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【346】Where are you?

I was lying on the grass, letting the cool breeze blow, and suddenly, I felt really helpless, very confused, with my eyes closed, just lying like this, and my mind began to think crankily. The more I thought about it, the more my head hurt, and then I sat up again. Looking around in a daze, I don't know what time it is, but it's dark around and there is no one, and I am suddenly a little scared. I don't know what I'm afraid of. I just don't like the darkness around here.

Suddenly, I was startled by the sound of music, so I took out my phone and took a look. Took a long breath. Then he threw the phone aside, and it was Xiyu calling. Not sure why. I don't want to pick it up. The phone rang for a long time.

I didn't think about anything, I didn't do anything, I just followed that posture, and I didn't have much time before the phone rang again. I glanced to the side, this time the call is Fei Ge, I pondered for a long time. Still didn't answer. My mind is empty. It's numb.

After a few minutes, Brother Xu's phone, Chenyang's phone, and Brother Feng all called me, but I was still in a daze and didn't answer a single call.

In such a quiet night, in such a quiet place, looking at the occasional passing cars around, looking at the buildings in the distance, and patting his head, "Grass, actually ran to the suburbs." How can it. So far, how did you get here. ”

I looked around, and then suddenly I felt very lost, and all of a sudden, there was nothing. Isn't it? There is no money at home. Tossing around all day long, not studying, fooling around, fighting, skipping school, surfing the Internet, taking the money given by my parents, going to the bar, going to KTV, spending money, messing around, always reaching out for money. The days are still old days, and there is a day without a meal. I like to show off, and I like to be scared. It's a good girlfriend, but I don't cherish it myself, and I'm so good to myself, and I lost it in the end. Running so far away, getting up early every day and being greedy for darkness, going to school with people, going to school together, and finally not knowing anything, listening to lectures is like listening to a book from heaven, what to do.

Then he patted himself on the head and smirked. At least there is a bunch of brothers, not in vain, not in vain. This time I laughed, I really laughed happily. No matter what, there is a group of good brothers in the end, and this is worth it.

Then my phone rang again, I looked at the phone, it was Brother Feng's phone again, I looked at the phone, I was really embarrassed not to answer. So I picked up the phone and said, "Hey." ”

"What are you playing with here?" Brother Feng said on the phone.

After I listened, I smiled, "What's the matter, Brother Feng." ”

"You said what's wrong with you, how old are you, let such a group of people look for you everywhere, you are comfortable, aren't you?" Brother Feng reprimanded on the phone, "What's the matter, isn't it just a woman, it was okay yesterday, why is it like this today, this person said that if he can't find it, he won't be able to find it." So many people are anxious about you. Damn it. ”

Then I heard Fei Ge's voice, "I'll grass your uncle, Liu'er, you fucking get back to Lao Tzu, you stinky fool." ”

"It's, it's, come back quickly, what's the big deal. Damn, Lin Yifei has won money. Grass," Brother Xu said with a smile again.

I listened to my brother's words, my heart warmed, and then Brother Feng spoke again, "Okay, come back, don't make trouble." These brothers are waiting for you. ”

I smiled, "Where are they?" Got it. ”

"What about Chenyang's family, come back quickly if it's okay, do you hear me?"

"Well, I know, Brother Feng, why did you run together."

Brother Feng smiled: "Ah Fei said that he and his daughter-in-law saw your previous little object outside?" ”

I paused for a moment, "Which one?" ”

"It's the one who is good with you, I don't know what it's called, it was Ah Fei who told me, I just knew, and who else can there be, how many do you have?"

"Is that Xiyu?" I asked Brother Feng suspiciously.

"Well, I heard that I had an ambiguous relationship with you before, so I can't figure it out, how can you kid be so neat."

"What's the matter," I then asked, "Xiyu, what's wrong?" ”

"I don't know, anyway, Xiyu said that you can't find it, but as a result, people started looking for you, and you didn't answer their calls, so people thought of me, okay, you kid still give me face, don't you need me to thank you" You answered the second call I made. ”

I smiled embarrassedly, "No, Brother Feng, I didn't hear it just now." ”

"You can't hear a fart, pretend."

"No, I'm in a bit of a bad mood. Brother Feng. ”

Brother Feng was happy: "Then you better come back first." Your stronghold is indeed not bad. ”

I thought about it for a while, "I'm fine, Brother Feng, I don't want to go anywhere, you can play, you just live in my house, I just want to stay by myself, I feel awkward, uncomfortable, and don't want to see people." I want to be on my own. ”

"Damn, there's a lot going on." Brother Feng was happy, "Then you can do it yourself, little brat, there are still a lot of things, there is such a group of brothers, what else can't you think of." ”

I reluctantly said, "If there weren't such a group of brothers, maybe I wouldn't really be able to think about it." ”

"Let's see for yourself." After Brother Feng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

I then threw the phone aside, looked at the dark scenery around me, and reluctantly picked up the phone and called Master Wu. "Little Liu'er, what's wrong. Done? ”

I looked at the surrounding scenery and the buildings in the distance, "Master Wu, I ran to the suburbs, and I can't go back." Come pick me up. ”

Master Wu smiled: "Finished dealing with your little girlfriend?" How did you get there? ”

I sighed, "Don't mention it, come pick me up." ”

"Well, you wait."

I hung up the phone, looked at the phone screen and began to be in a daze, and then Xiyu's call came. I paused for a moment, looked at the phone, and pondered for a long time, Leng didn't answer the call, my mind was full of Lin Ran, Lin Ran's laughter, and her back when she left me. It was all those things that Lin Ran said to me. Call me hypocritical, say that I never think about others, only myself.

I was so attentive to her, and I still only got a sentence of hypocrisy. Why do they call me hypocritical, why am I hypocritical?

I always feel that I don't spend, I'm not like they say, I'm content, I want to grow old with a girl, get married, have children. I have known Lin Ran since the first year of junior high school, and it has been so many years now. I've always been like this. Am I hypocritical? I am good with Lin Ran, and I have always been very good to her. Isn't it? I just don't know how to deal with girls. That's all.

Xiyu, it's really this special case, I don't know what to do, I can't deal with it.

If I want to engage in three or four, like Feige, it's not that I don't have that ability, there are a lot of girls around me who can give me a chance, that's what it is, in school, the children who like to mix more like it are more like girls.

I'm just desperately trying to establish myself as a good man, I want to love someone well, love someone well. So no matter what happens, no matter how big it happens, no matter what the reason, I always stand firmly on my girlfriend's side, but why can't she? Think about the time I lost your face when I was arguing with Xiyu. I'm so sorry for Xi Yu, but I still keep your responsibility.

I held out to the end, and you still have to call me hypocritical. She even has to help other people's face, to damage my face, and help others to beat me in the mouth, she knows that I love face. In the end, you will scold me for being hypocritical, saying that I only think about myself, but I really love you.

One person has one way of life, one person has one principle, and I have always taken my share of responsibility, even though we are both young, but I have not done anything very out of the ordinary, have I? In the simple point, except for the sunset. Have I ever provoked another woman?

Xi Yu is also an outlier, her personality, the right person, the right thing, must stick to the end, must be done to the end. I've hurt her, but I don't want to hurt her like that. Can I control her actions, control her thoughts? Am I wrong? I won't deal with it, I don't know what to do, I don't know, I don't know anything.

Am I hypocritical?

I thought about it, thinking about everything Lin Ran had with me, it was so heartbreaking that I couldn't forget it at all, and then I hugged my head and grabbed my hair hard. Then I heard the horn of the car. I turned my head and saw Master Wu's taxi coming, I didn't say a word, got in the car.

Master Wu glanced at me, didn't speak, and sent me directly to the downstairs of Chenyang's house, and when I got downstairs, I glanced at Master Wu, "Why did you send me this?" ”

"Don't go here, where to go, stay well. Hurry home. ”

I sighed, didn't speak, took out 20 yuan from my clothes, and threw it to Master Wu in the car, "Don't look for it, so be it." Twice,"

"Why is it still like this?" Master Wu asked calmly on the side.

I smiled "It's okay" After finishing speaking, I got out of the car and "entered the corridor, I got into the corridor, took out the phone, and called Lin Ran, but as soon as the number was dialed out, I remembered, Lin Ran's mobile phone, I have already dropped, according to her words, at the same time, there is also her heart."

I was halfway there, leaning against the wall of the hallway, and smiled helplessly. Then he hugged Du, and he fell down again, and he was in the corridor.

The sudden sound of the phone interrupted my train of thought again. I took out the phone and saw that it was sunset again.

I thought about it and picked up the phone. Listen to the inside and say, "Liu'er, Liu'er, where are you?" Xiyu's voice was very anxious.

I don't know why I didn't want to say a word, I just listened quietly,

After a short while, Xi Yu continued to catch, "I know you're listening, Liu'er, I know you're listening, you're talking." Speak quickly. “

I sighed and looked at the hand holding the phone, there were still traces of the scar drawn by Lin Ran. When I looked at Scar in a daze, I heard Xi Yu's words again, my voice was so small, but I listened to every word, "Liu'er, where are you, I've run out of the dormitory, I'm outside the school, I'm alone, I'm a little scared." Why can't I find you, where the hell are you, it's so late, where are you"