Chapter 25: Ideas that are becoming clearer

Usually there are not too many people at my cousin's place at this time, and sure enough, when I arrived at my cousin's door, my cousin was sitting alone at the front desk fiddling with her mobile phone. (.)

I pulled over and took a few steps forward, only to find the ball lying limply on the edge of the door.

I don't know if this dog's little ball doesn't know me or is too lazy to bird me at all, but he didn't even say "Wang", he just raised his head to look at me, and immediately lowered his head boringly.

This dog's attitude made me feel unhappy for a while, but fortunately, my cousin saw me, straightened up, smiled at me, and said

"Isn't this my cousin with a hearty heart?" Why do you have time to come to your cousin and me today?"

After speaking, my cousin seemed to think of something, and said with a smile

"It's not going to be here to give hush money, is it?" Okay, cousin.. Didn't go to school in vain.."

I didn't expect my cousin to entertain myself before I said anything, and I couldn't help but secretly think about my wipe, and then said embarrassedly to my cousin

"What kind of flowers?" Cousin, what do you say, I am.. Come and see you.."

Apparently my cousin didn't eat this at all, but she walked up to me, looked at me and said

"Okay, why didn't I see that you were still a person who stepped on two boats, I thought my cousin was a good boy at school, but I didn't expect to be so romantic, it seems that I have time to talk to your parents.."

As soon as I heard that my cousin was talking about my parents, I quickly looked innocent, resisted my urge to kneel, looked at my cousin and said

"Don't.. What kind of foot on two boats, how can I have that ability.."

When my cousin heard me say this, she crossed her waist and said as if she had stolen money

"I've seen it and still don't admit it?" Why hasn't I seen that cute little sister before, and who is the little beauty I saw that day? Don't tell your cousin that you don't have empathy, I don't believe it."

I knew that my cousin really misunderstood after seeing Lin Qiaoman that day, so I shook my head and quickly explained

"That, the one you saw two days ago was my classmate, I was at the same table, and her house was from that village, so I was invited to the temple fair that day, who knew that you saw it.."

Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished saying this, my cousin's face changed and she spoke

"No wonder I asked you to show me the store, and you told me that you had something, and if you dared to love you, you had something to do with a beautiful lesbian table, so you went to the temple fair?" ”

My cousin's words made my heart feel weak for a while, and my back was cold for a while.

And seeing me like this, my cousin still didn't give up, and continued

"You said you went to play, forget it, and I was unlucky to meet me, what, how did you two run away that day?" I've heard that place, what kind of confession holy place is it, did you confess to her or did she confess to you? ”

I was in a trance when I heard my cousin say this, and I thought to myself that Jiao Yang must have told my cousin why he went there to confess after confessing to my cousin that day, so my cousin would say this now.

But where did Lin Qiaoman take me that day... What exactly are you trying to say? Is it really?

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, but I came back to my senses and looked kneeling and licking, looked at my cousin and said

"Cousin, I was wrong, next time there is such a thing, I will decisively refuse to come to show you the store, there is nothing that day, she just doesn't have any friends in the class, so she invited me to go over to play, there is really nothing between the two of us."

I don't know if I want to explain this to my cousin for Mao, but I think that if I don't say it, it will not be good to be misunderstood by my cousin, and it will become a reason for her to blackmail me in the future.

And my cousin, as if she had expected me to say this, smiled and looked at me and said

"Cousin, do you know it's wrong?" But mistakes can't be made up for with words!? ”

When my cousin said this, Xiao Qiuqiu, who had been quiet for a long time, suddenly screamed a few times, as if to show that he agreed with this concept.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at Dog Day's little ball, then look at my cousin pitifully, and ask innocently

"What then?" ”

Meow's is it possible that my cousin wants to give me a few whips? To be honest, dripping wax is barely acceptable.

But my cousin smiled at me, and suddenly said, "Will you show me the hotel after school this Friday?" I'm going to invite someone to dinner that night."

My cousin was stunned for a moment when she said this, and then she couldn't help asking, "Who are you please?" Jiaoyang? ”

I immediately regretted it, I said this, wouldn't I expose the identity of the spy?

Unexpectedly, my cousin was just surprised when she saw me mention Jiao Yanglai, and soon looked at me with interest and said

"I probably know what you know about Jiao Yang, has he been looking for you in the past two days?" ”

Hearing my cousin ask me this, I instinctively shook my head and wanted to say no, but when I saw my cousin's eyes like Conan, I hesitated again.

After thinking about it, I decided to confess and say leniently: "Well, on Sunday... Come out and play together..."

When I said this, I thought to myself, Damn, I'm sorry Brother Jiao Yang, Lao Tzu has rebelled.

The cousin suddenly smiled, only to see the cousin's rare eyes become gentle, and he spoke

"He's still like that, so fun-loving. ”

Speaking of this, my cousin paused and asked again

"Cousin, what do you think? How is Jiao Yang? ”

I didn't expect my cousin to ask me such a serious question, and I suddenly felt that the atmosphere seemed to become strange.

I thought about it for a while before I nodded and said, "It's good, I think people are very good.. The long one is also very spiritual. ”

At this time, I thought to myself, Jiao Yang, the old man can only help you get here.

The cousin suddenly sighed, smiled and nodded, and did not speak again.

Hearing my cousin's sigh, my heart was immediately filled with a bad premonition, and after thinking about it for a while, I still asked stubbornly

"Cousin, what the hell are you... How are you going to answer Jiao Yang? ”

Anyway, it is estimated that my cousin also guessed that Jiao Yang must have come to me to inquire about the news, so it is better to confess and ask directly to see what my cousin thinks.

I was stunned by my straightforward question, and after a while, she smiled and said, "It seems that he really told you?" That's what you're here for today? ”

At this time, I nodded, and immediately shook my head again and said, "No, I came today for other things, but... I'm concerned about you, cousin, this kind of thing, let me ask if it's okay? ”

At this time, my tone was cautious, and if I couldn't ask, it didn't matter, don't anger my cousin and just clean it up.

What I didn't expect was that my cousin fell into a long silence with my words, and after I don't know how long, my cousin shook her head and spoke

"Well, me, I think it's better to reject him.."

My cousin's words made my newly hung heart sink instantly, and I looked at her in surprise, losing the ability to speak for a while.

Refuse?

I don't know why the depression when I saw Wang Jiaci's text message surged out in my heart again, although this is my cousin saying that she wants to reject Jiao Yang, I still feel as if I have been rejected.

It took me a long time before I looked at my cousin and asked strangely

"Why?" You.."

Suddenly, I didn't know what to say, but I just couldn't accept my cousin's words all of a sudden.

My cousin felt very relaxed, she shook her head and said

"It's nothing, I don't feel like I'm particularly suitable for him."

Although my cousin's words sounded flawless, I could still see the uneasiness in her eyes, and I didn't think much about it, and I asked

"But... Didn't you still have Jiao Yang's shirt before? You can't be unimpressed with him, huh? ”

My cousin was taken aback again, and soon she smiled and said lightly

"yes, I have a crush on him, but..."

"If you don't have a good feeling, two people will definitely be able to be together, I have my difficulties.."

My cousin's words made my eyes empty again, and I suddenly remembered Wang Jiaci's sentence in my mind, "If you don't like it, you can be together.." Then the whole body softened.

I just watched my cousin squeak for a while, and it was as if something was tightly strangling my internal organs.

Seeing me like this, my cousin suddenly smiled and spoke

"Okay, don't worry about your cousin's affairs, if Jiao Yang asks you anything, don't say it, I'll make it clear to him myself on Friday night.."

I still didn't say anything when I heard my cousin say this, and after a while, I raised my head and looked at my cousin and said

"Cousin, I still don't understand. Now that you have a crush on him... Why can't we be together? ”

Seeing my puzzled look, my cousin smiled again, and then said slowly

"You don't understand, if two people are together it's as simple as talking, once they are together, they have to face more things.."

After speaking, my cousin paused, then lowered her voice and asked, "Cousin, looking at your expression, did someone say this to you before?" ”

My cousin's words brought me back to my senses, I stared at her, I didn't speak at the moment, but my heart was full of flavors, and my body trembled slightly.

After a long time, I gritted my teeth and said with an indifferent expression

"There's a girl who told me the same thing, isn't that an excuse to refuse?" ”

Hearing me ask this, my cousin smiled slightly, only to see that she shook her head and said softly

"Since she said that, I think she should also have her own difficulties."

After speaking, my cousin paused, and then said, "Come on, cousin. What is hard-won is happiness.."

This is the first time my cousin has spoken to me so seriously and philosophically, and I was a little confused for a while, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.

Seeing me stay like this, my cousin straightened her waist again, stared at me and said

"Alright, didn't you just say that you came to me for something else?" What's the matter? ”

My cousin's words brought me back to my senses a little, I watched her for a while, and then she sobered up a lot, and then told my cousin about Xiao Yuyao's desire to raise Xiaoqiuqiu.

Hearing me say this, my cousin hesitated for a while, but nodded and said

"Okay, it's just that I'm sometimes too busy to take care of it, if your beautiful head teacher likes it, let her raise it, I just don't know if Qiuqiu will go with her." ”

Obviously, my cousin's worries are superfluous, just Xiao Yuyao's figure and appearance that can hook people's souls, let alone a dog, and it is also a dog.

Seeing that my cousin agreed, I nodded and signaled that it would be good, and then I would tell Xiao Yuyao that it would be her business to come and get the ball of the dog day.

After listening to me, my cousin didn't say anything else, and suddenly there were guests at the door, and my cousin was busy again.

At this time, I stood aside and thought about it, and told my cousin that I would go first.

My cousin nodded in agreement, and I sighed and turned to the door.

However, as soon as I reached the door, my cousin suddenly stopped me again.

I turned my head and saw my cousin looking at me and speaking

"By the way, cousin, any girl will not casually ask someone to go to her house to play... Think about it for yourself.."

My cousin's words and I followed up with the customers of the store were confused, I looked at her for a while, nodded and turned around and walked out of the store.

After going out, I had a very strange feeling in my heart, and the things that I had never thought about before became a little clearer.

That's what it feels like, right?

But why... But there is a little more anxiety in my heart?

At this time, I got on my bicycle and rode slowly towards home.

That night, I lay on my bed, staring at Wang Jiaci's phone number on my phone, and pressed my thumb down several times, but I still moved away the moment I exerted my strength.

Suddenly, I want to ask everything clearly, but I am afraid that the result I get will make that feeling of suffocation fill my heart again.

I struggled like this for a long time, and finally threw my phone aside.

Looking blankly at the ceiling above his head, the thoughts in his heart became stronger and stronger.

Is it a problem? But what kind of hardship is it that makes you unwilling to talk about it?

I took a deep breath and slowly closed my eyes.

When I woke up the next day, it was already dawn.

After getting up and going out, I realized that my parents had gone out again, so I simply cleaned up and set off for school.

When I entered the classroom door, I saw a funny scene, Lin Qiaoman's position was empty, and on my seat, the little white face was sitting there.

Obviously waiting for Lin Qiaoman, I stepped forward with a secret laugh, and was silent without speaking.

Seeing me coming, Xiaobai's face was stunned for a moment, and soon he smiled and spoke

"Pretty early today?"

Although it was a common word, I still heard the hostility inside.

I smiled at him and spoke

"Yes, I didn't come early, I think it was a coincidence..."

My words made the little white face slightly stunned, and soon he stood up, and was about to walk to the back row without saying a word.

But as he walked past me, he suddenly stopped, and saw him smile a little, as if he were not careless

"I'm going to take her out this afternoon, I'll see how you're going to mess up the situation when you're in the way."

Before I could react, the little white face had already taken another step and walked towards the back.

And I looked at his back and was stunned, and yesterday's thoughts came back to me again.

Later, I sat back in my seat, and Lin Qiaoman didn't come to the classroom until it was almost time for class.

I was a little surprised to see Lin Qiaoman come so late, but after thinking about it, I still didn't say anything to her.

Lin Qiaoman didn't talk to me all morning, and it was not until the last class in the morning that she looked at me and spoke

"Let's go to the cafeteria, right?" ”

Hearing her ask this, I thought about it, shook my head and said, "No, I didn't sleep well last night, and I want to sleep more at noon today, that..." Go ahead of yevers .."

When I said this, I actually had other plans in my heart, so I said this.

And my words seemed to surprise Lin Qiaoman, at this time the little white face quickly came over again, Lin Qiaoman looked at me and hesitated, but still walked out of the classroom with the little white face.

When I left the classroom door, Xiaobai's face turned to look at me, and his eyes were full of disdain and provocation.

I resisted the urge to rush over and rape him, and when the classroom was almost gone, I pulled out my phone.

Soon I made a phone call, and thankfully the call was quickly connected.

I told my thoughts on the phone, and when I saw that the other party agreed, I left the classroom again.

When I came back, I felt mixed feelings as I felt the contents of my pocket.

Meow doesn't know why I suddenly remembered the last thing my cousin said last night.,Is it that I'm thinking too much.,Or.... Is things really going that way?

Don't know the answer, but... can't watch Lin Qiaoman be deceived so easily.

The little white-faced guy is a teenager who studied in the juvenile detention center, and he is proficient in all kinds of crimes and other bad things, so he can't do anything, and this tease is more serious than if he gets some ecstasy or something.

The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I felt, and I didn't even feel like I was going to bed at noon.

With this uneasy mood in the afternoon, when the last self-study class was about to end, Lin Qiaoman suddenly touched me with his hand, and then asked in a low voice

"What's wrong with you?" How about a day today.. It's all a little weird? ”

I didn't expect Lin Qiaoman to ask like this suddenly, I looked at her and shook it, smiled and said

"No.. Nothing, huh? I just didn't sleep well last night, and my mind was a little dazed."

Hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman made a reassuring expression, and then nodded and asked

"Why didn't you sleep well?" What time do you go to bed? ”

Hearing her words, I thought about it for a while, and said, "I forgot too, it's not very late, my parents are on a business trip again, and I am alone at home, so I went to bed early.."

My words made Lin Qiaoman nod, and she moved her mouth as if she wanted to ask something, but was interrupted by the sudden ringing of the class bell.

As soon as the school bell rang, the classroom immediately became a lot more lively.

At this time, I was suddenly very nervous, and I had a feeling that I was going to go to war.

Sure enough, as I expected, Lin Qiaoman didn't move, and when the people in the classroom were almost gone, the little white face came over.

I saw him walk to Lin Qiaoman's side and stand still, then glanced at me like a martial artist, and said, "Qiaoman, let's go?" ”

There is a kind of deliberate meaning of saying this to me, Lin Qiaoman glanced at me and slowly stood up, and the moment Lin Qiaoman stood up, I also stood up.

Without waiting for Lin Qiaoman to speak, I looked at the little white face and said with a friendly face

"Qin Shou, I heard that you have a birthday today?" Or.. Going out to celebrate together after school? In the county, I am more familiar. ”