"Cher, I'm sorry." Lu Chengfeng said apologetically, he had a lot of things to say to Xue'er, but at this point, he would only say such a sentence.

Xue'er looked at Lu Chengfeng, a word of sorry, can you erase the fact of everything? It really doesn't work anymore.

"Lu Chengfeng, do you know? I told myself, we are finally together, our happiness, is not easy, I want this life, always with you, never separated, I, I never thought that you would betray me, even if you say, you don't remember, even if you say, you drink, even if you say, there is no affection between you, but I think, I still have a pimple in my heart, yes, I love you, I still love you, I love you very much, but it is because I love you that I can't accept it, Lu Chengfeng, you can't ask me to forgive you, because I can't do it, I want to calm down for a few days, you let me go to live with my eldest brother for a few days, like this, I will be uncomfortable to death, the baby in my belly will be because of me, a mommy who can't control my emotions. Cher said that she was in tears at the end.

"I don't want to leave you, it's all my fault, I don't want you because of me, and this, Cher, you tell me, what am I going to do? to get your forgiveness. Lu Chengfeng said helplessly.

He forced Xue'er to this part, he tortured the love between the two of them like this, it was not only Xue'er who was heartbroken, but also him, why didn't his heart hurt?

"I can't forgive you, I can't do it, Lu Chengfeng how do you want me to forgive you, you are with other women, I can't stand it, you give me time, I love you, I don't think this will change, but you have to give me time, let me forget about this matter, if I can still forget, I will come back, if I can't, I hope you don't ask me anything, I really can't stand it." Xue'er said weakly, and then tears still flowed out.

Lu Chengfeng, I thought I would beat you hard and scold you hard, but now, when I face you, I even say that I love you, I think this is the love between us, even if you hurt me, even if you betray me, I still love you in my heart.

It's just that I need things to straighten myself out.

"What if I don't?" Lu Chengfeng took Xue'er's hand and said.

"If you say no, can you not? So when you and Yin Yin are in bed, can I say no? Why did you hide this from me when this happened to you? You still won't tell me the truth of the matter, you betrayed me, can I say no? Am I qualified to say no? My heart is broken, to whom do I say no? Who is allowed to say no, can I tell all the people that I don't accept this fact? Where is my no? Cher yelled excitedly.

No, Lu Chengfeng is really not qualified to say this, how much she hopes that she can say this, but in the end? Nothing, not a question of no-no, but a problem of occurrence.

"In this world, you are not qualified to say everything, Lu Chengfeng, you have done something wrong, making me uncomfortable, this is your fault, this time no one can prevent me from leaving." After saying that, he shook off Lu Chengfeng's hand and strode away, tears flowing out in an instant.

Xue'er still left, no matter what everyone said, no matter how Qianfeng begged, she still left, she really couldn't accept it, in the face of landing and wind, she had to leave calmly.

"Wind, you're still drinking, Cher has been gone for a week." Qianfeng looked at the decadent Lu Chengfeng and said.

Since Xue'er left, Lu Chengfeng has basically become a good friend by drinking, and he doesn't go to the company anymore, but just uses alcohol to numb himself, only in this way can he live a little more comfortably, and only when he is in a dream, will he find Xue'er's face.

That familiar and unfamiliar cheek, thinking of this, his heart was uncomfortable, painful, Xue'er, his Xue'er, was finally lost, it was all his fault, thinking of this, he was really uncomfortable.

"Mommy, you, you don't care about me, only in dreams, I can see Xue'er, only when I dream, I can see Xue'er's smile, I can't forget her, but for her, I can't do anything, do you think I'm easy? I'm really hard, I miss Cher so much, but Cher won't let me go to her, Mommy, let me get drunk. Lu Chengfeng said in a low voice.

He never thought he would be so decadent, he never knew that he would make such a choice, he never thought that it would be so wrong.

"Drink and drink, you know what is the use of drinking, for you, what is the use of drinking? Cher, Cher, you keep talking about Cher, but you are drinking here, do you know it, Xue'er has been gone for half a month, if you continue, Xue'er will never pay attention to you, it has been so long, Cher's memory will fade away, what you have to do is to get Cher's forgiveness. Qianfeng took the wine glass and said unceremoniously.

"Forgiveness? Xue'er won't forgive me, the last thing she can accept is betrayal, everything is so real now, Xue'er can't forgive me. Lu Chengfeng said bitterly.

If you can accept it, if you can forgive it, Xue'er won't come back until now, Xue'er can't accept all this at all, he understands it very well, even if it's uncomfortable, even if it's distressed, even if it's reluctant, there's no way, that's the truth.

"Don't forgive, you drink at home for half a month, don't go out at all, don't even look at Xue'er, don't beg Xue'er for forgiveness, why do you let Xue'er forgive you, if I don't forgive you, now Xue'er's children are almost four months old, and their bellies are getting bigger, and it's inconvenient many times, you have to be by Xue'er's side all the time, you don't care what Xue'er is, at least you have to do it, let Xue'er see your sincerity, you have feelings in the end, you really cheated, no, It's not cheating, it's drunken disorder, you will always be forgiven, because you are unintentional, time will help you, but you remember, if you don't take the initiative to make Xue'er forgive, she will never forgive for the rest of her life, there are too many things in life, I can't explain them one by one, but please remember, only if you work hard, you will know the result, as long as you work hard, even if you fail, you have no regrets, then I will say this one, you can do it yourself, if you want to drink, you continue, If you think drinking will bring Cher back to you, it's up to you. After saying that, Qianfeng left directly.