Chapter 47: You Are a Special Being
As soon as Wang Jiaci's words reached my ears, I felt my scalp tingle, and my heart trembled immediately. ()
In fact, I also thought in my heart that since it was something she cherished, it was likely to have something to do with her mother, but I still couldn't help but ask this question, and now when I heard Wang Jiaci's current tone, a sense of sadness and self-blame couldn't help but flood my body.
However, I only heard Wang Jiaci say that her mother left, but I didn't expect the reason to be a sudden and common car accident.
Thinking of this, I looked at Wang Jiaci, and saw her hanging her head, her black hair covering her eyes, which looked so distressing.
At this time, I gritted my teeth and said in a hoarse voice
: "I'm sorry.. I.."
Without waiting for me to finish speaking, Wang Jiaci raised her head, only to see her look at me, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said
"It's okay, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry..."
"Xiao Xiaoming, did you see that these shoes are very old, so you asked that?"
Although Wang Jiaci deliberately pretended that nothing happened, from her dim pupils, I seemed to see her sad heart.
At this moment, an impulse suddenly surged in my heart, an urge to reach over and take her into my arms.
Because I could feel her sadness, and now I wanted to touch her sad heart.
But reason still made me give up this idea, and I could only pretend to be relaxed and speak
"Well, I've always seen you wearing it before, and sometimes it doesn't seem to match the clothes you're wearing, but... It seems to be a very precious thing."
When I said this, I inexplicably appeared in my mind the appearance of Wang Jiaci when she was holding the glue to mend the shoes, I can't understand Wang Jiaci's mood at that time, but I can imagine how much she must have been very sad at that time, right?
Thinking of this, he glanced at Wang Jiaci again, only to see her shake her head lightly and speak
"But... I think it's beautiful... If only my mom could see me in these shoes, it would be great."
When he said this, Wang Jiaci's eyes seemed to have lost focus, and half of his face fell into the shadow that the light could not find, and he couldn't see clearly at all.
I was suffocated by what she said, and my throat was a little itchy, but I moved my mouth and was silent and didn't speak again.
I don't know what else I can say now, or I don't know what I should say to her.
Words to comfort her? Or do you want to digress and try to make her happy?
Obviously, I selfishly wanted to know her hidden secrets, but now that I heard it, I was helpless and didn't know how to deal with it.
However, Wang Jiaci was quiet for a while, then raised his head and smiled at me and said
"Xiao Xiaoming, why don't you speak?" Isn't it.. Think my idea is particularly naïve? ”
I was a lot more sobered up by Wang Jiaci's question, and almost without hesitation, I shook my head and said
"No, I think... If you think so, no matter where she is now, she must have seen it before. ”
"Didn't someone say that even the relatives who have left will always look at the people who remain in the world..."
"So, she'll be happy to see that you like her shoes so much.."
When I said this, my mind was a little empty, and I couldn't tell why I said that, but I just felt that saying it would make Wang Jiaci feel better.
After listening to me, Wang Jiaci stared at me for a long time, and finally blinked and whispered
"Xiao Xiaoming, in fact, you are still... It's very comforting."
After saying this, Wang Jiaci paused, raised his head and looked at the night sky above his head and said
"You know, when I was younger, my mom used to tell me that people who die become stars in the night sky."
"So on my birthday, when I was on the rooftop, I looked at the stars in the distance and wondered, could my mom be one of those stars? Will she see it too."
"What about the words you put in candles for me..."
When she said this, Wang Jiaci's eyes shook a little, and the stars in the night sky twinkled one after another, as if in response to her words.
And I looked at her stunned, I remembered in a trance the way Wang Jiaci sat on the edge of the building and looked at the night sky stupidly. Is that all she was thinking?
At this time, that sad feeling came out of my heart again, and I raised my head and followed her gaze to look at the night sky, countless stars, bright night sky.
And just as he was looking at his attention, he heard Wang Jiaci slowly add a sentence
"If she really saw it, she would be very happy... After all, there are people .."
"It's a great birthday present for me..."
When she said this, Wang Jiaci lowered her head and looked at me, and I also turned my head to look at her, my eyes intertwined, and a very warm breath floated in the air.
At this time, Wang Jiaci raised the corners of his mouth slightly and said with a smile
"So, don't say sorry to me... Because of Xiao Xiaoming, I have brought a lot of surprises to my life, and I am very touched."
I don't know why, I always feel that what Wang Jiaci said is a little weird.
In other words, each sentence seems to imply something, mixed with very subtle emotions.
And I watched her stay for a long time before I moved my mouth and spoke
"Well, as long as... You feel happy.. That's it.."
Isn't that what it means to like someone, as long as you see her happy, then you will be very humble and happy.
After listening to my words, Wang Jiaci smiled again, only to see her stretch out her hand and rub her eyes, and did not say anything more.
Then the two of us sat there quietly, I don't know how long, and we didn't say anything to each other.
It wasn't until another car flashed in front of us with its lights on that Wang Jiaci suddenly stood up and spoke
"Alright, let's go back."
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I quickly stood up, only to see her pat her pants and add
"I'm going home, you can send me back.."
Wang Jiaci's words made me look at her in a daze, and after a while, I came back to my senses, nodded and said
"Well, okay.."
As soon as she finished saying this, Wang Jiaci tilted her head very strangely, only to see that she thought about it, and then spoke
"What did you just do?" Tell you.. My dad isn't at home, you don't have to worry.."
When I heard Wang Jiaci say this, I frowned, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't think about that just now, I just got a little distracted... Besides.. What are you talking about, I'm not afraid... Your dad.."
When the last sentence was spoken, I was inexplicably a little weak, because I remembered what her father said that day.
And Wang Jiaci just shook his head slightly, didn't say anything more, but motioned for me to go back.
On the way back, she walked more slowly, I don't know if it was because her mood was affected just now, so she walked so slowly.
I followed her, and I wanted to open my mouth but didn't know what to say, so I simply pretended to be dumb and walked forward silently.
Finally, after walking for a while, I finally walked to the door of her community again.
When I arrived at the gate of the community, I stopped and stood for a while, and saw that Wang Jiaci was still walking inside silently, and then followed her into the community, planning to send her to the door.
When I arrived at the mouth of the alley in front of her villa, Wang Jiaci stopped, turned around and looked at me and said
"Alright... I'm home.."
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I couldn't help but raise my head and look inside, her villa was darkly lit, and it looked a little scary in the night.
Soon I nodded at her and motioned for her to go back.
Seeing me nodding, Wang Jiaci waved his hand, turned around and prepared to walk inside.
And the moment she turned around, I looked at her thin back and couldn't help but shout
"Wang Jiaci..."
Hearing me call her name, Wang Jiaci turned around, looked at me with a blank expression, and asked after a while
"What's wrong?" ”
I lowered my head slightly, pinched the sweat in my palms, and looked up at her again
"When school was over, you said to reimburse me for the fare... Is it true? ”
Bacheng didn't expect me to ask such a question, Wang Jiaci tilted his head and nodded.
"Well, yes, it's true.."
"You hug me?"
"Huh.? yes, I'll give you a reward.."
I took a deep breath and stepped in front of her when I heard her say that. Then he stretched out his hand and spoke
"You said it yourself, don't regret it."
As soon as the words fell, I hugged Wang Jiaci and hugged her tightly into my arms.