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Whether it is in her love attitude or her withdrawn personality, she wants to try to make a change.

When you find that the world is not for you, you are powerless to change the world, you can only change yourself to adapt to the world.

Someone once said that she was a "patient" because of Yan Qian's character, that is, "sick" in people's mouths, but this time she suddenly wanted to treat the "disease".

She has no family, no background, and no support, so she is not qualified to act arbitrarily, everything is to live better.

Yan Qian went back to the supermarket to help, and she planned to make a little money in the supermarket for the time being until she found a job.

The supermarket proprietress is one of the few good people Yan Qian has met, and in her most difficult time, she was given a place to live, and only by working here can the proprietress tolerate that she may ask for leave at any time.

Although Yan Qian said that she wanted to make changes, when she was recording the show, she still didn't like to talk to people, and when she was waiting, she sat in the rest area, and no one talked to her.

Yan Qian doesn't take the initiative to talk to people, but it's not that she doesn't want to talk to people, she just is too passive.

Although Yan Qian dressed up and looked not bad, the other female guests were also carefully selected beauty embryos, and everyone stood on the stage, and she was not dazzling, so she was not outstanding at all.

The other female guests are all highly educated and high-income, of course, it is not excluded that some people cheat, but in comparison, her conditions are the worst. Some people may think that compared to others, she is humiliating herself!

On stage, Yan Qianwu didn't speak, and sometimes when she was asked a question, she would answer a few words, but it was like a perfunctory, and no one could talk to her in depth. The host took the initiative to talk to her, but she was cold, and she couldn't create a show effect on her, so she was later snubbed.

However, to everyone's surprise, Yan Qian, who has been ignored, was taken away by the male guests after recording two episodes.

She was surprised that someone would want to have a relationship with Yan Qian, but although she had only recorded two episodes, she couldn't stay anymore. She deeply felt that she was not suitable for this kind of occasion, and she had already intended to quit, and someone happened to take a fancy to her, so she didn't refuse whether she liked it or not.

After holding hands successfully, Yan Qian and the man had a few meals and watched a few movies, she was trying to find feelings, and trying to learn to interact with people, but she always got along with that man.

After only a few days, Yan Qian felt a little tired of coping, that man talked a lot, and it could even be said that he was a chatter, every time he chattered about his various stories back then, she felt a pain in her head.

After getting along with this man, Yan Qian recognized clearly that she likes men who talk little, even if the two of them stay together, they don't say a word.

On this day, Yan Qian and the man came out after watching the movie, her hand was held by the man, she felt uncomfortable, so she secretly broke away, but he hugged her waist, and his words were very ambiguous, saying: "Yan Qian, go to me tonight!"

No matter how Yan Qian says, he is also a person who has been in love once, and he understands some things, knowing that men are a little impatient, he can't help but sneer in his heart, this man's purpose is too "simple"!

Yan Qian smiled faintly and said, "Why don't you go to me!"

The man was a little surprised when he saw that Yan Qian did not refuse, and said with a smile: "Okay! Anywhere you want! ”

The man didn't expect Yan Qian to be so cheerful, thinking that she should just be cold on the outside, but she is actually a very open person, or she has that kind of need, so that the two hit it off.

The man followed the words and entered the smelly and dirty alley, frowning all the way, unable to hide the disgust on his face. Later, when she brought him to the room where she lived, her brow furrowed even more when she saw that it was small and poorly furnished, even on the floor.

The man didn't seem to believe what he was seeing, and asked, "You live here?"

"yes!" Yan Qian said indifferently.

Yan Qian knew that everything about her was too big for this man, after all, on stage, she was dressed brightly, who would have thought that the place where she lived was so simple, and she should even be a little unacceptable!

"Why don't we go to me! Or go to a hotel? The man proposed.

Yan Qian sneered, indeed, in this kind of place, it is too unemotional!

"Let's go! Let's not contact each other in the future, I don't like you, so I won't continue to delay you, goodbye! Yan Qian pushed the man out of the room and closed the door.

Yan Qian didn't mind picking up everything she had to show him how unworthy she was, and then the two broke up.

After this incident, Yan Qian's heart, which was a little rebellious some time ago, was born.

This rash behavior, she did not gain nothing, at least let her see the ugly faces of some men more clearly, and at the same time, she was not in a hurry to settle her feelings, because she found that it was not easy to find a proper emotional home. Some people are all their lives, and they may not find the man who is really suitable for them, so she is not in a hurry, everything is fate, and some things are not entangled.

One day after Yan Qian and the male guests successfully held hands, Zhu Yuanzheng came to Yan Lijun's apartment to beg for a drink, and the two sat on the balcony and drank leisurely.

The two chatted and chatted, and suddenly talked about the recent TV show, Zhu Yuanzheng said: "There is a blind date show that is very popular recently, I don't know if you are watching?"

Yan Lijun's deep eyes stared at Zhu Yuanzheng, as if he could see through his thoughts at the moment, and after a long time, he said, "How can I watch such a non-nutritious show?"

Zhu Yuanzheng looked at Yan Lijun for a moment, shook the red wine in the wine glass, and said slowly: "Yan Qian's girl has also been on that show recently, and she was taken away after only two episodes, it seems that she is still quite attractive, what do you say?"

Yan Lijun didn't say a word, he knew that Zhu Yuan was luring him into the trap.

Zhu Yuanzheng continued: "The male guest who Yan Qian is holding hands with is quite handsome, and the conditions are not bad, she is looking for the right person this time!"

"That man can't do it!" Yan Lijun said lightly.

"Which man?" Zhu Yuanzheng smiled slyly and said, "Aren't you not watching the show?" How do you know he's not going to work! ”

Yan Lijun looked at the night in the distance indifferently, and did not make any explanation for what he had just said.

Zhu Yuanzheng teased: "You still can't let go of that girl the most!" Why don't you admit that you love her? ”

"What is love? Do you understand? Don't get to the level of love at every turn! Yan Lijun sneered.

Zhu Yuanzheng raised his eyebrows and said: "I know, you want to say, 'love' is only one word, but the weight is extremely heavy, and you can't use it casually, but I think so!" You don't admit it yourself, but I, as a bystander, see it clearly. ”

After the recording of the blind date show ended, Yan Qian did not change, and she herself gave up the "treatment". She has her own personality, and she can get where she can be, and she can't come anywhere.

Yan Rui looked for a job for two months, and finally found a job as a copywriter in a food company. She rented a house near the company, and the environment in the community was much better than before.

Things are starting to pick up. Life is like this, there are ups and downs, and any difficulties will be slowly overcome.

Yan Qian actually has a villa under her name, near the Yan family's old house.

It's a bit dramatic to talk about, and the villa was given to her by an old grandmother.

Not long after Yan Qian came to this city, she met the grandmother who lived nearby, who lived alone all the year round, was very lonely, and treated Yan Qian as her own granddaughter.

The love of the grandmother is also the first love that Yan Qian received in this city, and she regards the grandmother as a relative.

This grandmother has relatives, but once she did something wrong, and her only daughter didn't recognize her until she died.

The grandmother has a grandson named Yi Jingjun, who is the one sitting in the back seat of her, and she calls the little boy "Little Dot". It was also because she knew about his relationship with his grandmother that she took special care of him and helped him fight.

Later, Yi Jingjun's family emigrated abroad, and the grandmother couldn't see her grandson for the last time before leaving, and she didn't close her eyes when she left.

When the old grandmother was about to die, she was bedridden every day, and she relied on Yan Qian's bedside care.

The grandmother read her grandson's name every day, and asked Yanqian to help contact Yi Jingjun's family, but in the end, she couldn't get in touch with Yi Jingjun.

Before leaving, the old grandmother read in her mouth every day: "Ah Jun...... House...... The only thing I can give......"

Yan Qian knew that the grandmother wanted to leave her villa to her grandson.

It's just that to Yan Qian's surprise, a few days after the grandmother passed away, the lawyer found Yan Qian and said that in the grandmother's will, the villa was given to her, and later the transfer procedures were also done.

Although the villa real estate certificate is Yan Qian's name, Yan Qian has never regarded this villa as her own, because she knows that the grandmother wants to leave it to her grandson, so she wants to contact Yi Qijun in the future and return the villa to him.

The villa is in the suburbs, a bit far away, so Yan Qian rarely goes over, and only occasionally cleans it when she has time, so that when Yi Qijun comes back, it will be returned to him.

The weather warmed up, ushering in the drizzly Qingming season, and Yan Qian would go to the grandmother's cemetery to pay respects as usual.

Yan Qian held an umbrella and stood in front of the tomb for a long time in the drizzle, talking a lot to the old man as if talking to herself. Only in front of this old grandmother would she have so much to say.

Talk about some things that have happened recently, talk about your life insights, and look back on the past. This tombstone has become a trash can for words to tell your heart.

Whenever this happens, Yan Rui misses her grandfather very much, and she always wants to go back to her hometown to see.

The villa was relatively close to the cemetery, so after Yan Qian went down the mountain, she went back to the villa by the way.

Yi Jingjun wandered outside the door of the villa, and when he looked up, he saw a slender figure coming slowly with an umbrella, the umbrella was too low, covering the face of the visitor, but just looking at her firm steps, he felt inexplicably close.