317 I don't want you to leave me
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The sun is fine these days, and the weather is getting hotter day by day. Zhao Mengqing had already changed into a thin shirt, but Lu Congan was still wearing a sweater.
Paul explained that Mr. Lu was weak and must not freeze.
Zhao Mengqing felt that she had no other use, but it was still useful to control him and prevent him from eating and undressing indiscriminately. Lu Cong'an listened to her, like a big child, so coaxed.
Yueji got acquainted with the neighbor's foreign little brother, and the little brother often likes to come to Yueji to play.
Yueji is also a little older, and in such a big place at home, she can't be restrained anymore. That's why she often runs to her neighbors' houses.
After all, Zhao Mengqing was worried about her daughter, so she confessed that she was only allowed to be nearby and was not allowed to leave. And she can only go out to play for an hour or two every day, every fifteen minutes, she has to see her once, otherwise she won't be allowed to go out next time.
Zhao Mengqing was helping Yueji wash her face, and Yueji excitedly told her mother that she had seen something funny.
Yueji said with her eyebrows fluttering, and her temperament was much more cheerful than when she was in the Huo family, and Zhao Mengqing was also very happy in her heart. The daughter is still lively, but she may have felt that she was an outsider in the past, so her words and deeds in the Huo family are very regular.
"Wait, don't go yet."
After washing her daughter's face, Zhao Mengqing took another balm and wiped it for Yueji.
"Like a madman, is there any quiet look that a girl should have?"
Yueji hugged her mother's arm and said, "But they are waiting for me, today Jerry's brother has a party at home, and many of his classmates are here." I promised him that if I didn't go, he would think I was not keeping my word. ”
"I didn't let you go." Zhao Mengqing packed up her things, sat down and said, "You can go if you want, but my mother has to ask you a few words." You sit well. ”
"What does Mom want to ask?" Yueji really sat down obediently, and her eyes were very smart.
"Familiar with this place now? Think it's good to stay here? ”
Yueji thought for a while and said, "Jerry, they are all very good, they are always willing to take me to play, and I have made new friends." ”
"Do you want to stay here forever?"
Yueji was silent, but after a long while, she said, "But this is not my home." Immediately he smiled and said, "Where my mother is, my home is there." If mom stays with ...... in the future," she looked left and right, and saw that Ahsan was not there, so she whispered, "If mom stays here with Uncle Lu in the future, then I will stay with you too." ”
"Yueji, you listen to your mother." Zhao Mengqing became serious, "I have thought about it with your Uncle Lu, if you study in the future, I will send you back to China." ”
Yueji said: "What about Mom? ”
"Yueji, you listen to your mother. You have to go back after all, and Mom needs to stay with your Uncle Lu until he is well. You go back to Jincheng, there are many people who love you, and it is easy to learn. ”
Yueji was originally very interested, but when she heard her mother say this, she suddenly had no interest in going out to play.
"When will Uncle Lu be okay?" Yueji bowed her head, "Will he be okay?" Will it be the same as before? ”
"Of course you will, Yueji, you have to believe in your Uncle Lu." Zhao Mengqing saw that her daughter was in a bad mood, so she laughed, "You go to play with Jerry, but it's still the same sentence, you can't go far." ”
"Mom, I don't want to play anymore, I'll go find Uncle Lu."
After Yueji finished speaking, he ran upstairs.
Lu Cong'an sat in the room, the window of the room was open, and the sweet wind blew in.
Although Lu Cong'an was injured, his body was weak. However, the ear power is still as good as ever.
Before Yuejiren came in, he knew that this little girl was coming. Lu Cong'an was sitting behind his desk and reading a book. He closed the book and looked up at the door.
"Uncle Lu." Yueji was light-handed, and after coming in, he closed the door again.
"Didn't you go to Jerry's house today? How did you get here. With that, Lu Cong'an stretched out his hands and beckoned the moon season to pass.
Yueji leaned on Lu Cong'an's side, drooping her head, obviously not very happy.
"What's wrong?" Lu Cong'an was curious, "Did your mother scold you?" ”
"Nope." Yueji picked at the desk with her hand, and her voice was low, "Mom wants to send me back, but I can't bear you." ”
It turned out that it was for this matter, Lu Cong'an smiled.
"Don't you want to go back? There are other relatives of yours in China, as well as your friends, uncle remembers, you like Jin'an very much, and your two elder brothers. Before, didn't you always say that you wanted to go back to see them? ”
"But if I go back, will it be difficult to see my mother and uncle again?" Yueji was so sad, "I don't want to leave you. ”
"Come on." Lu Cong'an stretched out his hand and gently hugged Yueji in his arms, "If you miss me, you can call me, and we can also talk by video." How did you contact Jin'an now, and you will also contact your uncle when the time comes. ”
"Hmm." Yueji nodded, and quickly asked, "Can I not leave?" ”
Lu Cong'an wants Yueji to go back, no matter how good the United States is, it is not as good as China. If it weren't for the fact that he needed to stay here and continue to recuperate, he would have wanted to go back a long time ago.
"Yueji, you listen to Uncle Lu. Uncle knows that you are homesick, and you are also a good boy, even if you are homesick, you will not say it. You can't bear your mother, but don't worry, when the time comes, your mother will go back with you. ”
Lu Cong'an knew that Zhao Mengqing divorced for him, and it was also for him that he left his hometown and rushed all the way here.
Lu Cong'an really hopes that he can live like this with her, but he can't be so selfish.
If it was before, he would definitely not give up such an opportunity, and would choose to fight to be with her. But now the situation is different, he is a waste man, and he may die anytime and anywhere.
If you really love her and are good for her, then you shouldn't hold on to her.
In this world, there is another man who can take good care of her. She could live well with him, so why did he keep her to suffer with him?
"Mom...... Really go back with me? And what about uncle? ”
Lu Cong'an said: "Uncle will also go back to see you, but not now." When my uncle is a little better, I will definitely go back. ”
Yueji was very entangled: "But I am also very reluctant to you." Yueji gently threw herself into Lu Cong'an's arms, "I call you dad in front of them, but in my heart, I really want to call you dad." ”
"Dad Huo is also very good to me, but when my mother was having a bad time, it was your mother who took care of her."
Lu Cong'an smiled lightly, his hand gently patted Yueji's back, and his eyes were a little moist.
"Yueji, you have to believe that the only person who can protect your mother and daughter in the future is your father Huo." Lu Cong'an was in pain like a knife hinge.
Paul told him not to get overly emotional and to be indifferent to everything. But how can he do it?
Man is originally an emotional animal, how can he not be heartbroken when he is emotional?
"Uncle Lu, what's wrong with you?" Yueji realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly said, "I'll go find Uncle Paul." ”
"It's fine." Lu Cong'an grabbed Yueji, his hands were trembling, and he tried to restrain himself, "Uncle is fine, Yueji, you stay and talk to me." ”
Yueji looked at Lu Cong'an's face, and saw that his face was suddenly terrifyingly pale, and she began to cry.
"I want to call you dad, and I'll call you dad in private in the future, okay?" Yueji cried a handful of snot and tears, sniffed and said, "I just want to call you Dad." ”
Lu Cong'an raised his hand, gently stroked her face, nodded and said, "Of course it's good." ”
"Daddy, get better soon. When you're ready, I'll take you to see the sea. I've never been to see the sea, but I've seen it on TV, and it's beautiful. When you get better, we'll take your mom with you. ”
"Okay." Lu Cong'an's gaze lightly swept over Yueji's face and looked out the window.
There was a big tree outside the window, and the golden sunlight shone on the tree, sprinkling through the dense leaves, reflecting on the ground, becoming a dappled shadow.
There are birds resting in the trees, it is the thick spring, and the birds are singing, which is very pleasant.
Lu Cong'an felt a little sleepy, and while listening to Yueji talking in his ear about watching the sea, he gently closed his eyes. Lying on the chair, what appeared in his mind was Zhao Mengqing's figure, and just like that, he slept quietly.
In the dream, he dreamed that after finishing military school, he came back. At that time, he was still a young man in his early twenties.
He was wearing a military uniform, and he was already standing tall like a pine. He was waiting for her at the mouth of the alley, and the girl, his favorite girl, was speeding towards her on her bicycle.
Dressed in a well-tailored school uniform, her thick black hair was tied up high, and her goose egg face was full of vitality.
A face, flushed, with the fragrance of a girl.
She stood in front of him, tilted her head and asked, "Brother Lu, are you back?" I've been waiting for you for a long time, and you're finally back. ”
He put a peach blossom hairpin in her hair and sent her home. Well, he will tell her that he likes her.
It would have been nice if he had stepped out of the shadow in his heart and said that sentence.
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Zhao Mengqing was downstairs to help make Lu Cong'an's lunch, and Yueji suddenly ran down with a hurried look.
"What's wrong?" Zhao Mengqing only thought that she was going to play with Jerry in a hurry, but she didn't take it to heart.
Yueji suddenly burst into tears: "Mom, Dad is not breathing, Mom!" ”
"What did you say?" The dish in Zhao Mengqing's hand fell to the ground, "Yueji, what did you say?" ”
"Daddy, Daddy, he's listening to my story. But suddenly he fell asleep. I was scared, so I went ......"
Before Yueji finished speaking, Zhao Mengqing hurriedly rushed upstairs.
Yueji shouted, "Uncle Paul, Uncle Paul." ”
Upstairs to Lu Cong'an's room, the door was opened. Lu Cong's sleeping face was peaceful, as if he had dreamed of something funny, and there was a faint smile on his slightly pale face.
"Brother Lu." Zhao Mengqing called him, and when she saw that he was motionless, she was so frightened that she cried.
I didn't dare to touch him, for fear that he could have been saved, but when she touched it, it was terrible.
Therefore, Zhao Mengqing turned her head sideways and gently leaned on his chest, and she went to listen to his heartbeat.
The heartbeat that used to be faint, but now she has listened to it for a long time, but there is no movement at all. Zhao Mengqing couldn't believe that this was the truth, and cried loudly.
"Brother Lu, I won't let you leave me. Brother Lu, as you said, it will get better, and we will go back to China together. Zhao Mengqing hugged his shoulders from behind, feeling the warmth on his body, "I don't want you to leave me." ”