Chapter 132: You Didn't Knowingly Ask...... I ...... to you
"Enough, shut up!" Li Fengqi yelled at Bai Shirou.
Bai Shirou suddenly quieted down, and the servants who were originally curious and watching not far away also left one after another, for fear of being affected by the fierce wind under the rage.
Li Fengqi hugged Zhou Lingyun tightly and prevented her from making any self-harming moves, but his torn arm soon saw blood, which shows how hard Zhou Lingyun bites.
Zhou Lingyun couldn't break free from his embrace, so she vented all her anger and resentment on him, even if her mouth was stained with a strong smell of blood, she didn't let go of her mouth.
Bai Shirou looked at his bitten arm and looked at Zhou Lingyun gloomily, "Brother Li, I said, she is a madman, if you keep her by your side, she will hurt you once she goes crazy, and now you have seen it." β
Li Fengqi pursed his thin lips tightly, "I know what I'm doing." β
Bai Shirou stroked her stomach and looked at him sadly, "Brother Li, even if you don't think about yourself, don't you think about our children?" What if she really goes crazy and hurts the child? Don't you really care at all? β
She said with deep affection, and she opened her mouth and closed her mouth without leaving the words "our child", obviously not giving up and continuing to stimulate Zhou Lingyun.
A woman loses her child, with her uterus removed, only to see her enemy pregnant...... This is undoubtedly a huge irony, irony: even if I do all the bad things, what if I step you under your feet in time? God is still on my side, and I am still living happily, with the happiness that should have belonged to you.
Bai Shirou's approach is effective, a woman who is already on the verge of a mental breakdown, after hearing this, she will go crazy and roar at first, but gradually ...... But there was no movement.
When the strength of Li Fengqi on his arm was loosened, he noticed it, and he no longer cared about any past feelings, "Bai Shirou, here, you are forbidden to appear in the future." β
Bai Shirou, who was originally watching Zhou Lingyun being stimulated and was happy, suddenly heard this sentence and looked at him in disbelief, "What did you say?" β
They were engaged, and now that she was pregnant with his child, he was going to chase her away?
Li Fengqi pursed his lips, "I don't want to say it a second time, let me see you in the villa again, this marriage...... There is no need to continue. β
Bai Shirou's eyes widened, and she almost wondered if there was something wrong with her hearing, "Brother Li, our marriage contract was set by our ancestors, do you know what you're talking about?" "The grandfather of the strong wind and the grandfather of Bai Shirou were brothers who had been on the battlefield together, and after the two of them were discharged from the army after nine deaths, they looked at the childish child in their arms and settled on their in-laws.
Li Feng's sword eyebrows twisted, and he reminded her in a cold voice: "The Li family is now my master." If she did provoke him, according to his temper, there would never be a word of forgiveness.
Bai Shirou understood the threat in his words, and didn't really dare to challenge his bottom line.
Li Feng Qi seems to be amorous by nature, but in fact he is the most ruthless, there have been countless women around him over the years, Bai Shirou has never been threatened by the identity of his fiancΓ©e, except that the marriage contract between the two is the reason why the ancestors set it, the most important point is that she knows how to advance and retreat, and will not challenge his bottom line without her own strength.
Bai Shirou finally gritted her teeth and left with hatred, and she never asked her about the child in her belly from the beginning to the end.
Zhou Lingyun looked at Bai Shirou's departing back with a sloppy gaze, shivering with coldness, and she gently touched her abdomen...... There was once a time here, and there was also a child......
"What are you thinking?" Li Fengqi looked at her blank gaze and asked.
Zhou Lingyun murmured unknowingly: "Child...... I also had a child...... "If she is born, she/he will be very cute, whether it is a boy or a girl, she will teach her/him with her heart, love her/him, and give her/him all the love she has not received since she was a child."
She will watch her/him grow up day by day and share her/his joys and sorrows every day.
She knew that Li Fengqi would not marry her, so she ...... In the future, if she is lucky enough, she may meet a man who truly loves her, and then the two of them will take care of the child together to grow up, even if she is not lucky enough to meet such a person, she will raise the child alone.
She has never been cared for by her family before, and this child will be her dearest and only relative......
But now there is nothing, the child is gone, she has no way to have children, she will never have any more relatives in her life, there will be no more, in the end, she is still alone, she still pays a terrible price for her stupidity after all.
It's just that she hates it so much......
She just fell in love with someone she shouldn't have fallen in love with, and she didn't even expect him to promise her, why did she end up like this today?!
Why? Why?!!
Li Fengqi didn't know how to pick her up, he watched her touch her stomach, and his heart hurt inexplicably, this strange feeling made him suddenly.
Just when he was suddenly, Zhou Lingyun suddenly laughed, she shook off the hand he wanted to stretch out, and there was nothing but hatred in her empty eyes, "The wind rises, do you know what I was thinking when I felt the child turn into blood flowing out of his body little by little......" The thick eyelashes fluttered slightly, "I was thinking...... Why did I meet you? β
She hates Bai Shirou and hates the strong wind, but what she hates even more is herself, why is she excited, why do you want to fall in love with an impossible person?
Why can't you keep your heart well, why take it out and let others trample on it?!
Li Fengqi's heart, which had never been beating for anyone, suddenly hurt at this moment, and it hurt like pins and needles in the heart and lungs.
Zhou Lingyun completely fell into her endless remorse and pain, her world disappeared with color and sound, only pain.
How many times did she want to jump from a high place so directly, so that there was no pain, but she was unwilling to leave the field in embarrassment and incompetence.
They ruined their hopes of survival, but they were not punished in any way, she ...... How can you be willing.
She walked and muttered to herself, and then not far from him, she suddenly crouched down, and then began to pull her hair frantically, like a madman.
The servants not far away were frightened by her sudden move, originally they didn't believe it when they heard Bai Shirou say that Zhou Lingyun was mentally abnormal, but now they have begun to have doubts, how can a normal person be like a living dead every day, and once stimulated, he will go crazy.
This is obviously beyond the state of a normal person.
But because Li Fengqi once gave an order, no one was allowed to say what should not be said, so ...... Even if they have doubts in their hearts, they should not show it openly, they can only talk quietly behind their backs.
Li Feng strode up to her side, picked her up from the ground, and soothed her emotions in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, no one will dare to hurt you anymore." β
His gentle voice made Zhou Lingyun a little confused, as if he ...... Everything went back to the first time when the two of them were together, and after a rainy day, he would always hold her and whisper something in her ear.
Again and again, it slowly touched her heart that she was sticking to.
Zhou Lingyun was stunned, and her heart was sad...... She wanted to ask him, why?
Why, I got my heart, but cruelly abandoned it?
Zhou Lingyun has nothing, nothing...... There is only one heart, so she guards it carefully, no matter how handsome and golden the man in and out of the nightclub, she always smiles and welcomes the send-off, but she never moves her heart for a moment, because she clearly knows that once she hands over this heart, she will really have nothing......
But what about then?
She knew that it shouldn't, knew that there would be no result, knew that it was a moth to the fire, but she ...... Or is it like the most devout believer giving away his heart.
As a result, the trampled blood was drenched, and even if she humbly prayed to keep the child between them, he did not hesitate to refuse.
She deserves it, she deserves it.
Li Feng hugged her, but Zhou Lingyun couldn't feel any warmth anymore, the muscles in her whole body were tense, and her body was resisting his approach.
Li Fengqi naturally noticed it, and his voice carried some pain that he had not even noticed, "Lingyun, ...... in the future." I'm not going to let anyone hurt you anymore. β
Zhou Lingyun's empty eyes looked at him in a daze, if he could say such a sentence two months ago, how good would it be......
It's a pity that there has never been an if in this world, and now this promise no longer sounds, except for confusion, except for pain, there is nothing else.
She didn't speak, and Li Fengqi didn't seem to want her to say anything, so she carried the person all the way to the room, and then gently put her on the bed, and said, "The maid said that you didn't eat much in the morning, are you hungry?" What do you want to eat now? β
Zhou Lingyun's misty eyes slowly froze on his face, looking at the handsome face in front of him that she had touched countless times, she suddenly felt so strange, so strange that it seemed as if they had never known each other.
Li Fengqi was originally happy that she was finally willing to look at herself, but soon found out that she was looking at herself on the surface, but in fact she was ...... It was as if he was looking at something else through him.
He reached out and shook her eyes twice, her eyes didn't even blink, and Li Fengqi finally confirmed that she was just stunned, and he noticed that she had been alone for more and more recently......
Li Feng patiently called her name, over and over again, until he slowly regained her senses.
But when Zhou Lingyun's consciousness was awakened, all the painful memories were also replayed in her mind at the same time, and she seemed to see herself lying in a pool of blood.
"Ahh She suddenly pushed away the strong wind in front of her, hugged her knees tightly, buried her head in her knees, and muttered in pain: "Don't touch me, don't touch me...... It hurts, it hurts...... Don't touch my ......"
Li Fengqi, who was pushed to the ground, looked at her as if she had fallen into a nightmare, and hurriedly called a psychiatrist.
But the psychiatrist came, and it didn't help, if all the mental illnesses in the world could be treated, then how could there be sick people who couldn't think of jumping off the building to commit suicide?
Zhou Lingyun fell into her own world, and she couldn't listen to anyone's words, and in the end, she had no choice but to have someone calm her, which made her quiet.
Li Fengqi put her on the bed, carefully covered her with a quilt, and then walked out the door with the doctor.
"Why is it that after so long of treatment, her condition has not improved at all, but is getting worse and worse?"
The psychiatrist has seen many cases, and for Zhou Lingyun's situation, he can only sigh lightly, "Li Shuai, to be honest, Miss Zhou's current situation is not objective...... She rejected any psychological counseling in her heart, and I tried many ways to relieve the pain in her heart, but perhaps those memories were too painful, and every time she recalled them, she would be in pain...... This situation is like the chest festering from the heart, and if you want to live, you must cut the carrion, but these carrion veins are too close, and the pain when the knife is used is self-evident, more ...... Dangerously, there is a high risk of breaking the heart veins when removing the carrion. β
Some diseases, whether they are cured or not, are in danger of dying.
Li Feng was silent for a few seconds, "...... You're telling me, can't be cured? The tail note is elongated and the tone is tyrannical.
Although the psychiatrist is afraid of his power, he can only talk about the matter, "Heart disease still needs heart medicine, whether it can be recovered, how long it takes to recover, most of these depend on the patient's desire to survive, and Miss Zhou ...... It seems that he doesn't care how long he can live. β
From the first day he came into contact with Zhou Lingyun, he could see that this patient was very tricky, not only in her condition, but also in ...... She has long lost the motivation to live, but if she doesn't want to live at all, the psychiatrist thinks it's not the case.
It's true that she doesn't want to live, but she doesn't want to die now, as if she still has some unfulfilled wishes.
"Get out." Li Fengqi closed his eyes and whispered.
The psychiatrist just wanted to tell him what he was guessing in his heart, but when he saw his current state, he took back the words that came to his lips, forget it, let's talk about it later.
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Li Xiaorou returned to the hotel and sat on the bed dejectedly, she couldn't understand why Bo Dongli liked such a cruel woman.
How could he not see the goodness in himself?
In that situation just now, could he really not compare?
She was lying on the bed irritably, the doorbell rang, and she sat up from the bed suddenly: Could it be that Mr. Bo finally figured it out and saw her?
She quickly tidied up her makeup, then put on what she thought was the best, walked to the door, and opened the door.
However, the result disappointed her, the person who came was not Bo Dongli but Assistant Yang, and she comforted herself that maybe the president couldn't wipe her face, so she ordered Assistant Yang to explain to herself.
"Presumably you heard Mr. Bo's words outside the mall, you were fired, this is a ticket back to China, go to the personnel department to go through the resignation procedures after you go back, and don't appear in front of Mrs. and Mr. Bo in the future." Assistant Yang is on business.
Li Xiaorou looked at the return ticket handed in front of her, and said in disbelief: "Impossible, how could the president fire me, this project in India has always been operated by me, and now is the critical moment, how can he fire me?" The president's wife made you do this, didn't she? It was she who told you to get rid of me without telling the president?!! β
Li Xiaorou's last two sentences almost shouted, and then suddenly turned around and prepared to go to Bo Dongli's suite, "I don't believe it, I want to go to the president myself to ask for clarification." β
Assistant Yang stretched out his hand to stop her, "Li Xiaorou, you have to know how to be a man, the president said that he didn't want to see you again, why should you deceive yourself." In Assistant Yang's opinion, Li Xiaorou is simply courageous, who she thinks she is, and dares to question the president's wife in front of the president.
Li Xiaorou became excited, "I don't believe it!" Mr. Bo won't drive me away, I just ...... Just now I just wanted to help the old man because he was pitiful, I was out of sympathy, I was because of kindness, and there is nothing wrong with kindness! β
Assistant Yang looked at her like a fool, "No one cares if you are really kind or fake kind, but you target the president's wife everywhere, it is something that everyone can see clearly, if you are smart, leave immediately, otherwise it will really anger Mr. Bo, and it will not be as simple as resigning." β
Li Xiaorou was unwilling to say: "I didn't violate any of the company's regulations, and I have always had outstanding performance, I just sympathized with an old man, why did you fire me?" Just because I didn't flatter the president's wife, didn't I? Just because I didn't hold her stinky feet like everyone else, you're going to fire me? β
Li Xiaorou didn't believe that her hard-earned achievements were not as important as Luo Xiangsi's pillow wind, that is, a vicious bad woman, why no one could see it!
Assistant Yang saw that she was still unrepentant, and her expression revealed impatience, "You also know that it is the president's wife, what qualifications do you have to accuse her in a grand manner?" How much does Mr. Bo value Mrs. is something that is obvious to all, if you offend Mrs., you are slapping Mr. Bo in the face, do you think you still have the possibility to stay? β
"I offended her?" Li Xiaorou's eyes widened in disbelief, she was just arguing with reason, how could she offend Luo Xiangsi, did she think she was a princess? She can't tolerate someone saying a word that is not to her liking!
"I just want her to be more lenient, she's already so rich, she doesn't lack a ring at all, but she still sent an elderly man to the police station for a small ring, she did such an excessive thing, what's wrong with me saying a few words?"
"Enough, stop flaunting how kind you are, Madame is right, people like you always force others to be kind, but never look at yourself, what right do you have to ask everyone to do what you want? You are not called kind, you should be called a, a, whoever is with you is unlucky. "Assistant Yang didn't want to evaluate a woman like this, but he is not without temper, such a nonsense and unreasonable woman, he has really lived for a long time.
After Assistant Yang dropped his return ticket, he left, obviously not wanting to entangle her anymore.
Li Xiaorou looked at Assistant Yang's back, clenched her fingers, picked up the ticket on the ground for a while, and tore it to shreds.
When she got back to her room, she walked around the room, she couldn't just be defeated, she had to find a way to get it back.
Then she suddenly thought of something, found her phone, and dialed a call to go out.
At the same time in Liangcheng, Bo Qingyuan encountered a very tricky matter, because the company's long-term turnover was not effective, and he owed a lot of debts, so he had no choice but to take risks and take out loans to loan sharks.
His original plan was to ask for the company from Luo Xiangsi's hands, and then fill this loophole, but now Luo Xiangsi can't see anyone at all, he has contacted Bo Dongli many times but all of them have been lost, and now the debt collector has been chased to his home, and he doesn't even dare to go home.
The secretary of the company could not find anyone, and the debt collectors went to the company twice in three days to make trouble, and the wages of the employees could not be paid.
Then just when he was cornered, he met a person - Li Fengzhi.
Li Fengzhi knocked on his car door and threw him a key, Bo Qingyuan took the key and looked at her, "What does this mean?" β
Li Fengzhi still had a soft smile on her face, "Of course, it's to help you." β
"Help me? How can it help? β
"This is a residence I bought on the outskirts of the city, although I can't live in a mansion with you, but fortunately, the appliances are complete, and the area is not small, you can go there temporarily to avoid the limelight."
Bo Qingyuan was a little moved, but he was a little skeptical in his heart, "Why are you helping me?" β
Li Fengzhi had a little affection in his eyes, and at the same time said with some complaints: "You didn't ask knowingly...... I ...... to you You know that. β
Bo Qingyuan's heart moved when he heard this, although Li Fengzhi is no longer young now, but fortunately, the charm still exists, and a smile is a little girl's incomparable style, and now I heard that she still has no feelings for herself, Bo Qingyuan can't help but feel a little proud.
"I understand what you mean, I'll take the key first, you can ...... Feel free to come to me. Adults understand what this means.
Li Fengzhi's eyes lit up, and she looked at him obsessively, "You say...... It's true? β
Bo Qingyuan straightened his waist proudly, obviously Li Fengzhi's obsession with him made him very useful, at this moment he had completely lost the depressed atmosphere of hiding in Tibet just now, "Of course, in fact, I was also a little sincere to you back then...... If it hadn't happened later, I think we would have been together a long time ago. β
His charity-like tone made Li Fengzhi's eyes cold, after so many years, he really didn't have any regrets at all.
He caused her to lose everything, was raped, was hidden by the agency, and was cursed by the fans who used to be sought after, but now he doesn't have any psychological burden to tell her...... If that hadn't happened, maybe they would have been together a long time ago?