816. Afraid

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Realizing that he would have such a thought, Ruan Shu made a cold face to himself.

There was a knock on the door of the video room.

Ruan Shu was agitated and quickly turned off the audio equipment with the remote control.

It's like the nervousness of a child who cheats on an exam when he sees the teacher coming over.

Then she went to answer the door.

It was Li Qing who came, and brought her a fruit plate.

"Sister Ruan, there are grapes, bayberry, tomatoes, and citrus here, I just went to buy them back, Young Master Lin said that you like to eat these, right?"

Ruan Shu happily took it: "Yes~"

Li Qing also felt a sense of accomplishment when she saw this: "Then Sister Ruan eats slowly, I'll buy it tomorrow~ If there is anything to call me~ I'll be guarding at the door~"

Closing the door with the fruit bowl and returning to the video room, Ruan Shu took the disc out of the machine and stopped listening.

It's not that I'm afraid of being heard by Li Qing.

In this kind of audio-visual room, the sound insulation effect is naturally very good.

It was only after being interrupted that her shame resurfaced......

She must have been spoiled by Fu Lingyuan before she could listen to it with relish......

So he recorded this kind of thing and engraved it and put it in the video room, what are he doing?

Rolled his eyes. She confiscated the disc, picked a movie with a normal plot, and screened it.

I snuggled up on the sofa and watched while eating fruit.

Fu Lingyuan really didn't come back at night.

Ruan Shu went to rest after watching the movie.

Considering he wasn't there, the master bedroom he was in shouldn't have been lit. She slept in the guest bedroom.

A dreamless night.

Sleeping for so long during the day did not affect the quality of her sleep at night.

And the next morning, she threw up in the bathroom again.

Yesterday she was glad that her pregnancy was better than the last time, and today as if she wanted to refute her, her whole energy was gone.

Weakness.

She vomited again while brushing her teeth, retching, nothing, all sour water.

After barely washing, she dragged her body back to the bed, feeling that her heart was still uncomfortable, and her stomach was always faintly uncomfortable.

I don't know if there's something wrong there.

Lying down, in a daze, Ruan Shu fell asleep again.

When she woke up again, it was already noon, and it was Li Qing who knocked on her door.

"Sister Ruan, the boss confesses. The morning can help you get a little more sleep, but you can't leave it without two meals in a row. ”

As he spoke, he motioned for the plate he brought to him.

"Hmm......" Ruan Shu responded perfunctorily, did not answer himself, turned sideways and asked him to help put the things on the table in the room.

Li Qing saw that her face was not good, and she cared: "Sister Ruan, what's wrong with you?" ”

Ruan Shu didn't answer, and his slightly dull mind suddenly reacted to something: "He hasn't come back yet?" ”

Li Qing immediately reported: "Originally, the boss should have come back early in the morning with the Lei Hall Master as he did yesterday. But another thing that Lu Ye had explained to the boss before had a new eyebrow, and let the boss deal with it. So the old Dalian axis turned, and it hasn't come back until now. ”

Ruan Shu was very disappointed.

It's rare to live with him openly, but he disappears all day long.

Didn't Lu Zhenhua let him recuperate from his injuries before? It's only been a few days, so I'll let him do things again.

"Okay, I got it." The tone is not particularly good, and the turmoil in the bottom of my heart comes out a little.

Li Qing couldn't help but ask her again: "Sister Ruan, are you unwell?" ”

"Nothing." Ruan Shu shook his hand, "I slept too much." ”

Li Qing then retreated.

Ruan Shu walked to the table and looked at the food on the plate, he ate so happily yesterday, but today he has no appetite at all.

But she sat down anyway and forced herself to eat.

After a few bites, Ruan Shu vomited again.

I vomited out all the food that I hadn't even started to digest when I first entered my stomach.

Ruan Shu sat on the floor of the bathroom, feeling that even the sour water was almost gone, so he went back slowly, took some of the words that were put together with the fruit bowl last night, and lay back on the bed again.

After relieving for a while, it seems that I feel better than before, at least I don't want to vomit so much.

She closed her eyes and rested her palms on her flat lower abdomen.

She knew she was supposed to be just a normal early pregnancy reaction.

But when the body is uncomfortable, I often can't help but think more and think a little more.

This time after the pregnancy was confirmed. She had never been to the hospital for a formal examination, and there was always a trace of fear buried in her heart.

I'm afraid that there will be the same problems as the previous child, and in the end, I can't keep it?

Will the fear of the previous two abortions affect the health of the child this time?

Afraid that her current discomfort and clothing are not completely a simple early pregnancy reaction?

She almost never worries about anything.

Now because of this child, there is a lot of noise, and the grass and trees are all soldiers.

She covered her face and looked back at the same time to rethink. Was she right to choose to keep the child?

Indeed, this time she was really reluctant to fight, and she was extremely nervous about this child.

But does this mean that she is mentally ready to give birth? Are you mentally prepared to be a mother to a child? After the child is born, will she be able to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother?

She...... Can you love this child......?

She doubted herself.

Deep suspicion.

She suddenly felt as if she hadn't thought it through enough.

Too many questions......

Too many questions......

Too much, too much......

She had a headache.

I don't know how long later, there was another knock on the door.

Ruan Shu was too lazy to get up, anyway, it was nothing more than those few people who came over, so he directly shouted "Please come in".

The door opens.

"Sister...... It's Zhuang Yao.

"Hmm......" Ruan Shu nestled in the quilt and didn't move, "What's the matter?" ”

"You didn't come downstairs today, I'm not worried. Is it uncomfortable to take it? Zhuang Yao's voice was obviously a little anxious.

Ruan Shu didn't answer.

"Sister...... Zhuang Yao was even more anxious, and asked for her consent, "I'm in?" ”

"Come in, it's okay." Ruan Shu held his forehead and sat up from the bed.

Seeing this, Zhuang Yao stepped and put his hand on her shoulder. Stabilize her figure, take a pillow and put her behind her, then take a closer look at her face, and suddenly become more nervous: "Sister, are you really sick?" ”

"It's not." I caught a glimpse of Li Qing standing at the door of the room. Ruan Shuyu stopped talking and lowered his voice, "It's that today's morning sickness reaction is a little stronger than usual......

Zhuang Yao swept over the things she hadn't finished eating on the table, and was so worried that she stammered: "I, I, I'll go to Bang to check on you, how can I alleviate it." ”

Ruan Shu shook his head: "I checked it myself before." It's a lot better now. Lie down a little longer and you might be fine. ”

Li Qing at the door asked at this time: "Sister Ruan, I'll go find a doctor for you." ”

"Don't!" In a hurry, Ruan Shu drank quickly and fiercely.

Li Qing rarely saw her like this, and was startled.

Ruan Shu suppressed his heart, and his tone returned to normal: "I'm not sick, so I don't need to find a doctor." Just wait. ”

"Oh, okay Sister Ruan." Li Qing was shocked, and her heart was double anxious.

The first anxiety comes from Ruan Shu. She looked like she was sick, and she was not lightly ill.

The second anxiety comes from Zhuang Yao. Why did he still enter Sister Ruan's room? Still holding Sister Ruan's hand? Still whispering to Sister Ruan?

If this scene is seen by the boss, then ......?

Zhuang Yao did stand beside the bed and whispered to Ruan Shu: "Sister, if you are too uncomfortable. Don't put up with it, let's call a doctor. Nothing is more important than your physical condition. ”

"I ......" Ruan Shu's mind was a little confused, and finally said, "Let's take a look." ”

She kept thinking back to the symptoms of her last child's discomfort and taking it. First of all, the stomach hurt for sure, and secondly, there was always a feeling of falling in the lower abdomen, and there was bleeding, so that she initially thought it was just an irregular menstrual problem.

This fetus is really relatively stable, that is, today......

Ruan Shu thought calmly for a while, and then fell back into chaos.

What kind of experience did she have in those two children? She herself lacks maternal and infant knowledge, how to guide herself?

Bother!

Bother! Bother! Bother!

In addition to being irritable, he still gave a final conclusion: "Okay, let's talk about it, I will continue to rest." Something will call you. ”

It's equivalent to a bombardment.

Zhuang Yao looked at her quietly for two seconds and nodded: "Okay, that sister rests." We don't bother you. We're just outside. If you have something, you must call us. ”

Ruan Shu bowed slightly, and lay back on the bed.

Zhuang Yao walked out, took away her leftover dinner plate, and took one last look at her back before closing it, with a solemn expression.

"Young Master Lin, I'll come." Li Qing took the plate from him.

Zhuang Yao didn't argue with him and asked, "When will he come back?" ”

Li Qing understood his intentions: "I have already sent a message to our boss to report to him that Sister Ruan is sick and is still unwilling to see a doctor." He said he would be back as soon as possible. ”

Both of them understood that only Fu Lingyuan would work for her.

…………

Ruan Shu dreamed again dimly.

I dreamed that she was sitting by a river with her trouser legs rolled up and her feet stretched into the river.

The spring breeze is warm and the sun is shining.

The water of the river is very clear, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds.

And in the water, two fish swam happily around her legs stretched out in the river.

Not afraid of her at all.

It looks very joyful.

Ruan Shu looked at them quietly, and his mood was happy.

In the dream, I even remembered that it was not the first time I had seen them - in a dream I had before (Chapter 735), Fu Lingyuan was fishing with her by hand, and it was these two that were raised.

She didn't know why, she just knew them.

At this time, someone called her from behind.

"Nguyen Nguyen."

It was Fu Lingyuan's voice that was recognized. She immediately turned back.

So his foot kicked unconsciously, and Ruan Shu woke up.

She realized she was dreaming.

But when she opened her eyes, the person who greeted her did not disappoint her, it was indeed Fu Lingyuan.

He was dusty, the two eyelids were faintly blue, and the fine lines at the corners of his eyes were very clear at close range.

He sat on the edge of the bed and leaned over to look at her, his eyes were her reflection, his eyes were full of heavy concern, and his calloused palms were covering her forehead, and asked her in a low voice: "Where is it uncomfortable, what is it?" Did you say you had a cold before and you didn't get better? Or is it somewhere else? ”

Ruan Shu didn't answer him. Shaking his head in silence, his arms were taken out of the covers and wrapped around his neck.

Firmly.

Fu Lingyuan pushed her: "Wait, I just came back from outside and haven't taken a shower yet." Body, upper organs. ”

Ruan Shu still didn't speak, but circled him tighter.

Fu Lingyuan paused for half a second, then stopped reminding, picked her up from the bed, left the guest room, and walked to his master bedroom.

After putting her on the bed, he pulled both of her arms off his neck.

And she immediately rolled over and turned her back to him.

Fu Lingyuan frowned slightly, took off his dirty coat, and asked her, "I asked Li Qing to invite the doctor." ”

Ruan Shu finally spoke up: "Don't." ”

Fu Lingyuan casually threw his coat onto the sofa. The brow has been locked tighter: "It's not going to be troublesome, it's okay." ”

"Don't." Ruan Shu repeated these two words.

"Why?" Fu Lingyuan grabbed her shoulders and wanted to break her front.

It didn't work.

Ruan Shu replied to him in a clear voice: "I want to leave here." See your own doctor. ”

Fu Lingyuan felt that she was very strange, obviously she was very dependent on him just now, and he could also see that she was obviously very happy to see him come back. This is the kung fu of changing from one room to another, why does she seem unhappy again?

"What the hell is wrong with you?" He leaned over and wanted to see her face, but he could only see one side of her cheek, "Li Qing said that you are so sick that you can't get up, there is a lot of food left, and your face is not good." He was sick, but he was not allowed to ask a doctor. ”

"I said I wanted to get out of here and go to the doctor myself." She repeated.

Fu Lingyuan's voice was slightly deep: "Don't you know that this is Lu Zhenhua's order, you can't go." ”

"Then why lock me up? The reason? Ruan Shu suddenly turned around, "You tell me, I can see if there is a way!" ”

Fu Lingyuan was stunned.

Because she was found crying.

Coiling Dragon