"It's not that I'm used to being without you, it's that I'm more awake."

Kim Taeyeon corrected Moon Yeon-woo's statement, and her tone was calm, without anger or banter.

Wen Yanyou's tone froze, and he bowed his head and was silent.

Kim Taeyeon looked at Moon Yeong-woo and said softly: "Let me analyze this matter more soberly, what I have endured, what I have to face, how to decide to face it." ”

Moon Yeongwoo laughed and turned his head to look at Kim Taeyeon: "Then let's talk about it, a carton of milk makes you more sober, what do you see clearly." ”

Kim Taeyeon stretched out her little hand and pointed at him cutely and mischievously with one finger, but the words she said were very uncute: "Then I will say it, if I say it right, I hope you can recognize it too, is it okay?" ”

Wen Yanyou pondered for a while, nodded and said, "I'll try." ”

Kim Taeyeon shook her head, not paying attention to his ambiguous answer, but continued to speak: "It's actually very simple. I don't know if it's because you're in it, or if you don't think it's just because you're in the middle of it, but it's not as simple as an awkward fight between me and us. ”

Wen Yanyou frowned: "I know this, Jessica also told me." ”

Kim Taeyeon chuckled: "Your attitude like this still means that you don't recognize it." ”

Taking a breath, Kim Taeyeon spoke softly: "I'll talk about the result first." No matter what the reason, after all, it is you and the members of the same group who are entangled behind my back and have a relationship with me. This is a fact, and there is no way to deny it. ”

Wen Yangyou nodded: "I haven't denied it, but I want to ......"

"It's inappropriate to think about it."

Kim Taeyeon interrupted Moon Yeon-woo and looked at him and said, "Aren't you the one who hates dog blood the most?" weishenme is still like a TV series, even though I already know that you have happened to other girls, but you still come over? ”

Moon Yeon-woo looked at Kim Taeyeon in a daze, speechless for a while. Ban Xiang suddenly spoke: "But the plot in the TV series is also derived from reality." There's not just a breakup in it. ”

Kim Taeyeon giggled, "You see, you're in a very unstable mood right now. And the logic is also confused. You never thought that way. It's even going to be a nose. Now you're saying it again. ”

Wen Yanyou shook his head: "I'm serious. I don't want to flaunt myself, I just want you to recognize the fact that I still only like you, and you like me too, don't you? I don't like empty words, what I've done, what I have done, what I am doing, what I will do, and what I will do in the future, can prove it. Isn't that right? ”

Kim Taeyeon thought for a while and looked up at him: "That's why I made up my mind." ”

Wen Yanyou frowned: "I don't understand." ”

Kim Taeyeon said softly, "I've thought about what you've thought about, too. I used to put you in Zuihou and let you tolerate me because I was wronged. Even when I was in school, you were always so good to me. Whether it was before or after my debut, he gave everything for me. ”

Looking at Moon Yeong-woo, Kim Tae-yeon chuckled: "It is said that men and women in dating, the other party in their eyes is the most special, and they are unique in Shijie." I thought at the time. Even if it's not for the reason of dating, you are unique to me compared to all the boys. No guy can be as nice to a girl as you are. And it's a little short body like me, not very, very beautiful. ”

There was silence for a while, and Kim Taeyeon shook her head. looked at his feet attentively: "But it's just such a boy." Gave me a shock. He turned out to make the same mistakes as other boys. ”

Wen Yangyou was stunned for a moment, pursed the corners of his mouth and smiled. A hint of guilt flashed in his eyes: "Taeyeon......"

Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, looked at him back to his senses, and waved his hand with an apologetic smile: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else." ”

Exhaling, Kim Taeyeon looked ahead: "When so-jung told me, I was angry. When I returned to the dormitory, I was surprised to find that the members of the group knew that I was the only one in the dark. ”

After a pause, Kim Taeyeon giggled and turned to look at him: "Thank you for that carton of milk, or did it make me understand everything." ”

Slowly putting away her smile, Kim Taeyeon said softly: "This result is actually my own fault." From the moment I met you but didn't agree to have an immediate relationship with you, I was already destined to go through such an encounter. ”

"Taeyeon!"

Moon Yee-woo hurriedly stood up to explain, and Kim Taeyeon shook his head and looked at him: "I'm very peaceful, it's you who are not in the right mood." ”

Looking directly into Moon Yeong-woo's eyes, Kim Taeyeon said calmly: "If it weren't for me only caring about the combination and ignoring you, I would always let you tolerate me." If it weren't for that time in the Black Sea, I would have deliberately avoided you and made you impatient. If I hadn't trusted you too much and didn't help you endure all of this, you wouldn't have tangled up with Sika. ”

Standing up, Kim Taeyeon threw the dust behind him and looked at Moon Yeon-woo: "I believe that at this moment, you are more sad than me." If someone hurts me, you will pay it back tenfold and hundredfold. Including against the fairy queen and the east god, including against the fairy and sj, including the pea and ss501. And in this case, if you have caused me tenfold, hundredfold, and thousandfold injuries to me to the same extent as theirs, you will definitely blame yourself more than me, this is my understanding of you, and the understanding of the feelings you have given me. ”

Moon Yeong-woo sat there, and he didn't seem to be much shorter than Kim Tae-yeon.

Kim Taeyeon walked up to Moon Yeong-woo and looked down at him, "I asked myself if it was really hard to accept that you were entangled with me and my fellow group members behind my back." I asked myself if it was really hard to trust you that you wouldn't make these similar mistakes in the future, and if you were really willing to treat me so badly and leave my side. ”

Moon Yeon-woo looked at Kim Taeyeon with a blank look in his eyes.

Kim Taeyeon's eyes showed a trace of distress and gloom, and finally raised his hand slightly, rubbed his cheek, and muttered: "The answer I got was no, these are not easy to do and accept." But I still made the decision to completely sort out the relationship with you and break up...... Do you know what it is? ”

Wen Yanyou shook his head, as if he had a premonition of something, and for the first time there was an emotion called fear in his eyes.

Kim Taeyeon bit her lip, pinned his somewhat messy hair behind her ear, and said softly, "You are too good to me, I am too bad to you." You give me too much, I give you too little. I like you...... Not as much as you like me. There are more people who like you and suit you. It can make you happy, at ease, and comfortable. I'm with you, and all I do is hurt. Even now, you are sorry for me, and you have betrayed me, but I know that, in fact, you are more sad than me. Blame yourself more. ”

"You're lying!!"

Wen Yanyou stood up with a cold face and did Zuihou's efforts: "You are lying!" It's all your excuse. You're the same as before. Close your mind again. Lock Kim Taeyeon up and show everyone only the side of Girls' Generation Taeyeon, this time even me? Even I have to be treated so detached and polite?! ”

Kim Taeyeon paused, nodded and smiled: "Even if that's the case, but you still don't understand?" ”

Wen Yanyou looked at her: "Understand what?!" ”

Kim Taeyeon spoke: "No matter what happened before, no matter how many times I locked myself in and closed the door of my heart, you would drag me out, and you would be by my side to help me." ”

After being silent for a long time, Kim Taeyeon took a breath and looked at Moon Yeon-woo: "But this time." You're the one who told me to close the door of my heart, and maybe no one will open it again. There will be no one who will see the real Kim Taeyeon. What they saw. It's going to be Taeyeon from Girls' Generation. ”

Moon Yeong-woo watched Kim Taeyeon say this sentence with wide eyes, and just looked at it, unable to speak for a long time. No matter how many times, you can drag her out. Open the door to her heart. But this time, it was her own reasons that made her heart close. How do you open it? Do you want to do it the same as before......

Suddenly, Wen Yangyou thought of something.

Suddenly dragging Kim Taeyeon, Moon Yeon-woo slapped her the back: "I don't believe it!" I don't believe it! Absolutely! Because of me you hide and run away. I can, and only I can drag you out!! You come out! Come out! ”

Wen Yanyou slapped her back hard, and he could feel the vibration of his chest when he heard the sound.

However, Kim Taeyeon always looked at Moon Yeonwoo calmly, even if he was slapped by him, he still looked at him with the same expression: "It's useless." Do you recognize the reality? This time is different. ”

Moon Yeong-woo slowly stopped his hand and looked at Kim Taeyeon with a breath.

Kim Taeyeon looked at him with the corners of her mouth pulled up, and said half-loudly: "You can try again." Until you believe. ”

Wen Yanyou's eyes flashed with a hint of stubbornness, and he raised his arm to slap again.

Suddenly, a scream sounded, and Wen Yanyou felt that his arm was held by one hand, and then no one could see it clearly, and his face was thrown to the ground with a heavy punch. Wen Yanyou wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and sat on the ground looking at the figure.

A boy who looks very similar to Kim Taeyeon is holding Kim Taeyeon and glaring at him at this time, his face is extremely ugly.

"How dare you beat Taeyeon, is it so popular?"

Kim Tae-yeon pushed the boy in disgust and shouted angrily, "oppa!!" ”

After speaking, he hurriedly squatted beside Wen Yuyou and carefully wiped the corners of his mouth.

And the person who looks very similar to Kim Taeyeon and is called oppa by her is not her own brother Kim Ji-woong.

"Are you alright? Does it hurt? ”

Kim Taeyeon squatted there and asked, but Moon Yeong-woo sat there with his head down as if he was awakened or stunned by the punch.

Kim Zhixiong frowned and dragged Kim Taeyeon to stand up and pulled her to his side, frowning and pushing her head: "Are you sick?!" Abba asked me to come looking for you, but not far away, I saw him dragging you and taking pictures. ”

Staring at Wen Yeyou with a cold face, Jin Zhixiong sneered: "Your height is almost twice as high, so I'm embarrassed to do ......."

Pointing at Moon Yeon-woo, Kim Ji-woong frowned and looked at Kim Taeyeon: "This is your boyfriend?" That idol named Moon Yeong-woo? ”

“oppa！！”

Kim Taeyeon angrily pushed him away: "Who told you to do it!" You come and beat people without even knowing anything! This is the quality of a high-achieving college student? ”

Jin Zhixiong's eyes widened, and he raised his hand half-loudly and gestured: "Ah! OPPA came out for you to teach this boyfriend who beat you, and you still protect him to teach me? ”

Kim Taeyeon frowned and was about to say something, but Kim Ji-woong glared at Moon Yeon-woo and dragged Kim Taeyeon hard: "Didn't you break up?!" Come home with me and leave this bastard alone! I've seen a lot of men like this, hurry up! ”

“oppa！！”

Kim Taeyeon wanted to resist, but her small body couldn't withstand the boy's tearing after all, and she was finally led by Kim Ji-woong and left here.

Wen Yanyou sat there until he was half-ringing, lying on the ground looking at the sky, gasping at the blue sky and white clouds, all of which had no reaction at all, because at the moment when he was beaten before, the beautiful scenery in his eyes instantly turned gray and lost its color.

He didn't know that Weishenme would be like this, and he didn't want to know now. He only knew that deep self-blame and guilt filled all the places in his heart and mind, and all the places in his body. If there is only one lock and one key in a room, then Wen Yanyou at this time is equivalent to locking the key in the room.

I did something wrong and I hurt Kim Taeyeon so much. And now this hurt is not vented on herself, but still on Kim Taeyeon herself, so that she no longer believes in anyone and everything in this society. Just living on Shijie in the mask of Girls' Generation Taeyeon, that is an extremely cruel condition for her.

He couldn't bear to lose her, and he couldn't bear to lose even Kim Taeyeon herself. Wen Yanyou slowly stood up, took a few breaths, and chased after him again. He had to do everything he could to drag out the little short body that was holding his knees and hiding from everything, and re-protect him.

He won't face any so-called reality, he could do it before, and now, he still can. However, at this time, Wen Yanyou's mood has really fluctuated in a disordered range. He didn't realize that he was the one who ran away from everything. Of course, he wouldn't know that two people who had come for him had already driven from Seoul to here.

It was already slowly getting dark, Wen Yanyou didn't care about dirty clothes, messy hair, crooked masks with bloodstains, and the pain at the corners of his mouth reminded him that he still had something to do. He had to do it. And this kind of emotion also made him really unable to stay sane. From childhood to adulthood, I have lived to this time, and I have experienced so many things, the only time.

(The third watch is coming.) Thank you for the reward of the unequaled emperor arrogant sky.xi, thank you. Thank you Wang Wang Xi, Wushuang Huang Ao Cangtian Xi and Balikun Xiongnu Xi for their monthly passes, bow and salute. Thank you to the people who voted for the Dream of Fighting Stars and clicked on the favorites. Sprinkle wolf black. zzang。 O(∩_∩)O)(To be continued......)