Chapter 105: Because It's You, I'm Willing to Be Happy
"Don't say it......" Zhao Qingran took a few deep breaths, only to feel that his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
Ji Weiyan laughed lightly: "When you are in pain, I can't wait for all the pain to be transferred to me, I hope that all the pain can be borne by me for you, who let that person be you?" It's only because it's you that I'm willing to eat it...... But, heh, I can't see it, why didn't you tell me? You want me to watch my woman plunge into the darkness and not know anything? ”
"But that's not what I meant......" Zhao Qingran's explanation was unusually pale and weak.
In the face of the man's questioning, she just lowered her head and did not say a word. It wasn't until the end that such a sentence was spoken.
"If you don't find out, do you want to keep going like this?" Ji Weiyan's smile was a little self-deprecating, "Seeing that I care about you while you don't say anything, you'd rather cry alone until dawn than tell me, don't you think you're great?" ”
"Zhao Qingran, I am your man, in this world, you can lie to anyone, but I am the only one in it."
Ji Weiyan looked at her with a smile a few more times.
Hearing his words, Zhao Qingran bit his lip and didn't speak again for a long time.
He was right, she was so selfish, so she had nothing to explain but to be silent......
Ji Weiyan looked at her appearance at this time, endured her anger and endured it, and finally was afraid that she would lose control, so she didn't look at her, so she turned around and left.
The door was closed vigorously, and in the huge house, Zhao Qingran was the only one alone, her lips moved slightly, but she couldn't say a word.
There were still petals scattered on the carpet, and Zhao Qingran's hand touched those softness, and his heart was sour.
Why is it so sad, the whole person can't breathe......
She really hates the way she looks now, and I'm afraid that no one would want to carry such a burden.
But Ji Weiyan knew that she was like this, and insisted on marrying her......
Zhao Qingran always buried his head low, but after a while, he heard the sound of the door being opened.
The person who came directly picked himself up and gently placed him on the sofa at the back, and the strong masculine atmosphere instantly surrounded him.
"Miss Zhao, when did this situation start?"
A familiar voice came, this voice Zhao Qingran had heard many times during this time, so it was easy to recognize.
I thought he would leave like this, but I didn't expect him to go to the doctor? Zhao Qingran's heart was even more uncomfortable.
"Answer truthfully." Ji Weiyan's voice was also very cold, "If there is any more concealment, you know the consequences." ”
It had been a long time since he had spoken to her in such a tone, and Zhao Qingran felt that the man from before was back again, only to feel that the emotions that had been sorted out just now were suddenly in a mess again.
“…… A week ago. She heard her voice unusually unpleasant, hoarse, and a little weeping.
When she said this, she could clearly feel that the air pressure had decreased, and the coldness around the man seemed to be heavier.
"I've been hiding it for so long, should I say you're amazing?" Ji Weiyan sneered.
Zhao Qingran was silent, and Qiao Yue continued to ask: "Is it frequent?" ”
Knowing that he was asking about the number of times he couldn't be seen, Zhao Qingran replied in a low voice: "Occasionally." ”
"How long will each one last?"
As Qiao Yo asked, Zhao Qingran's voice became smaller and smaller: "Sometimes it's short, sometimes it's long." ”
"Now, you can't see anything?"
"Hmm."
Qiao Yue helped her do the check, and kept asking some questions during the period, Zhao Qingran only felt that every answer was extremely difficult to say.
I just had a conflict with Ji Weiyan, so now in front of him, I feel extremely uncomfortable saying anything.
Especially when she was still discussing her own condition, her heart was extremely heavy.
"I said why has it been so long, it turns out that ......"
Joyo paused at this point, and though he didn't say anything more, it was easy to understand what he meant.
So, no longer painful, what awaits her is blindness?
Zhao Qingran's eyes were gloomy.
How can there be such poison? Moreover, it is still in her body.
"Young Master, we are almost working out a way to treat it, we just need to wait for a while......"
Qiao Yue said and looked at Zhao Qingran: "So, Miss Zhao, you don't have to worry too much, everything will be fine." When the time comes, your eyesight will also be restored...... All problems will be solved, and we must be full of hope. ”
Zhao Qingran's expression didn't change much when he heard this, he just lowered his head and snorted.
Qiao Yue prescribed her some medicine and left, and asked her what to pay attention to, and repeatedly told her not to worry too much, but Zhao Qingran listened to it in his heart, but he was extremely sad.
Did he deliberately get Joyo to tell him these things?
"Next time, don't blame me for not warning you."
Ji Weiyan warned again, but Zhao Qingran just hung his head and didn't speak.
The surroundings began to be silent, although they couldn't see it, but Zhao Qingran could feel Ji Weiyan's breath, he didn't leave, it can be said that he had been sitting by his side.
After a while, she heard the man next to her get up and leave, and she didn't know where he was going.
In a moment, a towel covered his face, and Zhao Qingran's body was a little stiff, allowing the man to help him wash it.
Ji Weiyan focused on helping her wipe her embarrassed face, and gently brushed away the hair on her face for her, and Zhao Qingran's hand clenched unconsciously.
"Still can't see?"
A much calmer voice came, and she squeezed an extremely dry word out of her throat: "Hmm." ”
The man's arm wrapped around her shoulder, and easily hugged her into his arms, Zhao Qingran didn't seem to expect that he would still be willing to hug himself after the quarrel, and his body became even stiffer.
"Everything will be fine."
Ji Weiyan's low voice sounded above his head, at this moment, Zhao Qingran really wanted to hug him back, but she didn't dare, so she could only gently and gently grab the corner of his clothes.
In the end, he fell asleep in his arms, Zhao Qingran only felt very tired, very tired, and couldn't resist the sleepiness at all, so he fell asleep directly on his chest.
When she fell asleep, she vaguely heard someone shouting her name, and every sound made her feel intoxicated.
……
Everything is still the same as before, the wedding is going on step by step, but she doesn't do anything, just stay in the dyed house, and be at ease.
Ji Weiyan is still by her side, but when the two of them get along, they are usually silent, she doesn't speak, and he doesn't speak, as if they are angry with each other.
Zhao Qingran knew that he might really make him unhappy-
Every time she saw the ring on her hand, she would remember the day when he knelt down with a smile and proposed to her in the midst of the sea of flowers and fireworks everywhere.
There are only a few days left before Ji Weiyan's wedding date, and Zhao Qingran only feels that every moment is so tormenting now.
The time of invisibility is getting longer and longer, and although I take a lot of medicine every day, it doesn't seem to work, and my body is still like that, and there is no sign of getting better.
Is she going to marry him like this?
It is completely in a secluded area, surrounded by mountains and water, so it feels more isolated than life in a villa.
In this house he gave to himself, there is only her and him, and the whole world seems to be only her and him.
The weather is getting colder and colder, the heavy rain doesn't stop all day long, Zhao Qingran nests in the house, doesn't draw the curtains, and lives like this every day, even if she wears a lot of clothes, she still feels cold, very cold.
Although the heating was turned on inside, Zhao Qingran still wrapped himself in the quilt and didn't turn on the light-
Anyway, light is not so important to her.
So what Ji Weiyan saw when he came in was such a scene, the woman wrapped herself up, her hair was scattered, she couldn't see her face at all, the lights in the room were not turned on, and it was pitch black.
The man frowned, and then turned on the light, and the room was suddenly bright, but Zhao Qingran's eyes were still extremely dark.
"Get up." Ji Weiyan walked straight over and pulled her up from the quilt, "Eat." ”
Zhao Qingran wore a very thick coat, and the scarf wrapped her face clearly, she shook her head and said in a low voice.
"I'm not hungry."
"I repeat, get up." Ji Weiyan's eyes were a little terrifying.
Zhao Qingran still stayed and didn't move, the two of them were in a stalemate, Ji Weiyan took a breath, and then walked out.
"Eat."
The man brought the food to the room, and this time he didn't let her anymore, but directly let her lean on the head of the bed and feed her bite by bite.
Seeing that her body had been shaking, Ji Weiyan lowered her tone: "Cold? ”
Zhao Qingran didn't speak, but wrapped himself tighter, Ji Weiyan turned up the temperature of the room a little, and then hugged a quilt over and covered her with it.
"It's all your favorite food, eat more."
Zhao Qingran let him feed himself, and he didn't say a word during the period, just staring at the floor in a daze.
"What, unappetizing?"
Seeing that she hadn't eaten much, Ji Weiyan couldn't help frowning.
Zhao Qingran lowered his eyes, and his voice was very soft: "...... I want to eat dumplings. ”
"I'll have someone do it for you."
Ji Weiyan made a phone call and ordered, and after a while, someone immediately brought in hot dumplings.
Knowing that she only likes to eat dumpling skins, Ji Weiyan lowered his head and helped her pick out all the fillings inside, and then sent them to her mouth.
"Be careful."
I don't know if it's because the dumplings are still steaming, Zhao Qingran's eyes are also scented with a layer of mist, Ji Weiyan fed her extremely patiently, and took out a tissue from time to time to wipe the corners of her mouth for her.
"It's still raining?"
The room was so quiet that he could even hear the sound of heavy rain washing over the window, Ji Weiyan put down the bowl and hummed softly.
"Still feeling cold?" He rolled over to the bed and took her hand into the palm of his hand.
"It's not cold."
"The wedding is set in the central church." Ji Weiyan slowly stroked her hand, and her voice was soft, "Everything is almost ready, when the time comes, we will go directly from here." ”