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It's just that I haven't seen her for half a year, Duan Qinghu is like a different person, her original soft and black three thousand green silk is gone, she is wearing a hat, wearing a nun's clothes, kneeling on the futon, twisting Buddha beads in one hand, knocking on the wooden fish in an orderly manner with the other, closing her eyes, and looking like she ignores the world.

I looked at her in a daze, saw Song Jiayin invite the master in the nunnery out, then glanced at me, turned around and walked towards the big tree not far away. I know that she wants the two of us to be alone, so that I can talk to Duan Qinghu properly. She said that she would not forgive Duan Qinghu, but after all, she kindly let go of the layer of mustard in her heart.

I squatted down slowly, but Duan Qinghu was still beating the wooden fish again and again, and kept reciting the scriptures in his mouth.

"I'm discharged." I choked up.

Duan Qinghu paused when he knocked on the wooden fish, and then said lightly: "Congratulations, Master Chen." ”

Chen Shizhu?

I just felt as if a hammer had fallen from the sky and struck my well-recovered body, and I said, "Open your eyes and look at me, can't you?" Green Fox! ”

Duan Qinghu still knocked on the wooden fish, his eyes didn't open for a moment, but his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he still said in a calm and detached tone: "Mr. Chen, the poor nun has entered the Dao Gate, and from now on Hongchen has nothing to do with me, and the name 'Qinghu' naturally has nothing to do with me, if you want to call me, please also call my Dharma name, the poor nun's Dharma name is 'Pure Heart'." ”

Speaking of which, she finally opened her eyes slowly, and there was not even a trace of fluctuation in her beautiful watery eyes, I know. The reason why she didn't open her eyes just now was because she was afraid that there would be emotions in her eyes, but now, he has sorted out his emotions and naturally dares to look at me directly.

I looked at her deeply and said, "I don't want you to leave the house, you once said that as long as I lived, you promised me everything, and now that I have come to life, you should fulfill your promise." Will you come back with me? ”

Duan Qinghu frowned slightly and said, "Donor, don't embarrass the poor nun anymore. If you really regard the poor nun as a friend, you should be happy for me, from now on, I will no longer pay attention to the world, no more worries, no more hatred, isn't this a good thing? ”

I said bitterly: "If you really see it, I naturally won't stop you, but you're not, you came here just to escape." You say that you have let go of everything and will not be sad, then I ask you, will you be happy? Is a person who is not sad or happy a complete person? ”

Duan Qinghu frowned slightly, avoided my aggressive gaze, smiled sadly, and said, "If you can really stop your heart, you can not be sad or painful, then what about losing happiness?" ”

I looked her straight in the eye and tried to see a ripple in it, but unfortunately, I couldn't see anything.

I asked, "So, you're not going to make good on your promise?" ”

Duan Qinghu lowered his eyes slightly and said, "Please let the donor let me go." ”

Let? I smiled helplessly, looked at her and said, "If you don't want to see me, then I will never appear in front of you again in the future, go back with me, okay?" ”

As I spoke, I was going to take Duan Qinghu's hand. She quickly withdrew her hand, her face was dyed with a hint of anger, and she shouted, "Donor, please respect yourself!" ”

I withdrew my hand embarrassedly, and when I saw that she had made up my mind, I asked sadly: "Okay, you don't want to listen to me, you don't want to go back with me, then let me ask you, have you ever thought about Xiao Qingtian?" She is still so young, she has been with you since she was a child, she is so attached to you and likes you, can you bear that she has lost her mother's protection since she was a child? ”

Duan Qinghu's eyes finally set off a trace of waves, but it was only for a moment, she suppressed the waves, she said: "Xiao Qingtian is very sensible, and she likes Old Man Chen very much, now that the old man is with her, I am very relieved, not to mention, I know that she will live with you and Jiayin in the future, and with Jiayin's love for her, she will definitely not treat her badly, as for me...... When she grows up, you only died in childbirth when I gave birth to her. ”

Hearing this, I only felt the anger in my whole body surging up, and I roared: "You gave her a few years of maternal love, so that she got used to your company, but you left her alone, how can you be so cruel?" ”

Duan Qinghu lowered her eyes, as if she didn't care about my words, but her fingers were pinched tightly, and her fingertips were white, which showed how uncomfortable she felt at this time.

Seeing her like this, my original anger instantly vanished, replaced by deep pity, and I said, "Qinghu, come home with me, okay?" If you hate me and don't want to see me, I will never disturb your life......"

Who knows, before I finished speaking, Duan Qinghu said with a firm face: "But now is the life I want!" ”

I was stunned, Duan Qinghu looked directly at me and asked, "Chen Ming, I said so, can you please fulfill me?" ”

I choked on her words, and she pushed my hand away, closed her eyes, and started to knock the wooden fish again, as I had never been.

I squatted there, watched Duan Qinghu quietly for a long time, and finally realized a problem that made me helpless and scared, that is, she had really made up her mind, so no matter how I persuaded her, she would never leave here again. I suddenly felt a sense of frustration and powerlessness in my heart, I looked at Duan Qinghu with a determined expression, and thought, if this is really her hope, how can I selfishly ruin this idea?

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and was silent for a long time before finally reluctantly compromising and asked, "I'll just ask you, Duan Qinghu, don't you really regret it?" ”

Duan Qinghu opened his eyes, there was no sadness or joy in his eyes, he shook his head and said, "I will definitely not regret it." ”

I only felt a bitterness in my throat, I gritted my teeth, and finally said weakly, "In that case, well, I won't stop you again." But you have to promise me, if one day, if there is a moment, you regret it, you want to come back, you want to have a sunny day, you must tell me, you must go back, okay? ”

Duan Qinghu hesitated for a moment and nodded, I knew that this was already the biggest answer she could give me. I felt bitter and wanted to grab her hand. But I was afraid that she would think I was offended, so I had to hang my hand down and say sadly, "You know what? On the night I died, I thought that if I didn't die, I would keep you with me......"

Speaking of this, I smiled bitterly and said, "But you are my unattainable dream after all." ”

After speaking, I raised my head and looked at Duan Qinghu hopefully, hoping that she would respond to me, even if it was to give me an emotionally fluctuating look, but I was disappointed after all, she did not respond to me, but looked at me coldly and detachedly, like looking at one of the many beings who came to her to tell her about their suffering.

I completely lost hope, clenched my fists tightly, and then put it down weakly, and said helplessly: "Qinghu, I say this just to tell you that even if you don't want to go back with me now, I will always leave a place for you by my side, if you want to come back one day, I will definitely hug you into my arms and shelter you from the wind and rain." ”

Duan Qinghu slowly closed his eyes and said, "Lord Chen is in love, the poor nun likes this kind of pure and carefree life very much, and it is not worthy of such attention from Lord Chen." ”

As if I had a needle in my throat, I looked at her in silence, and finally gave up and said, "I'll come back to see you." ”

After saying that, I got up and left the hall in despair, not far from the tree, Song Jiayin turned around, and his eyes fell on my face. I saw a bit of hope in her eyes, and knew that she actually hoped that I could persuade Duan Qinghu, but unfortunately, Duan Qinghu wanted to be stubborn, how could I change what she decided?

I smiled bitterly and shook my head at Song Jiayin, Song Jiayin frowned slightly, but she wasn't surprised, she knew Duan Qinghu very well like me, and she must not have much hope.

In this way, Song Jiayin and I went down the mountain. I didn't rush to leave, but lit a cigarette, leaned in front of the car and smoked vigorously, digesting what Song Jiayin told me along the way.

Song Jiayin said that the day after I was sent to the hospital, Duan Qinghu explained everything and went to the nunnery alone.

I know that the main reason why Duan Qinghu fell into a nun is that she hurt me, she can't forgive herself, anyone who almost misses and kills her beloved will definitely feel guilty for a lifetime.

I remembered the picture of Duan Qinghu hugging me and kissing me on a rainy night, my eyes couldn't help but be hot, I raised my head, looked at the top of the mountain, and slowly spit out a circle of smoke, if in that place, she can really get inner peace, why don't I respect her? If one day, she is really annoyed and tired, I will definitely take her back, as for now, let her be there first and take care of the wounds in her heart.

Thinking like this, my mood is a little better, I look at Song Jiayin who is standing next to me, she has not disturbed me from beginning to end, just quietly accompanied me, I think of the past, she always said that I would know how to choose one day, always waiting for me to love her alone, but now. She compromised for me, and even took the initiative to consider Su Ruoshui and Duan Qinghu's mood and situation, with her by her side, how could I be sad about things that I couldn't change?

Thinking of this, I suddenly thought that I would go to her house tomorrow to propose, and before that, I seemed to owe her something......

Song Jiayin suddenly turned her face, looked at me and said, "Why are you looking at me like this all of a sudden?" ”

I shook my head, snuffed out my cigarette and said, "It's nothing, let's go back." ”

Song Jiayin nodded, I opened the car door, turned my face to look at the top of the mountain for the last time before leaving, and said, "If this is your choice, I respect you, Qinghu." ”

After speaking, I bent down and got into the car, Song Jiayin saw that I no longer showed a troubled look, and also breathed a sigh of relief, and asked with a chuckle, "Where are we going next?" Go to the cloud 3000 house? After all, several of your brothers are there. ”

I shook my head and said, "No, I have time to get together with them, and this afternoon, I'll go with you to play,"

Song Jiayin said lightly: "It's enough for you to have this intention, you don't have to accompany me, our days are still long." ”

I raised my hand and gently scratched her nose, and said softly: "You can be a little less sensible, you can be a little more arrogant, a little clingy, good news, I like you to treat me as the one in front of me, you don't need to restrain yourself." ”

Song Jiayin was slightly stunned, and then smiled with crooked eyebrows, her smile is always so good-looking, sinking fish and geese, and closing the moon and shy flowers are used on her. I'm afraid it's all cliché and cheesy.

Song Jiayin grabbed my hand, winked playfully, and said, "Okay, then you can play with me." ”

"Where do you want to go?" I took her hand with my backhand and asked softly.

Song Jiayin tilted her head and thought about it, and said, "Otherwise, let's go to the playground to play." ”

I thought that Song Jiayin would choose to go to some rare place, but I didn't expect her to go to the playground. Maybe because I was too surprised, Song Jiayin giggled, winked at me, and asked, "What?" Does Mr. Chen think my idea is naïve? ”

Hearing her call me "Mr. Chen", I felt uncomfortable and quickly said, "How come? My wife can go wherever she wants, so we'll go to the playground. ”

After speaking, I opened the navigation, Song Jiayin said lightly: "You also know, I have received a strict education since I was a child, and most of the time is in training, a lot of things that ordinary children can play, but I don't have the opportunity to play these things, in fact, I have long been itchy, but when I can freely decide my own life, I found that I can no longer wipe that face, go to a place like a playground." ”

Although Song Jiayin said it with a smile, I was extremely distressed, I knew that although she was the first daughter of the capital, she did not have a happy childhood like ordinary children, otherwise Song Jiangshan would not be very sorry for her.

I gently stroked her black hair and said, "It's okay, I'll accompany you through your childhood again, leave the happiness you haven't experienced to me, I'll experience it with you, wherever you want to go, I will accompany you until you're tired and tired." ”

Song Jiayin chuckled and fired: "It's enough to have your words." ”

She thought it would be easiest to be satisfied, and when she heard me say this, she naturally smiled.

Looking at her smile, I silently said in my heart: "Fool." ”

……

Next, I accompanied Song Jiayin to play around the playground, because she was very beautiful, so I don't know how many people's eyes were attracted along the way, but every time everyone saw me beside her, they showed a look of disappointment or surprise, obviously, they all felt that I was not worthy of Song Jiayin. So looking at the eyes of the two of us, it's like looking at a beautiful woman and a beast.

But I won't regret these anymore, appearance is just something worthless to me after all, even if I cared about it before, it was just before, I have experienced several lives and deaths, and I have such a deep relationship with Song Jiayin, if I am still unexpected, then I have really lived in the belly of a dog in this life.

Playing with Song Jiayin until dark, the two of us then found a restaurant with a good environment and prepared to eat, Song Jiayin was in charge of ordering, and I took photos, which I took with a Polaroid, which recorded my life with Song Jiayin today, with her bright smile when we sat on the roller coaster, her satisfied smile when we ate marshmallows together, and her happy smile when we rode the Ferris wheel together......

I flipped through these photos, and I only felt that the two of us had been in love for so many years, although we had experienced life and death, we had never played as unbridled as we do today, and the only few dates we had were just walking around a few ancient streets, buying things or something.

Come to think of this. I made up my mind that after getting married, I must take Song Jiayin to spend a long honeymoon, have fun with her, and let her have fun and have fun.

At this time, Song Jiayin had already ordered the food, and my mobile phone also rang, I put away the photo, glanced at the phone, then laughed, got up and said, "Jiayin." I'm going to the bathroom. ”

Song Jiayin nodded and said okay with a smile.

I left in a hurry, but I didn't go to the bathroom, but came to the back door, where there was a row of luxury cars parked at this time, the third master, Chu Xiongfeng, Sun Nanbei, Thorn and Wang Weiguo all brought a group of younger brothers over.

Seeing me, the most excited thing is Thorns, he was arranged by me to Xuzhou, plus is in the stage of being familiar with the company, so he rarely has time to come to Nanjin, so the number of times he sees me is only a handful, so as soon as he saw me come out, he walked over excitedly and said respectfully: "Brother Ming, you are here." ”

I smiled and said, "Are you still used to staying in Xuzhou?" ”

Thorn nodded, and said in a high spirit: "Habit, now that I have completely mastered it, even if something happens to my hands, I can easily deal with it, and I am ready to marry my girlfriend." ”

After a pause, he hurriedly said, "Of course." These plans must be arranged after you and Sister-in-law Song. ”

I smiled, of course I was very happy to see my good brother happy, but when he mentioned marriage, I couldn't help but think of Wang Weiguo, this guy is stubborn and terrible, and he has not held a wedding banquet with Wang Ni until now, but just received a marriage certificate, in order to be able to wait until I personally officiate the wedding for him, it's just that what the good brother wants, I will naturally try my best to meet it.

The third master after hearing Thorn's words. He also smiled and asked, "Are you ready?" ”

I took a deep breath and suddenly realized that I was a little nervous. I looked at him and said, "Ready." ”

The third master clapped his hands and said, "Brothers, go up." ”

As soon as he had finished speaking, the brothers shouted, and each of them rushed upstairs with a bouquet of roses, and several of them carried cameras and excitedly wanted to record all this.

At this time, Song Jiayin, who was waiting for the food to come up, probably didn't know that I was preparing a big surprise for her, tonight, I was going to officially propose to her and give her an unforgettable proposal ceremony.

Coiling Dragon