Chapter 31: Will You Hate Me?
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Yan Lijun's car is like a treasure chest, with all the pots and pans and spices needed for cooking, which may be related to his rich habits of survival in the wild, and he can also make a delicious meal in the mountains. Of course, the word "delicious" is inseparable from the craftsmanship of Yanrui.
When eating the delicious food made by Yan Qian, Yan Lijun joked: "I have traveled all over the landscape, and I don't know the taste of food, and now I found out that it was only because of the lack of you, which is really a very regrettable thing."
Yan Qian smiled and said, "What you lack is a cook."
"You are the best cook, I can consider taking you with me when I wander the world."
Yan Lijun looked at Yan Qian's eyes and softened, thinking: There are strange scenes, with you, every trip may become more flavorful!
As the sun set, the two sat on the hillside, and the afterglow of the setting sun cast a golden light on them, and only two silhouettes could be seen clearly. The two shadows were separated by a person's distance, not far or close, and they both looked at the distant sky, the direction of the setting sun, and did not say a word.
Silence is a long silence, but this is the normal way for them to get along with each other. There is a kind of companionship that does not need words, and everything is already beautiful.
The sky was getting dark, and the night sky began to twinkle with starlight, until the whole black curtain was covered with dense stars, and the Milky Way, which was usually hard to find, was clearly visible, and the vastness of the sky was felt.
"It's beautiful!" Yan Rui lay on the grass, infected by the wonderful night sky. More than ten years ago, when she was in the countryside, for Yan Qian, starry nights were commonplace, but now it seems to be precious, and even shocked, so that she wants to escape from the world and let time stay in this moment forever.
Once, Yan Qian used to lie outside the house in the countryside and look up, boring to pass the time, at that time, she felt that the whole starry sky belonged to her, lonely but rich.
More than ten years have passed, the starry sky is still the same, but people cannot remain the same, and even become more and more unfamiliar, so the world will give birth to the feeling that things are wrong and wrong.
Yan Qian looked up at the night sky, but Yan Lijun was lying on the side and looking at her, he was thinking, she might be a cheerful child, but after coming to the strange environment of the city, she was helplessly isolated, unable to fit in and no one helped her to overcome, no one even cared about her emotions, gradually, she became unimportant.
For a long time, she could only enclose herself in an independent space, not open to outsiders, she was protecting herself by closing herself, and at the same time living in her own way.
"Yan Qian, will you hate me?" Yan Lijun asked.
Yan Qian was silent for a long time, thinking about it carefully, she hated, when she was most rebellious, she tried her best to attract his attention, she hated him for ignoring and indifferent to her, hating him for leaving her alone when she wanted to take him as her only support.
But later, she learned to be content, she recognized that she was not qualified to be willful, and she also weighed her own weight, so she no longer hated, and all that was left was gratitude.
Yan Qian shook her head and said, "Don't hate."
Yan Lijun's hand caressed Yan Rui's cheek, and her eyes were full of struggle and contradiction.
"Rest early!" Yan Lijun retracted his out-of-control emotions in time, got up and returned to the tent.
At night, Yan Rui and Yan Lijun slept in two separate tents, but Yu Rui couldn't sleep because she was afraid.
Not far away, the cry of an owl was heard, as if it was screaming, adding a touch of eerie horror to the dark night, and whenever she closed her eyes, the round eyes of the owl appeared in her mind, and even the figure always seemed to float past the tent.
The more Yan Qian thought about it, the more gloomy she felt, on the way here, they passed by a grave mountain, and in the dark night in the wild, when the wind blew and the grass moved, she could imagine a strange scene.
Yan Lijun was drowsy, and heard the sound of Yan Rui turning over repeatedly in the tent next to her, so she came to her tent and asked, "Yan Qian, can't you sleep?"
When Yan Qian heard Yan Lijun's voice, as if she had found a life-saving straw, she immediately sat up, opened the tent, and said, "I...... I'm scared. ”
Yan Qian wanted to open the tent several times to ask Yan Lijun for help, but she didn't have the courage to open the tent, and after facing the darkness outside, she was even afraid of seeing something terrible when she opened the tent.
Yan Lijun was very surprised, Yan Qian was such a stubborn and strong girl, he didn't expect to see such a helpless look on her face, which only showed that she was really scared.
Yan Lijun's heart softened, and he asked softly, "What are you afraid of?"
I can't say anything.
Yan Lijun suddenly realized, and said with a smile: "You come to sleep in my tent!"
Yan Lijun was a little surprised, it turned out that this was Yan Qian's weakness, she was not afraid of heaven and earth, and she was even bleeding from fights with people, she was really afraid of ghosts.
Yan Qian got into Yan Lijun's tent, lay down with her back to him, and fell asleep peacefully not long after.
The sky was slightly bright, Yan Qian woke up, she didn't expect Yan Lijun to wake up earlier than her, she opened the tent and saw him with his back to her, sitting in front of the fire, looking into the distance in a daze.
Without saying a word, she also came to the fire and sat down.
"Why don't you sleep more?" Yan Lijun asked.
"Because of me, you didn't sleep last night, did you?"
Yan Lijun was stunned for a moment, thinking that she had discovered something. In fact, after she fell asleep, he didn't sleep all night, and he sat in front of the fire all night for fear that he would not be able to control himself.
"You like to sleep in a big bed." Yan Rui said.
Yan Qian felt that Yan Lijun was used to sleeping in the big bed, and she took up half of his small tent last night, so he must not have slept well.
Yan Lijun breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "I don't recognize the bed, but I didn't expect you to be so timid!"
Yan Qian lowered her head shyly, this is really a very embarrassing thing, but in that environment last night, she couldn't care so much.
Yan Lijun couldn't help but reach out and pin her falling hair behind her ear, rubbing her thumb gently on her earlobe. She looked up to meet his deepening eyes, and she panicked, and hastily avoided it, picking up the stick in front of her and pounding the dirt on the ground.
Yan Lijun sighed and got up to leave.
Yan Qian watched Yan Lijun walk to a deep pond not far away, unbuttoning his shirt as she walked, and finally took off her trousers by the pond, jumped into the pond, and then swam hard inside.
Yan Qian was a little surprised, early in the morning, the water in the mountains was very cold, and she didn't understand why he chose to swim at this time.
But just now, when she saw him strip naked to reveal his lean male body, she blushed. She is still a girl who does not know how to do things, and it is normal to be easily shy when she sees a man's unfamiliar body.
Yan Qian remembers that when she was a child, she and her friends were in the pond in the mountains, fluttering one by one, and she felt that she was having endless fun. At that time, there was no distinction between men and women, and I didn't know what shyness was.
And now, Yan Rui felt a little embarrassed, retracted her gaze, got up and went to collect firewood.
Yan Qian hugged a handful of branches, and before she had time to put it down, Yan Lijun had already come out of the water, took her hand, and said, "Yan Qian, go, I'll take you to the top of the mountain to watch the sunrise, it's too late for a while!"
Yan Qian let Yan Lijun lead her, and followed behind with a smile.
The wind was very strong at the top of the mountain, Yan Qian stood there, unable to adapt for a while, and was staggered a few steps by the wind, she instinctively hugged Yan Lijun's waist, the only pillar by her side, and stood firm.
Yan Qian let go of her hand in embarrassment, this was the biggest wind she had ever felt.
"Sit down! It would be a little better. Yan Lijun was slightly stunned and said, "You are too thin, you are about to be blown away by the wind!" ”
After Yan Lijun sat down, he naturally hugged Yan Rui into his arms, but Yu Rui looked up at him in panic as if she was frightened.
A smile appeared on the corner of Yan Lijun's mouth and said, "It's colder when the wind blows here."
Yan Qian paused and rested her head on Yan Lijun's shoulder. Unconsciously, the relationship between the two became closer.
After Yan Rui became an orphan, Yan Lijun was the only one who made her feel dependent, at the beginning, she relied on him, he gave her a new home, although he later left her alone, but she still thanked him. Now, he is back, and once again gives her a support to make her feel warm again, but she has a feeling of unhappiness, and she doesn't even dare to have it, because she is afraid that she will lose it again.
Yan Qian didn't know what her feelings were for Yan Lijun, many years later, she still relied on him as her closest relative, and was willing to believe that he was the only person in the world who was unconditionally good to her.
Yan Qian looked at the sunrise full of vitality and vitality in the sky, and felt very satisfied, in her lifetime, all good things came from the man around her, if she could, she was willing to give everything to repay him.
Yan Lijun didn't know that at this moment, Yan Rui's heart had such a thousand thoughts, and when she looked down, she saw her looking up at him, her eyes squinted slightly by the light, and she smiled, and said, "Thank you."
Yan Lijun's eyes froze, and she used her hand to arrange her hair that was blown by the wind, and asked, "Thank me for what?"
"Thank you for having you, thank you for everything!" After Yan Qian paused, she said with a serious face, "Before, I was young and ignorant, and I never really called you uncle, according to the seniority-"
"Then don't scream!" Yan Lijun's eyebrows narrowed slightly, and he interrupted Yan Qian and said, "I just don't like this title, call me old!" ”
Yan Rui's eyes were confused, so what should she call him?
Yan Qian remembered that when she was a child, she never wanted to call Uncle Yan Lijun, and once she met on the road, she buried her head and walked without calling anyone, Yan Lijun angrily stopped her and scolded: "Stop!" Don't you call your uncle when you see it? ”
Yan Qian was just silent at the time, but she felt that she had called her uncle to call Yan Lijun old, and when she met him from the countryside, she always called him brother.