Chapter 203: Hard to Choose
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All the voices around me seemed to have disappeared, and all that was in front of me was his face full of concern and apology. There was also a white light cast on his face.
I don't know if it's because of the lights or what's going on, Daddy Fake Kind's face is very white.
I can't guess what he was thinking, I can't guess if he wanted to say this to me a long time ago or if he would say this to me because of today's situation, but anyway I hesitated, I started to hesitate from the bottom of my heart.
Actually, to be honest, I understand why he said that. After all, he is a father, and everything he wants to do must be for Wang Jiaci's good.
But at the same time, I knew very well what would happen to me if I agreed to Jiaci's father's request.
If I agree, it means that I will lose the opportunity to be with Wang Jiaci again. And it was to get her to leave me personally.
It made me feel like I was in a dilemma. I can't take a step back, but I know very well that taking a step forward will be a bottomless abyss.
So I didn't speak at this time. I didn't answer Daddy Jiaci because I didn't know how to answer.
And Jiaci's father also saw my hesitation, he was silent for a while, but continued to speak
"Liu Ming, although I don't want to tell you some things, I think you should also understand that if you don't want to, then what you can do is only like me, watching her get farther and farther away from you little by little, that kind of pain I have been suffering for so many years, I don't want you to be the same as me"
"So. Even if it's for Xiaoci's good, you also hope that she can be better, but compared to our medical standards here, the level of medical care here is very limited, just now I went to ask the doctor, and the doctor said that the situation is not so optimistic, so you can do me a favor."
"If I go to tell her, she will definitely not agree to leave, but after all, I am just a father, and I really can't do it if I want to watch my daughter endure so much pain and hold herself up in front of me."
The more Jiaci's father's words became more and more unconfident, and now he was not at all like him usual, he frowned tightly, and his face was full of self-blame and powerless pain. Fork his common blood.
And I was completely blinded by Jiaci's father's words, and my mind became a mess, and countless voices began to buzz.
Promise him not to promise him
What am I going to do
I couldn't pay attention, and cold sweat broke out in my palms.
After a while, I still looked at Jiaci's father and said in a trembling voice
"But what if I tell her that she won't?"
As if he had known that I was going to ask that, Jiaci's father looked at me and spoke after a while
"If you go and say it, she will definitely agree, after all, she is staying here for you now, if you go to say it, she will definitely agree"
After speaking, Jiaci's father paused for a while, but still added
"It's not what I want to see things like this, but there's no way around it, you're a sensible child, you should be able to understand my thoughts."
Jiaci's father's words made my heart start to clog again, I looked at him for a while, but nodded and said
"Uh-huh"
"I want to think about it, can I?"
When I said this, I was a little unconfident, I didn't even dare to look into Jiaci's father's eyes, because I also knew that if I said this, it showed that I still didn't want to persuade Wang Jiaci, my kind of unwillingness was completely out of my own personal selfishness, I didn't want Wang Jiaci to leave me again, I didn't want to experience the feeling of not having her by my side again.
Even though I knew I wasn't qualified to do that, I still said what was in my heart.
Sure enough, my words made Jiaci's father's expression change for a moment, and his face stiffened a little, but after a while, he still sighed, regained his composure and spoke
"Okay, you think about it"
"Actually, it's like this now, I've seen it a long time ago, no matter what you plan, don't be pressured, I won't blame you because the person who should be blamed the most is myself, it's me who didn't do a good job as a father, so she will be tormented by this kind of thing all her life, so I still say that."
"If nothing can be changed, I still hope she can be happier."
Even though Jiaci's father told me so, I could still see the anticipation in his eyes.
This made me feel bitter in my heart, as a father can say such things to me, it seems that he really has no choice.
We were both silent for a while, but I opened my mouth and squeezed out a voice
"Well, I'll get back to you as soon as possible"
My words brought Jiaci's father back to his senses, he looked at me, and suddenly reached out and patted me on the shoulder and said
"Okay, but in a few days, I may have to go abroad for a few days, and then you can take care of Xiaoci for me a little more, she is very stubborn and refuses to let me take care of her too much, so you should be able to do better than me in this regard"
Jiaci's father's words made me stunned for a moment, and then nodded silently.
Seeing that I nodded, he sighed again and said softly
"Then it's nothing, go back first, I'll go downstairs to buy some fruit, you go back to accompany Xiao Cihui."
After finishing speaking, Jiaci's father set off and walked to the side.
However, after taking two steps, he turned his head again as if he remembered something.
I saw him look at me and ask
"Since, you know all about this kind of thing, so Xiaoci and her mother's affairs"
"You already know that, don't you?"
I didn't expect Jiaci's father to say such a thing, so I hesitated for a while, but nodded.
The moment he saw me nodding, Jiaci's father took a deep breath, he looked at me for a while, and said with some emotion
"Well, actually, nothing, I just thought of it out of the blue."
"If her mother is still alive, she will definitely like you very much, Xiaoci is very similar to her mother, people say that she is much more like her than like me."
After saying that, before I could speak, Jiaci's father turned around and walked towards the corner of the stairs.
I stood there and looked at his back, and suddenly I felt that he didn't have the same majestic and serious feeling as when I first met him, but he looked a little down, and his back looked so helpless.
At this time, I seem to be able to feel his feelings, he lost his wife before, and now he has to watch his daughter leave his side little by little, and his heart must be sad
I felt even more sad when I realized this, and it took a long time before I took a deep breath and walked towards the side of the hospital room.
When I reached the door, I stopped, adjusted my mood and the expression on my face, and then took another step inside.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw Wang Jiaci who was half-lying on the hospital bed, holding her mobile phone, her face still a little pale.
But when she saw me coming back, Wang Jiaci's eyes lit up instantly, and when I walked to her, she asked
"Xiao Xiaoming, what did my dad tell you?"
Seeing her ask this, I thought about it, but still spoke
"I didn't say anything, I just told me about your illness, and I told him that I already knew"
My answer seemed to be expected by Wang Jiaci, she narrowed her eyes, smiled and said
"In this way, he really can't hide any secrets, unreliable dad, but where has he gone now?"
I was a little speechless when I heard Wang Jiaci describe her father like this, but I quickly said
"He went downstairs and said he went to buy fruit"
Hearing me say this, Wang Jiaci first said "oh", but soon she showed a strange smile again, looked at me and said
"That's it, that little Ming"
"Let's elope before my dad comes back"
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