1150, it's good to have you
Lingyu really didn't expect that she had just talked to Dechang Yuanjun about self-destruction, and Mingxin would want to self-destruct.
As early as hundreds of years ago, she deduced that there might be something wrong in the Guanghan Realm, so she sent Yue Shaoning over. On the bright side, letting him guard Jin Gui actually means staring at Mingxin.
The Broad Cold Realm is so special. In the realm of other big towns, which one is not the appearance of a holy land for cultivating immortals? There is only the wide cold world, which is like a world of ice and snow, with only a small number of people. Mingxin does not accept disciples, and there are no servants, a Guanghan palace is deserted, and there are not many monks who will come here.
The reason why people come and go and are densely populated in the great realm of the town is that it is driven by the Mahayana disciples. The Mahayana monk himself does not appear in front of people, but the disciples he teaches are passed on in one line, and others communicate with them, which is equivalent to indirect benefits. There are also many treasures, all of which are flowing out of the disciples of TongguΓ².
Mingxin has no disciples, no servants, and no communication. Even if the other monks enter the Broad Cold Realm, they will not get any benefits. Therefore, for many years, only some monks with a special purpose would come to the Guanghan Realm, either to find the specialties of the Guanghan Realm, or to cultivate with the help of the special environment of the Guanghan Realm.
In such a special situation, even if there is an accident in the Guanghan Realm, it will take a long time for the outside world to get the news.
Lingyu hadn't worried before, Mingxin would make a move on Yue Shaoning. First, she has a friendship with Shuangcheng, even if she returns to her position and becomes Mingxin, she should not be her enemy. Second, Yue Shaoning is just a disciple, and the battles of Mahayana monks usually do not affect disciples.
Thousands of calculations. Lingyu didn't calculate that the anomaly in the Guanghan Realm was that Mingxin wanted to self-destruct. Moreover, he still dragged her to self-destruct together!
"Mingxin, if you want to be martyred, you should find Jian Bufan!" Lingyu said coldly.
Mingxin chuckled: "Jian Bufan? Is there another person named Jian Bufan in this world? β
Her voice was ethereal, faint, like a dream.
Hearing her words, Lingyu couldn't see the person who made Mingxin make such a move. Is it Jane Bufan?
I never thought of it. Mingxin will be trapped in feelings.
She is a clear heart, the spirit of the Lingbao Mingyue Heart Mirror of Chengjun Dao Ancestor. The Bright Moon Heart Mirror attacks the psychic loophole, and it is completely icy, who would have thought. But she herself has been bound by feelings?
Mingxin has always been very strong. Her strength. It's even stronger than Jian Bufan. Before that, they were the only Mahayana couple in the human world, and the mind was the spirit. Jian Bufan is a human being, and many people think that even if something goes wrong with the two, it is Jian Bufan's problem.
And now, Jian Bufan has resolutely abandoned this relationship, and Shuangcheng has returned to Chengmingxin, but he wants to self-destruct!
"It's just a man, do you need that?" Lingyu calmed down again, "If I were like you, wouldn't I have to live?" β
Jian Bufan didn't know how to do it in front of Mingxin, but she was pointed at by Ziying's sword, Lingyu had no doubt that if she didn't give up at that time, Ziying's sword would definitely be cut down.
"Hehehe......" Mingxin laughed, she raised her head and looked at this cold cold palace, crystal clear and beautiful, but it was also unpopular and lifeless.
The laughter stopped, and she said, "Huaisu, you don't have to pretend to be empathetic in front of me. As Cheng Lingyu, of course, you are heartbreaking, but as Huaisu, can you feel a little fluctuation in your heart? β
Lingyu's lips pursed and she didn't speak.
Mingxin's voice came faintly: "The two true spirits are fused, of course you are different from the previous severance of the seven feelings. However, those unforgettable things have also become indifferent, right? β
"So what?" Lingyu looked at her steadily, "You have lived for so long, you have seen so many things, and you have cultivated to the Mahayana, don't you know that the world is impermanent, the seven emotions rise and fall, but the truth that the Heavenly Dao is constant?" β
Mingxin smiled lightly: "So I think it's very boring to live." You see, what you thought was in the palm of your hand disappeared casually. A large piece of the whole person was dug up, but he had to pretend that he didn't care about anything. We are Mahayana monks, we are with the way of heaven, and we can destroy a world with our hands. But why should we get used to losing? Do we seek immortality just so that we can lose it, not gain it? The greater the power, the more things are lost, so what's the point of saving like this? β
"Who says the more you lose? Isn't it true that the greater the power, the more things can be done? Isn't it true that you can do anything and get whatever you want? β
Mingxin laughed sarcastically: "Huaisu, do you think I'm crazy?" This kind of thing, you can just take it to deceive the little monks below the age of Yuanying, and bring it to me and say it? β
Lingyu shut up.
Yes, this kind of talk can only deceive the little friars. The process of cultivation is a process of gaining and losing. Little by little, they build up their strength, and little by little, they leave some unnecessary things behind.
That goal is too high, too far, and too much on your back, and you won't be able to go on because of your burden. It's just that......
"If you want to lose, can you not lose? Look at the little friars, they have lost more than we have. Some things are gone, whether you are used to it or not, it is just not there. What but to get used to it? β
"yes, so what?" Mingxin's tone was gloomy, "So, I don't think it's interesting to be alive." No matter how long life is, it is just repetition. What the little monk needs to bear, we still have to bear, so what is the purpose of cultivation? What is immortality for? Live, live forever, that's all? So what is the difference between us and those incompetent and ignorant stones and dust? β
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"Nothing to say?" Mingxin smiled, and in her long-sleeved palace skirt, she was fluttering like a fairy, flawless like a fairy in the moon. On the beautiful face, there is a dead silence that spreads out.
"Yes."
The abrupt word made Mingxin pause.
Lingyu looked at her coldly: "If you want to die, you can die, why do you deceive me?" I'm not your lover, and you don't have to look for me if you want to be martyred. β
Mingxin chuckled: "Yes, I shouldn't look for you if I want to be martyred." But. You're here, that person should come, right? β
Lingyu was stunned, that person? She suddenly understood: "You used me as bait to trick Fan Xianshu over?" β
Mingxin's smile was clear, and his eyes were shining: "Didn't you send it yourself?" β
Lingyu was stunned and had nothing to say.
Yes, she sent it to the door herself. She sensed that there might be changes in the Guanghan Realm, so she sent Yue Shaoning over, which happened to be cheaper than Mingxin. Why not do what is easy to do?
"It's not like you're bored at all. It's going to self-destruct. Lingyu said suddenly.
Mingxin's smile faded.
"You still have something in your heart. I just can't ask for it, so I'm self-loathing. β
"So what?"
Lingyu sneered: "So, what are you pretending to be profound?" What is the boredom of life? I just don't want to admit my failure. β
In the Guanghan Palace, there was a cold and dead silence.
Half an hour later. Mingxin's voice sounded faintly: "Huaisu." You don't have to work in vain. You can't say more. I'm not going to let you go. β
"Everyone is Mahayana, do you think you are stronger than me?" Lingyu sneered back.
Whether it's her as Huaisu or as Lingyu. Never afraid of a clear heart or a double success. Ziying's reputation is greater than her, and her prestige is higher than her, but she lives a long time. In terms of strength, everyone is only one line away from being able to ascend to immortality, who is stronger than whom?
"Then let's try it." Mingxin's voice was full of so, "Just let me see what kind of strength you have recovered after you return." β
Lingyu's heart felt bad, this phantom of Mingxin, after saying this, suddenly scattered.
The moonlight soaked through, and the entire wide cold world seemed to be covered with a light veil.
The Broad Cold Realm is closed.
The fog around her is getting thicker and thicker, and the place she is in is no longer in the Guanghan Palace.
Lingyu was not in a hurry or fear, calculated slightly, and snorted lightly: "But that's it." β
Her strength has not recovered, is it possible that her heart has fully recovered? Everybody wasn't in their heyday, they were each other.
Clearing the fog, she walked calmly under her feet, sometimes to the left, sometimes to the right, which was dazzling.
After just a dozen steps, a golden cinnamon appeared in front of him. Now it is the flowering period, a tree is blooming, the eyes are full of gold, and the fragrance of flowers strikes people.
Under the tree, Yue Shaoning sat there, holding his knees with his hands, shivering from the cold, very pitiful.
A pair of feet suddenly appeared in his sight, and after Yue Shaoning was stunned, he suddenly raised his head, his face bloomed with surprise, and shouted: "Emperor!" β
Lingyu's expression was faint: "Hmph, it's really outstanding!" β
Yue Shaoning jumped up, rubbed over, and said aggrievedly: "That one is a Mahayana, how can a disciple have the ability to deal with her!" It would be nice to get the word out. β
Lingyu thought to herself, can you spread the news because people deliberately released water?
"Who told you this?" Lingyu squinted at him, "You are also a combined cultivator, but you were actually frozen like this by a maze, is it a shame?" When I go out in the future, don't say it's my disciple. β
"Emperor!" Yue Shaoning shouted, "It's not fair for you to say that, this maze is very mysterious!" I went outside and said that I was trapped in the Guanghan Realm by the Mingxin Heavenly Monarch, and I was not ashamed at all. β
"Huh!"
"Really, really! You see, I'm fine until now, I shouldn't be punished, I should be rewarded, right? β
"You want a reward?"
"I've been here for more than 500 years!" Yue Shaoning shouted, "Is it easy for this ghost place to be cold like this?" There is no merit and hard work, isn't it? Shouldn't you encourage your disciples? β
I had never seen such a salivating face to be rewarded, and Lingyu slapped him on the head: "Reward you!" β
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The dome of the Guanghan Palace, a shadow stands under the moon.
The cold wind was howling, and the satin-like black hair was dancing in the wind. The snowflakes fell, reflecting her cold face, and the whole person was like an ice sculpture, incredibly cold and incredibly beautiful.
If mortals see it, they will think that the fairy in the moon has descended to earth, right?
But such a beauty is not appreciated in the wide cold world.
At this moment, someone wandering in a small world suddenly sensed something and looked up at the sky.
He hesitated slightly, raised his wide sleeves, and the person had already appeared in the sky above the Guanghan Realm.
This world, already covered in a whole fog, is not quite the same as in memory.
He entered through the entrance to the barrier, blocking the fog at the entrance to the barrier, and when they saw him step in, they all retreated.
For others, it is already a wide cold realm with nowhere to enter, but to him it is like entering a no-man's land.
The fairy under the moon quietly looked at the ice and snow that filled the heavens and the earth, and a figure appeared in her cold eyes. Step by step, the man walked towards her on the snow and ice.
Until it stopped in front of her.
She showed a light smile, this smile even made people feel gentle: "You're here!" β
Fan Xianshu's gaze fell on her face, and he looked at it quietly for a long time before he opened his mouth and spit out two words: "Mingxin." β
Obviously, he is Fan Xianshu, not Jian Bufan, but when he spit out these two words, his heart fluctuated, as if the long hundreds of thousands of years were exhausted in these two words.
"If only you could come." Mingxin muttered, "I thought I couldn't wait for you." β
Fan Xianshu's eyes flashed, but he didn't speak.
"But I hate you so much. Is she more important in your heart than I am? β
After a long silence, Fan Xianshu said: "I, not Jian Bufan. β
"I know." looked at him steadily, obviously there were no tears, but it was more sad than tears, "He didn't win." β
"So, are you going to kill me and get him back?" Fan Xianshu asked softly.
Mingxin smiled: "What if I killed you?" Even if he comes back, he won't be the man I belong to anymore. β
She sighed faintly, her voice scattered in the wind and snow, both cold and tender: "Although you are not Jian Bufan, you have fused some of his memories. β
"Yes."
"So......" Ming Xin looked at him stupidly, "can you answer me a question?" β
Fan Xianshu nodded silently.
"You...... Would you love me if you had the chance? β
The wind and snow are blowing harder.
For a long time, Fan Xianshu did not answer.
Mingxin waited patiently, as if she would wait until the earth was barren.
Finally, Fan Xianshu raised his head and looked directly at her: "Yes." β
Mingxin smiled. The ice and snow on his body seemed to melt in an instant.
"You didn't lie to me, did you?"
"I ...... Won't lie to you. β
Knowing that this sentence could not be regarded as an oath at all, Mingxin's tears finally slipped down.
These words were all said by Jian Bufan, but he did not keep his oath. He lied to her and even wanted her life. The one who woke her up from her long slumber, the one who brought her back to the Aurora Realm, the one who had loved her for hundreds of thousands of years, wanted her life.
"It would have been nice if I had met you in the first place."
Fan Xianshu was silent.
I say this kind of thing precisely because I can't do it.
He is Fan Xianshu, Mingxin may have empathy for him, but he will never be able to replace Jian Bufan's place in her heart.
The eight of them have experienced reincarnation, and Jian Bufan is the driving force behind the scenes, but today, everyone else has returned, but Fan Xianshu has not.
Mingxin will never see Jian Bufan again, because Fan Xianshu is a freshman.
"So, come with me, shall you? Even if he's not there, it's good to have you. (To be continued......)