Chapter 504: Back to the Past, Can't Go Back to the Past
Wang Xu felt very absurd, and even a little weak, looking up at the sky, looking at the empty hands, he had thought a lot, and even thought that Ren Xuanbing took the initiative not to be together.
This is why he said that he was talking about marrying Ren Xuanbing and having children with Ren Xuanbing, just thinking of using all means to entangle with her.
And he is ready, no matter what Ren Xuanbing says, he will rely on her with a dead face, it is not easy to get to this point, he feels that his life has reached the peak.
He really doesn't envy the mandarin duck and doesn't envy the immortal, he feels that he has no desire and no desire, and it is not appropriate to give a fairy, so he has to be his current self.
He felt that as long as he was dead, there was no external force to separate him, but sometimes it was such a bloody dog that left him in such a way that he couldn't even make an effort......
The former Bai Bai, the breakup at that time is still vivid, when the breakup, Wang Xu even shamelessly wanted to step on the two boats, just wanted to secretly.
It was known to Bai Bai, although he was prepared to be thick-skinned, but he couldn't do it, he did that thing, he was discovered, and he had to respect Bai Bai's choice.
In the end, he could only let her go, respecting the innocent feelings at the beginning.
But Ren Xuanbing is different, the two have broken through the relationship, and he can also feel that Ren Xuanbing loves him and likes him, so he can protect her for the rest of her life.
No one can separate them, no one can, not death, but it is easy to break up without saying anything, and they come out by themselves......
What is the desire to cry without tears, others are out of love, break up, you can buy drunk, you can scold the sky, you can even scold yourself, but Wang Xu doesn't know who to reason with at this time......
Wang Xu even suddenly felt that he didn't know where to go, he was used to the current days, used to the days with Ren Xuanbing, but now it has changed.
In the past, when he was with Bai Bai, Wang Xu suddenly became very unaccustomed, very unaccustomed, and a little panicked.
Ren Xuanbing can now be said to be a piece of pure land in his heart, and now it seems that he is about to lose it, naturally it is very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, and it is a shocking joy to lose it and regain it.
And the kind of gain and loss is still the most important existence, and that kind of blow is simply unimaginable.
It's only morning, and it's still early, but Wang Xu can't stay where Ren Xuanbing is like before, and the feeling of the two of them talking has changed instantly.
It's like going back in time, as if you're back in the middle of a memory.
This idea made Wang Xu feel a little better, there was still hope, and it was possible that he would chase her back again, the same.
It was set for ten years before, and she married herself ten years later, but she didn't expect it to go smoothly before, and in Wang Xu's opinion, it didn't take ten years at all.
But now Wang Xu feels that God has played a big joke on him, it is really a big joke, if he tells Wang Xu now that he can return to the previous state in ten years, he will definitely be happy and overwhelmed.
Because Wang Xu knows very well that it is too difficult to go back to the past with Ren Xuanbing, it is too difficult to catch her back.
In fact, Wang Xu is more distressed, really distressed, he doesn't want Ren Xuanbing to become like this, although she is now like an ice fairy, but she will be very lonely in her heart.
Wang Xu likes to see her laugh, likes to see her happy, likes to see her shy, but now, I basically can't see her anymore.
Even if she laughs, it is a polite smile, a polite smile, which is different from the previous kind of laughter, in the past, she could take the initiative to hug Wang Xu and take the initiative to squeeze into Wang Xu's arms at night.
But now all this is out of reach, it seems that now is reality, those are dreams, because it is so beautiful, because I have always felt that I am not too lucky.
Where did I go to the martial arts hall in the morning, everything was normal, but it was nothing, Wang Xu didn't have any motivation now, it was muddy, and a morning passed.
At noon, when I arrived at the door of Ren Xuanbing's house and was about to go back to make lunch, I realized that it seemed that it was different now than before.
However, there is one point, that is, from the beginning of the previous relationship, Ren Xuanbing was not exclusive to Wang Xu and was very polite, but now Wang Xu is afraid of abrupt her.
At this time, the door happened to be opened, in fact, Wang Xu could open it, but he knew that it couldn't be opened, and he didn't want to make Ren Xuanbing uneasy.
Seeing Wang Xu, Ren Xuanbing was slightly stunned, revealing a once polite smile: "You look for me." ”
The polite tone made Wang Xu scratch his head with a stiff smile: "I'm here to eat, are you welcome?"
In a word, it is very bitter.
Ren Xuanbing felt it, but she didn't understand it a little, but she still smiled: "Of course you are welcome." ”
Wang Xu cooks at noon, his skills are naturally fine, but this meal is eaten, the most familiar person, the closest person, but ......
Wang Xu didn't intend to tell her how they were doing, they could find someone to prove it, etc., which didn't make any sense.
Ren Xuanbing was a little confused, very small, she just felt that Wang Xu was quite familiar, very familiar, but soon, she rejected this feeling.
Her memory of Wang Xu has returned to before that accident, and there is no existence of any Wang Xu and Ren Xuanbing's closeness.
The two of them are friends now, well, they are friends and nobles.
Not only that, but Ren Xuanbing will instinctively resist and avoid her feelings now, and basically will not touch this again.
"Do you have something on your mind?" Ren Xuanbing asked softly.
Yaya is not at home.
There are only two people, Wang Xu is okay, after all, he has lived for a lot of time, Ren Xuanbing is just without desire, he is really pure-hearted and has few desires, and he doesn't think much about it, so the two of them will not feel embarrassed, let alone ambiguous.
It's just that Wang Xu will look at Ren Xuanbing from time to time, Ren Xuanbing noticed Wang Xu's eyes, but she didn't understand it a little.
In Ren Xuanbing's eyes, Wang Xu is a high-ranking person, a noble person, very self-disciplined, with clear eyes, and does not show any thoughts about himself.
In the past, Wang Xu was, he was indeed like this at that time, maybe it wasn't that he didn't have ideas, but the existence of Ren Xuanbing made him very conscious and didn't think much about it.
It is self-aware to say that it sounds good, and it is not self-confident to say that it is not good.
But after all, she has come to a certain point, so now her gaze is very affectionate, which makes Ren Xuanbing panic affectionately.
But she was still very calm and ate elegantly.
Wang Xu knew that he still couldn't control himself, so he lowered his head to eat, but his mind was thinking about what to do in the future.
He was really a little worried about how to get along with Ren Xuanbing in the future.
Chase her, chase back, this is unrealistic, really unrealistic, she has returned to the past, Wang Xu can't go back to the past, the previous has changed, even if it remains the same, change back, as long as Wang Xu's heart has not changed, what should I do?
(End of chapter)