There are many assertions about the issue of pain, such as long pain is not as good as short pain, long and short pain methods, etc., each of which is a kind of truth, and there is no right or wrong. 【Latest chapter reading. It only depends on how the person chooses.

The tangled Su Lei thought about it in his heart for a long time, and finally made a decision, the long pain is better than the short pain, said.

"Dad, Mom, actually, I want to go my own way, I want to be a singer." Su Lei raised his head and took a deep breath.

As soon as the words came out, the sky was thunderbolt, time seemed to stand still at this moment, the expressions on the faces of Su's father and Su's mother froze, of course, Su Lei's parents were not frozen by time, they were surprised, surprised, and different from what they expected, and Su Lei knew that this surprise was the tranquility before the storm, a short period of tranquility, and then his parents should start preaching to themselves. At this moment, everyone can also understand that they are gathering momentum.

Smack, smack!

"Do you know what you're talking about? Are you going out and getting dizzy? Father Su slapped his hand on the table and shouted to Su Lei, his voice was very stern, and the anger contained in it was not concealed in the slightest.

I don't want a glorious and stable future, but I still want to be a singer, and I went out for a month to relax and come back, and I turned the sky upside down.

"Dad, I know what I'm talking about, I'm sober, I haven't been more sober in all these years."

Since the topic has been said, there is no turning back from the bow, and Su Lei decided to spit it out.

Taking a deep breath, Su Lei continued with what he had just said.

"Dad, I don't want to be a teacher anymore, I want to be a singer, that is, what you call a person who belonged to the drama in ancient times, and now a singer, although I don't guarantee that I can be a singer, but when I am enough to be a singer, I will be content. Teacher, this job is very good, very easy, the salary and benefits are quite good, and there are your two old students to help me go up, but the profession of teacher is not what I like after all. In ancient times, there were many scholars who died for their integrity, and now I want to fight for my ideals, even if I have no fixed place to live in the future, and I will not hesitate to find enough food. ”

Su Lei was a little excited as he spoke, his voice was involuntarily higher, and his arms trembled involuntarily, a little unable to help himself.

I wanted to hear Su Lei say, ' After all, the teacher's profession is not what I like', and when Su's father, who wanted to reprimand him for liking to be able to eat, heard this, he was silent, his son has never talked to his husband and wife for so long He likes his pursuit, and he has talked about it several times, and each time he consciously changed the topic after he drank it, and now he actually said that he did not hesitate, this determination to do what he wanted to do has never appeared since he was determined to study hard in the third grade because of the countdown in the exam, could it be, what happened in Jiangnan？

"Life is a play, a play that can't be repeated and stopped, because it is a play, so we must take into account all kinds of rules and the faces and moods of many people, try not to violate the rules, and strive to make ourselves the person in the eyes of others. For the sake of the person in your second elder's heart, a stable and decent person, I have been working silently, but I am really uncomfortable, a stable but idle life, I really don't want to have. You have always said that the position of a teacher, teaching peach and plum all over the world, watching students succeed in becoming talents, contributing to the society, and supporting the family, but I really can't do it, I can't be enthusiastic about being a teacher, my performance last semester, Director Li also told you, according to the book, I am reading according to the book every day, I don't want to live like this again, I ......"

"It's better to read from a book than if you wander outside, music, being a singer, being a star, hum, it's nice to say, just look at their appearance, do you see their hard work? On the surface, in fact, in that mixed entertainment industry, not everyone is looking at other people's faces, although being a teacher is not as glamorous as them, but it is glorious and stable, as long as you work hard, you don't need to look at anyone's face. Moreover, there are always only a few stars who are the most dazzling, do you think you Su Lei is very good at singing, there are many people in the entertainment industry who are more powerful than you singing, and there are a few who are successful. Yes? Tell me, you still dream, you still like it, can you eat these as food? It's very uncomfortable to be the kind of person in our hearts, to be the kind of person in the hearts of many people, fart, people live a face, who is this face for, it's not for others to see, in this society, you have to let people see, life is a show, that's right, isn't the play for people to see? It's uncomfortable, it's uncomfortable, you have to endure it, you can't eat, and it's really uncomfortable to lose face. Father Su interrupted Su Lei's words and reprimanded loudly.

Living in this world, we have always lived in the eyes of others, and want to be a person in the eyes of parents, relatives, friends, and many other people who care about or know us, so that each of them is satisfied, but what kind of person they want to be in the eyes of others, as a result, they may become such a person, or they may become something else, no matter what kind of person, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that no matter what, the inner torment is certain, and the words uncomfortable in the heart will become something like a fish bone in the mouth.

I don't want to swallow it, but I can't spit it out. I don't want to hide it, but I don't want to say it.

"Yes, Xiao Lei, although what your father said is a little biased, but it is very reasonable, it is good that this generation is stable, you want to make music, be a singer, you don't have this talent, otherwise there should be a lot of people looking for you after the broadcast of that episode of the show, but now, it means that your musical talent is not good, and there are some things that cannot be forced. And even if you become a singer and a singer in the future, but this industry is unstable after all, what will you do in the future after you have passed this trend? Let's just say that the very popular young man in the first two years is called Yu Wenfei, what about now, at least I can't find any news about him in the entertainment section of the newspaper. People can't be dizzy for a while, and dreams must be viewed from the perspective of reality. Compared with Su's father's anger and reprimand, Su's mother seemed calmer, and softly persuaded Su Lei, reasonable, examples, reasonable, it really deserves to be called mathematics, and the regulations are quite clear.

"Dad, Mom, what you say makes sense, but this life is too short, how to live is a lifetime, rather than living a lifetime without knowing what you are doing, it is better to do something you like. Once dreams have become reality, they should not be assimilated. Of course, if I don't have the ability to sing at all, I admit it, after all, what I want in my heart still needs some realistic basis, but parents, I think I have this ability, I'm not blindly chasing dreams, I want to go my own way, I look at it on the basis of reality. Su Lei, who was still excited just now, was interrupted by his parents, he gradually calmed down, and after his parents finished speaking, he was stared at by his parents and silent for a while, and then responded calmly in his usual voice to his parents' words.

Originally, I thought that my son's silence was thinking about his own bitter heart, and would give up that unrealistic dream, Su's father and mother were very disappointed, what did the originally obedient filial child encounter in Jiangnan, how did it become like this, so twisted, it can be said that it is stubborn.

Su Lei didn't encounter or experience many things in the Jiangnan River, but he just sang on the stage once, discussed with Lin Feng and other producers several times, and seized the opportunity given by Lin Feng.

It's really not much to say in general, but it's very important, imagining standing on the stage and listening to cheers and applause, and really standing on the stage of reality to feel the cheers and applause is absolutely different, this really planted a seed in Su Lei's heart, a seed that is likely to be silent or blooming, in the conference room on the thirteenth floor of the Jinhe Hotel, listening to the fierce and free-spirited discussions of the producers, the shell that prevented the seed from germinating slowly softened a lot, but even if the shell is thin, the ungerminated seed is still a seed, not a tree, It was Lin Feng who made this seed germinate in Su Lei's heart, and it was the opportunity, guidance, and confidence that Lin Feng gave him.

Can the germinated seeds return to the germinated state, no, they can't go back to the state of the seeds after breaking the ground and germinating.

It's as if once something happens, there's no going back to the way it was.

Although I don't know where Lin Feng's confidence in himself comes from, this does not prevent Su Lei from becoming confident, people live in the eyes of others, and the recognition and trust of others, no matter who this other person is, how many there are, it is an incentive. Especially in this industry, the encouragement, praise, admiration, and recognition of people who are very powerful and famous, and the aura of big people will be infected. Lin Feng was already taking on such a role unconsciously.

"For more than 20 years, I have been walking on the road arranged by you, primary school, middle school and university, walking very flat and steady, no waves, no ups and downs, no deviations, but very monotonous, many people say that life is colorful, but I have always seen only one color, white, not confused but monotonous white, I want to see other colors, even if it is black. I want to go my own way, the path of music, no matter how many unknowns there are along the way, I am willing to bear it. Su Lei said as if he was summing up the past twenty years, and his tone seemed to be as light as water, but after this light as water, there was a kind of resoluteness that Mount Tai did not waver. Life has an unbearable weight, as long as you are willing to bear it.

After listening to Su Lei's words, Su Lei's parents, who had reacted a little fiercely, fell silent, and Su Lei became more and more resolute, making them not know what to do. When children are determined to do something beyond their expectations, what parents think of is absolutely beyond their children's imagination.

The time of silence lasted for a long time, and the time was long, very long in this moment.

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