Entering the elevator, I turned around and saw Duan Qinghu with his back to me, as if he didn't intend to come in with me, at the moment when the door was about to close, I rushed out, clenched my fist, grabbed her hand, she slowly turned her face, and I said, "Let's go, go see our daughter." ”

Duan Qinghu just looked at me like that, let me pull her into the elevator, and after the elevator door closed, I looked at Duan Qinghu, I don't know if it was because she was out of control just now, she felt embarrassed, or because I was angry that I had been hiding from her, she always turned her face and refused to face me.

I asked her, "How did you know about me...... It's mine? ”

Duan Qinghu glanced at me, and her eyes re-revealed the sense of alienation she had when she faced me before, and said, "It was Xiao Qingtian who said it." ”

I smiled wryly and said, "I knew it was a mistake to keep a little kid a secret." ”

Duan Qinghu frowned slightly, and suddenly asked me a little angrily, "Are you so afraid that I know?" Are you afraid that I will rely on you, so you dare not let me know? ”

I hurriedly said, "You misunderstood what I meant, I'm just afraid that you will be worried, after all, I am in this state now...... The more people who know me, the more people worry about me, and I don't want you to worry, so I want to wait until it's all over and then tell you, I'm really not afraid that you're relying on me or anything, I know very well what kind of person you are. ”

Duan Qinghu looked at me fixedly, sighed half-loudly, and said: "Xiao Qingtian didn't say it on purpose, I was very happy to see her in the past few days, and I seemed to be hiding something in my heart, she was a child in the end, so I asked it as soon as I asked, and she said that her father said that he would come back soon." ”

I didn't expect Xiao Qingtian to be so happy after the video with me, and she was so happy that Duan Qinghu noticed it, should I say that she loves my incompetent father too much, or is she connected with Duan Qinghu's mother and daughter.

I said, "You're such a good mother, so you can easily detect your daughter's emotions." ”

Speaking of Xiao Qingtian, Duan Qinghu's expression softened a lot, her eyes were full of love, she said: "No mother will not notice the changes in her child, but I never thought that a child as young as her would still be able to recognize you after you changed your face, at that time I thought she recognized the wrong person, thinking that you happened to like children, so you were so good to her, but I didn't know that none of you were acting." ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "I'm sorry, I lied to you at the time, I was really afraid that you would recognize me, so I didn't dare to say it, Qinghu, I hope you don't misunderstand me......"

Duan Qinghu smiled lowly, her eyes full of mockery, and she asked rhetorically, "What if I just misunderstand you?" I...... It doesn't matter that much. ”

My heart throbbed, if it had been before, she would not have said such things to me, but now, she has changed, I don't know if it is my second 'death' that made her change, after all, if people experience two blows, their mood will be different.

I looked at Duan Qinghu and said seriously: "For me, you will always be my family and the mother of my favorite daughter." ”

Duan Qinghu glanced at me mockingly and said, "You have a lot of family. ”

After that, she opened the elevator and walked out, I looked at her slender back, a little helpless and a little guilty, and even a little scared, afraid that she would suddenly open her mouth to tell me what she wanted, and I probably couldn't give her those things.

At this time, Duan Qinghu, who was walking in front, seemed to know what I was thinking, she slowly turned her face and said coldly and detachedly: "Don't worry, since I didn't want to be with you before, I won't be now, and I won't in the future, even if I ...... again."

She didn't say the rest of the words, but I vaguely guessed, I walked out slowly, Duan Qinghu said with a wry smile: "Although there is a bond between us, I will never forget what lies between you and me." ”

I'll never forget what lies between you and me.

This sentence was like a boulder falling from the sky, smashing all my worries to pieces, but my heart did not breathe a sigh of relief, but became heavier, I said: "I thought you would let go of that thing, but I didn't expect ......"

Duan Qinghu smiled bitterly and said: "The revenge of killing my father, how can I forget it?" ”

"Do you want our child to grow up knowing that her grandfather was killed by her grandfather?"

Duan Qinghu stopped and said coldly: "I think you made a mistake, that is, although I asked Xiao Qingtian to recognize you as a father and your mother as a grandmother, all this has nothing to do with your father, I hope you can understand this matter, and I will never mention the matter of my fathers to her, if you really love her, I hope you can think about her, and don't tell her these things, I don't want the blood of our generation and the previous generation to be contaminated with her pure world." ”

I wanted to say something, but when I thought that every time I brought up this topic, our relationship would always drop to the freezing point, I didn't want to say anything more, and nodded, as if I agreed with her, because I, like her, didn't want Xiao Qingtian's world to be full of filth and blood like ours.

In this way, Duan Qinghu and I came to the practice room in the small city one after another, and as soon as Duan Qinghu entered, Xiao Qingtian greeted him, opened his arms, and shouted in a milky voice: "Mom, hug." ”

Xiao Cheng shouted respectfully, "Aunt Duan." ”

I stood at the door and saw Duan Qinghu bending down to hug Xiao Qingtian, and Xiao Qingtian was wearing two small buns, wearing Duan Qinghu's same cheongsam, but red, at a young age, she looked like a little fairy from the sky, a pair of eyes were not as round as when she was a child, and gradually became a little slender, like her mother's charming eyes.

I walked in slowly, and when Xiaocheng saw me, he happily walked over and shouted, "Uncle Chen, are you back?" ”

Speaking of this, he walked over and said worriedly, "Are you hurt?" Are you alright? ”

I shook my head, touched his head, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, Uncle is fine, silly boy, why did you come back, you ruined Uncle Chen's kindness in vain." ”

Xiaocheng said unusually stubbornly: "I know that you want us to stay in Huaxia for the sake of our safety, but I am old enough to protect my mother and help Uncle Chen." Uncle Chen, just let me stay by your side. “

I looked at him, he was not yet twelve years old, although he was more mature and stable than his peers, but after all, he was just a child, what could he help me? I shook my head and wanted to refuse, but he held my arm and said, "If you don't believe it, Uncle Chen, my mother and I will move out of here, and we will move back to the original town." ”

I frowned a little depressedly, and said aggrievedly: "Stinky boy, when did you learn to threaten others?" ”

Xiaocheng blushed and didn't speak, his eyes were full of stubbornness, I sighed and said, "You're all back, can I still drive you away?" Okay, go down, your mother is ready, go wash your hands and eat. ”

Xiaocheng nodded, looked at Duan Qinghu, and said, "Aunt Duan, then I'll go down, you and your little sister will also go down in a while, my mother made a lot of dishes today, you must try her craftsmanship." ”

Duan Qinghu smiled at him and said, "Okay." ”

After Xiaocheng left, I looked at Xiao Qingtian and found that she had fallen asleep, no wonder I hadn't heard her speak since I came in, except for the sound of "Mommy hug".

Duan Qinghu said lightly: "Usually when she is sleepy, she is like this, she falls asleep, especially in my arms." ”

I smiled, walked over, looked at Xiaocheng with doting eyes, reached out and poked her cheek, she didn't even frown, she must have slept very deeply, I sighed, and said, "Sleep is good." ”

"It's so tiring along the way." Duan Qinghu said lightly, she looked up at me and asked, "Do you want to hug her?" ”

I looked at her and said, "Is that okay?" ”

She said lightly: "It's easy for others to misunderstand me when you say this, as if I don't allow you, a father, to get close to my daughter." ”

I hurriedly said that I didn't mean that, and then carefully hugged Xiao Qingtian from Duan Qinghu's arms, and said softly, "Baby, Dad is back." ”

Xiao Qingtian smashed my mouth, chubby little hands firmly grabbed my collar, buried his face in my arms, attached to me made me feel happy, I thought, maybe she already knew in her dream that her father was coming, and her father was enclosing her in his arms.

I said, "I'm here watching her, you go eat." ”

Duan Qinghu shook his head and said, "You are injured now, you have to go back to the room to lie down, come, give me Xiao Qingtian, you don't have to worry about her." ”

Is this a concern?

I looked at Duan Qinghu, handed Xiao Qingtian to her, and said softly, "I'm fine." ”

Duan Qinghu's gaze crashed into my eyes, she lowered her eyes, turned her face away, and said lightly: "I'm not worried about you, it's just that your face is bloodless, don't wait for Xiao Qingtian to wake up and scare her." ”

I knew she was lying, but instead of debunking her, I obediently said, "Okay then...... However, which room do you and Xiao Qingtian live in, and how long do you plan to stay here? ”

Duan Qinghu said lightly: "I know that you are afraid that if we stay here, we will be discovered by people with intentions, so I didn't plan to stay longer, and I will leave with Xiao Qingtian tomorrow night." ”

I looked at the little sunny day in her arms, still very reluctant, finally able to meet my baby, but in a blink of an eye she was going to leave again, this feeling is really like the pain of peeling my heart, I feel that I have been staging the separation from the people I care about for the past few years, reunion, separation, reunion, but the time of separation is always so long, the time of reunion is always so short, but I am powerless to change this situation, I can only let God play with me so wantonly, and make me sad jokes.

I said, "I'm going to try not to go out tomorrow, I'm injured anyway, and I have a reason not to go out...... I'll be at home with you both. ”

Duan Qinghu nodded and said, "Okay." ”

"Put Xiao Qingtian by my side, you go to dinner." I smiled and patted the bed next to me, and when I saw her hesitation, I said, "Are you afraid that she will suddenly wake up and trouble me?" Don't worry, she slept so soundly, it is estimated that she will not wake up for a while, and even if she does, I will play with her so that she will not move the wound. ”

Hearing this, Duan Qinghu reluctantly put Xiao Qingtian beside me, I hugged Xiao Qingtian, she naturally rolled towards me, I looked at Duan Qinghu and said, "You go and eat." ”

Duan Qinghu said lightly: "I'll go and bring you some food." ”

As she spoke, she turned and left, I looked at her back, my heart was warm, I knew that I shouldn't covet her tenderness, but when she cared about me, I still felt happy.

I'm really a scumbag......

Shaking my head, I didn't want to think about it anymore, grabbed Xiao Qingtian's white and tender little chubby hand, and talked to myself, and after a while, Duan Qinghu came up with the food, she put the food at the head of the bed, I hugged Xiao Qingtian inside, and said to Duan Qinghu: "Thank you, Qinghu, you go to eat." ”

Duan Qinghu asked, "Do you really need my help?" ”

I smiled and said, "Not really." ”

Her eyes darkened slightly, nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll go down, something will call me." ”

I watched Duan Qinghu leave a little lost, I felt a little uncomfortable, maybe I hadn't seen her for a long time, I felt as if I couldn't understand her anymore, I felt as if she wanted to get close to me, but she was always alienated from me, this feeling seemed to be the same as my feelings for her.

Maybe, we are both restraining each other, because I can't live up to Song Jiayin, and she can't cross the hurdle of killing her father, maybe, we are destined not to have that result......