Chapter 56: Jealousy
I suddenly realized the powerful power and corrosiveness of a woman's jealousy, it is a devil, a cancer, it will grow from every vein and vein of your body, volatile poison invades the whole body, and makes you panic and fall into the revenge and plunder of feelings.
Men cannot lose their backbone, women cannot be jealous in vain, the former destroys the dignity of men, the latter destroys women's posture.
But I can't control myself, it's a feeling of being deceived and toyed with and hurt, if this man is not Mr. Ji, it is any other man, I can make noise, I can force a result, I can ignore the image hysteria, it's better than me being confused, but he is Mr. Ji, and all my outbursts are with him The sudden weakness of his eyes is defeated.
It's not an eye, it's a huge magnetic field, full of self-forgetting attraction.
If he is willing to be tender, how many women should be willing to live and die for him.
I walked to the balcony, the flowers in the courtyard withered most of them because of the cold rain last night, two servants were cleaning up with brooms, hanging a canary flying indiscriminately in the birdcage, I thought that the canary was to describe the money worshippers who were raised by men with money, it turned out that there was really this kind of bird, not the whole body of golden feathers, but a yellow pointed beak, Mr. Ji likes flowers, grasses, fish and insects, but he has no time to serve, all handed over to the servant, I lived here for a while, found that the maid is particularly attentive to these things, It seems that the death of a person is not as great as the death of a bird.
Mr. Ji read the morning newspaper every morning and drank coffee will tease the birds on the balcony, he raised two canaries, a snow-white partridge, they all like to eat meat, do not eat much food, the maid is often pecked when feeding, but Mr. Ji is interested in feeding, they are very well-behaved, never dare to make bad, Mr. Ji scolded these two beasts, more than people will also observe words, I smiled and said that I don't look at who raised the bird, of course, with the owner of the clever.
Mr. Ji doesn't love children, he has no flesh and blood at this age and is not in a hurry at all, we went out to eat and there was a family of four passing by outside the car, the man was tall and mighty and sat with a girl on his shoulder, and the woman behind him was holding a slightly older boy, with a smile on his face, Mr. Ji only glanced at it, and then he looked away without any expression, I was envious at the time, that kind of life was very peaceful, but there was a charm that was difficult to refuse in the calm.
I once held a food box to feed the birds with him, and casually asked him if he didn't envy other people's family happiness and children, and he said that he couldn't talk about envy, but he just felt that at this age, it was a life that should be lived, and there was no and no random person to settle with.
He threw the food into the cage and watched the canary flutter its wings, "I used to say that the best state is to have a woman waiting for me by the lamp no matter how late it is, but now I don't do it." ”
I pinched the hem of my skirt and whispered, "But it won't last long." ”
I'm leaving, I can't live with him for the rest of my life.
Who am he and who am he to me, can I pay for my long life.
But he didn't hear what I was saying, he wiped his hands with a tissue, and I looked at him sideways and said, "You can always have a child if you don't get married." ”
He smiled and asked me, "Are you giving birth to me?" ”
I was stunned, almost took it seriously, the hand holding the food box trembled, poured out some meat grains, he looked down at the mess under my feet, a little helpless and funny, "So excited, if you give birth to two, do you want to jump from the stairs." ”
That's when I realized he was just joking with me.
I stared at the manic canary in the cage, it hid on the top of the cage and refused to come down, no matter how I lured me with food, it was indifferent, Mr. Ji stood next to me and watched for a while, I asked it what was going on, he said, "Animals also have tempers, and they will not be interesting when they are used to petting." ”
After he finished speaking, he smashed the cage hard, and the bird was so frightened that it fled inside, but it quickly settled down, it curled up on the crossbar, quietly took food from the small bowl and ate it, and waited until it ate half a bowl of food, Mr. Ji put his hand in as if he was soothing, and gently hit its head, I watched all this coldly, "Slap a slap to a sweet date, the world is tired of this way." ”
"As long as it works, it doesn't matter how."
I threw the food box on the ground, turned around and left the balcony, Mr. Ji took out an invitation from the inside pocket of his suit, and he spread out the inner page and put it on the coffee table in front of me, "Are you interested in the wine and tea party of the Carmen banquet in the evening?" ”
I saw that the label on the invitation card was that the male VIP who received the invitation letter was allowed to bring a female dependent, but it must be a partner.
I picked up the invitation and sandwiched it between my middle and index fingers, "Partner, Mr. Ji positioned me like this." ”
He smiled and loosened his tie, "Honored." ”
I felt that these three words were full of joy, I laughed very happily, a heavy stone fell to the ground in my heart, he was so happy to see me, and laughed with me, I got up from the sofa, one hand climbed on his shoulder, I saw his pupils in a thousand charming self, "like a flower, honored." ”
He reached out and touched the tip of my nose, "Be nice." ”
I moved my hand from his shoulder to his throat, picking at the hard and raised Adam's apple, "Why doesn't Mr. Ji bring Bai Jasmine, taking her is better than bringing me, and it is justified." ”
He sniffed vigorously in the air, "How do you smell a sour smell?" ”
I was annoyed by him, and simply stopped talking, I admitted that I couldn't win on my mouth, and there were a few people who could win him, and I leaned on his shoulder and squinted sullenly, he put one hand around my waist, and the other hand touched the pinhole in my right chest, "Do you know how much that gem is worth?" ”
"It has nothing to do with me, Mr. Ji is generous and generous, and he spends countless amounts of money on women, and he is not a dime. If it's a big deal, I'll pay it back to you as a debt. ”
"What a femme fatale."
He was not angry or annoyed, with a smile on his face, he crossed my head and asked Hall Master He, "Have you brought anything here?" ”
Master He glanced at me with gloomy eyes, he said bring it, he took out a very delicate silver long box from the bag, handed it to Mr. Ji, he took it and opened it, I glanced at it, it was a necklace, what style and material, I didn't see it clearly, Mr. Ji took it out and hooked it on his index finger and turned around, "Money is not important, the key is my mind." ”
I smiled and asked him, "So what is Mr. Ji's heart?" ”
He took the necklace apart, circled it in a half-arc, and got up from the couch, "Make you happy." ”
I didn't stop and asked, "What about after that fun?" ”
He raised an eyebrow, "Of course, it's the result of giving it back to me and making me happy." ”
As he spoke, he walked up behind me and put the necklace around my neck, his fingers caressing the pink diamond hanging from his collarbone, his thin moist lips pressed to my ear and smiled and asked, "Are you still happy to throw it away?" "
I got out of his arms with a smile, "It depends on the mood, anyway, Mr. Ji sent me, it's mine. It's hard to make money in the field, maybe I'll sell it to pay off my debts."
"I have long thought that you have this idea, so this is only worn on you temporarily, and you will return it to me after the drinking party is over."
I was laughed at by him, "There is still a reason to take back the things that Mr. Ji gave me, don't you be in a hurry if I owe it for the rest of my life." ”
He took my hand and walked out of the manor, "It's a long time coming." I'm certainly not in a hurry. ”
I touched the huge and delicate pear-shaped pink diamond, but the white jasmine suddenly flashed the jeweled red in front of me, I sighed in my heart, I glanced at the hand held by Mr. Ji, "Why did you give me rubies." ”
He seemed to anticipate that I would have to ask sooner or later, without a hint of surprise or evasion, "because I think you're a good fit." ”
"Isn't it because..."
"I, Ji Rongke, don't eat what I once spit out, I feel very disgusting, how do I know that I haven't been bitten by flies during the time I spit out."
He squeezed my hand hard, interrupted me, and said something like this, and I didn't dare to understand what it meant, but I was sure that he didn't ignore my feelings.
I whispered to him, "Are you explaining to me?" ”
Master He opened the car door, put his palm on it, and protected my forehead, after I sat in, Mr. Ji also entered and sat next to me, he rolled down the window to let the cool wind outside, I stared at the clear outline of his side, and the corners of his lips hooked up a hint of a smile, "You think it is." ”