage as before, and the audience was black and could not see the edge, as long as he sang a complete song according to the skills he had learned for three months, the game would be over, and he even believed that he could get the perfect evaluation given by the system!
But when Su Hongwen really stood on the stage, he was nervous again, this stage was very small, it was the stage where Anhe Hospital held the New Year's Day party, there were Su Hongwen's teachers, hospital leaders, and Su Hongwen's classmate Zhang Aobo, as well as Zhou Siyuan and An Zinan!
And Su Hongwen himself has become the same thin and small person with a black-framed glasses as before, when he walked on stage and saw these familiar people in the audience, Su Hongwen was nervous, because he saw disdain from Zhou Siyuan's people, it seemed that they were saying that Su Hongwen, an old man, dared to go on stage? I'm really not afraid of being ashamed!
He saw a trace of surprise in the eyes of his teacher, and then he was disappointed, Su Hongwen clearly knew that none of his teachers were optimistic about him, whether it was medical skills or singing, in their opinion, Su Hongwen was too ordinary, ordinary to be an audience!
Su Hongwen also saw surprise in Zhang Aobo's eyes, but then there was a look of encouragement, which made Su Hongwen feel a little better, but when he saw An Zinan's gaze, his heart panicked again, because there was a look of disbelief and even doubt in An Zinan's eyes!
Su Hongwen can not care about other people's gazes, but he can't care about An Zinan's gaze, because this girl is the girl he has been dreaming of for a year, he dreams that An Zinan can look at himself a few more times and remember himself, but when this opportunity finally came today, An Zinan, who was as beautiful as an elf, had a look of disbelief and doubt in his eyes?
Can't she believe she dared to sing? Is she questioning that she doesn't sing well? Does she recognize herself? If I don't sing well, will she look down on me?
These thoughts swirled in Su Hongwen's brain, making him feel that his thoughts were messed up, his self-confidence had already disappeared, and the inferiority complex that he hadn't seen for a long time appeared again, this devil called inferiority told Su Hongwen to go down quickly, if you can't sing well, it's a shame to really sing, in exchange for only the ridicule of Zhou Siyuan's people and An Zinan's disappointment!
Zhou Siyuan's usual ridiculous words came like a tide at this moment, making Su Hongwen's inferiority complex in his heart even stronger, and suddenly An Zinan's disappointed eyes appeared in Su Hongwen's brain, which made him even more nervous, time seemed to go backwards, Su Hongwen became the boy who appeared on the stage for the first time, nervous, helpless, and his brain was blank!
At this time, Zhou Siyuan, who was in the audience, suddenly shouted: "Hillbilly, get out of the waste, just because you can sing?" I advise you not to be ashamed, do you have the gene to sing in your family? I don't think you're here to sing or to give us a skit, and if that's the case, I hope you continue to perform, at least make us laugh!
The people in the audience burst into laughter when they heard Zhou Siyuan's words, and A Zinan's eyes also had a touch of disdain and questioning, this look stabbed into Su Hongwen's heart like thousands of needles, making him so painful that he couldn't breathe, was he really a waste in An Zinan's eyes?