Chapter 2: Grievances

Zhang Cuilian was woken up by a burst of scolding, just like the voice she was most afraid of every morning many years ago.

"What time is it, you think it's a big test? Hurry up! There was no need to look up, Zhang Cuilian also knew that the knock on the door was her mother knocking on the window with the drying rack again.

Knock on the window? Isn't she in the park? Even in my mother's house, there is the third floor outside the window. How could her mother be standing outside the window?

Pushing away the quilt, Zhang Cuilian sat up. Looking around at everything in front of her, she couldn't help but be dumbfounded.

Where is her maiden home, this is clearly the house they remember that has not been moved. It was here that she spent the most frightening six years of her life.

Outside, there was the dissuasion of his father Zhang Guangfu, as well as the sound of water rattling in the iron bucket and pressurized water well.

She's back to the way she was? When you weren't married? Zhang Cuilian couldn't help jumping off the kang and ran to her parents' house to check the calendar with her shoes in her hands.

July 10, 1988! The words that Zhang Mu scolded just now rang in her ears again. "I'm sorry to take a fart test!" Yes, this year is the year of Zhang Cuilian's college entrance examination.

Zhang Cuilian, who was supposed to report to the university this year, got into a big disaster because of her younger brother's fight with others. The family took out all the money to pay others for others, but there was no money for her to study.

Zhang Cuilian's face was pale and she could barely stand on her feet, and she staggered back to her dark room. Jumping on the kang and pulling the quilt to cover himself, it is really hard to imagine that there is a rebirth in this world.

It's 1988, and she's only 18 years old. Decades later, in 2012, she committed suicide by jumping into the water because she was ashamed that her husband could not face the harm of her daughter's betrayal.

24 years of hard work has cost 22 years of marriage. Her parents were not satisfied, and even wanted to marry her to an old man in exchange for more benefits.

What kind of family is this, why do you want her back if you don't like her?

Oh, yes! Zhang Cuilian suddenly remembered that she only returned to this home when she was 12 years old. used to live in her adoptive father's house, if it weren't for the bewitchment and temptation of her biological parents, how could she be a wolf-hearted person?

God wants her to be reborn, is there a chance to change what hasn't happened yet?

For example, let Gu Zhicheng change her life and make up for all her debts; Give adoptive parents a stable old age and repay them for their nurturing grace as their own; Raise your daughter well so that she can have a happy family.

Zhang Cuilian burst into tears, in her last life, she wanted to satisfy her desire for family affection. How many people who really love themselves have been hurt unintentionally, and how many happiness that should have belonged to them have been lost.

She longs for the warmth of her family, and her adoptive parents treat her like their own. raised her for 9 years, not only will he not hate her because of her departure. In his later years, he left most of his life's property to her. But as long as she pays more attention to their two elders, she will find that the real family affection is around her and has never disappeared.

She longs for the care of her relatives, and Gu Zhicheng has been married to her for 22 years. used his actions to prove how much he cared about her, and he did not hesitate to become a taxi driver for her to change jobs. Even if she took his hard-earned money back to her parents' home to honor her parents, she never said half no.

These people who really treat her as a treasure have been hurt by her again and again. Just because her biological mother told her that only blood relatives are a family.

Swish! The quilt was lifted up, and Zhang's mother stared angrily at Zhang Cuilian, who was kneeling on the kang and silent.

"You can't pout, what are you doing?" After saying half a sentence, Zhang's mother was stunned. Because she saw Zhang Cuilian kneeling there with teary eyes, like a little beast who had been wronged.

"You, you're crying?" Mother Zhang seems to have seen Zhang Cuilian crying for the first time, no matter how much she bullied her before, she was like a piece of wood.

"Ahh Did you fail the exam? Self-righteous suddenly realized, Zhang's mother threw away the quilt and said sarcastically: "Okay, don't squeeze cat urine there." There are more people who can't pass the exam, do you think you have the dog life to go to college? Cut! ”

It seems that Zhang Cuilian is really very sad, and Zhang's mother never scolded her this time. Instead, he turned around and left silently, without saying a word to stimulate his daughter.

Zhang Cuilian got up and got off the kang, went to the washstand, picked up the basin and went out to fetch water.

The Zhang family lives in a suburb called Sanhezi, and it is said that the city is actually just a city edge. But fortunately, it is the only way for other counties to enter the city, and the transportation is very developed. In 2009, because of the expansion of the airport and the construction of high-speed rail. It was expropriated, and the Zhang family received a demolition fee and two houses. Twenty years ago, however, it was an old and dilapidated urban-rural area.

This house is the old residence of the Zhang family, and when the family was divided, the east courtyard was given to the uncle, and the west courtyard was given to their family. It is an adobe house with parents living in the east house and younger brother living in the west room. There is a kitchen at the back of the east house, and there is a partition opposite the kitchen behind the west room. A small kang that can only sleep two people, and a camphor wood box when her grandmother got married. Other than that, there is nothing else.

The uncle is doing well, and he has long rebuilt his house into a brick house. The front garden is planted with vegetables, and the back yard is planted with buds, sunflowers, and potatoes. In addition, there are rabbit nests, pig houses, chicken nests, and duck racks, and the lobby sister who is the same age as her will get up early to work every day.

In their house, vegetables are planted in the front garden, and buds, sunflowers and potatoes are also planted in the back yard. There was nothing in the house except about twenty ducks. Not because of anything else, just because her parents are too lazy. Ducks can go to the river every day to eat fish, but other domestic animals need to spend more time serving. So the uncle's family grows potatoes to feed the pigs, and their family grows potatoes to eat.

After washing her face, Zhang Cuilian took out a bamboo pole and opened the ducks in the duck house. Quack, quack, quack! Big ducks and small ducks ran out in groups. Zhang Cuilian shouted to her mother: "Mom! I'm going to the Loop! ”

Then he drove the ducks out of the yard and went straight to the river. Zhang Cuilian urgently needs time to think about it and think about what she wants to do.

She stayed by the river all morning, until the sun passed over the treetops, until someone passed by and told her that Zhang's mother was standing at the intersection and shouting loudly.

Zhang Cuilian drove the ducks from the bridge to walk home slowly, and sure enough, on the way home, she saw Zhang's mother with a black face.

"Damn girl, what are you doing? You're too lazy to do it, can you put the ducks in the morning? Zhang Cuilian stared coldly at her biological mother, wanting to know what she was thinking.

Zhang's mother was suddenly startled by her daughter's eyes, which seemed to be full of hatred. But when I thought about it, this girl was very stupid, and I was afraid that I would abandon her again.

The waist pole straightened again, and shouted with his head held high: "What, scolding you for not being convinced?" Get out of the way! ”

Zhang Cuilian suddenly threw away the bamboo pole in her hand and hurried home with a cold face. As he walked, he said angrily: "Let's go, I don't want to stay in this home for a long time!" ”

Zhang's mother turned back suddenly, grabbed Zhang Cuilian and was furious: "What are you going to do?" ”

Zhang Cuilian raised her face and said angrily: "I'll get out, didn't you let me go!" I'll get out of the way so you never have to see me again! ”

After saying that, she shook her mother's arm and hurried home. Looking at Zhang Cuilian's series of actions, Zhang's mother was a little confused. "This dead girl has taken the wrong medicine, and it has been normal since the morning!"

After saying that, I thought about it carefully, and suddenly understood. Feeling that she failed the exam, that's why she became eccentric. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sarcastically: "A pheasant is a pheasant, do you really think you can be admitted to college and become a phoenix?" also spent money to let you go to school, and Xie Jun, that big fool, believed your nonsense. What kind of school does a big girl go to if she doesn't get married! ”

Zhang Cuilian didn't really want to break with her biological parents, after all, if she really forced them. I'm really going to burn my admission letter, and now I'm going to be able to go to college in two months. I can only think of it as a snake with them.

Zhang's father saw his daughter running back in a hurry, and as soon as he entered the house, he closed the door and didn't know what to do. Then his own girls drove the ducks back, which made Zhang's father feel quite strange.

"Why did you come back from chasing the ducks? Didn't Cui Lian'er go? Dad Zhang walked out of the house and asked curiously.

Speaking of this, Zhang's mother was angry. After she drove the ducks into the nest, she began to stand in the yard and curse with her waist crossed.

"I wasted so much money for you to eat and drink, and I was used to throwing my face at me. I didn't get into college, but I had a temper tantrum. Should I be yours? Hearing his wife scolding, Zhang's father finally understood. It turned out that the girl was unhappy today and stepped on her mother's landmine again.

Just wanted to go back to the house and squint for a while, I saw Zhang Cuilian running out with a schoolbag on her back. Said angrily: "Don't you just think I spent your money? I'm going out to work now to earn money, can't I pay you back! ”

In the past few years, Zhang Cuilian has always been grateful that her parents were able to provide her with education. Although he didn't go to college because of his younger brother's accident, a high school student's diploma was equivalent to a technical secondary school in that era.

Seeing that his daughter was angry, Zhang's father hurriedly stepped forward to persuade: "Don't do it, look at what you make your mother angry!" ”

Zhang's mother suddenly smiled, this girl who only knew how to spend money on school finally wanted to go out to earn money. She pushed Zhang's father away and met her daughter's eyes: "You go, you hurry up and go out to earn money." Give me back all the money I've spent on you all these years! ”

But in the end, Zhang Cuilian did not go to the city to work, but first had to do farm work for the family. Carrying a hoe, he went to the field to shovel grass. As for going to work in the city, you have to finish the work in the fields.

In desperation, in order to be able to go to college, Zhang Cuilian picked up the hoe and fought hard!