Genius remembered for a second, "Love ♂ ÷ small? Say →', provide you with wonderful novels to read. The last time I felt this way, it was Wang Jiaci who suddenly told me that I was leaving. 【愛↑去△小↓說△網 Qu 】

And this time the feeling was even stronger than the last time, so strong that I felt a little dizzy, and it was like an invisible black hole appeared under my feet. Little by little, he pulled my body into the ground.

At this moment, my expression froze. I knew that my face must be ugly, because I knew that my face was a face that I couldn't hold back from crying.

My features were all screwed together, but I knew I couldn't cry, at least not now.

Now Wang Jiaci is crying sadly enough, and she will be even sadder if I cry.

In fact, from the time I heard these words from the mouth of Uncle bin Laden that day, my life seemed to change track.

Those are full of sunshine and hope. Suddenly the life that went straight forward took a sharp turn and plummeted.

I've comforted myself countless times. Those are just some cute little lies exclusive to Wang Jiaci, but every time I am too timid to touch those truths, I know that I am afraid and I care.

Too many details have long pointed the arrow to that point, to that cruel and unchangeable reality.

Maybe I have been mentally prepared for this news countless times in my heart, but when this moment really came, I still became a statue.

Her nose was sore, and the hand that grabbed her arm hung down weakly.

It seems that the whole body does not belong to oneself, and all the senses are so blurred.

Wang Jiaci in front of her cried even more, she didn't cry, but the tears were like beads with broken threads, and they kept dripping down her beautiful cheeks.

Tears dripped on her hands and on her cuffs, as if silently showing her sadness.

I can't know how Wang Jiaci is feeling right now. But her trembling body told me that she was more sad than me, that she was more scared than me.

She had been hiding these things in her heart before I met her, and I couldn't imagine how much pressure she was under, and I couldn't imagine how much sadness was hidden behind her beautiful smile at me.

What's even more sad is that at this time, I can't even say a word, and I can't say anything to comfort her, and I can't say anything to comfort myself.

At this moment I could only stand in front of her, like a dried tree, bones creaking.

I don't know how long it took before Wang Jiaci stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and said in a trembling voice

"I knew that if it was Xiao Xiaoming, he wouldn't blame me."

"If it's Xiao Xiaoming, you won't blame me for being selfish"

Wang Jiaci's two sentences made me feel like a lifetime away, and I suddenly understood why she rejected me in the first place. Why don't you stay with me anyway? Underestimated.

Because she already knew, she already knew that once the story began, it would go little by little towards the ending that had been written, and that ending was not as happy as a fairy tale.

After thinking about this, my eyes turned red all of a sudden, and my tears were a little uncontrollable, and they were about to overflow from my eyes.

However, Wang Jiaci seemed to sense my emotions, she reached out and gently tugged at the clothes on my chest, and said in a weak voice

"I'm a little tired, today Xiao Xiaoming still don't ask anything, I want to go back and rest"

When he said this, Wang Jiaci's voice was a lot lower, with a feeling of exhaustion in his tone, and also a little pleading.

I didn't speak, but reached out and squeezed her hand hard.

Her hands were still cold and trembling slightly.

After being pinched by me, Wang Jiaci lowered her head again, her eyes were dodging me, maybe she didn't want to look at me, maybe she didn't want me to see her expression now.

The coolness from the palm of my hand spread to my body, like a pointed icicle, and pierced into my heart.

My body was full of sadness, and the faint sound of my heartbeat was slowly vibrating in my ears.

After a while, Wang Jiaci suddenly withdrew her hand, she sobbed softly, turned around and trotted into the alley.

Seeing Wang Jiaci's figure running away, my body shook a little, but my feet seemed to be stuck in a swamp, and I couldn't move a step.

I just watched as Wang Jiaci's figure in my field of vision became farther and farther away, more and more blurred.

Later, it was gone.

At this time, I lowered my head, and the tears could no longer be controlled, and they poured out.

The little strength I had left in my body was also drained, and I limped two steps to the side, and sat limply on the ground with my back against the wall.

I knew I was looking embarrassed, but there was nothing I could do.

In the face of such a bloody reality, I realized for the first time how vulnerable I was.

All my strength and psychological preparation are just not to cry out in front of Wang Jiaci.

When she turned to leave, I couldn't stop crying, covered my face with my hands, and sat down on the ground like a homeless tramp, my body shaking again and again.

At this moment, countless images kept flashing in front of me, and those things that I didn't understand all along began to become clear.

But the more memories came to my mind, the more uncomfortable my heart became, and I could barely breathe.

At this time, the dim street lamp on the side cast the light on me, although there was only a small warm light, but it still kept me from being covered in darkness.

I cried like this for a while, and suddenly I felt a person standing in front of me.

When I looked up, I saw that Wang Jiaci didn't know when she walked back again, she looked down at me, and the expression on her face was blurred.

The moment I saw Wang Jiaci, the tears not only did not stop, but flowed more.

And Wang Jiaci looked at me quietly like this for a while, and then slowly squatted down.

The moment she crouched down, I bit my lip hard, and reached out to take her tightly into my arms.

Wang Jiaci, who was taken into my arms, put her head on my neck, and a wet touch flowed down my neck, and her tears seemed to flow into my heart and corrode my heart.

I hugged her tightly, and it took me for some time before I moved my mouth and said in a choked voice

"There will be a way, there will be a way, right?"

"I won't let you go, I won't let you leave me again."

When I said this, the strength in my hand deepened a lot, and I hugged Wang Jiaci desperately and wanted to never let go of my hand.

And hearing me say this, Wang Jiaci's hand also grabbed the clothes on my chest, she leaned on my arms, her breathing, her faint heartbeat, all transmitted to my body.

Until this moment, I still can't accept what Wang Jiaci just said, I can't accept this reality, when the girl I like tells me that her heart is different from ordinary people, I feel like I've fallen into a dream, a nightmare.

What's even more terrifying is that I know that from the moment she was born, the time period of her life was set at the age of 20.

Can't be over 20 years old, it sounds so ridiculous and dramatic.

But it's more fear, I don't know how much pressure Wang Jiaci has endured since she was a child, maybe what she said is not wrong at all, every day I don't know when I will wave goodbye to the world, that kind of life must be gloomy.

At this time, Wang Jiaci in her arms was silently crying again, and my eyes also slid down my face, wetting her hair.

After a long time like this, Wang Jiaci moved his body and said in a low voice

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry"

"If I hadn't come back, Xiao Xiaoming, you wouldn't have been so sad, if I left quietly abroad, Xiao Xiaoming, you wouldn't have been so sad."

"But I don't have much time left, so I want to spend it."

"It's all left to Xiao Xiaoming"

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