Chapter 4: Father
But these things, you can't let others find out, even if you are a reborn person, you must know how to keep a low profile, you have to keep quiet, don't be too sharp, your slightly abnormal performance has already made your family worried, the doctor has invited them twice, to let them find themselves more out of the ordinary, and not to frighten them.
After thinking about it, he began to implement it, so during the day, when everyone could see or pay attention to it, he was mostly sleeping or pretending to sleep, pondering the Changxuanyuan Sutra in his consciousness. At night, when everyone else was asleep, he began his own exercise program, and he tried to move everything he could, from his fingers to his arms, from his toes to his calves, from his neck to his head, although it was very difficult, he still tried his best and did his best. He believes that only by enduring hardship can he become a superior person, and for the sake of a happy life in the future, he has given up.
On this day, he was closing his eyes and continuing to figure out the Changxuan Yuan Sutra, after unremitting efforts, he had already figured out several words in the past few days, at this rate, at most a year or two, he could figure out the entire Changxuan Yuan Sutra almost completely, and then he could cultivate. Besides, generally speaking, the more words you clarify, the clearer the meaning, and the faster the speed may be, maybe it won't take more than a year. When the time comes, will it be possible for him to create the smallest cultivation record in the history of the cultivation realm? Thinking of this, he was very proud in his heart.
At this moment, there was a sudden sound of hurried footsteps outside, and then there was a clang, and the door was pushed open vigorously, and he was stunned for a moment, and withdrew from consciousness, opening his eyes to see what was going on.
As soon as he opened his eyes, a man rushed in, glanced at himself at most, and then went straight to his mother, hugged her tightly, and said loudly: "It's really hard for you!" ”
Leng Binghan was stunned, and then he realized that this man was his father Leng Yunping, who had been working in the field.
In my previous life, I heard my parents say that my father Leng Yunhong had been working in other places and changed a lot of places, but he was getting closer and closer to home, and it was not until he was finally born that he gave up the opportunity for promotion and transferred back to Su Qi's local position. But when exactly did he come back, Leng Binghan has no impression, and it is impossible to have an impression.
The mother probably didn't expect the father to come back so soon, and it wasn't until she was held in her arms by the father that she cried with joy.
Leng Binghan stared at his father with wide eyes, his father was still relatively young at this time, 42 years old, he should be 37 years old this year, and he has not yet made a fortune, he is tall, his eyes are bright, and he looks very energetic in a Mao suit. There are still some differences from the slightly blessed appearance in the cold impression of the previous life, and the old appearance with a head full of white hair that can't be hidden.
The father and mother talked for a while, and then turned their attention to Leng Binghan, seeing Leng Binghan open his eyes and look at him, he couldn't close his mouth happily, hugged himself with a smile, and carefully looked at this son who had been born for almost ten days and had not seen him yet, and his heart was both joy and guilt.
"Look at you, such a big movement has woken up my son!" Mother Li Yuanfen saw the child's wide eyes, and gently pushed Leng Yunfei with some complaints, and said again: "Son, your father is back, he came back to see you, do you like your father?" ”
Leng Yunphong also smiled lovingly: "Little baby, Dad is back late, don't be angry with Dad, Dad loves you the most!" "After all, I have some habitual habits of stubbling to prick the child's tender face. He got used to his two sons, and every time he saw them, he had to show his closeness in this way. The two brothers also liked that their father played with them in this way, giggling happily every time.
Seeing his signature movements, Li Yuanfen hurriedly snatched Leng Bing Han over, glanced at him, and scolded: "The child is still young, just born, and his skin is tender, but I can't stand your hard stubble!" ”
was reprimanded by his wife, Leng Yunfei also realized his carelessness, and smiled embarrassedly: "It's Dad's fault, Dad's fault, the baby is not angry!" Come, let Daddy take a good look at my good son. With that, he reached out and hugged the child.
"Be careful, don't hurt your son!" Li Yuanfen saw that Leng Yunhong was really anxious, so she reported Leng Binghan to him, but she was still a little uneasy.
Leng Yunfei took his son and happily talked to himself there, talking to his son about this, and the happiness in his heart was incomparable.
Li Yuanfen looked at this scene, and also felt happy and warm, the hard work, dedication and grievances of the past few days all disappeared, and there was only joy in her heart. She happily talked to Leng Yunfei about various trivial matters after the birth of the child: how the rain was heavy that day, how the child was born, how the child was well-behaved and easy to bring, never crying, how others envied, everyone came to visit and praised and praised ......
Listening to Li Yuanfen chattering about all kinds of trivial matters these days, of course, more of them are about the newborn child, Leng Yunfei hugged the child tightly and couldn't bear to leave his hand, while talking softly with his wife. Seeing this scene, feeling this warm moment, thinking about this life and past life, cold and cold hearts are full of mixed feelings, and an indescribable emotion breeds in my heart.
After a long time, Li Yuanfen asked, "How long can you stay when you come back this time?" ”
Leng Yunfei smiled, his eyes were full of joy, and a trace of loneliness appeared in the joy, and said, "I won't leave when I come back this time!" ”
"Really?" Li Yuanfen was pleasantly surprised: "Have you transferred your job?" ”
Leng Yunphong said: "Well, so this time I delayed a little more time and went through the formalities." Speaking of this, he hesitated: "I will work in the district in the future!" Served as deputy district chief. ”
"Deputy District Chief?" Li Yuanfen doubted: "Aren't you already a member of the county party committee and deputy secretary of the township party committee in Gaocao Township?" Why was he transferred back this time and only served as the deputy district head? Flat? ”
"No way!" Leng Yunhong exhaled lightly and said: "There are no suitable vacancies here, and the leaders didn't approve of me doing this, but I'm worried about you, and I insist on transferring you back, so I can take care of my family." You don't have to worry, although it's a deputy position, but my level hasn't changed, after all, it's a township over there, and it's a district here, and I'm in charge of several townships! ”
"Actually, you don't have to worry too much about the family, with me, I can work after confinement." Li Yuanfen snuggled up to Leng Yunfei, although she didn't know anything about this, she still seemed to be able to feel the frustration and loneliness in Leng Yunfei's heart. But she doesn't want to think so much, married for 10 years, her husband has been outside, rarely seen a few times a year, housework, supporting her in-laws, raising children, a person is busy inside and out, although for her husband's work, she has no complaints, and does her duty to do her own thing, but this family is always unsatisfactory, is a regret, every time in loneliness, sadness and grievances, always have infinite longing and expectations for the reunion of the whole family. This time her husband was able to return to her side, and the family finally had a backbone, even if she didn't do anything, just watching herself from the sidelines was the greatest happiness for her.
She didn't understand the meaning behind Leng Yunhong's return this time, but Leng Binghan on the side completely understood.
In his previous life, he knew that his father was very capable and young at that time, as a rare secondary school student in the 50s, he joined the work and joined the party at the age of 18, transferred from the geological team back to the local work at the age of 25, became the township chief at the age of 30, and became a member of the county party committee and the secretary of the township party committee at the age of 35. If there is an opportunity in the future, it may be possible to become the secretary of the county party committee, and it is not out of reach to enter the province even before retirement.
However, there were two opportunities that I did not grasp, one was after Leng Binghan was born, in order to take care of the family, he resolutely gave up the opportunity to be transferred to the director of the county water conservancy bureau and returned to Suqi District as the deputy head of the district; Once when Leng Binghan graduated from primary school, Su Qi withdrew from the district-level government agency, and the Changfu Municipal Government, which had been promoted to a prefecture-level city at that time, transferred him to serve as the county magistrate of Leibo County, and he once again gave up the opportunity that others could not dream of in order to take care of his family, and stayed in Suqi Town Government as the secretary of a county-level town party committee, and since then he has been in this position until 2000, when the corresponding country called for early retirement. How important these 21 years are in the career, and how many miracles can be created if they are used well!
In his previous life, Leng Binghan once asked his father if he regretted giving up these two opportunities, but his father always touched his head lovingly and said, "As long as you are out, I will have no regrets about what I do." At that time, I always felt that my father was singing a high note, where in the world is there such a stupid person, but now that I think about it, it is really sad and even more moving. The love of parents for their children is really boundless, leaving no room at all, and they do not ask for anything in return.
Although he has always scoffed at his father's career, he always thinks that his father's character is too upright, jealous and hateful, not accustomed to cheating and superficial work, doing things realistically, not paying much attention to ways and methods, doing good deeds and achievements do not let the leaders see, and the straightforward way of doing things will also make the leaders sometimes embarrassed, with the development of society and changes in the situation, it is more and more unsuitable for the needs of modern officialdom, and it is not very suitable for the development of official careers. However, failing to do well in his career and setting an example for his children is still a knot in his father's heart that is always difficult to let go. Although he never mentioned it, Leng Binghan still understood it very thoroughly from the excitement and some loss that could not be concealed in his words when he often mentioned some of the original great achievements.
In his previous life, he had no ability to help his father, but God had mercy on him and gave him this opportunity to be reborn, no matter how difficult it was, no matter how difficult it was, he would definitely do his best to help his father go higher and farther in his career. Even if you meet the Buddha**, you will not hesitate to destroy the gods when you meet the gods! Leng Binghan's two little hands clenched tightly, and he secretly made up his mind in his heart.
"By the way, what is the best name for the child? His grandfather said that he should not be called Leng Zhengming, but I don't think it sounds good, Zhengming, proof, what to prove? There will be ambiguity. You tell me? After saying a lot of bits and pieces, Li Yuanfen suddenly remembered that the child's name had not yet been taken.
According to local customs, a woman is not allowed to name a child, and only three people have the right to name a newborn baby: the child's father, grandfather, and grandfather. Li Yuanfen's father is illiterate, unlike the Leng family, which is a local scholarly family, although he wants to show it at this time, he still doesn't dare to show it, for fear of embarrassment. Everyone is not very satisfied with the name chosen by father-in-law Leng Qingyuan, and Leng Yunyuan has not come back yet, so by this time the child has no name.
Hearing his wife say this, Leng Yunhong thought for a while: "The name Leng Zhengming is really not very good, wait until I think about it." As he walked with the child in his arms, he thought, "What's it called?" Leng Zhengfeng? Doesn't sound good, Leng Zhengqing? It's not good, what's good to be cold? ”
After wandering around for a long time, he suddenly patted his head and asked Li Yuanfen, "What do you think of Leng Zhengyi?" ”
Before Li Yuanfen could speak, Leng Binghan almost fainted. Cold justice, what is the name, justice and justice, as if I am evil. Although in my previous life, I knew that I finally took the name Leng Bing Han, but this time I can't say, I want to have some butterfly effect or something, and I really let myself call this name in this life, and I won't faint to death. So he hurriedly protested.
Hearing the cold babbling voice, Leng Yunyi said happily: "Look at you, our son agrees." ”
Leng Binghan was even more depressed: "Is this an agreement?" It's obviously against it! ”
It was still the mother Li Yuanfen who understood her son and threw him a roll of her eyes: "Leng Zhengyi, what kind of messy name, my son doesn't like it, what is the approval!" ”
"Isn't it good?" Leng Yunhong touched his head, smiled at Leng Binghan and said, "Son, my good baby, don't you like this name?" It doesn't matter, let's think of another ha, we must give my good baby a name that is both nice and loud! ”
said so, but after a few more turns, his scalp was about to be scratched, and the name he thought of was either not even satisfactory to himself, or he was boycotted by Li Yuanfen and Leng Binghan.
He had no choice but to resort to one last resort: take out a dictionary and look through it to see what good words he could use or what inspiration he could get.
Leng Binghan rolled his eyes, and thought depressedly in his heart: In his previous life, his father often showed off to himself, and it was all because of his great talent that he could choose such a beautiful and far-reaching name for himself, but he didn't expect it to be turned out of the dictionary. It's really detrimental to the glorious image in my own mind.