Are you happy.

The four words slowly bloomed in the dead silence of the night, and I stopped, looking up at the flickering crystal lamps on the second floor of the corridor, probably because the wind outside the window was too strong, and the lamps were swaying and swinging, and the beams of light were bright and dark.

"I have everything, and the gap between me and those women who are born with an advantage is getting smaller and smaller, of course I am very happy, otherwise I would not have worked so hard and chose to become such a person."

He was dissatisfied with my gaze looking away, he reached out and pinched my chin, pulled my head back over, and forced me to look at him, "Follow He Qu, are you happy?" ”

He didn't squeeze hard, but I felt pain, I couldn't tell where it hurt, and a thousand words were stuck in my throat, but our identity was already like the wind in the past, and we didn't say a word.

He didn't intend to let me go, he had never been so obsessed with asking an answer, the obsession in his eyes made me irregressible, and I was flustered, I asked him, "Then are you happy now." ”

Ji Rongke didn't answer me, I just stood sideways and pointed upstairs, "He Run is innocent and gentle, like water, without a temper, will the man who marries her be unhappy?" He Qu is gentle and considerate, as warm and tolerant as the sun, will the woman who follows him be unhappy. ”

After I finished speaking, I held his hand that was still holding my chin, I broke his thumb and separated his index finger, his hand fell slowly, I smiled and said, "Ji Rongke, we are actually all happy, compared with those who are not warm and hungry and homeless, we are so lucky, compared with ordinary people, we also get too much." It's just that we are all more greedy, always wanting to get one, and getting another, and never ending to possess it, and we can't accept anyone or anything out of control. And I'm escaping your control little by little, you don't know what I'm going to do, but you desperately want to know, the more I hide, the more you want to strip me naked. Our relationship has changed its flavor after you got married, and it is precisely because you can't be honest that you will enjoy the excitement of cheating, and you ignore me if I can accompany you to steal for a long time, you only care about the present, telling me that the future is too far. You didn't think about terminating the relationship, but I suddenly chose to give up unilaterally, and you became angry, but you asked yourself. ”

I clenched my fist and tapped it on his heart, "Have you really thought about giving me a proper home?" Have you really thought about giving up this low-hanging last step? Do you really think it is the right choice for me to leave Hequ and leave all the men who are good to me and give me a name to return to you, have you ever thought about how bad and shameful it is for a child to be born with the title of illegitimate child, and how bad and shameful it is in his upbringing. Have you ever thought that I, as a woman who has been pointed at by others, are not willing to let my children repeat my old ways? ”

Ji Rong was silent and silent, every word of mine was fine, all his momentum was like a gust of wind, blowing the craziest, but also the most hasty.

He pursed his lips and looked down at the smooth floor beneath my feet, I didn't know what he was thinking, I didn't want to know, I had exhausted all my strength by overturning what I wanted to say to him without concealing it. I didn't linger any longer, I took one last deep look at him, turned and walked up to the second floor into the bedroom, and closed the door silently, as if I had never gone out, and had been asleep all the time, but had experienced a sleepwalk that was too realistic.

He Qu was in a deep sleep, without snoring and any other bad habits, his posture was very quiet, he never got up this night, almost all of them were asleep, and I was keeping my eyes open until dawn, without a trace of sleepiness.

I didn't choose a bed, but suddenly lost the urge to sleep, especially after Ji Rongke and I met in the middle of the night, and then I didn't blink my eyes when I returned to bed, and finally managed to get to the dawn, He Qu hadn't woken up yet, so I washed up and changed clean clothes and went downstairs to the kitchen, the maid was cleaning in the living room, she saw me come down, greeted me with a smile, she asked me why I got up so early, I moved my stiff neck and limbs, "Go to bed early, so get up early." ”

The maid smiled and looked up at the courtyard, "Uncle is the same, no matter how late he sleeps at night, he will definitely get up at five o'clock in the morning for a morning run, but Miss is very bedridden, and she can't sleep enough. ”

I heard her mention Ji Rongke, subconsciously followed her gaze, and sure enough, a white figure flashed under the tree, I was surprised that he was always so energetic, and he slept lightly, when did I get up and asked him the next day, he knew, I wondered how he lived until now, and he was so healthy that he didn't have a nervous disorder.

When the maid went to the balcony to clean, I went into the kitchen to help the nanny, and the nanny was flattered, and told me to go out to rest so as not to stain my clothes, but she couldn't resist me, so she could only throw me the vegetables and fruits that had not been cut yet.

When I was cutting corn, He Qu changed into a very refreshing blue home clothes and came downstairs, he asked Ji Rongke, who had just run into the door, if he saw me, I quickly handed over the things in my hand to the nanny and ran out, just when I heard Ji Rongke say with a deep face, "Have I seen her, do you ask whether it is evening or morning." ”

I rushed out before he could speak, He Qu was still frowning to understand what he meant, he saw my panicked and frizzy appearance, and immediately didn't care about anything, stretched out his hand to support me, and whispered above my head complaining, "Why are you so careless, what are you running." ”

I looked up in He Qu's arms, he carefully brushed my long hair that was scattered and covered, I smiled and asked him if he wanted to drink soup, freshly boiled vegetable soup, he was very interested and said, "Do you boil it?" ”

I nodded and said, "Almost, I helped a lot." ”

He Qu smiled very warmly, "No wonder I secretly got up so early, I was going to make a loving breakfast for me, since I was so attentive, of course I had to try it." ”

I jumped out of his arms and slapped him in the arm with my backhand, "Don't be ashamed, everyone drink together, who made it for you." ”

He Qu was about to hold me helplessly, he was afraid that I would hit the corner of the table, Ji Rongke suddenly burst out from behind He Qu at this moment with a sneer, this sneer was very terrifying, as if there was some mystery hidden, I subconsciously looked at him, he ignored the gaze of me and He Qu, and entered the bathroom opposite with an expressionless face, and soon there was a sound of rushing water inside.

He Qu said to me, "Has Rong Ke's temper always been like this?" ”

I pretended I didn't know, "Maybe, I don't really know, I don't usually work with people." ”

He asked strangely, "Aren't you all in the Ji family?" ”

I fiddled with the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and replied casually, "Ji's family is very big, the field in charge is different, I usually can't see him a few times, we all go through the hall master's discussion, Mr. Ji doesn't like to chat with others, he doesn't say much, where to find out." ”

After I finished speaking, in order to distract He Qu, I quickly turned around and went into the kitchen to help the nanny bring out the side dishes and bread and put them on the table.

Also because of this episode, I was a little confused and suspicious of He Qu, that day in the ward he and Ji Rongke seemed to have said it through, and only almost said my name, but when he was alone with me, he didn't seem to know anything about my private affairs, and he wasn't interested at all, he didn't ask as a joke, his generosity was really a little weird, so it was difficult for me to feel the normal bearing that a man should have, but I couldn't say exactly, what was awkward.

He Qu and I ate half of it, He Runcai came down from the second floor sleepy-eyed, she muttered Rong Ke in her mouth, Ji Rongke was sitting on the sofa drinking a cup of coffee and reading the newspaper, he didn't eat breakfast, he said that these foods were too greasy, I brought him some cold side dishes and soup without much oil, he glanced at it and said, "The color is ugly." ”

I was so angry that I almost couldn't control myself and put something on his face, he looked at my not very good-looking face, and put on a very puzzled expression, "Do it like this, can He Qu swallow it." ”

He Qu had already drunk the second bowl of soup, he said it was delicious, Ji Rongke was nested for a while, the smile hooked on the corner of his lips faded, I said not to eat it, and took those things back.

Ji Rongke's habit of drinking coffee on an empty stomach, when I lived with him, I mentioned it countless times, at that time I urged every day, he really quit for a while, but I don't know when he started to make this old problem again, his appetite has been broken all year round, and he still looks like he doesn't care, He Run doesn't know if he's too stupid or doesn't care about these at all, and he doesn't know how to persuade him.

He Run walked down the stairs and saw Ji Rongke, and also saw me, her face froze, she forgot what she wanted to say, her eyes were wide open, and she didn't blink. He Qu held a piece of burnt bread in his hand, he glanced back at He Run, who was stunned, and said in a particularly ordinary tone, "Come down for breakfast, your sister-in-law's soup." ”

If He Run was just stunned just now, now she is frozen, and it took her long time to squeeze out a slightly questioning sister-in-law from her trembling red lips? It seems unbelievable that we are moving so fast.

When the four of us were silent, the door of the living room was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and a loud noise interrupted and disturbed us, two bodyguards were the first to enter, behind him was He Gui Ancestral Hall and Mrs. He, He Gui Ancestral Hall was talking, it seemed that Mrs. He's mother's family was a little related, and the maternal uncle who had been added to the army had violated military regulations, their faces were very solemn, He Qu pursed his lips and shook my hand, I immediately reacted and stood up to meet him, and shouted Uncle He, Aunt He.

He Guici looked up and saw that it was me, he was also stunned, Mrs. He reacted quickly, she took two steps forward, He Qu pushed away the chair and stood next to me, he grabbed my shoulders and said, "Father, I am going to talk to you and my mother about Feng Jin today." You rest first, we go out in the morning, and come back at noon for a formal meal. ”

He Guici pursed his lips and was silent, although he was expected to have this result, he was also very dissatisfied, it was a huge dissatisfaction, if it weren't for my unwavering care for half a month, and He Qu's sincerity full of joy, he would have rejected it on the spot, his hand on crutches tightened, "Is it a notice or a solicitation." ”

He Qu didn't hesitate, although his face remained modest, his tone was very firm, "How dare I inform you that we have already decided, and we will bring her back to visit you out of courtesy." ”

After He Qu finished speaking, he smiled and looked at Mrs. He who was standing aside, "And mother." ”

He Guici said, "Since it is a visit, I have the right to choose to refuse, you are sure, there is no need to say anything to me." ”

I lowered my head and said nothing, I knew that the He family was very unkind to me, and they couldn't wait to get rid of me, but according to the status of He Guici, there was naturally no lack of education and bearing, so I didn't expect that it had reached the point where I was extremely disgusted and resisted even to sit down for a meal, so I sat at a table and insisted for five minutes to give me a face, which made me very embarrassed.

He Qu frowned, his tone was heavier, "I don't want to come back, if it weren't for the etiquette that has been there since ancient times, I wouldn't let Feng Jin come back to see this face." ”

This sentence also touched He Guici, who was angry, his eyes became very sharp, and seeing that a war of words was about to break out, Mrs. He pulled his sleeve at this time, "Sit down and eat." This is the child's heart. Finally, He Qu is willing to ease up with me, I don't want to lose this opportunity, you should not be married to me, and round me in front of the child. ”

Mrs. He's family card was played very beautifully, not only giving He Guici a step, but also showing generosity in front of He Qu, and letting me know her feelings.

Of course He Guici will not refuse, he didn't have any reaction, and went straight to the second floor, Mrs. He instructed the nanny to make a table of feasts at noon, she asked He Qu's body with a smile, He Qu didn't resist her very much, and his tone was quite gentle, and He Run never accepted such a sudden fact, when Mrs. He and He Qu were greeting, she ran down from upstairs and sat next to Ji Rongke, I heard her ask me if I was going to marry He Qu, Ji Rongke's face was originally peaceful, because this sentence suddenly became cold, He Run's ever-changing appearance startled him, and he threw the newspaper in his hand on the coffee table, "I don't know." ”

He dropped these four words, ignored He Run's somewhat aggrieved expression, turned upstairs, he suddenly paused at the turn of the second floor and looked down, I happened to be looking up at him, was hit by his gaze, he stared at me for a while, the corners of his lips hooked a smile that I didn't know, he opened his mouth to me, I recognized through the shape of his lips, it was a meaningful congratulations.