Chapter 174: I Love You So Much (27)
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Lin Muxi buried his head in eating, and Gao Silin's voice suddenly came out of the microphone, and the surroundings suddenly fell silent.
"I've always liked a girl, next, let me use a song to express my heart to her, a song "Let Me Love You", give it to my lovely girl!" Gao Silin looked at Lin Muxi and said affectionately.
Lin Muxi was dumbfounded, no wonder he had to ask her to come tonight, it turned out that he had another purpose. Turning his head to look at Chen Jiayuan, he found a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth.
With the accompaniment, Gao Silin's magnetic voice sounded, his mouth was simply crisp, and his voice was full of emotion, so that everyone couldn't help but calm down and listen to his singing. It's a pity that he is not a singer! His singing voice adds a lot of charm to him.
"When you frown and ask me what to do. Your accommodation to him has made him wrong again and again. You try to make excuses and say that you should be more gentle. My heart hurts, I thought I could be your good friend, just be by your side and protect you like this. I found out that I was wrong to see you struggling and crying for him and unhappy, and I couldn't bear it. Can you make me love you, can you stop being wronged, you deserve to be loved and cherished. Only I know you best, don't indulge in it. His stimulation makes himself breathless. I love you, I'll wait for you, don't hesitate, I'm here ......"
Gao Silin sang affectionately, as if whispering in her ear, and Lin Muxi also listened to it, tears condensed in her eyelashes, from his singing, she felt that he seemed to understand her very well.
He seemed to see all the grievances she suffered, and suddenly felt that his eyes were so sharp, and the bitterness in her heart couldn't hide from his eyes.
Gao Silin's song touched the most vulnerable corner of Lin Muxi's heart, and unconsciously, she was already in tears, not because she was moved, but because the words in the lyrics reminded her of the lowly and humble self who begged for attention, thinking about the bits and pieces of being with Chen Jiayuan in the past two years, there were basically no good memories, and I couldn't help but be pantothenic acid in my heart.
It's so hard to love someone, and it's even harder to love someone who doesn't love you, as if you're locked up in an empty room, and every time you say a word, you only respond to your own echo. That person won't care if you're lonely, tired, hard, or helpless.
He couldn't see her, she was standing in front of him, but his vision penetrated her, and she became a transparent wall.
When Lin Muxi was still immersed in her own sourness, Gao Silin had already put down the microphone, held her face, lovingly wiped away her tears, and said to her very seriously: "Mu Mu, I really like you, be my girlfriend!"
The surroundings were quiet, so quiet that they could hear everyone's breathing one after another, and they all looked at the hero and heroine at this moment, waiting for Lin Muxi's answer.
Lin Muxi burst into tears and laughed, and said: "You sing so well, your singing voice actually moved me, it's so hateful, I don't usually cry, what's wrong with me today!"
Lin Muxi suddenly felt a little embarrassed after crying profusely, and wanted to say something to ease the awkward atmosphere, but found that it seemed to be even more embarrassing.
"Since you are all touched by him, then promise him!" A man said.
Gao Silin looked at Lin Muxi with expectant eyes, the affection in his eyes could make people easily indulge in it, but she Lin Muxi already belonged in her heart, and she must have only let down his strong affection.
"I'm sorry, I can't promise you!" After Lin Muxi finished speaking, he hurriedly walked out of the box.
She felt that she was pierced by countless pairs of eyes, she felt that she couldn't stay here for a moment, she just wanted to find a corner quietly and hide her feelings, instead of being torn open by Gao Silin in front of everyone, exposing her humble self.
That's right, the sorrow in her Lin Muxi's heart is all due to Chen Jiayuan, but she has her own little pride, she is still a lively and laughing girl in front of people, and everyone envies her for being so happy every day.
Don't let her be dissected so vividly!
As soon as Lin Muxi walked out of the box, he was pulled by Gao Silin, and he said: "Lin Muxi, really, it's not terrible to fall out of love, it's terrible to be immersed in a relationship that makes you bruised forever!" Wake up! ”
"Don't worry about it, I'm willing!" Lin Muxi shook off Gao Silin's hand and said.
"Are you going to continue to rot in that unreciprocated relationship? You're just obsessed! Gao Silin roared.
When Gao Silin and Lin Muxi were drinking at one point, Lin Muxi told him that she fell in love with someone who didn't love her, and she did everything she could to love that person, but that person always disdained her.
Gao Silin knew that Lin Muxi had such a person in his heart, but he never asked her who that person was, he had always gently enlightened her on the side, and he was never as aggressive as today.
Lin Muxi felt a headache, she wanted to be alone and quiet, she didn't want Gao Silin to continue to sprinkle salt on her wounds, and suddenly yelled at Gao Silin: "That's right, I'm just obsessed, I love him to death, and I love him until a person slowly rots, so what?" That's all my business, you don't have to worry about it! ”
After Lin Muxi finished speaking, he quickened his pace and walked to the elevator, but Gao Silin was stunned.
Lin Muxi entered the elevator, and the door was just about to close, when Gao Silin broke in, and neither of them spoke.
When he got downstairs, Gao Silin took Lin Muxi's hand and said, "Mu Mu, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry at you, I'll send you back!"
Lin Muxi stopped, looked at Gao Silin and said, "Let me be quiet alone, okay?" Please, don't follow me! ”
Gao Silin's eyes were helpless and said, "Okay! I'll call you a car at the door, I won't follow you!
Lin Muxi didn't go home directly, she sat on a bench in the community for a long time, blowing a cold wind, and let her emotions gradually calm down.
She needed to be calm, because the wounds that she had been hiding well were revealed, and there was some pain in her heart.
Lin Muxi sat down until she felt the wind blowing on her body and felt cool, then she got up and slowly paced home.
A car came not far away, the lights were so stinging that she couldn't open her eyes, she automatically stepped aside, but the car rushed straight at her, and just when she thought she had been hit, the car came to an abrupt stop in front of her.
The car lights went out, Lin Muxi saw Chen Jiayuan with a gloomy face in the car, his eyes were full of hatred, and she even suspected that at that moment just now, he really wanted to kill her.
Lin Muxi looked at Chen Jiayuan and sneered, as if to say, why didn't you kill me? You were killed by you, maybe you will always think about me in your heart.
The two stood there facing each other, as if they were engaged in a contest, and after a long time, Chen Jiayuan twisted the steering wheel and drove the car towards the parking lot.
Lin Muxi opened the door and entered the house, and just about to close the door, he was kicked open by Chen Jiayuan, Lin Muxi was thrown to the ground by a strong bounce, the hand holding the doorknob was flashed, and there was a sharp pain in the wrist.
Lin Muxi just raised his hand, wanting to shake it and relieve the pain, but was dragged by Chen Jiayuan and picked it up, he glared at her angrily, his eyes released an aggressive light, and said: "Lin Muxi, I said, I don't like to be cuckolded, you are deliberately acting in front of me with him tonight, right?" Do you think it's still possible for the two of us to perform such a play in front of so many people? I'm sorry, I still want my own dignity, you are my wife, and I will never want to be made public! ”
His wife was confessed in front of him, but he could only be an audience on the side without saying a word, if he let others know about their relationship, let him feel very faceless in the circle!
Lin Muxi didn't expect Gao Silin to suddenly make such a move! But he, Chen Jiayuan, and other women were in front of her, did he take her as a wife in his eyes again?
If it was before, Lin Muxi might have tried her best to explain to him, but now, she didn't want to explain anything, she smiled and said: "In your eyes, I have always been so bad, but there are many people who confess to me, but it is really the first time that I have been confessed by another man in front of my husband!"
Chen Jiayuan was silent for a long time, the expression on his face gradually changed from anger to calm, and then sneered: "Really? In this way, I still snubbed you. Since you're so good, you're divorcing me! This way you can openly seduce other men and hook up with several at once without anyone saying anything about you! ”
Lin Muxi didn't laugh angrily, and said, "After all, don't you just want me to divorce you?" Don't bother, I haven't thought about divorce since the moment I became husband and wife with you! In life and death, we all have to be together! ”
"Really? Then you just wait to stay alive! I'll see how long you can hold out! Chen Jiayuan snorted coldly, shook his hand and slammed the door.
Since then, it has become common for Chen Jiayuan not to return home at night, he has long forgotten the scolding of the Chen couple, maybe he will not hesitate to make himself an unfilial son, but also to resist Lin Muxi!
In this way, the two have been a strange couple, outside, everyone thinks that Chen Jiayuan is an unmarried man, and he lives more freely every day than a single man, Lin Muxi can't control him, so he can only let him go!
Lin Muxi and Chen Ruolin saw the woman named Li Jingtian get into Chen Jiayuan's car at the gate of the campus one day, and only then did they know that he was raising someone outside.
On Gao Silin's birthday, she saw Li Jingtian for the first time, she didn't pay attention to it at the time, thinking that the woman was just a wine companion, but she didn't expect that she was Chen Jiayuan's little lover.
That woman is very temperamental, looks mature and intellectual, empathetic, and Lu Xin is the same type, and it is also the type he Chen Jiayuan likes, and she Lin Muxi is rude and willful, quite unreasonable, which happens to be the type he hates.