I returned to the manor, my eyes slightly damp, and I stood in the living room to face the sunlight shining in from the window, wiping my eyes vigorously. The moment I sent Ji Rongke away, I watched the car disappear without a trace, I didn't know how hard I suppressed and pressed it, so I endured the urge to cry back.

The nanny came down from the second floor, she saw me standing there in a demented and couldn't move, she came over and asked me what was wrong, I raised my head and looked at her in a trance, "Rong Ke is gone." ”

The nanny thought it was a serious matter, and her face couldn't help but become solemn with me, but when she heard me mention Ji Rongke, she immediately regained her smile, "Mr. will come back when he is busy, and Mrs. will wait for him." ”

I bit my lip and looked down at the floor, the crystal lamps shining above me reflected in the clean and transparent floor, and I had a lot to say and no one to say, because I knew that no one was me, and I would not understand my torment at all.

I closed my eyes and said hoarsely that I was tired, and then squatted down weakly, the nanny hurriedly threw away the rag in her hand, she pressed on my abdomen to borrow strength for me, and helped me upstairs to the bedroom to rest, she settled me smoothly on the bed, covered my legs with a blanket, and when she turned around to go to the restaurant to serve me porridge, I inadvertently saw the eyebrow pencil placed on the dresser, and at that moment the electric light and flint were mixed, and the past was like a hurricane blowing the sky dark.

The man was standing behind me, and we looked together at the mirror with the two of our faces, and he had two eyebrow pencils in his hand, and he looked at the black one, and put it down, and traced it for me with the dark green one, and he hooked his index finger on my chin and lightly crossed the tip of his eyebrow, and he smiled in his eyes, "You are suitable for gentle willow eyebrows, just like tattoos." ”

I stubbornly snatched the pen from his hand, and insisted on stuffing the black one into him, and I said that I liked the tattooed sword eyebrows, the very thick and black one, and the heroic look.

He didn't pay attention to my request at all, he was even more stubborn than me, he said it was not good, he wanted me to be gentle and simple, and he wanted to be heroic.

All my arrogance of plundering and arguing with him suddenly became shattered, I stared at his eyebrows and eyes, and knew that he liked gentle women the most, all kinds of tenderness, thousands of charms, I also wanted to be such a woman, for Ji Rongke, to remove my pride, stubbornness and greed, only he was all I had.

I got out of bed and walked over, standing in front of the vanity mirror and reaching out to hold the eyebrow pencil, it was still the same one, the tip of the pen was polished to a rounded finish, as if there was still smoke from his fingertips on the handle, I discarded a lot of old things when I moved from the hotel to Blue Feather, including this eyebrow pencil, I didn't like it very much. Later, Ji Rongke suddenly looked at my things in front of the dresser, I noticed what he was looking for, but he didn't ask, and then he told He Yichi to go to the hotel and find this eyebrow pencil again, he had to ask him to use it for my thrush, and refused to buy a new one, I also thought that I couldn't find it, just like time, like a story, the old will never melt into the new life, it will pass away quietly, and it will go crisply.

To my surprise, the eyebrow pencil is still there, I don't know if it's providence, and it always gives a glimmer of light when all thoughts are lost, so that the whole world is not too dark.

I couldn't help but smile at the polished pen, lowered my skirt and sat down on the chair, my face was extremely thin in the mirror, and the three ribs under the collarbone were also very clearly highlighted, so thin and haggard I did not look like a pregnant woman who was pregnant for three months, but like a homeless wanderer, devastated in the wind and rain.

I stroked my face with my hand, my skin was cold, and my complexion was slightly pale, like a twenty-four-year-old woman.

My vigor and youth are all gone.

I sighed softly, and with the eyebrow pencil in my right hand, I outlined my slightly dull and messy eyebrows very slender, the light dark green, outlining the tips of the eyebrows with a trace of curved arc, soft and delicate, like a narrow willow leaf.

I haven't painted eyebrows for a long time, and I haven't picked up an eyebrow pencil since the last time Ji Rongke painted for me.

Suddenly I needed to dress up so beautifully, and I was so unfamiliar that I couldn't start, so I painted back and forth and rubbed it many times before I finally painted the look I wanted.

The nanny came in from outside with a bowl of porridge, she thought I was asleep, her steps were very light, and her movements were very slow, but she looked up and saw me sitting in front of the mirror with such good interest, she smiled and put the bowl at the head of the bed and walked over and stood behind me, staring at my painted eyebrows for a long time, "Madame's facial features are exquisite, and the willow eyebrows are even better." ”

I glanced at her in the mirror and backhanded the other eyebrow, "yes, which is better, this color or black." ”

The nanny said, "Of course it's black, and the skin isn't white enough to be a goblin, but the lady is white and beautiful." ”

I smiled and put the eyebrow pencil back in place, "He likes my eyebrows of this color the most, and I used to have an argument with him because I didn't want to, and I didn't think it looked good, but he liked it." ”

As soon as the nanny heard me say this, of course she didn't dare to refute Ji Rongke's opinion, she immediately justified herself, "Of course, what Mr. likes is suitable for Mrs., and there is no better understanding between husband and wife." ”

I put bright red on my lips and asked the nanny to find a fiery red dress, she took it out of the closet and asked where I was going, I said to see a friend, she looked stunned, obviously a little uneasy.

Ji Rongke told her that she wanted to take care of me and not leave the manor at will, not to mention that I was pregnant, in case of trouble on the trip, she couldn't take on this responsibility.

The nanny pinched the hanger and hesitated, she wanted to open her mouth to refuse my intention to leave alone, but she didn't dare to offend, the whole person fell into a very difficult struggle, I pushed away the chair and walked over, took the hanger from her hand, I compared the clothes to her to show her, "Is it beautiful?" ”

She nodded and said pretty, "Madame is suitable for red, and also suitable for blue, but you usually dress too plainly, and occasionally change to a gaudy one, Sir must be refreshing." ”

After she finished speaking, she was very embarrassed and pulled the tassel on the edge of her skirt, "Madame... Don't embarrass me. Sir won't allow you to go out, he's worried about you. ”

I handed her the phone, she didn't know why she took a half step back, I said helplessly, "It's better to call him, ask if you can let me go out to meet friends, it's not very far, I'm just going to have a meal and come back, I'm pregnant and not imprisoned, occasionally exercise, it's also good for the fetus, I still have six months to talent, can I just go out of the door every day, so I will be in a bad mood, in case I have depression, Rong Ke really has to blame you." ”

The nanny heard me say this, and also vaguely realized that if I didn't let me go out with such a stubborn temper, I would really be depressed, she had already seen that I didn't eat much and didn't sleep much, she was more worried about my problems than anyone else, because Ji Rongke was going to take her for the crime, none of the bodyguards and servants in this manor had the most contact with me and the heaviest mission, and she was full of pressure on me at all.

Seeing that I was so stubborn, she had no choice but to compromise and say, "Then the lady will come back early, and you must not make it difficult for me." ”

I hugged her very happily and shouted hooray, she was so happy to see me, I changed my dress and put a white shawl over my shoulders, I left the manor without a bag, only a purse.

In the process of me leaving by taxi, I made two phone calls, one of which was to the master of Ji's Baitang, I asked him to take what I needed to wait for me in the largest teahouse in West China, and the other phone was to call He Run, I knew that she was waiting for Ji Rongke in a hurry these days, and she was also panicking, she would definitely come to the appointment, even if she didn't want to see me at this time.

Sure enough, He Run didn't speak on the phone, I told her the address and said that I would regret it if I didn't come, this was the last chance to tie Ji Rongke, I didn't wait for her to ask anything more, so I just hung up.

I squeezed my phone in the palm of my hand, very tired and leaned back in the chair, I closed my eyes and was groggy, I don't know what I recalled in such despair and collapse, bit by bit, like an old movie with a long time, black and white pictures, without a trace of color, but it was distressing and hesitant to watch.

From the first day I met Ji Rongke, to today, when I finally had to cut off this relationship, from the time I was full of joy waiting for him to marry me, to the time I suddenly woke up and had to make another painful decision, it was only ten months, how could it be turned upside down like this.

The car was parked steadily outside the door of the teahouse, I looked through the window at a black car parked on the side of the road, the figure of the master of Baitang was faintly swaying in the driver's seat, he seemed to be looking for me, I glanced at the time, half an hour had passed since I called He Run, and it would take forty minutes for her to come from He Mansion at the earliest, and I was still in time.

I handed the money to the driver, and pushed the door open without delay for a second, I subconsciously looked around, and made sure that no familiar person noticed me before I walked over and knocked on the car window, after the Bai Tang master rolled it down, he resisted a huge bag, wrapped in black canvas, and it was uneven to the touch, I asked him what he had, and he whispered, "Voice recorders, discs, a few points of military and political information before the alteration, and some bank transfer copies, all of which are things that Brother Rong spent a lot of effort to buy and get from many people, what does Miss Feng want to do." ”

For someone else, even if it is the deputy hall master who is quite important within the Ji family, such an important secret can even become a bloody weapon for killing people, and it is impossible to take a look, because of my relationship with Ji Rongke, the Bai hall master has no slightest doubt about me, he brought me everything I wanted without any reservations, I took out a black plastic bag from the mezzanine of the wallet, stuffed the package into it, and said to the Bai hall master, "Is this all evidence of He Gui Ancestral Hall's violations, don't accidentally mix other things into it, For example, Ji's information. ”

The hall master said no, they were all stored separately, so I was relieved, and I patted him on the shoulder, "What I do is good for the Ji family and Rong Ke." ”

The master of Bai Hall was a little puzzled by my meaningful words, he frowned and wanted to ask me something, but I didn't give him a chance, I waved his hand to him, told him to take care of Ji's family, then turned around and quickly walked into the teahouse, and found the private room I had agreed in advance.

I put my things on the chair next to me, pushed them to the bottom of the hidden corner, covered them with a tablecloth, and sat down outside when I was sure that no one who came in would notice it.

I beckoned the waiter to order a pot of jujube tea, four plates of refreshments and a fruit plate, and he asked me when I would be served, and I told him to wait outside the door of the private room, and a young lady would come in later and arrange it.

He nodded and withdrew, leaving a small gap in the door, and I leaned against the back of my chair, and my eyes were fixed on a very lush tree outside the window, which I cannot name, and the thick ink lay out on the overlapping broad leaves, and the sunlight fell through the cracks like countless fine pieces of gold.

This light is too dazzling, this light is damn beautiful.

When I lost my mind, there was a rush of footsteps outside the corridor, it seemed that I was walking very tightly, in a desperate hurry, I came back to my senses, and involuntarily pinched my palm, I heard the waiter ask if she wanted to come to see a lady, and then He Run's voice sounded, and she said yes in a low voice. The waiter pushed the door open completely, he pointed to me who was sitting in the middle of the seat, I also turned my head to look at the door, and He Run looked at each other, she was wearing a khaki trench coat, a black top hat, and naked boots of the same color, she was dressed very fashionably, and she was also very vibrant, which was very different from my strong style.

The waiter looked at her and asked, "Is that this the lady?" ”

He Run nodded yes, the waiter turned sideways to get out of the way, she walked in, gasping for breath, "Sorry, it's a bit of a traffic jam." ”

I said it didn't matter, I was also in a hurry to invite, but I was too abrupt.

She put down her handbag and took off her hat, and sat down opposite me, the waiter immediately presented the drinks and food I had just ordered, and placed them on the disc between us, He Run was not interested in those things, she just wanted to know what I was going to say to her, she asked me straight to the point, "Is something wrong with Rong Ke?" ”

Compared to her anxiety, I was very leisurely, I slowly tilted the spout thirty degrees, poured two cups of sweet weak tea, she watched my smooth and elegant movements, anxious to grasp her fingers, I pushed one of the cups in front of her, politely invited her to taste, she picked up and drank half a sip, about hot, she kept fanning her hand to her lips to inhale cool air.

I smiled and said, "Rong Ke hasn't gone back in the past few days, and he hasn't talked to you on the phone, you call Assistant He, and he only said that he was very busy and delayed vaguely, right." ”

He Run saw me in such detail, the expression on her face became a little gloomy, she couldn't hide her emotions, it was clear whether she was happy or sad, her voice cooled down a lot, "He's with you." ”

I nodded noncommittally, she narrowed her eyes and squeezed the strap of her backpack beside her hard, "You're showing off to me, you've been possessing him for the past few days, and my wife is so anxious that she's looking for him like a headless fly." ”

After she finished speaking, she showed an extremely disgusted expression, "Don't forget, you are also my brother's wife, how can you do such a shameless thing." ”