Chapter 398: Difficult to Achieve
Chapter 398 is difficult
"You think I'm a god, huh? Can you see anything? If I could see it, I would still be able to get you married? Zhang Cuilian smiled and said.
Seeing Gu Zhiqiu's disappointed face, she hurriedly explained: "My own feeling, two people have something to say when they are together." It's like me and your eldest brother, I followed him in my early twenties, and if the two of us lived to be eighty years old. That is, to spend more than 50 years together, if you can't go together for such a long time. How uncomfortable was that day? ”
Zhang Cuilian paused: "But the last time you came back to get the certificate, I felt that the two of you were not very compatible in all aspects." Your experiences are different, and your values are different. So, I'm worried about you. Besides, it's not a bad thing for a woman to have private money. After all, your dowry is too rich! ”
Gu Zhiqiu nodded, Zhang Cuilian did say this at the beginning. It's just that I didn't take it to heart, I felt that this man was more than his mother, and he saw many things in the long term than himself. Besides, she's been through a tragedy, and she doesn't want to make her sad again.
But I didn't expect that I was so unhappy, and I didn't expect that the marriage was really uncompromising.
"Sister-in-law, you told me before. Marriage is the integration of two families, and I didn't think of it at first. I thought their family would follow me, but I didn't mean much. Gu Zhiqiu smiled self-deprecatingly: "I used to take myself too seriously. ”
"What do you mean to take yourself too seriously? If you don't love yourself, can others cherish you? I think you two should have a good talk, and you have to talk for the sake of your future days. Zhang Cuilian's words made Gu Zhiqiu sneer, she shook her head and said in disappointment: "What is there to talk about, if it can be explained, it will be good a long time ago." I'm not going to change, and neither is he. Either this day will go on like this, and it will pass if you can endure it for a lifetime. If you can't bear it, then divorce. ”
Zhang Cuilian frowned: "What are you talking about, is this what you should say?" How long has it been since you got married, and you are shouting for divorce? What do your colleagues in your unit think of you, and then talk about the future, the future... ”
It's not that she thinks too complicated, but that the society itself is not tolerant enough for second-married women. The kind of divorced and found a better family, and those who are treated well by their in-laws are even rarer. Zhang Cuilian counted on the newlywed enthusiasm of the young couple and told everything away.
Even if the old man's habits can't be changed all his life, if the two of them have the same heart, they can live this life.
"Sister-in-law, you don't understand. Li Mingyu's thinking is deep-rooted, and many times he is more pedantic than his parents. Gu Zhiqiu sighed, sniffed with red eyes and said, "I'm not an unapproachable person who doesn't understand reason. Lao Li's family is such a lone seedling, saying that I have to give birth to a son and pass on the incense. When I was pregnant, I also thought that if this baby was a daughter, I wouldn't want it. I have the obligation to have a son, and Li Mingyu attaches great importance to this work, and we can't have a second child. ”
Zhang Cuilian was stunned and hesitated: "Have you discussed that matter with your in-laws?" After saying that, she herself was stunned, if she said it, there would be no follow-up. But why did Li Mingyu's mother call An Rong and say that Gu Zhiqiu refused to fall without knowing what was going on. What about the fetus?
"When it was found out that the child was a woman in the hospital, Li Mingyu and his mother refused to even discuss it. Tell the doctor directly to do it, and don't ask me a word. I'm the mother of this child, and I'm going to take a piece of meat off me. They don't even ask me if they have me in their eyes? Gu Zhiqiu roared excitedly, and the surrounding patients and family members stopped talking. Pricked up his ears and listened curiously to this past, obviously it was too boring to stay in the hospital.
"The doctor had to ask me what I meant, and his mother said he didn't need to ask me. said that I was the daughter-in-law of the old Li family, and I was pregnant and turned the people in the family upside down. Now that I found out that it was a girl, I was too scared to go out. Where is it not a word, she can make a decision on this matter. "Obviously, the doctor has seen too much of this kind of incident, and he has long been numb.
But Gu Zhiqiu listened to it really clearly, and her hot temper couldn't stand it all of a sudden. I quarreled with them when I went out, and when I returned home, it turned a lot of trouble. In the end, her mother-in-law called her mother-in-law and asked An Rong to take care of this ignorant daughter.
An Rong himself couldn't understand his daughter, so he called and asked, "What are you making a fuss about?" I heard that you were pregnant with a girl, so why don't you do it quickly. Don't you know that your in-laws' family has been passed down for generations? You kid, what did I tell you before I got married? You're just stubborn and disobedient. ”
Gu Zhiqiu laughed self-deprecatingly: "My mother also threatened me, saying don't let me give birth to a girl when the time comes." Li Mingyu is looking for a little son outside, and when the time comes, he will kick me. I can only jump into the river with my child, and my mother's family can't control me. ”
Zhang Cuilian broke out in a cold sweat, which has to recall that Zhiqiu is a little donkey. Otherwise, she is aggrieved like her previous life, and she is not honestly at the mercy of others. I don't know if she really committed suicide by jumping into the river, and it's a hundred.
"And what's going on with you?" Zhang Cuilian didn't dare to mention it again when she saw Gu Zhiqiu mentioning her mother, with a disappointed expression and an indifferent expression.
"When my mom told me, I went home and made a fuss with them. I said I wanted a divorce, and I wanted to take this house of dowry with me. He also said that he would go to Li Mingyu's unit to find his leader and ask if he supported abortion. He also said that he should ask the leaders whether the state advocates that one family has the intention of not allowing women to live. "There was a lot of commotion, and she was already thinking too much about it. After knowing that the child was a daughter, she had been uncomfortable in her heart.
After a few days of trouble, my body couldn't bear it and my spirit was not good, and finally I had an accident yesterday morning.
"I didn't feel very good when I got up in the morning, and when I went out of the room, I saw Li Mingyu and they didn't leave me any after breakfast." This is also a habit of the Li family, and there is no time to eat.
And they also knew that it was impossible for Gu Zhiqiu to treat herself badly, and there were a lot of snacks and pastries in her room. Usually when the two quarreled, she would close the door and skip meals. The Li family was also accustomed to it, thinking that she would not eat as always, so they didn't stay.
But Gu Zhiqiu was still very angry and sad in his heart, thinking that even if the child in his belly was going to be lost, he would have to eat enough. The condemned prisoner was given a meal of meat before he died, why did her child have to go hungry?
immediately broke out and scolded and made a fuss, and even said in a quarrel with Li Mingyu: "You deserve that your old Li family has no son, and there is no such blessing for sin!" ”
These words angered Li Mingyu's father, and the old man jumped up and pointed at Gu Zhiqiu and scolded Gu Zhiqiu and asked Gu Zhiqiu to leave. Gu Zhiqiu calmed down all of a sudden, and began to divide the property calmly.
But the more she divided the property more confidently, the more she felt sorry for herself. She felt as if she had suddenly become An Rong, copying her life. It's even worse than her, after all, her mother has lived a stable life for more than thirty years under the maintenance of her father. But when I got married, I didn't think about it for a day. Living in a dilapidated and small house, living in the heat of summer and cold in the winter, counting the gross tickets. I can't help but shamelessly ask my mother's family to help, and I can't get the respect of my mother-in-law's family.
When she arrived at the hospital, Gu Zhiqiu was dumbfounded, she was uncomfortable with the child gone, and her mother-in-law was uncomfortable with spending money. As soon as they said that they would pay the hospitalization fee, both of them were silent. She was soaking wet from pain alone, and she was still struggling with the hospitalization fee outside.
Even the mother-in-law grabbed the doctor and asked, "The women in our village have no children, so just take some medicine and lie at home for a few days." I didn't say that it would cost money, why are you so expensive when people only spend 600 yuan to induce labor? ”
even asked Li Mingyu to take out Gu Zhiqiu's passbook, saying that she usually spends the most money, and she must have money hidden on her. Now the family is short of money, let her pay it in advance and then she will pay it back.
Fortunately, Li Mingyu didn't do this, and honestly handed over the money. Although her mother-in-law kept muttering that the hospitalization cost was too high yesterday, Li Mingyu kept silent and didn't say anything too much.
It's just that when accompanying him at night, Gu Zhiqiu said that he didn't need anyone. They really left, and she felt very pitiful when she was alone in the ward. Her children are gone, and it is a luxury for her to want to remember them with her husband. It's as if this child really shouldn't have come into this world.
"Don't get angry, you two don't have the same ideas. So you have to think about it a little more and make a decision after the two of you communicate! Looking at Gu Zhiqiu, who had a miserable white face, Zhang Cuilian couldn't say anything more. You can't persuade her not to divorce, let alone divorce her.
Seeing that it was about to be noon, Zhang Cuilian confessed to the ward. In the morning scene, she didn't expect anyone from the Li family to deliver food to Gu Zhiqiu. went to the snack bar opposite the hospital, asked for two bowls of porridge, and specially bought a pound of red dates, ready to go back to the ward to soak water for Gu Zhiqiu to drink.
I bought another black chicken and sent it to the snack department, and asked the boss to help stew a pot of chicken soup. She generously gave ten yuan for the handicraft fee, and said that she would come every day in the future.
The daily labor fee is ten yuan, which is three hundred yuan if you live for a month. The boss just paid a little labor for some gas and water, and the money was too cost-effective. patted his chest at the moment and promised that he would not need Zhang Cuilian to pick him up and send him over after he was boiled.
Zhang Cuilian returned to the inpatient department with millet porridge, and saw a person in the stairwell who looked like Li Mingyu. He was fast, Zhang Cuilian didn't keep up, Zhang Cuilian thought she was dazzled.
But in the corridor leading to the ward, Zhang Cuilian still saw clearly that it was Li Mingyu. He was in a hurry, and he didn't bring anything with him at noon.
Zhang Cuilian couldn't help but get angry: "Don't you know how to buy something to eat?" Don't know if your wife needs nutrition? ”