In the past five years, every day I have been thinking about what I should say and do if I see Jiang Beiyi.

I must ask her why she cruelly left me and didn't want me, why she didn't want to come back after five years, why she hid.

Then she would smile or sobs and explain to me, I shook her off and didn't listen to her, she hugged me from behind. I snapped her fingers and scolded her, then hugged her with all my strength and told her how much I loved her and how much I missed her.

I even thought that I was going to take her with me every minute, and I wanted to be able to see her with my eyes open.

I'm going to make a glass house, I'm going to put her in it, I'm going to buy the world's newspaper headlines, and I'm going to announce to the world that my wife who is building four is Jiang Beiyi.

I also thought about it, for the next 365 days, I will cook for her every morning, noon and evening, walk with her, sleep with her, watch movies with her, cry with her, and laugh with her.

I must find a way to cure her eyes, and if not, I will be her eyes.

I will see the world for her.

After that, the two of us became one.

But I didn't expect that Jiang Beiyi didn't give me this opportunity at all.

When I found her with the feeling of dying, she was lying in Zheng Huaiyuan's arms, crying silently and hoarsely.

It was as if I had been struck by lightning, and the scene was like a sharp sword, stinging my eyes.

Jiang Beiyi, how can you, how can you cry like this in another man's arms five years later?

I stepped back step by step and fell on top of Luo San, his strong arms supported me, and his tone was calm: "Gai Si, hold on." ”

At this time, Long Jue frowned and took two steps forward, and suddenly covered his mouth and shouted: "Look, that's the tombstone with the small bottle cap...... Fourth Brother ......"

When my mother told me that I found Jiang Beiyi in the cemetery, I wondered why she was in such a remote cemetery in Singapore.

It's just that I didn't expect that the one buried here would be my son.

No wonder in that letter, she would say, "The small bottle cap is estimated to be impossible to find", it turned out, it turned out to be ......

I suddenly felt like I had been stripped of all my bones, how could this be, how could this be?

My mother came from not far away, her eyes red: "I asked the caretaker of the cemetery, for five years, she came no matter whether it was windy or rainy, came early in the morning with a bouquet of wildflowers, and stayed until the evening before leaving. Because of the veil, everyone didn't care. Cover four ......"

She covered her mouth and started crying, and I patted her on the shoulder: "What are you crying about, isn't it great, as long as she is still alive in this world, I will be content." ”

Although I persuaded her not to cry, I myself shed tears.

I walked over step by step, and Zheng Huaiyuan looked up at me, with anger, guard, and self-blame in his eyes.

Jiang Beiyi was lying in his arms, with his back to me, but I heard her voice clearly: "Ah Yuan, take me away, take me out of here." Ah Yuan, I'm so tired, I want to sleep. ”

I couldn't believe it and opened my mouth wide: "Jiang Beiyi, you ......"

She froze at the sound of my voice, and I could see her shoulders tremble slightly, and I saw her fingertips tremble as well, and then she clung to the hem of her skirt.

I took a step forward and squatted beside her, my eyes were sore, and my voice was choked: "Jiang Beiyi, I worked so hard to find you." ”

No one spoke, only the sound of the wind blowing in the whole cemetery, mixed with some unknown bird call, I looked at Jiang Beiyi's thin shoulders, skinny hands, and tears dripping down.

When my hand was raised, I trembled so much that I had to hold it with my other hand.

When my hand was about to be placed on her back, she turned around, stared at me, and smiled: "Fourth brother, long time no see." ”

What kind of eyes are they, when I saw them in the photo for the first time, I was still slandering in my heart, deep eyes, youth and stories are one, and I don't even feel contradictory. Later, when we got together, every time she looked at me with those storytelling eyes, I felt like my heart was on fire. What I love the most is that every time we are happy, she looks at me in a daze, with her slender and slender eyebrows, and she looks more and more boiling, and she wants to crush her and eat it.

But now, when she looks at me, I feel that there is nothing but a hole in those eyes.

Five years of light and shadow, more than 1,800 days and nights, I have died so many times, she actually said "long time no see".

Yes, Jiang Beiyi, long time no see.

But why are you so cruel?

This is what you call a "new life", isn't this what you call asking me never to look for you, this is what you call "fourth brother, fourth brother...... right?

Jiang Beiyi, Jiang Beiyi......

Long Jue, who was following over, couldn't stand it anymore, he knew that I was a stuffy gourd, and he knew that I couldn't express it, so he preemptively said: "Fourth sister-in-law, it turns out that you have been hiding here for five years, and the fourth brother can't find you and die in a hurry." It's good to find you, let's go home together, if you don't come back, the fourth brother will really die. ”

After he finished speaking, he didn't forget to kick Lei Ling, and Lei Wu coughed: "Yes, Xiaoliu is right, fourth sister-in-law, it's great to find you, the fourth brother is finally alive again." ”

Long Xiaoliu laughed: "I said Zheng Huaiyuan, why have you been holding my fourth sister-in-law, get up quickly, let my fourth brother come." No, or I'll beat you. ”

"Little Liu......" Jiang Beiyi lowered his head slightly, and his tone was soft, but it was like a bombshell that blew me to pieces.

"I'm not your fourth sister-in-law anymore, don't call me that in the future."

Long Xiaoliu first blew his hair: "Fourth sister-in-law, what nonsense are you talking about, you will always be our fourth sister-in-law, you say so, what do you want to do with the fourth brother, what should I do with this family?" ”

Jiang Beiyi clenched her skirt: "Fourth brother, I'm sorry ......"

I haven't seen you for a long time just now, and now I'm sorry, one word is missing, but Jiang Beiyi, you might as well kill me with one sword.

In this way, will there be less pain?

Long Xiaoliu was about to step forward, I got up and grabbed him, and shouted: "Xiaoliu, don't be impulsive, you ...... You and the third brother take my mother outside to wait for me first. ”

"Fourth Brother ......"

"Get out ......"

It was a long, long time before I had the courage to walk up to the vial-capped tombstone.

"The Tomb of the Gaizi River", four words, once again stung my eyes.

That photo, I remember, was when he was in kindergarten, he represented Cannes Kids to Beijing to participate in a speech contest and won the gold medal, and we celebrated him on the day he came back, he wore a handsome little suit, and took this photo that has been treasured in his wallet by Jiang Beiyi.

I still remember that night, the little bottle cap was very happy, and it was time to go to bed after the celebration banquet, and he had to sleep with us, hugging me for a while, hugging Jiang Beiyi for a while, and being happy like a little fool.

But that happy little fool can only lie under this cold, separated from me forever.

I squatted down, only to feel out of breath, and it took a long, long time before I touched that face with my strength: "Son, son, Daddy is here, Daddy is here......"

I burst into tears.

Someone was standing next to me, she crouched down, patted the open space in front of the tombstone, straightened the wild flowers that had fallen to the side, and laughed softly: "Look, Daddy is here, Daddy has come to see you...... Son, if there is a next life, replace me to be your child, replace me to suffer for you, and replace me to love you. Son ......"

Zheng Huaiyuan walked over, helped her up, and gently reminded: "It's not too early, we should go, the old man is still waiting for us to go back to reunite." ”

Jiang Beiyi held his hand and nodded: "You go out first, I'll ...... I'll say a few words to the fourth brother and come. ”

Zheng Huaiyuan hesitated for a moment: "Well, okay, don't be too late, otherwise I will be in a hurry." ”

There were only the two of us left, and I finally had the courage to ask, "Why?" ”

Jiang Beiyi raised his head, and his empty gaze was projected on me: "Fourth brother, do you remember, what I said in that letter, there is only one way between us." I have devoted all my good fortune in this life to meeting you, and there is no extra good fortune to go with you. ”

I waved my hand: "Don't give me all this stuff, I don't like to hear it." Let me ask you, why have you avoided me in the past five years? ”

Actually, I wanted to ask "do you still love me", but I couldn't ask, or I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that she would say "don't love" very happily.

I'm the most timid person in the whole world, and I'm afraid she'll abandon me.

She shook her head and smiled: "No why, fourth brother, I'm just tired and want to take a break." ”

I couldn't help but be angry and shook her shoulder: "Jiang Beiyi, it's been five years, you think I've had a better time in the past five years, why are you so ruthless, why are you so ruthless?" ”

She didn't move, like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind for me to shake, and her words drifted into my ears in fragmentation: "Fourth brother, let it go and start your new life." I'm about to start my new life. ”

I let go of her and took a step back: "Jiang Beiyi, do you really want to choose Zheng Huaiyuan?" If I had found you first today, would it have ended differently? ”

She took two steps back slightly before standing firmly: "Fourth brother, don't you understand, between us, we can't go back." Regardless of whether I am with Ah Yuan or not, between us, there is only this way. You...... You will always be my fourth brother. ”

I shouted: "I don't want to be your fourth brother, Jiang Beiyi, why are you so ruthless, don't you know that without you, I have no meaning at all?" You don't know, I've been thinking about you for the past five years...... I know what you mind, it's okay, we forget everything before and we start over. Or, let's just assume that we never know each other, I pursue you again, and we fall in love and get married and have children like normal men and women......"

She smiled and shook her head: "Fourth brother, it's related, those things that have happened, it can't be that they didn't happen." It is impossible for those who exist to be never encountered. Count me begging you, don't force me...... Don't push me, hate you. ”

Don't push me, hehe......

Jiang Beiyi, who is forcing whom, who is hating whom?

Zheng Huaiyuan appeared quietly and held Jiang Beiyi's shoulder: "It's almost time, we should go." ”

She nodded, "Well, let's go." Fourth brother, goodbye. ”

I should have fought with Zheng Huaiyuan, I should have hugged Jiang Beiyi to prevent her from going to Zheng Huaiyuan's side, I should have left her with my face, and I should have begged her to stay.

However, when I saw her little bird nesting in Zheng Huaiyuan's arms, and the two of them supported her to move forward slowly, I suddenly became dumb.

If I do that, will she really hate me?

If she hates me, I might as well die.

When I returned to Cannes, I was seriously ill, the high fever did not go away, the cold and the heat did not go away, sometimes I was unconscious, sometimes I cried like a child, at first everyone knew that I was uncomfortable and I was uncomfortable, but when I cried and cried and vomited a mouthful of blood, my mother told Luo San.

Luo San himself was in trouble, but he still forcibly brought me to Moscow.

Long Jue came in angrily from outside and threw me a newspaper: "Look at it, I'm angry, you should die too, I'll arrange a blind date for you in the afternoon." ”

I shrunk in a chair, wrapped in a military coat, picked up the newspaper and glanced at it, and the headline was: Zheng's third largest shareholder is freshly baked, and "granddaughter" becomes "fiancée".

Zheng Long's will was exposed, and all the shares of real estate and overseas investment in antiques were distributed, and he gave 10% of the shares in his name to Jiang Beiyi, and no one in the Zheng family objected.

It's as if they are ready to accept Jiang Beiyi as "Zheng Huaiyuan's fiancée".

In fact, the day after leaving Singapore, Zheng Huaiyuan couldn't wait to take Jiang Beiyi back to Wucheng, Zheng Long took more than 100 people from the Zheng family up and down to the ancestral tomb to worship, and engraved Jiang Beiyi's name next to Zheng Huaiyuan, from the beginning of the "Zheng family's granddaughter-in-law".

is Zheng Huaiyuan's fiancée.

The next day, the reporters squeezed the gate of the Zheng family, nothing more than why Zheng Huairen was not Zheng Long's own son, why Zheng Huaiyuan got together with Jiang Beiyi, who had been missing for many years, why Jiang Beiyi was not with Gai Nie, and why did the Zheng family accept Jiang Beiyi so easily?

The Zheng family has always done things their own way, and they don't care about anyone's face, Zheng Long walked out with a dignified face under the support of the housekeeper, his face was not very good, and his tone was even worse: "If you report on the positive energy of the Zheng family, I welcome it at any time, but if you snoop on other people's privacy and make a big fuss, please forgive me for not saying a word." What our Zheng family says and does is our own business. Housekeeper, send-off. ”

One day later, the reporter photographed Zheng Huaiyuan driving Jiang Beiyi to the acupuncture hall for massage, the two left hand in hand, went to the night market and ate snacks, and finally she fell asleep, and he carried her home.

A week later, Mr. Zheng went on a business trip with a beautiful woman who had just set up a new company in Shanghai last year.

Zheng Huaiyuan took Jiang Beiyi with him wherever he went, and he was very generous and proud to introduce his fiancée to others.

Even the paparazzi said that in just one week, because of the nourishment of love, Jiang Beiyi was like a dead tree in spring, and it came alive again.

I took the newspaper and smiled slightly, laughing and laughing and tears falling down.

She's happy, but that happiness has nothing to do with me.

From then on, I could only lie alone in the dark cave like a wounded beast, licking the rotting wounds.

Without that person, I was truly terminally ill.

I don't know if it was to stimulate me to cheer me up, Long Jue, who came to Moscow to accompany me, would try to get me back the newspaper about Zheng Huaiyuan and Jiang Beiyi every day, or smash the laptop in front of me, hating iron and steel and looking at me: "Wake up, you are a complete fool, people don't love you for a long time, so you are still stupidly staying where you are." Do you think she'll come back if you do this? Dream on you, I tell you, if you continue to be so decadent, I won't care about you. ”

I stretched out my hand to him: "Little Liu, hug me, I'm so cold, I'm so lonely." ”

His eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he silently bent down to hug me, choking up: "Fourth brother, please, cheer up." ”

I nodded: "Okay, I'll cheer up." ”

It was a month after returning to Cannes, and the next day there happened to be a special grand cocktail party to attend, and on the return plane, Luo San asked me: "The list has been determined, Zheng Huaiyuan will bring Jiang Beiyi here, are you sure you want to go?" ”

I was stunned, and my chest was panicking: "They go to theirs, I go to mine, what's the impact?" ”

He looked worried: "I'm afraid that you will lose your temper." ”

I asked, "When have I ever lost my temper?" ”

He looked disgusted and threw me a mirror: "Come on, look at what the hell you've lost now." ”

I lowered my head and smiled: "Third brother, I'm sick, this illness is to the bone, and it is impossible to recover, but I will try my best to get better." You can rest assured. ”

He hugged me contentedly, as if comforting a child: "Okay, okay, just hug, ah." There are so many women in the world, why do you hang yourself from a tree? ”

Because of this sentence, the tears that I couldn't stop finally flowed out again.

I think I'm really getting more and more unproductive, I'm in my thirties, crying at every turn, it's a shame.

So on the night I returned to Cannes, Lei Wulongliu came to me for a drink, and when I was slightly drunk, I swore in front of them: never cry again, otherwise I will be a coward.

I drank a little too much that night, slept until three o'clock in the morning, and was dragged by Long Xiaoliu to a hair salon under his control, and the styling was done, and it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.

Let's go to Luo Sanhui first, and then go to the hotel together.

Although it is said to be a cocktail party, it is actually a gathering of major companies at the beginning of the year, and by the way, those who are a certain president and a certain director will help their sons and daughters find suitable candidates, and finally it is a charity dinner that cannot be shaken.

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