Imprisoned by the powerful force of the darkness again, his breathing crawled on my face like a small worm, and although it was uncomfortable, I could still feel that he had tried to turn his body to the side as much as possible to prevent me from pressing on my stomach.

But the more he did that, the more pathetic I felt.

I feel like I'm his doll, and when I don't want to, I want to throw it into the dung pit, how disgusting it comes, what adulterers and adulteresses and what kinds of evil seeds, all come out of his mouth.

Now, he appeared in front of me and asked me if the child had moved, what did it mean?

Since he believes that this child is a seed of evil, what does it have to do with him if the child does not move?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sneer: "What, let's see if this evil seed has moved, do you want to kill him, or do you want to kill me, an adulteress?" ”

Gai Nie had never heard of it, it was still that posture, or that hand on my lower abdomen, and that was the sentence: "I heard he moved?" ”

A feeling of hitting the cotton hit my heart, and I stiffened my voice: "Yes, he moved, and when Zheng Huaiyuan put his hand on it, he sensed it, so he moved." Are you satisfied? ”

For some reason, what is surging in my chest is full of grievances.

The eyes are wet and hot, swollen.

Those starry eyes locked on me, and I felt more and more sad in my heart, when we were most intimate in the past, I always loved to touch his eyes, thinking that in the future when we have children, we will definitely have a pair of peach blossom eyes like him.

But now, but now?

The past cannot be chased, and the past cannot be chased.

"Satisfied?" Gai Nie's hand slowly circled on my lower abdomen, "Jiang Beiyi, how can I be satisfied?" I'm not satisfied at all, really. ”

I was a little irritated: "Really? Are you unhappy with your new wife? ”

He was stunned, and laughed without pain or itching: "For men, any woman can be a wife, so it makes no difference." ”

It's because of this idea that he has the impunity to mess with those women before we get divorced, right?

Just because of this idea, in his eyes, I am also one of the "any woman", there is no difference, right?

"Master Gai, your wedding is imminent, and I have also found a life partner, is it not appropriate for you to treat me like this now?"

He rolled over and lay down beside me, his firm arms locking me like chains: "What's wrong?" ”

Suddenly I realized that it was not worth talking to him about this at all, he was a scoundrel, and I was really no match for him.

"Please go out and don't disturb my sleep."

He didn't move, and even mischievously blew into my ear: "Jiang Beiyi, judging from your state when you woke up, you haven't adapted to the day of leaving me. In this case, why was he so stubborn in the first place, so he had to mention divorce? ”

I really couldn't bear it, and raised my slap and slapped it in his face: "Scoundrel, you get out of here, otherwise I'll call someone." ”

He was really a scoundrel: "You called, you called one to see, did anyone pay attention to you?" ”

I hesitated, he dared to come in so blatantly, he must have been completely sure that no one could hear me.

Zheng Long and Zheng Huaiyuan drank more than me last night, and if Gai Nie had infiltrated the Zheng family earlier, it would not be difficult to put some ingredients in their wine.

Even if they were fine, they heard my cry for help and rushed over to meet Gai Nie, and it was another bloody storm.

Vaguely, I was worried that Zheng Long would embarrass Gai Nie.

I sighed, forced myself to turn over, and said in a cold tone: "You can do whatever you like, I'm going to sleep." ”

I closed my eyes, but it was quiet for less than ten seconds, and the hands reached out again and protected my waist.

I endured it, struggled a few times, and found that I couldn't let go, so I simply ignored him.

I thought that when he passed that period of anger, he would naturally leave.

Who knows, he hugged for a few minutes and fell asleep.

Listening to the sound of steady breathing coming from behind him, I remembered that when we were together, he liked to use this position to hold me from behind and sleep, and his eyes swelled again.

I moved, and then he muttered behind me, "Baby......"

This time, I didn't hold back my tears anymore.

Xu was my tears fell too much, the person behind me moved, and then the hand on my lower abdomen quickly turned to my face, touched a handful and asked me, "What are you crying about?" ”

I dodged a little and sniffed, "It's nothing, something fell out of my glasses." ”

The man behind me was silent for a few seconds, and just when I thought he was going to taunt me or annoy me and leave, he rolled over me, snapped, and the lamp came on.

I subconsciously raised my hand to cover my glasses, not wanting to be seen by him.

He pulled my hand away, and slammed into a pair of eyes that were too familiar to be any more familiar.

As if sucked into a bottomless pit, I stared at him blankly, forgetting how to react.

His sneer came from his ears: "Don't you want me a penny, don't you want to have anything to do with me in this life, why are you crying at the moment, what are you pretending to be pitiful?" ”

A basin of cold water was poured over my head, and I pushed him away.

I don't know if I was too strong, or if he was sleeping on the edge, so I pushed it like this, and he actually fell.

With a bang, with his voice of "Jiang Don't remember if you want to die", the resentment and grievances in my heart finally dissipated a little, and I hummed twice: "You deserve to die." ”

Pulling his life to lie down, he didn't hear any reaction behind him for a long time.

Just when I thought he had fallen to his death, the bed behind me sank, and soon the hands were wrapped around me, and the face was pressed against the back of my neck.

I didn't speak, I didn't move, I just lay there.

After a while, a hand was placed on my lower abdomen, slowly circular and gently patted.

I was quite irritable, but strangely enough, these two movements seemed to have a magical effect, and in less than five minutes, I felt sleepy.

I closed my eyes in a blur, I don't know how long it took, and suddenly I was kicked by the guy in the stomach.

Because of my previous experience, I wasn't too surprised.

But the man behind him was like crazy, sat up and knelt on the bed all of a sudden, shaking my shoulder: "Jiang Beiyi, Jiang Beiyi, he moved, he moved, did you feel it?" ”

I rolled my eyes in a daze: "What are you excited about, and it's not your child." ”

I wanted to use this sentence to answer him, but who knew that he didn't seem to hear it, bent over and leaned his head over, put his ear on my lower abdomen, and his tone was full of joy: "You say, did he sense that I was communicating with him, so he responded to me?" ”

He looked like a child now, and I was sad for a while, and rubbed my eyes: "Don't bother, don't disturb me to sleep." ”

Seeing that I was a little impatient, Ganie carefully lay down, dragged me over, and held me in his arms.

"Don't move." His voice was hoarse, as if he was trying his best to hide something, "Don't move, Jiang Beiyi, I just hug you." ”

In this struggle, the collar of my pajamas slipped down at some point, revealing the inner part.

Since pregnancy, in addition to the growth of some flesh in the abdomen, the most obvious is the chest.

So when I saw Gai Nie's gaze gathered there, and there was obviously something in that gaze, I was so frightened that I pulled the quilt to protect myself: "Stinky rascal, what do you see?" ”

His eyes deepened, he lifted the quilt, and his tone was really like a hooligan: "Jiang Beiyi, I haven't seen or touched you anywhere, pretending to be innocent." I don't know, do you think you are like a jade for Zheng Huaiyuan? ”

I didn't expect him to say such things again, I was so angry that I trembled all over, and my upper and lower teeth were about to be crushed, so I sneered: "Yes, I just want to guard myself like jade for him." Didn't you say that I was an adulterer and an adulteress, and that this child was a seed of iniquity? In this case, I have to get along with Zheng Huaiyuan, otherwise wouldn't it disappoint you? ”

The two of us were like rivals at one end of the spectrum, clutching the quilt and neither of us letting go.

Then his eyes looked inside my clothes, and the corners of his lips hooked: "Well, the Zheng family raised you well, it is indeed big, and it should feel good." ”

So he said that, but as the words fell, his hand came in without warning, and grasped a point with unmistakable accuracy.

I snorted and slapped him on the hand: "Get out!" ”

He pressed me and we both fell on the pillow together.

He supported his head with one hand, and the other hand was still inside my clothes, and then he laughed: "Jiang Beiyi, you know very well, to me, you can only play lip service, and you can't do anything else." ”

Is it, I really can't do anything?

In the past, Lao Jiang always said that I had a good tooth, but I didn't expect it to come in handy.

After a long, long time, Gai Nie finally let go of me, he held the hand that was bitten by me and glared at me viciously: "Jiang Beiyi, did the Zheng family raise you as a dog, how can you catch and bite whom?" ”

I spit out a mouthful of spit, spitting out all the bloody smell in my mouth, and then slowly said: "I didn't bite you to death, it's your fate." If you know each other, get out of here, my patience is running out. ”

He snorted contemptuously and sarcastically from his nose, I don't know if he was stimulated by me, he simply let go of his hand and looked at me like a hunter looking at his prey: "Jiang Beiyi, do you think you won?" As I said, I'm going to see how you live rather than die. ”

I remembered what I said in the hospital that day, and he seemed to say that, saying that he would not let me go, that it would be better to see my life than death.

I pouted: "Gai Nie, you and I know what is going on with me and Zheng Huaiyuan, me and the Zheng family?" That day, Zheng Huaiyuan said that I deserved it, which didn't sound good, but it actually made sense. From the very beginning, I shouldn't have had the illusion that I was a special one for you, how could a marriage last if it wasn't the right one? But it's really hard for you, pretending to be by my side for so long, pretending that you love me and care about me, pretending that you especially want to be a father. If I hadn't seen that scene in Lichun that day, I wouldn't have believed that you were that kind of person. During this time, I have been reflecting on the fact that my marriage has come to this point, in fact, I am also at fault. I was wrong that I shouldn't have fallen in love with you. But don't worry, soon I won't love you anymore. Although I'm still sad, I sincerely congratulate you and Gong Yinshu, you are a good match. ”

I didn't expect that when we met again, I would be able to say this calmly.

It's like I thought I would die without him, but I didn't.

Gai Nie's eyebrows flickered, and his gaze locked on me: "This is what you want to say to me, bless me?" ”

I nodded, "Yes, bless you and let each other go." ”

He suddenly got angry and punched the bed, so hard that I felt like I was jumping high.

"Who the needs your blessing."

I became more and more calm: "Gai Nie, whether you need it or not, between us, it is in the past tense. To be honest, I really don't want to have anything to do with you, because when I think about the past, it always reminds me of what a stupid mistake I made. Luckily, though, it all passes. ”

He came over so suddenly that I didn't have time to dodge, except to feel him pounce like a vampire and bite me the neck.

I screamed in pain and made a gesture to lift him away.

He had the foresight to jump out of bed, point at me, pouting his lips a few times, and finally said nothing, just turned and left.

I sat on the edge of the bed as if my body had been hollowed out, and there was a very strong wind pouring in from outside, and my whole body was so cold.

I pulled the quilt around myself, and it was a long, long time before I collapsed on the bed and let the tears flow.

The next day, Zheng Long took me back to the countryside to see my grandmother, and we first took a plane to Cannes, and after a short stop, we set off to go back to the countryside.

Zheng Huaiyuan had something to deal with, so he promised to come to the countryside to make peace with us in three days.

On the way back, Zheng Long asked the driver to stop every half an hour and let me breathe fresh air.

The closer I get to my hometown, the better the air quality becomes, and I think back to the unbridled days when I was a child, when my biggest dream was to open a clinic in the countryside and live my life in peace.

I never thought that I would come to Cannes, meet Gai Nie, and embark on such a path in life.

After resting a few times, I was a little sleepy, and I was about to squint for a while when I received a call from Niu Niu.

She still calls my little aunt now, and after shouting this, her voice choked up: "Little aunt, are you okay, is the child okay?" ”

It's good to listen to me, and she said, "Little aunt, I will help you take revenge." ”

Revenge, what does it mean?

I was about to ask again, but it was already hanging over there.

When I hit it again, it was turned off, and I thought about it, but I really couldn't think of what revenge meant, so I just gave up.

When we arrived in the countryside, my grandmother brought my third uncle to greet us, and my life experience needed to be kept absolutely confidential, so when my grandmother introduced Zheng Long, she said that she was my father's former friend.

Fortunately, people in the countryside are not so suspicious, and we don't need to worry about this.

After a long journey, my legs were a little swollen, and my grandmother was distressed to death, and she helped me massage for a long time before slowly asking me about the divorce.

It seems that she and Zheng Long have been in contact with me behind my back during this time, otherwise how could she know about my divorce.

I told what happened, and my grandmother was silent for a long time after listening to it, and after a while, she sighed: "If you leave, you will leave, there are many good men." Grandma's health is getting better day by day, and it's still no problem to help you take care of the children. ”

I straightened up and nestled in her arms, tears a little unstoppable: "I want to leave Cannes and live in a different place." ”

Grandma paused, nodded and said, "That's a good idea, I think Wucheng is very good, and it's close to home." ”

Of course I know what she means, she is trying her best to match the relationship between me and the Zheng family now, but I have my considerations, so I shook my head: "It's not Cannes, it's not Wucheng, I want to go out for a walk." ”

"Can you stand it? Can the child stand it? Xiao Jiang, I know you are sad, you love Gai Nie so much, but he treats you so much. But ......"

I took her hand and patted it: "You don't have to worry about me, Zheng Huaiyuan will accompany me." Next week he is going on a business trip to Yunnan, about a month, and I want to go with him. ”

Grandma nodded: "That's fine, just go out for a walk." With him, I'm relieved. ”

This can be regarded as a consensus, I breathed a sigh of relief, hugged her shoulder, and comforted her: "Don't worry, I'll be fine." ”

The next day, I slept until I woke up naturally, and in the yard Zheng Long was teaching my grandmother, my third uncle and a few old people to play Tai Chi, and a group of people got along happily and the atmosphere was harmonious.

I was standing at the window, and suddenly the idea of calling Zheng Huaiyuan came to me.

That day he told me that he was going to Yunnan, and my heart flew and I was pestering to go with him.

He was so entangled by me that he couldn't do anything, and Zheng Long added oil and vinegar to the side, so he had to agree.

The phone was quickly connected, and his voice came with a smile: "Little granddaughter, why did you remember to call me?" ”

I laughed and touched my stomach: "How are your things handled, when will you come over?" Grandma prepared a lot of game, but it was delicious. ”

He snorted, "It's coming, I'll be there tomorrow afternoon." ”

I was in a good mood: "I now fantasize about where I should go if I go to Yunnan, are you familiar with it?" ”

"There are so many places to go in Yunnan, let's go one by one, if you like it, stay longer."

"Really?"

"I said yes, whatever you want."

In the afternoon, my grandmother took Zheng Long to the mountains to see my grandfather and father, and I stayed at home, thinking that I was bored, so I habitually watched entertainment news.

Leng Buding saw the spokesman of Chibane Gate come out and say that the engagement ceremony of Gai Nie and Gong Yinshu was scheduled for next week.

I was stunned, and then I realized that that day was also the day when Zheng Huaiyuan and I were going to Yunnan.

Although I knew for a long time that they were going to get engaged, I was still shocked when I really saw such "official news".

I sat on the couch until the evening, until my hands and feet were numb, and then I remembered that I was hungry and it was time to cook.

When I was chopping vegetables, I was cut with a knife, and when I was frying meat, I was splashed with oil, the fried eggs were pasted, and the cooked rice was half-raw, and I couldn't swallow anything.

The kitchen was a mess, like my mood at the moment.

Grandma, they hadn't come back yet, and I felt that it was too hot to be sweltering, so I took a fan and sat in the yard to cool off.

It took me a long time for the phone to ring, it was an unfamiliar number, and it belonged to Cannes.

When I picked it up, I heard a woman's voice: "Nie, we're about to get engaged, are you happy?" ”

Gong Yinshu!

My fists clenched unconsciously, knowing that this was her play, but I still managed to get angry.

Gai Nie's voice came, as if he had drunk wine, and his speech was reversed like this: "Engagement...... Well, happy ......"

"Nie, do you know, from the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you. I swear that I will be your rightful wife in this life, and I will grow old with you. Fortunately, God is beautiful, going around and around, and we still have to be together. I love you, Nie, do you love me? ”

"I love you, baby, I love you......"

Followed by the woman's voice that wanted to refuse and welcome: "Nie ...... Don't do that, I ...... I would also like to save the first time for when we were newly married...... Well, Nie, I love you......"

"Baby, I love you, I love you......"

Next to the table was a water tank full of water lilies, and without thinking about it, I threw my phone in, then clapped my hands and went into the kitchen, intending to make myself a delicious meal again.

Because the mobile phone was scrapped, when Zheng Huaiyuan arrived, I didn't know that I was accompanying my third uncle to pick osmanthus flowers in the yard and make osmanthus bags for my grandmother.

Someone called me from behind, and when I turned around, I saw Zheng Huaiyuan standing there in the dust, with moisture still stained in his hair.

He smiled at me, and for a moment, I couldn't help but think of the lyrics "Drifting across the ocean to see you".

I put down the bamboo basket, walked over quickly, and grabbed his hand: "Why don't you call me when you come, I can pick you up." ”

He rubbed my bangs helplessly: "Fool, isn't your phone broken?" ”

I slapped the door of my head, yes, yes, yes, and I threw the phone into the water.

He led me to the side and whispered, "I met a police friend in Cannes, and I heard that Ling Huaiyi was secretly arrested. ”