She's deliberately angry with me, right?

Sitting behind my desk, I frowned and was distracted. After thinking about it for a long time, I made an excuse and asked Alan to inform Lu Zhengnan to have dinner with her at night, on the grounds that they had been working fast recently, and it was obvious that I did not use my power for personal gain, and I also called someone from the investment and public relations department.

After the meal, I arranged entertainment, and she sat alone in the corner playing with her phone, looking out of place, I sat next to her and laughed at her for being unsociable, she said that I was too lenient. I asked her to sing the song "taste" to me, she looked at me and didn't speak, her face was rare gentle, so I begged her in a low voice, she seemed a little helpless, so she got up and went to order a song.

Actually, I didn't have any hope before I opened my mouth, but I didn't expect that she would really want to sing it to me again.

When she sang, I closed my eyes and listened word by word, and her singing voice was so emotional, as if I was really thinking about someone's taste.

I opened my eyes, looked at her slender back, and thought: that someone...... Could it be me?

Looking at her, I was stunned.

At the end of the song, I couldn't come back to my senses, just quietly watched her, but she fled, saying that there was something to go first.

After she left, I felt very bored, so I began to drink cup after cup, and then Ruoxi found that I was wrong, so she didn't give me wine to drink, so I found a reason to leave first, in fact, it was to change places, and then continue to drink.

But I don't know why, the more I drank, the more I missed her, so I asked the waiter to call me a car to take me to the hotel where she lived, anyway, I had her room card on me, and I wasn't afraid that I wouldn't see her.

I had drunk a little too much that night, but I hadn't completely lost consciousness yet.

When I arrived at the hotel, the front desk knew me and asked someone to drop me off at her room door. I leaned against the door, a little laboriously pulled out the room card from my coat pocket, at that moment I was lightheaded, it was difficult to stand, I opened the door, entered, and fell to the ground without taking two steps.

She ran out of it, saw me fall to the ground, squatted down to help me up, I was a little dizzy, I felt that there were overlapping shadows shaking in front of me, but I couldn't see her face clearly, but I was familiar with the fragrance of her body, so I pulled her into my arms.

I hugged her tightly, buried my face in her neck, greedily inhaled the smell of her body, I really missed her.

I played a scoundrel with her with the strength of the wine, she didn't drive me away, she didn't scold me, and coaxed me very gently, although I was groggy, but when she lay on the bed she wiped my face, I was conscious, her eyes were as soft as ever, looking straight at me, and asked, "Do you hate Tongtong very much." ”

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I hated her for the first year she left, hated her lovelessness, but then I knew why she left, hated... I can't tell you about it, I feel sorry for her hesitation and despair when she read the letter, and I can't imagine how painful she was at that time...... will make her not even have the desire to live.

Just the thought that she once had suicidal thoughts makes my heart ache.

She held my face and asked softly, "Hate?" ”

I lay on top of her, and I wanted to tell her that I didn't hate, and that as long as she came back to me, she would kill me and not hate.

"I'm sorry," she murmured, hugging me and coaxing me gently, "go to sleep." ”

After that, my consciousness was a little confused, and I didn't know what to say to her, anyway, I was holding her with both hands, and there was only one thought in my heart, that is, not to let her escape into my arms.

But things are not always as simple as I thought.

I woke up that morning and found my limbs wrapped around her like a pillow, and I thought I was dreaming, but her shallow breathing told me it was all true. I looked at her quietly for a while, and found that the dark circles under her eyes were very heavy, as if she hadn't slept all night, and the picture of last night flashed in my mind, and then I saw myself pestering her like this, she probably went to bed very late.

I let go of her, and she slept so deeply that she didn't wake up, and when I got up, I kissed her on the forehead.

At this time, the mobile phone in my coat rang, I was afraid of disturbing her, so I hurriedly got out of bed, took my coat and went into the bathroom, the phone was called by Han Yu, saying that she was dizzy, and asked me if I could take her to the hospital.

The hotel is not far from the apartment, thinking about the last time she fainted, I didn't think much about it, let her wait for me in the apartment.

I quickly got dressed, walked to the bed, looked at her deeply, she slept very deeply, I couldn't bear to wake up, and a little reluctant, leaned over, kissed her eye sockets, and then turned to go out.

Rushing to the apartment, Han Yu seemed to be fine, she said that she had just taken medicine and was much better. I asked her if she needed to go to the hospital, and she said she didn't need to go if she didn't feel dizzy. I saw that she was really fine, and I didn't insist, so I put my coat on the sofa and went into the bedroom, and there was a morning meeting in the morning, and I had to take a shower and change my clothes because of the smell of alcohol.

I took a quick shower, changed my clothes, went out to grab my coat and was about to leave, Han Yu ran out of the kitchen, handed me a sandwich and a milk in his hand, and said that I must have not eaten breakfast again.

I smiled at Han Yu, took the milk and sandwich and went out. When I got into the elevator, I looked at the sandwich in my hand and remembered the sandwich she made for me in Rongcheng, she learned to make sandwiches or I taught her, but she improved it later, and it was better than me. I thought to myself, it won't be long before I can eat the love sandwich she made herself.

I can't help but hook the corners of my mouth when I think about it. He took out his phone from his coat pocket and tried to send her a text message, but the phone ran out of battery.

When I arrived at the office, I charged my phone and hurried downstairs for a meeting.

After the meeting, I couldn't wait to go back to the thirty-eighth floor, but I didn't see her, I think she must not have woken up yet, with Lu Zhengnan's indulgence in her, she estimated that she didn't go to work on time in the morning.

This little lazy cat.

When I got back to the office, I turned on my computer, and when I had a new email prompt, I clicked on it, and it was from a friend of mine in the UK. Some time ago I asked him to help me check on how she was doing over there. The email was accompanied by an investigation report, which said that she returned to the UK with Lu Zhengnan half a year ago to become his assistant, she had lived in his apartment for a month, and then moved out to live alone, and also applied for a language school.

I read the two-page investigation text for a long time, and the most talked about in it is about her and Lu Zhengnan.

My chest felt like something was blocked, and I couldn't go up or down, and it was extremely uncomfortable. Thinking back, when she and Lu Zhengnan came out of the airport that day, their intimacy, I felt that my blood was going to freeze, and I don't know if it was anger or jealousy, it made me have an urge to destroy everything.

I reassured myself that they were supposed to be just friends, but fuck...... Lu Zhengnan's thoughts about her were known to passers-by four years ago, how could he let such a good opportunity not seize her in the past six months.

I tried to calm down, but I couldn't.

Suddenly remembering her "I'm sorry" last night, my heart trembled.

After taking the phone, I wanted to call her and ask for clarification, but after turning it on, I was depressed again...... What should I do if she admits it?

How humble it is to love someone, at that moment I realized it, low dust.

I put up with it and didn't call her, I thought to myself, if she had the same heart, she would have called me when she woke up.

But I waited for a day, and I didn't receive her text messages or phone calls, let alone her figure, Lu Zhengnan came to the company in the afternoon. Originally, when I saw him again this time, I felt a little less sorry for him, but now, when I saw his gentlemanly and frank appearance, I was disgusted.

In fact, I was jealous in my heart.

The next day I flew to Xiamen, where the foundation stone of the project was set, and there was a ribbon-cutting ceremony that I had to attend. I thought to myself, it's better to go over and calm down.

When I came back from Xiamen, she went to Rongcheng, and it was really a mistake.

In the evening, I couldn't help but call Ye Liming, she would definitely go to find Su Qing when she went back, Ye Liming received my call with a smile, saying that he just sent people back, and my phone came back, which was really timely.

Ye Liming said that with his intuition, she still has affection for me, and asked me why I didn't take the opportunity to accompany her back?

I do.

I asked him to help me find out what her relationship with Lu Zhengnan is now, I think Su Qing should know that the relationship between the two of them is so good, she will definitely say it.

Ye Liming said that he was about to become my emotional spy, and he used his wife's words every day.

I was on the other end of the phone, and I could only smile wryly.

He replied to me early the next morning, and probably knew that I was suffering a lot, so he called me early in the morning after his wife's words. Ye Liming said that listening to Su Qing's tone, she and Lu Zhengnan are not much at present. Speaking of me, he asked me a rhetorical question, asking me if there were any other women around me recently? I was asked by him and said no. He said that she asked Su Qing if there were any other women around me, and Su Qing asked him about it last night, so he would have asked that just now.

Belch...... When did she see another woman around me?

Suddenly remembered her reaction when she saw me and Han Yu in the Chinese medicine hospital that day, and I suddenly realized that she must have misunderstood me and Han Yu, no wonder she would come to such a sentence that day, what kind of wildflower family flowers.

After hanging up the phone, I turned the phone, and I couldn't help but feel better, and I also had a plan in my heart.

The final draft of the drawings was completed ahead of schedule, and I held a drinking party in the name of Zhu Gong, and at the same time Lianyi took a look at Jingcheng, after all, the next work, the two sides will often meet each other, so it is necessary to hold this drinking party. But when I informed Lu Zhengnan, I asked the people in charge of this work to be present that night, and I made a point of emphasizing that Lu Zhengnan would inform her.

Then I waited for her to come back.

But I never thought that what I was waiting for would be her leaving me again.