117 I will not leave this child behind

Song Qingge appeared at the door of Cui Can's house in such a grand manner, holding the strap of his leather bag with one hand, and it could be seen that he was still a little restrained.

Cui Can looked at her in some surprise, obviously he didn't expect her to come, and it took a long time before he said sneeringly: "You...... What are you doing here? ”

"I'm coming to see you." Song Qingge tried to make himself look friendly, "Can I go in?" ”

"Of course, of course."

Cui Can was a little flattered, and hurriedly made way for her.

After Song Qingge entered the house, he first looked at the furnishings of the house, Cui Can now lives in a very old residential community, although the location is not bad, but the people who live there are very mixed, so it can be regarded as a mixed bag. For this kind of place. Song Qingge had a sense of déjà vu, and before she met Zhan Qi again, the house she lived in was almost like this.

The decoration in the living room is very old-fashioned, and the old-fashioned leather sofa and the already somewhat old TV make this home seem a little outstretched, no matter what, it doesn't match her identity as a popular female anchor.

Song Qingge sat down on the sofa, Cui Can rubbed his hands, and looked at her a little nervously, "Do you want to drink something?" I'll get it for you. ”

"Don't bother so much, you can sit down too, I'm just coming to see you today." As she spoke, she patted the empty seat next to her and motioned for Cui Can to sit down.

It's just that Cui Can didn't sit next to her, but pulled a chair and sat a little away from her, his expression was very detached, and it seemed that he still wanted to keep his distance from her.

Song Qingge was not together, his eyes fell on her lower abdomen, and he asked softly, "I heard, are you pregnant?" ”

Cui Can pursed his lips and nodded slightly.

"How long?"

"Thirteen months."

"Is the child okay?"

"Fortunately, the doctor said it was healthy."

"That's good."

Song Qingge nodded, and glanced around her, now Cui Can can no longer speak the same day, his hair is scattered on his shoulders, he is wearing wide and casual floral pajamas, his face is very haggard, and he has no makeup, and there are heavy green shadows under his eyes, and the woman who used to be arrogant and laughing at Zhan Yi is like two people, as if he has aged a lot overnight.

That's right, suddenly from a promising female anchor to a murderer. Now that she is pregnant with her ex-husband's child, it is impossible for anyone to live so easily and happily.

Song Qingge looked at her, and just wanted to say something, Cui Can's face changed, and then he covered his mouth and rushed into the bathroom, and soon there was a violent vomiting sound inside.

This is the third time that Cui Can has vomited in the morning, she knelt on the ground and vomited dizzily, almost all the breakfast she ate in the morning had been vomited, and now her stomach is twitching, and it really hurts.

"Rinse your mouth."

A glass of water came up from behind her, Cui Can turned her head, Song Qingge was looking at her with concern, and even gently patted her on the back.

"Thank you." Cui Can gratefully took the glass and rinsed his mouth, only then did he support his weak body, and Song Qingge immediately stepped forward to help her and walked towards the living room.

The two women sat down again, and Song Qingge looked at her pale face and said, "Judging by your reaction, it seems to be quite strong." ”

"Hmm." Cui Can nodded, and then smiled bitterly, "It's not that I haven't been pregnant before, but it's not as powerful as this time, and I don't know what's wrong." ”

Her eyes were full of loneliness and sadness, Song Qingge looked at her, and suddenly felt some sympathy.

Actually, then again. Cui Can is also quite pitiful, and pregnancy is not what she wants, not to mention that this child is also the ex-husband of Zhan Jue, if it is spread out, not only will she have no way to be a person in the future, but the child's life experience will also be criticized and shameless.

She is also a mother. She was the only one when she was pregnant, and now when she sees Cui Can, she seems to see herself back then. No matter how strong and painful the early pregnancy reaction is, it can only be borne by one person, no one can understand, and no one can help her.

When you go to the hospital for a pregnancy test. The other mothers-to-be were accompanied by their husbands, and she was the only one who sat there alone, and every time the doctor asked her why the child's father didn't come, she felt embarrassed and difficult to talk about.

It was probably people and himself who made Song Qingge think of himself, and he couldn't help but care: "Don't eat anything too greasy for breakfast." Try to eat lightly and slowly, so that after vomiting, you can still have some in your stomach, so that you will not be too uncomfortable on an empty stomach. ”

Cui Can was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect her to think about her. Grateful and smiled bitterly, "Thank you, but this kid ...... I'm not going to give birth. ”

Song Qingge was a little surprised: "Why? ”

With the attitude of the previous battle trick, he should be very concerned about this child, can he allow Cui Can to beat the child?

Cui Can lowered his head and touched his lower abdomen, and smiled faintly, "This kid, it's not the right time." If it had been five years ago, and I had told Zhan Jue that I was pregnant, he would have happily picked me up and spun me around, and then said a lot of words of gratitude, and then dragged me to buy clothes for the child, and the boys and girls would have to buy one set each to prepare for the future. I can imagine what a happy and beautiful scene it must have been. ”

As she spoke, her eyes were a little empty, as if she had imagined that scene.

"But now it's different, he is a family man, no matter what purpose and choice he married Jiang Yun in the first place, and no matter whether Jiang Yun once intervened in our marriage as a junior, but since he married Jiang Yun, he should be responsible for her to the end, which is what a man should do. He cheated and had a relationship with me, which is already very sorry for Jiang Yun, although I also hate that woman. Sometimes I also thought that since the battle trick couldn't let me go, why didn't I just do it and snatch him back, and let Jiang Yun taste the feeling of being intervened. But if I really do this, then what is the difference between me and Jiang Yun in the past? Cui Can said, bowing his head and sighing softly. Now that I've tasted that, there's no need for others to repeat my mistakes. ”

Song Qingge looked at her deeply, and couldn't help but feel a little shocked in his heart.

In fact, frankly speaking, Cui Can is a good woman, with a positive outlook and a very rational attitude. Know what to do and what not to do. Many times she is also a victim, and even in the case of the derailment of the battle trick, she was also implicated.

"Although it was an accident that hit you back then, I really didn't take the responsibility I should bear and chose to escape. It's a fault that can't be changed. So I didn't think about exculpating myself, I should go to jail, I should compensate, I will do it one by one. If I do get sentenced, then this child will have a mother with a criminal record in the future. Cui Can's face was a little ugly, and he shook his head sadly: "It's already hard to hear an illegitimate child." It would be too unfair for him to have a spurned mother. ”

She paused, lowered her head, and said faintly, "What's more, if I really give birth to this child, it will also affect the reputation of Zhanjue." He is a well-known pianist in the music industry all over the world. If there are rumors that he cheated on his ex-wife and had an illegitimate child, it will not have a good reputation for him, so for this reason, I can't keep this child. ”

Song Qingge couldn't help but sigh a little, she might not know what Zhan Jue did for her, if she knew. I don't know what to think.

At the end of the day, these two still love each other, but in their own way. Zhan Jue did not hesitate to be the enemy of the world for the sake of her and the child, and she was unwilling to keep this child for the sake of Zhan Jue.

Why did two people who love each other like this separate in the first place?

Song Qingge is really getting more and more curious.

Pursed her lips. She said softly: "The trial is coming, don't put too much pressure on you, no matter what, I believe the law will give a fair result." ”

Cui Can nodded lightly and said "um".

Song Qingge didn't say anything more, got up and prepared to leave, when he went out, Cui Can stood up, and suddenly said to her: "Qingge!" ”

She looked back, "What else?" ”

Cui Can looked at her apologetically and slowly bowed to her, "I've always been sorry for what happened back then, I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I hope you don't hate me, too...... Don't hate the tricks. He's really not a bad man, although I've always been a little worried about him and Jiang Yun, but he is a pianist with a reputation all over the world, and has written countless amazing tunes, he's really not a bad guy, and if he does something that displeases you, I apologize to you for him. I'm sorry. ”

Song Qingge frowned and looked at her, he really didn't understand what the hell these two people were doing.

She remembered saying something similar before, taking all the blame on herself. And apologized to her on behalf of Cui Can. And now, the same thing, Cui Can said again.

She shook her head and said, "Forget it, it's all over." ”

With that, he opened the door and left.

Standing downstairs at Cui Can's house, Song Qingge was a little distracted.

In fact, the tactics were done wrong from the start. She is also a person who has been pregnant and a mother, how can she not know the hard work of pregnancy?

What's more, China's laws have always been very lenient towards pregnant women, even if Zhan Jue doesn't come to her, after going to court, the judge will give Cui Can a light sentence. There was no need for him to be in such a hurry.

In fact, after knowing that Cui Can was pregnant, she originally wanted to back down. After all, things have happened for so many years, and there is no point in compensation, even if Cui Can is really sent to prison, the illness she knows will not be better, and the sins she suffered will not be made up. It doesn't make sense to continue to worry about Cui Can.

If Zhan Jue didn't threaten her, she might forgive Cui Can for the sake of her pregnancy, after all, if the plaintiff forgives, it is still very beneficial to the defendant to give a light sentence.

But the battle trick was in a hurry, and even threatened her. Such an attitude really made Song Qingge a little unbearable.

After thinking about it again and again, Song Qingge shook her head, but still took out the mobile phone that Xue Yan borrowed her and dialed Meng Jingqian's phone.

"Lawyer Meng? I'm Song Qingge. ”

She looked back at the window of Cui Can's house, sighed, and said softly: "Regarding the case between me and Cui Can, I think that if you can, you should not give her such a heavy criminal law." ”