Qu Ran watched Zhong Jian's car leave, his thoughts became even more chaotic and noisy, as if it was the first time he really realized that there was really a saying that "people can't be disfigured".

Zhong Jian looked like a spurned gangster scumbag, but after contact, he found that this was not the case, his words and deeds were so bad, but his heart was kind.

"Can't get enough of it?" Suddenly, a familiar voice smashed into Qu Ran's ears, which was obviously mocking.

This voice, Qu Ran could hear whose voice it was coming from as soon as he heard it, but at this moment, he couldn't believe it, how could he come, and even find it accurately.

Qu Ran's back stiffened, until He Chenfeng walked to her, the moment they looked at each other clearly, the horror and disbelief became more and more intense, it turned out to be really him, not the illusion she imagined, just like she saw He Chenfeng clearly in the bar that day.

And now, he actually appeared in front of him.

"It seems that after a few years in prison, you still haven't made any progress."

Simple-minded and stupid.

At this moment, in He Chenfeng's opinion, Qu Ran is a fool, a man like Zhong Jian, she can actually be trusted, is she crazy, or she has been short of men in prison for too long.

When we met again many years later, the words that came out of He Chen's mouth were so hurtful and sad, he still had a poisonous tongue as before, leaving no room for speech, and directly poked her heart.

However, in front of He Chenfeng, Qu Ran seemed to be more serious, and he couldn't make himself even more embarrassed, "I haven't seen you for a few years, aren't you just the same nosy?" Come to me, an old lover, do you want to catch up! ”

Her words were answered very crisply and easily, especially the smile deliberately rendered at the corner of her lips, although the smile was bright, it was extraordinarily bleak, at least it was not a taste in He Chenfeng's eyes.

He stared at Qu Ran with his eyebrows tightened, looking at her with complicated eyes, but Qu Ran deliberately avoided his staring, "If you just come to see me and make sure if I'm doing well, you see, I'm not good." ”

In the end, Qu Ran still restrained all the disguised smiles, as if as long as she was in front of He Chenfeng, she couldn't laugh, even if she tried hard to disguise, she couldn't help it.

"I've had a bad time, and even I've had a hard time all these years, so you should be very satisfied with me."

Qu Ran was also able to finally look at He Chenfeng at this time, there was no lack of hatred in her eyes, and there was no lack of anger, if He Chenfeng didn't come to see her today, maybe she wasn't so hot, but He Chenfeng's words and actions were annoying and angry.

At this moment, Qu Ran was not the only one who was also angry and angry, but also He Chenfeng, his eyes became more and more gloomy, and the haze rolled in his extremely ugly face, "Qu Ran, ask yourself, who caused all your difficulties today!" Well? ”

If she could trust him, trust him unconditionally, and would not back down, they would never hate each other and hate each other as much as they do now.

He Chenfeng also hated it in his heart, "All of this is your own doing!" ”

Such cruel and ruthless words, when he said them from the mouth of He Chenfeng, his heart seemed to set off a huge wave, and the endless sadness and anxiety of freedom and regret condensed in the bottom of his heart.

Hearing this, Qu Ran's tears fell, and a thick bitterness spread, "Yes, I did it, everything is me, everything is caused by me, if it weren't for me, everything would not be like this today, so I deserve it, I deserve to fucking be in prison for life." ”

At this moment, Qu Ran said angrily.

She also obviously misunderstood what He Chenfeng meant, thinking that He Chenfeng probably hated her for being released from prison early.

The more Qu Ran said this at the moment, He Chenfeng had already firmly clenched her arm, "Why, Qu Ran, tell me, why do you do this, obviously it shouldn't be like this......"

If she hadn't hit and killed her grandmother in a hit-and-run, "maybe, my grandmother would have survived." ”

Even at this moment, He Chenfeng didn't know He Jinhang's situation, but he already knew that the relationship between himself and Qu Ran had actually come to an end a few years ago.

There were so many things between them now, and even if he had more ideas, it would be in vain.

Qu Ran's shoulder hurt, and he was firmly choked by He Chenfeng, as if how much strength he had under his palm, it showed how much he hated and regretted, and his blood-soaked eyes stared at Qu Ran for a moment, while pressuring Qu Ran to give him an answer, on the other hand, it was four years, and he wanted to look at her up close and look at her.

A few years later, when he saw Qu Ran again, He Chenfeng had been hiding in his heart for many years, and the deeply hidden feelings began to cry hysterically and frantically again.

"You tell me, Qu Ran, are you satisfied with the defeat of both now!"

Knowing that Qu Ran must have had a bad time in prison over the years, but their defeat was caused by Qu Ran, He Chenfeng seemed to blame all the blame and mistakes on Qu Ran, but He Chenfeng himself knew best, in fact, all the responsibility was on him.

If he hadn't been obsessed with it at the beginning, if he had let go of the dye and didn't disturb her life, all of this might not have happened.

Even though the scapula hurts, it seems that she can't feel the slightest pain, and the pain that comes from the bottom of her heart has covered up the pain on her body, "I'm not satisfied, He Chenfeng, I'm not satisfied at all......"

She shook her head, tears flowing more and more violently, when she was in prison, Qu Ran did not cry like crazy and wanton like now, nor did she feel as annoyed and remorseful as she is now.

But now it seems that there is a He Chenfeng in front of him, all the grievances and regrets, all the heartache and regrets, completely exploded, "I was wrong, the fault is that I shouldn't love you, the fault is that I should have rejected you fiercely from the beginning, so that we broke all our thoughts, and even more so that I wavered at the time, and I hesitated and was reluctant to let go of you." ”

"But now I, I've been in prison, I have nothing, I have lost everything, look at you again, you and Yan Yazhen have children, you live happily, but what about me, I'm in prison for a long time, and I can't bear the guilt of being able to bear it physically and mentally, I just want to ask me, what the fuck am I trying to do? What the hell was I doing in the past! ”

The monstrous resentment raged in Qu Ran's heart, setting off a huge wave like a disaster, thinking back to the situation when Yan Yazhen and her daughter were together, no matter whether He Chenfeng gave Yan Yazhen a name or not, at least in her opinion, she was so happy, they were a happy family, and she was tortured alive in hell, suffering like a split body and mind.

He Chenfeng is also uncomfortable, the overwhelming feeling of suffocation surrounds his body, he can't breathe, he seems to be about to be suffocated to death, but even if he is sad, even if he is uncomfortable, he has to endure it, and he deserves it with all his strength.

In his relationship with Qu Ran, at present, when He Chenfeng didn't know that most of Qu Ran's pain came from He Jinhang's death, he knew that they were all wrong, but if they were wrong, they couldn't do it again, and they didn't even have a chance to start over.

"He Chenfeng, you cheap man, what face do you have in front of me! You me off, I'll never see you, never! ”

Qu Ran pushed away He Chenfeng, and the strength of resistance was full of resentment and hatred.

There is no doubt that Qu Ran hates to blame him.

Now He Chenfeng's "family happy" life, compared with her who has nothing and even lost her own daughter, all make Qu Ran hate him to the extreme.

"You go, whether it's you, Yan Yazhen, or your mother, don't come to trouble me, hear me, I have nothing to do with you, if you insist on harassing me and bullying me, I won't be polite." Qu Ran's tear-filled pupils looked at He Chenfeng in a warning manner, and he was also giving him a final warning.

And Qu Ran can actually expect that whether it is He Chenfeng, Yan Yazhen, or Yue Qiaolian, the evil relationship between them does not seem to be over, but if they continue to be entangled, there may only be more tragedies in the future.

He Chenfeng was silent, his legs standing there were stiff and trembling, he didn't seem to know where to go, he couldn't see the future in a daze, although he had experienced this dazed and pale life for four years.

But when I saw the warp dye, this paleness and powerlessness had spread to the fullest.

"Qu Ran, there are some things that you think are very good and satisfying, but they are not."

He Chenfeng's words are very meaningful, and the so-called "happiness" in his mouth is nothing more than that he and Yan Ya really get along, and now he and Qu Ran have their own helplessness and sadness.

Qu Ran was reluctant to respond, her steps were far away, what she should say, what she should cry, what she should vent, and she got a certain release at that moment just now, even Qu Ran didn't expect that when she met He Chenfeng face to face again, or even the first meeting in the sense of four years later, she would be so uncontrollable, so mercilessly accusing He Chenfeng.

Even until this moment, there is still love in her heart, but it is becoming more and more clear that the gap between her and He Chenfeng can never be crossed, even if they are together, it will be very hurt, and it is impossible to go to the end.

After entering the room, Qu Ran's crying was undoubtedly more intense, and she could only cry when there was no one around......

It's just that all her sadness and grievances, all her discomfort and pain, these are so insignificant in the face of He Jinhang's death.

He Chenfeng didn't leave immediately, and stared at Shan Yuyang's apartment for a long time, and the light in the room where Qu Ran was was lit up.

In the past, Qu Ran was the light in his heart, as if he was very sure of what he wanted with her by his side, but He Chenfeng knew very well that he seemed to have everything, but in fact he had nothing like Qu Ran.