Xu Yaran slapped Li Yilan in the face, and with a snap, Xu Yaran hit her very hard, and her hands hurt. But so what, no amount of pain in her hand was as painful as her heart. She gave everything to this man, but this man told her that in fact, it was impossible for two people to be together from the beginning.

Hehe...... How does this make Xu Yaran accept? The ones Li Yilan gave her were actually no different from other women, he was just playing with himself. In the past, Xu Yaran was always obsessed with Li Yilan leaving without saying a word, but now she knows that Li Yilan has never thought of marrying her and being with her forever.

And the things Li Yilan did with herself were not because she liked herself at all. The reason why he passed those illusions on her was just to get her. The purpose has been achieved, so nothing matters.

Xu Yaran never thought of crying in front of Li Yilan, but she couldn't help it.

Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan with tears in her eyes and said, "Okay, I know." You are so ruthless, Li Yilan, I know, you are so ruthless. Xu Yaran's fists were clenched tightly, her nails pierced into her palms, and blood flowed out along her fingers, but she didn't feel any pain. **The pain above is not enough to compensate for the pain in the heart.

Li Yilan is really very hateful, no one has ever been able to hurt Xu Yaran like this, but Li Yilan can. He actually hurt himself like this.

"I finally found out today, thank you." Xu Yaran nodded, looking at Li Yilan with some blood-red eyes. Li Yilan finally let Xu Yaran know what heartache is, it turns out that one person can make her heartache like this.

Okay, good......

"Now everything has been figured out. I know everything, you can let me go, right? Xu Yaran wanted to pull her arm out of Li Yilan's hand, but she couldn't break free.

Li Yilan's hand hung down weakly, yes, he had to let go now. What qualifications does he have to hold Xu Yaran tightly? He and Xu Yaran can't be together in the end, he has done so many things, Xu Yaran already hates him to the core. He is no longer qualified to follow Xu Yaran to continue entanglement.

"May I ask you one more question?" Li Yilan's expression was a little depressed and said to Xu Yaran. Now Li Yilan suddenly seems to have no spirit and spirit, as if people have also experienced a lot of vicissitudes.

Xu Yaran's heart was a little unbearable after all, she hated Li Yilan. But where does hate come from without love? Liao Shichang almost killed her and almost sold her house. She didn't resent Liao Shichang for half a point, that was because Liao Shichang was just a stranger in her eyes, although she hated Liao Shichang and was afraid of Liao Shichang, but she didn't hate Liao Shichang. Because she doesn't love Liao Shichang, Liao Shichang is not worth her thinking about hating.

Li Yilan is different, she loves Li Yilan, and she gave Li Yilan all her things. Not just your own body, but also your heart. She thinks that she is not a woman who can accompany any man to bed casually, if it weren't for her love to the bones, how could she let Li Yilan crush her under her and fight Li Yilan in bed again and again?

She loves Li Yilan because she loves her, so after Li Yilan hurts her, she hates Li Yilan. She felt heartache for what Li Yilan did, and she felt heartache for Li Yilan to choose Nangong Meining instead of herself.

All this is because she loves Li Yilan, and hates because of love.

"Yes, you ask." Xu Yaran lowered her head, just like when she saw Nangong Meining and Li Yilan walking towards her side by side yesterday, she lowered her head and stared at her toes, her eyes were a little blurred.

"Will you be with Yin Ziye? Why can you and Yin Ziye act as if nothing happened, and you can still interact intimately. And I have to be so cold? Li Yilan asked with some difficulty.

"Midnight is different from you, he hasn't given me false hope. He didn't lie to me, he didn't like me, he didn't pretend to like me. There was no hope in my heart, so I was never disappointed. But what about yours? You said everything, but in the end you didn't do it at all, what do you want me to do? Xu Yaran said softly. Although all the meaning in the words was resentment towards Li Yilan, there was no blame in the tone.

"It shouldn't be possible between us anymore, right?" Li Yilan asked.

"What do you think? This sentence should ask yourself, you can go and tell Nangong Meining that the person you like is me, do you dare to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me to get a marriage certificate now? Xu Yaran raised her head and asked a little aggressively.

Tell Nangong Meining about this? If he hadn't returned to China, or before he met Nangong Meining and Xu Yaran, maybe Li Yilan would have accepted his fate. Accept the fate that belongs to him, the fate that he cannot maintain.

It's just that after coming back, he met Nangong Meining and Xu Yaran. Li Yilan likes these two women, and after experiencing yesterday's incident, Li Yilan admits that she likes Xu Yaran far more than Nangong Meining. In Li Yilan's opinion, Nangong Meining is an interesting woman, he is very interested in Nangong Meining, but he doesn't like it to the core.

He admitted that he liked Xu Yaran, but he didn't like it to the core.

After coming back this time, he realized that in fact, he could choose his life, although the choice was not the most satisfactory. But it's better than anything, it's better to have someone else arrange it, isn't it?

If he pushed Nangong Meining away for Xu Yaran, then it would still be impossible for him to be with Xu Yaran in the end, he had his own way to go. He believed that Xu Yaran would not follow him without a name or share, and he knew this.

So since the final outcome will be like this, he will choose the person who is most beneficial to him from the beginning. In fact, in the final analysis, he likes Nangong Meining. is in love with Xu Yaran, but what he loves most is actually himself.

At that time, he also thought that he loved Xu Yaran the most, even more than himself. promised so easily for a lifetime, but in the end, he finally made the decision to protect himself, perhaps this decision hurt Xu Yaran, and also made him blame himself for a while.

Nangong Meining is a high-minded and arrogant person, if he takes Xu Yaran to do something that will hurt Nangong Meining. Then Nangong Meining will definitely not let go anymore, and in the end, he will not even have the opportunity to choose his own fate, Li Yilan is really too unwilling.

With so many thoughts added together, Xu Yaran is destined to become the one who is abandoned.

Xu Yaran lowered her head, her heart beating violently. There was some expectation in her heart, although Xu Yaran hated herself a little in her heart, but if she had to say it, she was actually looking forward to Li Yilan's answer, and she was willing to give Li Yilan another chance. If Li Yilan is willing to make it clear to Nangong Meining and is willing to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with her to get the certificate, then she will forgive Li Yilan once.

Men always have to do something to betray women in their lives, and this time Xu Yaran decided to endure it. She is a persistent person, and she can't let go of the person she likes. So she is willing to tolerate Li Yilan once. He is giving Li Yilan a chance, and at the same time giving himself a chance.

Xu Yaran slowly raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, and she looked at Li Yilan expectantly and said, "Have you made your choice?" ”

"I'm sorry." Li Yilan turned her body and turned her back to Xu Yaran. He didn't dare to look at Xu Yaran's face, he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted for a while, and he would really do something that he would regret, after all, he was not prepared to face the ups and downs with Xu Yaran.

His life has always been smooth sailing, even if he was injured last time, there are countless people who have saved him with their lives. Without these protections, Li Yilan could not imagine her life in the future. If you come out to mix, sooner or later you will have to pay it back. If he loses his backing, he can't protect himself or Xu Yaran before he is fledgling. So he can't take any chances.

Xu Yaran listened to Li Yilan's words, and the tight string in her heart finally broke. Although I knew that the final result would be like this, when I heard Li Yilan say it to her again, my heart was still hot. It's really a special pain, compared to when Li Yilan didn't say anything and had already left, it made her feel cold and heartache.

In the deepest part of my heart, there was always a glimmer of hope. After all, Li Yilan didn't say anything, and no one knew what he wanted, but now that Li Yilan and she had almost picked out all the words, what else could Xu Yaran do? Li Yilan didn't choose herself after all, at the beginning, Li Yilan said I love you, a wife, and a lifetime, but now all of them have become jokes.

Xu Yaran laughed angrily, she smiled: "Okay, our matter, even if there is an end today." In the future, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will cross my single-plank bridge. I won't disturb your life, and you won't disturb mine. Even if we all had a strange dream before, it would be okay to wake up from the dream. As for the content of the dream, it's all fake, so I've forgotten it. ”

The corners of Li Yilan's mouth moved, and she wanted to say something but didn't say it.

Although he was destined not to be with Xu Yaran, those days were real for Li Yilan. When he was with Xu Yaran, he really liked Xu Yaran.