Chapter 115: I'm Really Not Sick

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After being discharged from the hospital, Yan Qian was still very silent, but when Tang Yi came home from work that day, she was a little surprised to see that Yan Qian had already prepared a meal, and felt that this was a sign that her spirit was getting better and better, which was a good thing.

Yan Qian also said to Tang Yi: "You don't have to come back at noon in the future to bring me food, I'll just get some food myself!"

Tang Yi smiled and said, "It's okay."

Tang Yi is very happy, Yan Qian was very lazy some time ago, she was tired all day long, she liked to go to bed to sleep, and she didn't even bother to take care of herself. Tang Yi felt that she had not come out of her deep pain, so she had been used to her not caring about her, and she didn't expect that it would make her have the idea of suicide.

You still have to do more things so that you don't think about it.

"Yan Qian, do you want to find a job?" Tang Yi asked.

"Well, I'll start submitting resumes tomorrow."

After Yan Qian started to submit resumes on the Internet, she received some interview notices, but after several attempts, she didn't meet in person, and then she gave up.

There is a small shop selling fruit downstairs, and a sign is placed at the door, on which the words are handwritten to recruit a female worker, Yan Rui went in to inquire, and the proprietress saw that Yan Qian's image was good, so she recruited her, a thousand yuan a month.

Yan Rui worked for a few days and was safe and sound, but the proprietress occasionally thought she was a little stupid, and the guests did not take the initiative to greet the guests, and sometimes the guests talked to her, and she was also in a daze alone.

"What a handsome girl, why does she have such a big scar on her forehead! It's a pity that it's still a little stupid! I've heard that there was a car accident, but that car accident had some impact on my brain! You are lucky, the youngest son of the family on the street also had a car accident, and now he has become a fool...... "The proprietress originally wanted to be a matchmaker for Yan Rui and her nephew, but there were a lot of faults from Yan Rui, so she shook her head!

On this day, the proprietress went to buy the goods and let Yan Qian look at the store alone, a little uneasy, and told her again and again before leaving, thinking that no matter how she said it, she was also a college student, and there should be no problem.

At noon, Yan Qian went upstairs to the apartment to cook and eat, and after eating, she was sleepy, so she lay down in bed to rest, and slept for a whole afternoon until Tang Yi came back.

Tang Yi saw that Yan Qian was sleeping, woke her up, and said, "Yan Qian, it turns out that you are at home!" The proprietress of the fruit shop downstairs is looking for you everywhere! She said that the door of the fruit shop was open like that, but you were nowhere to be seen, and she was very angry that there was a lot of fruit lost in the store......"

Yan Qian got up, looked at Tang Yi blankly, and said after a while, "She lost the fruit, why are you looking for me?"

"Didn't she show you the fruit shop?"

Yan Qian was stunned for a long time, as if she suddenly remembered that she had "left her post without permission".

"You're not going to forget about that, are you?" Tang Yi couldn't help laughing, Yan Qian guarded the store, how could he guard the bed at home.

Tang Yi accompanied Yan Qian downstairs to admit her mistake to the proprietress of the fruit shop, and after the proprietress scolded and scolded, she finally ended up with Yan Qian losing more than 1,000 yuan, and she lost her work for three days.

Yan Qian remained silent the whole time, as if the person scolded by the proprietress was not her, showing an indifferent look.

Tang Yi was a little panicked in her heart, no matter how thick she was, she also found that there was something wrong with Yan Qian's state, as if she had lost her soul.

"Yan Qian, what's wrong with you? How could such a mistake be made? ”

"I'm fine! It's just that I'm so sleepy that I can't wake up! ”

Tang Yi sighed: "Alas, you are probably sleepy!"

When eating, it was even more wrong, Yan Qian touched her stomach and said to Tang Yi: "I don't know when my belly will be able to show my pregnancy, it's been more than four months!" I don't feel it at all! ”

Tang Yi looked at Yan Qian dumbfounded, seeing that her eyes became as soft as before, they were a pair of eyes full of maternal love! But the point is, where does she still have children!

Tang Yi's brows were tangled, she wanted to break Yan Qian's illusion, but seeing her happy face, she couldn't bear it.

"Tang Yi, I haven't named the child yet! Just waiting for you to get it for her, you can think of one! Yan Rui looked at Tang Yi expectantly.

Tang Yi was stunned, forgetting to chew the food in his mouth, and after a while, the ghost asked in a strange way: "What should be the child's surname?"

Yan Qian smiled faintly and said, "Her father and I are both surnamed Yan, and she is also surnamed Yan!"

"Words...... How's it going? Tang Yi thought, if Yan Qian really has a child, it will be called Yan Yuele! Although the name is ordinary, I hope she will be happy for the rest of her life, and at the same time carry the blessing that her mother lacks to grow up happily!

"I love the name! It's worthy of being a godmother! Yan Rui said with a smile.

Tang Yi couldn't hold back any longer, got up and went to the bathroom, tears streaming down his face.

She didn't know what to do all of a sudden, during this time, Yan Rui had no smile on her face, and now she looked so happy, but it was only because she was living in her own illusion.

The next day, at noon, Tang Yi was originally in the suburbs to run errands, but she still rushed back to the apartment, and she was a little relieved.

Tang Yi returned to the apartment and found Yan Rui lying on the bed sleeping, she woke her up and asked, "Yan Rui, have you eaten?"

Yan Qian shook her head and said, "I don't want to do it, and I'm not hungry."

"Then let's order takeout! I haven't eaten it yet, can you eat with me? ”

"Eat! I have no appetite! ”

Tang Yi frowned and said, "No! If you don't want to eat it yourself, you have to think about the baby in your belly! ”

Yan Qian looked at Tang Yi with the eyes of a monster and said, "Are you confused? The child is long gone! ”

Tang Yi was stunned, it turned out that Yan Qian was living in reality at this moment, did she return to normal again?

"I don't care, you have to eat with me, otherwise I won't be able to eat alone!" Don Yi said coquettishly.

Yan Qian glared at Tang Yi and said, "It's not a child!" Forget it, you hurry up and order takeout! I'll eat with you! ”

A few days ago, Yan Qian would cook something to eat at noon, and she would also make dinner and wait for Tang Yi to come back to eat, but in the past few days, she doesn't like to move, and gradually becomes unable to take care of herself.

On this day, Tang Yi returned to the apartment after work and found Yan Qian sitting on the sofa in a daze with a fruit knife in her hand.

Tang Yi consulted a psychiatrist and said that Yan Qian was a sign of schizophrenia, and it was dangerous to leave her alone at home, and it was best to be hospitalized.

Tang Yi has been frightened every day recently, working in the unit all day long, worrying about what Yan Rui will do at home, and she is also exhausted.

On this day, Tang Yi called a male colleague from the unit to accompany him and sent Yan Qian to the city's psychiatric hospital.

Walking in the courtyard of the hospital, Yan Qian saw a heavy iron door, and then in the corridor of the building where the iron door was closed, there were people wearing hospital gowns walking back and forth, and those people were all demented and behaved abnormally.

Yan Qian stopped, looked at Tang Yi in panic and asked, "Tang Yi, where is this?" Are you going to send me inside and stay with these people? ”

Tang Yi said with a painful face: "Yan Qian, you are sick, you have to be treated!" Someone here will take care of you, and I'll be there for you after work, so can you get a good treatment here? ”

"No, I'm not sick! Tang Yi, I'm different from the people inside, how can you let me live with them? Yan Qian grabbed Tang Yi's hand in a panic and said, "Do you think I'm causing you trouble?" Is it okay for me to go? I went back to Shiping, it was much better than here, there was the kind Aunt Zhang, and Su Heng, there was only happiness there, and there were not so many troubles......"

Yan Qian said, and walked hurriedly to the entrance of the hospital, muttering in her mouth: "I am superfluous everywhere, even you dislike me, I am leaving, I want to leave here......"

Tang Yi grabbed Yan Qian, hugged her, tears fell, and said, "Yan Qian, how could I dislike you!" I'm for your good! I hope you live well, you are like this, do you know how sad I am? Do you know how scared I am? ”

I'm afraid that when she gets home one day, she will find out that Yan Qian has done something stupid, and it will be too late!

"Yanqian, obedient, can I stay by your side?"

Yan Qian pushed Tang Yi away, looked at her desperately, and said, "Tang Yi, I'm really not sick, can you trust me?"

"No, Yan Qian, if you don't treat it, it's too late!" Tang Yi was a little excited, and he didn't know how to persuade Yan Qian.

In the end, at Tang Yi's insistence, Yan Rui's emotions became more and more excited, to the point that it was difficult to control, and then, with the cooperation of Tang Yi's male colleague and the doctor, Yan Qian was forcibly brought into the ward, tied her to the hospital bed with a rope, and injected her with sedatives......

The doctor diagnosed that Yan's condition was from depression to schizophrenia.

At the beginning, Yan Qian had some world-weary emotions, she muttered that she was superfluous, felt that she was abandoned by the world, and even the suicide by cutting her wrists was a manifestation of her severe depression, but after the suicide incident, she suddenly became normal again, so Tang Yi was negligent.

Thinking about it now, Tang Yi blamed herself a little, she was really a person who couldn't take care of people, and she felt that the deterioration of Yan Qian's condition had a lot to do with her poor care.

Tang Yi added a folding bed next to Yan Qian's hospital bed and accompanied Yan Qian for many days, afraid that she would not be able to adapt to the environment here alone, and that she would be afraid alone.

The ward where Yan Qian lives has three beds, and with Yan Rui, there are a total of three patients. The other two, one is a young girl with depression and the other is a woman with schizophrenia.

Yan Qian was more emotional because she was forced to be sent to the hospital two days ago, but gradually, she quieted down, and she only cared about herself eating and sleeping every day, sleeping and eating, and never talked to anyone, including Tang Yi.

In the past two days when Yan Qian first came to the hospital, the patients in the next ward would come over to join in the fun, and took the initiative to chat with Yan Qian and Tang Yi, which was probably their way of welcoming the new students, but what they said sometimes made people laugh, and many words were also upside down, and many people were obviously much sicker than Yan Qian.