Chapter 110: I Love You
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A week later, Yan Qian and Yi Qijun went to the housing ownership registration center with relevant information to officially transfer the villa, and Yan Qian also seemed to let go of a big stone in her heart.
Sometimes, holding something in your hand that doesn't belong to you is a kind of pressure.
After another week, Yi invited Yan Qian to dinner, saying that he was going to leave for a while because his parents kept putting pressure on him to go back.
Yan Rui thought to herself, it just so happened that she was about to leave the city. Parting is always sad, but fortunately she is not the one to leave first.
The day Yi Jingjun left, it happened to be Saturday, Yan Qian went to see off the plane, there are few good friends in her life, Tang Yi is one, Yi Qijun is also one, they are really good people to her.
At the airport, Yi Qijun hugged Yan Rui tightly, and Yan Rui hugged him and said, "Goodbye, take care!"
Yi Jingjun smiled and said: "I'll be back soon, how can I say it like we won't see each other anymore!"
After waving goodbye to Yi Qijun, the time for Yan Rui to leave was getting closer and closer.
Recently, when she was bored, Yan Qian would occasionally check the news on her mobile phone, and she did not miss the wedding photos of Yan Lijun and Chen Ruolin that were posted on the Internet.
When she saw the wedding photos, Yan Rui admitted that she couldn't let go, she was a little jealous in her heart, and her heart was really hurting.
She admitted that she was really in love with Yan Lijun, but it was too late, they went the opposite way and were going farther and farther in their respective life trajectories.
On the day Yan Qian left the company, only Xiao Xi said goodbye to her, and only Xiao Xi was reluctant to give up on her, of course, no matter how Xiao Xi asked, Yan Qian did not tell her the reason for her resignation.
The day before leaving J City, Yan Qian had nothing to do, so she went to the mall to buy some things for babies, she was afraid that Tang Yi would not be able to buy some things in the small place.
Seeing all kinds of baby products, Yan Rui's heart was so soft that she imagined the cute appearance of her child, and her face was overflowing with a happy smile.
Yan Qian sometimes feels that when she has a child, she already has the whole world.
Coming out of the floor of baby products, Yan Qian took the elevator to the floor where women's clothes were sold. She was going to buy a dress for Tang Yi as a meeting gift, that girl loves beauty, and Yan Rui knows more or less what style she likes.
Yan Qian stood on the escalator and slowly went downstairs, and suddenly two figures appeared in front of her, and she was hesitating whether to collide with someone head-on, only to see Chen Ruolin leave suddenly, leaving a message Li Yan standing there alone and waiting.
Yan Lijun turned his head and also saw Yan Qian.
When she saw Yan Lijun's tall and calm figure, Yan Qian's heart throbbed slightly, and she suddenly wanted to fight against fate, and she also wanted to fight for her happiness for the last time.
Yan Qian's hand touched her belly and whispered to the child in her belly: "Child, do you love Dad?" Mom loves your dad very much, and mom wants to find your dad for you! ”
Yan Qian walked down from the escalator, walked towards Yan Lijun, greeted with a smile on her face, and said, "Qiao! Do you also come to the mall? ”
"Lotus root." Yan Lijun muttered.
Yan Qian looked at Yan Lijun, and after being silent for a while, she said, "Actually, I want to tell you that I love you." You...... Love me or not? ”
Yan Qian pretended to be relaxed, God knows how much courage she mustered up to say such a thing!
Yan Lijun looked at her with complicated eyes, but he didn't say a word.
This scene is all too familiar to him.
At first, she said to him, "Let's be together!" And then they were together.
Later, she said, "Let's part!" We don't have to force ourselves to endure resentment towards each other. Then they separated.
Now, she told him that she loved him, but that he was tired and didn't want to go with the flow anymore.
When she said these words, at different times and in different places, her expression was almost the same-seemingly casual, seemingly serious, but she was not distracted.
He has promised another woman a marriage, he has decided to start life again, he is a mature man who has long passed the age of hormonal overload and can act impulsively at will, anywhere.
Now, he didn't want to be swayed again because of her understatement, because he had lost enough principles because of her!
In the past, she had the final say in their reunion and separation, but now, they are completely separated, and she has the final say.
His silence shattered all her hopes, and when she couldn't get the answer she wanted, she chose to fulfill it.
"I know, goodbye! Take care in the future! Yan Rui turned around with a smile and left without hesitation.
Yan Rui's steps to leave were firm, and the back left for Yan Lijun was also very strong, but when she reached out and brushed the corner of her eye, her fingers carried a trace of water.
She could have taken him back with a child, but she wouldn't do that, she wanted him to accept her because he loved her, not to kidnap a soulless ** with a child, which was her last pride.
She looked forward to having a good time with him in the future, but he didn't want her anymore!
Yan Qian walked out of the mall, turned around the corner, and squatted there to shed tears unscrupulously, she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry.
It turns out that a person can have a heartache to the point of suffocation.
She thought she could be a little free, but she didn't expect the pace of leaving to become so heavy.
Obviously there is no certainty, but she still wants to confess, Yan Qian feels that this is her bravest time! But in this way, she will not have any regrets when she leaves.
Yan Qian squatted there for a few minutes before slowly standing up, and then leaving with a slow pace.
The tears were dried in the wind, and although the eyes were a little swollen, there was not a single tear.
Yan Rui took a car on the side of the road, and a familiar melody sounded in the quiet carriage, which was the song "Next Year Today" by Eason Chan, which Yan Rui liked very much. Because she likes the lyrics and remembers the words clearly, she can hear the lyrics every time she listens to a Cantonese song.
When I listened to this song before, I only felt that Lin Xi's lyrics were full of pictures, and at the same time made people feel full of helplessness and sadness.
If this chandelier pours down,
Or I won't exist anymore,
Even if you don't love,
There is no need to separate.
If I'm severely demented at this moment,
You don't need to be loved at all,
Forever dreaming in bed,
There will be no more sorrow for the rest of my life.
People always need to be brave to survive,
I still make a vow,
For example, learn to live with falling out of love.
Don't have insomnia today next year,
The mattresses are changed.
If you are lucky enough to meet,
or at the feast of the newlyweds of companions,
Waiting for you to appear in confusion.
I haven't seen you for a year next year,
Who is willing to change,
Sixty years away from you,
I wish I could recognize your children,
I can hear you say goodbye when you leave.
I can meet you in the moment of my life,
I spent all my luck,
It was not until this day that I found out,
Have you ever breathed air......
If you are killed by a chandelier, you will no longer have emotions and no longer feel sad; If you are demented, you don't have seven emotions and six desires, and you don't have the need to be loved, you won't be sad for the rest of your life. But no matter what, life must always be brave to survive, I hope that next year's day will not be as sleepless as today, and I must adapt to the situation of the mattress from a twin bed to a single bed......
In my lifetime, I have spent all my luck meeting you, but I don't regret it, because it was only then that I realized that I had truly breathed air.
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Long after Yan Qian left, Yan Lijun was still standing in a daze, and when he came back to his senses, he suddenly felt as if he had lost the most important thing in his life, and instinctively chased him out of the mall, looking around, there was no such figure for a long time.
"Brother Li Jun, so you are here! I'm looking for you everywhere! ”
Yan Lijun met Chen Ruolin's full smile, sighed, and said, "Let's go back!"
In the evening, Tang Yi called Yan Qian and once again emphasized to her how to transfer when she arrived at the transfer station, and asked her to prepare a power bank to ensure that she could turn on the phone at any time and contact her at any time.
Tang Yi became nagging, like a mother who was worried about her child leaving home, and she really had a lot of things to worry about.
After Tang Yi explained, he heard that Yan Qian was silent, so he asked, "Yan Qian, have you listened again!"
"Tang Yi, I confessed to Yan Lijun today!" Yan Qian said suddenly.
"Ah, really? Then are you still coming to T City? Are you together? Tang Yi asked excitedly.
Yan Rui smiled and said: "Haha, of course I will go to you, it's a pity that the first confession in my life failed!"
Tang Yi was silent for a while and then said, "Is he blind?" He doesn't want such a good girl! Forget it, it's only to blame that we fell in love with someone we shouldn't love! ”
Listening to Tang Yi say that Yan Lijun was worthless on the phone, although some of the statements were a bit one-sided, and even had a personal attack, Yan Qian felt very cool to listen to!
Recently, the main purpose of Yan Qian chatting with Tang Yi is to soothe her emotions, because she is afraid that her emotions are too bad and will not be relieved, which is not good for the fetus. Sometimes she even worries that she has prenatal depression!
The next day, Yan Qian set off for T City, where Tang Yi was.
Tang Yi's hometown is far away from J City, and it takes a day and a night. Take an evening train from J to X and another day by car from X to T the next day.
Yan Qian arrived in X City smoothly, and then got in the car that went to J City.
There was an old Hong Kong movie in the car, and the sound was very noisy, but almost everyone slept groggily and didn't seem to be disturbed.
Yan Qian woke up and looked at the time, according to the time, it would probably take more than two hours. Yan Qian closed her eyes and continued to sleep.
Yan Rui slept very deeply, and suddenly, she felt that the world was spinning in the carriage, and there was a scream, and with the continuous rolling of the body, Yan Rui lost consciousness.
Before Tang Yi went to the station to pick up Yan Rui, he made a few calls to Yan Qian, but he couldn't get through, thinking that there should be no signal over there, so he went directly to the station to wait for someone.