Chapter 188: I Love You So Much (41)

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"You'll never belong to me, will you? When a heart is broken to pieces, can it still be pieced together? I just want to take my heart back! Lin Muxi looked at Chen Jiayuan sadly and said, "Chen Jiayuan, I don't want to love you anymore!" I am so tired! We've been waiting for this day of freedom for a long time, haven't we? Let's live in peace! ”

"What if I don't say yes?" Chen Jiayuan asked with a calm face.

"Why?" Lin Muxi said, "Please give me a reason." ”

"......" Chen Jiayuan wanted to speak and stopped, some words should have blurted out, but he couldn't say it.

"Forget it! Actually, I don't need any reason! The knot in my heart, I'm afraid I won't be able to untie it in this life, I said, I won't forgive you! Of course, I don't ask for your forgiveness. ”

Chen Jiayuan was completely silent, he stared ahead, not knowing what he was thinking, Lin Muxi didn't want to explore, and said, "Let me get out of the car!" I took a taxi back to school by myself! ”

Chen Jiayuan not only did not open the door for Lin Muxi, but started the engine and drove the car out.

Chen Jiayuan took Lin Muxi home directly.

After the car was parked, Lin Muxi opened the door and got out of the car, but Chen Jiayuan grabbed her wrist and pulled her to take the elevator upstairs without saying a word.

Entering the elevator, Lin Muxi said, "You let go of me!" You hurt me, I can go by myself! ”

Lin Muxi took out the key and opened the door, then went straight to his bedroom, walked halfway, and was hugged tightly by Chen Jiayuan from behind.

Lin Muxi was stunned for a long time, sighed deeply, put his hand on his hand, and just wanted to break his hand, but he grabbed her shoulders, rotated her body one by one, hugged her waist with one hand, supported the back of her head with the other, and grabbed her lips accurately.

Chen Jiayuan's kiss was full of strength, Lin Muxi was overwhelmed, leaned back, and his waist was about to be broken.

As the center of gravity shifted back, the two took a few steps back at the same time, until Lin Muxi's back was against the wall, Chen Jiayuan didn't let go of her, his lips seemed to stick to her mouth, and he was reluctant to part anymore.

"Hmm......" Lin Muxi struggled, feeling a hot hand on her skin and roaming around her waist.

Chen Jiayuan's lips finally moved away from Lin Muxi's lips and came to her ear, as if pleading, saying, "Shall we not divorce?"

Chen Jiayuan's kiss went down, biting delicately on Lin Muxi's neck......

"Please don't touch me again! All right? Lin Muxi leaned his head against the wall, and his voice seemed to be mournful.

Chen Jiayuan's heart trembled, stopped moving, looked at Lin Muxi's face, and found that she had burst into tears.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that there was something that could never be recovered!

Perhaps, she really doesn't love him anymore, or perhaps, she hasn't loved him at all!

Chen Jiayuan once thought that the most wrong thing he had ever done in his life was to meet Lin Muxi, and then he was calculated by her step by step, but now, he thinks that the most wrong thing he has done is that he once betrayed their marriage, and since then he has never recovered, and that experience has become a crime that he can no longer clear up.

The beginning of him and her was originally a mistake, maybe it was just a little girl, a painful memory in her youth, but it was just for remembrance, why should he take it too seriously?

Where are you going to get justice? She couldn't give him another explanation.

are all adults who have experienced the ups and downs of life, so why bother with a little girl? What makes sense!

Let's disperse! As if nothing had happened!

Fall in love? Maybe not! It's just a little unwilling! It's just a little strong!

"I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with myself!" Chen Jiayuan took two steps back and said, "Forget it, so be it!" Maybe we didn't have a good start, so let's have a happy end! ”

Chen Jiayuan returned to the study, leaned back in the chair in a daze, and suddenly remembered that when he was entangled with Lin Muxi just now, he was touched by the diamond ring on her hand, and then remembered that she had stuffed a ring for herself, saying that it was their wedding ring.

Chen Jiayuan's heart twitched, recalling the pitiful and humble appearance when she gave him the ring, for fear that he would throw it away. In fact, he was really annoyed with her at the time, and then he left the ring wherever he was, and he has no memory of it now.

His previous attitude towards her was really bad, it was impossible to make her act as if nothing had happened, and in many ways, he really hurt her.

Chen Jiayuan began to rummage through the cabinets in the study, looking for the ring, but found nothing, and then searched every corner of the living room and bedroom, but still did not find it.

Later, he went back to Chen's house to look for the ring, but he also didn't find it.

Perhaps, never to be found again.

What you once didn't care about, if you lose it, you can never get it back.

Two days later, Jose came to Lin Muxi's school to say goodbye to her, and he said, "Belle, I'm waiting for you to come back in Mexico, and when the time comes, I will take you anywhere in the world if you want to play!"

Lin Muxi and Chen Jiayuan's marriage has entered the countdown, and the remaining days seem to be able to be counted clearly.

Lin Muxi began to prepare her graduation thesis seriously, and basically soaked herself in the library every day.

On this day, Chen Jiayuan came to Lin Muxi's school to pick her up and go back to her parents' house for dinner, at the dinner table, Chen Yun mentioned Chen Jiayuan's birthday and asked her son: "Do you want me to prepare a sumptuous dinner for you on your birthday?" We old people don't have so much thought about their birthdays, so we just make some food, or do we have your own arrangements as usual? ”

As usual, on Chen Jiayuan's birthday, Lin Muxi never participated.

Unexpectedly, Chen Jiayuan said: "I don't want to make a fuss about this year's birthday, so let's go home!" Let's have a casual meal together as a family! ”

Chen Yun smiled and said, "Okay, when the time comes, you go and pick up Mu Mu to come home for dinner, and I will prepare it for you!"

After eating, Lin Muxi and Chen Yun cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks together, Lin Muxi said: "Mom, I will make a cake, and I will prepare the birthday cake when the time comes!"

Chen Yun said happily: "Okay! The cake prepared by you makes even more sense! ”

Soon another week passed, and on Chen Jiayuan's birthday, Lin Muxi went back to Chen's house early in the afternoon to help, without waiting for Chen Jiayuan to pick him up.

Lin Muxi made the cake early and put it in the refrigerator, and then helped Chen Yun and the maid prepare dinner.

Chen Yun Kwa Lin Muxi is becoming more and more capable.

Maybe Chen Yun still thinks that Lin Muxi and Chen Jiayuan have released their previous suspicions! After all, Chen Jiayuan's birthday, Lin Muxi is so concerned.

In fact, Lin Muxi and Chen Jiayuan basically didn't communicate much in front of the two elders, probably because they didn't like to talk to each other for a long time, and the Chen couple didn't feel anything abnormal.

When sharing the cake, Chen Yun said to Chen Jiayuan: "Look how capable your daughter-in-law is!" I can make my own cakes, and I do it so well! It's been a hard day today, and I've been helping out! ”

Chen Jiayuan raised his head and looked at Lin Muxi in surprise, but she lowered her head and smiled lightly without looking at him.

After eating the cake, the family sat together and chatted for a while, Lin Muxi was worried that Chen Yun would leave them overnight, so he took the initiative to say that he was going to see a friend and had to leave first.

Chen Jiayuan said to send Lin Muxi and left.

After getting into the car, Chen Jiayuan asked, "Do you want to go back to school?"

"Hmm."

Lin Muxi did do a lot of work today, and he was a little tired at this time, so he leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes to recuperate.

"Thank you today!" Chen Jiayuan glanced at Lin Muxi a few times and said.

Lin Muxi turned his head to look at Chen Jiayuan and said, "You're welcome, I can be regarded as fulfilling a dream for myself!" In the past, I wanted to celebrate your birthday every year, but I always didn't have the opportunity, and I didn't expect that I could finally make up for my regrets before parting! ”

In fact, in the past, Chen Jiayuan knew that Lin Muxi wanted to celebrate his birthday, but at that time, he was very annoyed with her, so he pretended not to know, and he didn't give her a chance.

On a certain birthday, he came back in the middle of the night and saw the leftover cake eaten by Lin Muxi in the refrigerator, and he knew that she had prepared it for him.

At that time, he just wanted her to retreat and give up on him as soon as possible. Now, she finally let go, and gave up so decisively, he didn't feel very happy.

"Mumu, I'm sorry!" Chen Jiayuan said guiltily.

"Ha, don't say that again!" Lin Muxi smiled and said, "It's because our fate hasn't arrived, and separation is the fulfillment of each other!" Over the years, I've really delayed you miserably, don't hate me! ”

Chen Jiayuan looked at Lin Muxi, a complicated look flashed in his deep eyes, and said, "Don't hold grudges!" It's just hard to forget for a while! Will you forget me soon? ”

Lin Muxi shrugged his shoulders and joked: "I have pestered you for so many years, and I am deeply guilty, and it is difficult to forget!" Brother Yuan, what do you say? ”

Chen Jiayuan was stunned by Lin Muxi's long-lost "Brother Yuan", but it was very unpleasant to listen to. In the past, she called him Brother Yuan because she wanted to be close to him, but then she didn't call him like that for a while, she called him by name and surname, and now she called him Brother Yuan again, expressing a kind of estranged emotion.

A month later, on Lin Muxi's birthday, she still made an appointment to spend it with her friends, because it was like this every year, and she was used to it.

However, in the evening, I received a call from Chen Jiayuan, asking where she was. She held the phone, her mind turned back and forth, and after a moment of silence, she asked, "My friend and I are playing outside, is there anything wrong with you?"

"Where, I'll look for you!" Chen Jiayuan said.

After Lin Muxi told Chen Jiayuan the address, he quickly came. He sat quietly on the side, didn't drink or eat, just kept watching Lin Muxi.

Before Chen Jiayuan came, Lin Muxi was not drunk, but after he came, she couldn't control herself more and more, and drank the wine as if it were water.

To be honest, Chen Jiayuan finally appeared at Lin Muxi's birthday party, she was in a very complicated mood, this day came too late, but the main thing is to be happy! She had a dream come true, and he finally remembered that it was her birthday.