At that time, I had just entered the entertainment center, and in a game machine hall on the left-hand side, I saw Zhang Qimei, who was playing game machines with a few boys, because she had a lot of fun, and didn't see me.

My heart was tightened, and I quickly dragged the fifth child aside, and told him that there is an acquaintance of mine, and I don't want people to see me, let's play in another place, he didn't want to leave, and said that another game machine hall was still far away, but I really didn't want Zhang Qimei to see it, so I let him play here by himself, and I went home.

On the way home, I still thought: this has been hiding, in fact, it is not a way, after all, we are both locals, and we will have to meet sooner or later, and at the same time, we also made a comparison with the current situation of the two of us, people are having fun with their classmates there, and I, I have to go to work tomorrow, is this more fun to work, or to school?

After returning home this day, my dad looked very happy, and bought a few bottles of wine, saying that he wanted to drink a few glasses with me, I thought it was okay, so I drank with him, and asked him why he was so happy, he said that he recently hooked up with a retired eldest sister, although he is older, but he has a lot of savings, the main thing is that this eldest sister likes him very much, and is willing to help him get rid of the current predicament, saying that if we can coax people well, we can move into the big house again.

To be honest, I felt a little speechless when I heard him say this, so I said to him, "It's good that we live in this small house, I don't want to live in a big house." ”

My dad also comforted me and said: "It's okay, don't worry, this eldest sister has no son and no daughter, if I am with her, then she will definitely treat you as her own son, let you also feel it, what is maternal love!" ”

I didn't want to continue to talk to him at this time, I put down the wine glass, said that I was a little sleepy today, and simply washed up after finishing things, and went straight to sleep. Adults have hands and feet, so why do they have to eat soft rice?

Maybe my dad made me feel very ashamed and insecure, but I was even more determined in my heart that I wanted to become stronger, and I wanted to change my fate as soon as possible, and when I went to work the next day, I was also very attentive, and I pulled a lot of customers and made a lot of money all day.

I worked at the South Bus Station for about a week, and Brother Qiang saw that I was doing well, so he decided to let me follow the fat brother to the provincial capital, and there was an advantage to going to the provincial capital, that is, in addition to the commission, there was an additional subsidy, ten yuan a day.

This is the first time I have gone far away, I am very excited and happy, and I also want to see what the big city looks like, but when I went, the fifth child reminded me, he said: "Now the world is not so peaceful, there are many thieves, when you meet thieves stealing other people's things on the road, you must pretend not to see, don't be nosy, you know?" ”

I said, what if the thief stole the passengers' things in the car?

Lao Wu said the same and pretended not to see it, he said that these thieves are all over the world, and they don't know their situation, and they usually have murder weapons on their bodies, if I block their financial path, it is possible to stab me with a knife.

Lao Wu's words still sound quite scary, and I said I know.

The first time I went to the provincial capital, it was a smooth journey, nothing happened, after that, I felt that I had seen the high-rise buildings on TV before, finally saw the real, very excited, there are many luxury cars running on the street, and the beauties are dressed more fashionable and western, much better than those beauties in our local temperament.

The fat uncle also said to me: "You kid must mix well in the future, and when you grow up, you will live in a western-style building and drive a BMW, then it is called life!" ”

I smiled and said, "Then you look at me like this, don't you look like a mixed society?" ”

The fat uncle was also very sincere, he shook his head and said: "To be honest, you are still far away, and I have to suppress you, do you think that you will fight, your fists will be hard, and you will be able to eat and drink spicy food in society in the future?" That's a gangster at best, and if you want to become a real human being, do you know what you rely on? ”

I asked him what he relied on, and the fat uncle pointed to his head and said: "It depends on the brain and knowledge, the serious characters I have seen are basically very high-educated, and they look polite, and the rivers and lakes on their bodies are not heavy, they generally have a lot of industries, and the big brothers you think are the big brothers in the rivers and lakes, and they have to nod and pat their heads when they see this kind of person, so ah, you will drop out of school at this age now, even if you are bold and can fight again, it will be difficult for you to toss up your fame after all, at most you are someone else's thug, If you want to mix the dragon and phoenix in the human world, you must study, and you must have knowledge and thoughts in your head! ”

I can only understand the meaning of the words that Uncle Fat said, and the deeper things in the words, I was too young to comprehend at that time.

I made a joke about my fat uncle and said, "You know so much, being a driver here, it's a shame." ”

The fat uncle smiled and said that at his age, he no longer has any enthusiasm, he doesn't ask for anything big, and his wife and children are hot every day, which is his pursuit.

In short, this trip with Uncle Fat gave me a glimpse of my horizons, and with so many words that Uncle Fat told me, I felt that my thoughts seemed to have changed suddenly, but I can't say where the specific changes are.

In July and August of this year, I have been running a car with the fat uncle, and I have experienced a lot of things during this period, and it is common to meet thieves and troublesome passengers, at the beginning, I was still very timid and shy, and when I encountered something, I was looking for the fat uncle to solve, but then after a long time, I saw more, and my courage became bigger.

Here are some of the things that impressed me.

I once met a murderer, and the police took him away in front of us, and before he was taken away, he sat in front of me and talked to me.

I also met a girl, alone, went to the provincial capital to meet netizens, but was cheated out of all the money, when I came back, there was no travel expenses, I begged the fat uncle, and said that I must have asked my family to send it back, so she got in the car, at that time, the Internet was not popular, and someone actually asked netizens, anyway, I was particularly surprised at the time.

As for the one thing that happened that I was most proud of, it was once I met a passenger who was making trouble with the fat uncle, the fat uncle was at a disadvantage, I didn't think much about it, I took out the steel pipe from the cargo box of the car and rushed up, without thinking much about it, directly broke the head of one of them, this is the first time I hit someone with such a heavy hand, and afterwards I felt that I was getting bolder and bigger, and I couldn't do this kind of thing before.

It can only be said that social life is indeed very exercised and makes a person become very fast.

In September, another incident happened, and it ended my pimping career.

That day, when I was going to send a car back to my hometown with Uncle Fat in the provincial capital, not long after I got out of the passenger station, two young people in the provincial capital stopped the car and asked Uncle Fat for 50 yuan for a toll, but Uncle Fat didn't give it, and then I started with them.

Because when the fat uncle was stabbed, I was watching from the side, I was still aggressive to go up to help, but when I saw someone take out a knife and stab the fat uncle, I was directly scared stupid, my legs were a little weak, at that time I felt how small and helpless, after returning from the provincial capital, I quit this job, for a long time, my heart was very depressed, and I would have nightmares at night, dreaming of the fat uncle being stabbed, at this time, I missed the days of school, I think it is better to go to school, At least you don't have to worry about being stabbed to death one day.

But I've been out of school for half a year, and if I want to go to school at this time, I'm afraid it's not so easy, and the school shouldn't agree to it, and the idea of going to school is just thinking about it in my mind, and it's not very strong.

really made up his mind to go back to school, and it had to start with Su Xiaoyi.