Chapter 28: Why Hurt Me

After receiving Tang Tianfang's call, it was already past noon, and his voice still sounded very tired, "Hey, I'm at the airport now, and I'll be back soon." ”

Xiao Yun was reading a book in the bookstore, she was relatively calm, and said softly: "Oh, good." ”

Tang Tianfang was silent for a moment and said, "Are you feeling unwell?" Speak weakly. ”

"No, it's fine."

"How's the interview going?"

"It's going well, I'm going to work next Monday."

There was silence for a moment, "Okay, then I'll ask them to go through the relevant procedures for you quickly." ”

"Well..."

"It's time to board the plane, I'll be back soon, don't do it at night, we'll eat out."

"Okay."

Hung up the phone, Xiao Yun was still very calm, she couldn't figure out what Tang Tian was thinking in peace of mind, he said that he wanted to have a home, he said that he would cherish what he had at the moment, but she couldn't believe it.

If there is no trust between two people, what is the point of being together?

Xiao Yun thought to herself, maybe it was really inappropriate with Tang Tianfang, this was completely different from the love she imagined.

She picked up the book again, took a sip of taro-flavored milk tea, and quietly enjoyed the afternoon alone.

Soon, the mobile phone rang again, it was Ji Xiaotian calling, she turned sideways and turned to the corner, and picked up the phone: "Hey, Xiaotian, something?" ”

"Xiao Yun, I heard that you broke up with Tang Tianfang?"

“⋯⋯”

"How are you now? At home? ”

"No, in the bookstore."

"Xiao Yun, why didn't you tell me about such a big thing as falling out of love, don't you treat me as a friend? When did it happen, I heard that you even quit your job. Don't be sad, it's not a big deal to fall out of love, I don't think that Tang Tianfang is so old is not suitable for you, you can't control him. ”

Xiao Tian babbled a lot of things, Xiao Yun just said lightly: "I'm fine, we're okay, don't worry." ”

"What, back together again? Xiao Yun, Tang Tianfang is really not suitable for you, just divide it, it's a pity. ”

Xiao Yun smiled, "I know, don't worry about it." ”

Every time she chats with Ji Xiaotian, she always unconsciously empathizes, if Ji Xiaotian's current girlfriend knows that he still cares so much about the girl he liked before, then people will definitely feel uncomfortable.

After thinking about it, she added: "Xiaotian, I know my own business, you cherish what you have now, don't wait until you lose it to regret it." ”

Of course, Ji Xiaotian understood the meaning of Xiao Yun's words, he said calmly and sincerely: "Yun, you have always known my heart for you, I have liked you for so many years, not that I don't like it." If it weren't for your relationship with Tang Tianfang, I wouldn't be looking for my current girlfriend. Yun, if you are willing to look back at me, I will definitely handle the matter on my side and will never embarrass you. ”

Xiao Yun felt even more bitter, this is a man, Tang Tianfang probably thought the same way. If it weren't for Ye Yu getting married, he wouldn't be looking for a girlfriend, he has loved Ye Yu for so many years, it's not that he won't love if he breaks up, as long as Ye Yu is willing to start over with him, he will dispose of her well.

"Xiaotian, don't talk about this, otherwise I will cut off relations with you!"

"I... some people are not what I want to love..."

"Don't talk about it, I don't want to hear this, I'm in a bookstore, it's inconvenient to talk. Xiaotian, I'm fine, don't worry, that's it, hang up. ”

Without waiting for Ji Xiaotian to say anything, Xiao Yun cut off the phone at once. She was so scared in her heart, isn't the current Ji Xiaotian in the same position as Tang Tianfang, Ji Xiaotian thinks so, so what about Tang Tianfang? Do you think so too?

I went back to my seat, but I couldn't read the book anymore.

She had never felt such heartache except for her father's death, and it was different from her father's death.

——

From Yunnan to Shenzhen, it didn't take long, and Tang Tian rushed back non-stop.

The security guard on duty in the community is still so enthusiastic, "Mr. Tang came back so early today, Xiao Yun just came back, and she still carried a lot of things in big bags and small bags." ”

Tang Tian smiled and said, "Well, I went out and just came back." ”

"Oh, no wonder, I wonder why aren't you all together."

Xiao Yun is sorting out her things, buying some daily necessities, and she will go to work in the future, and she doesn't dare to relax at all in the new unit and new environment, so she takes advantage of the time to prepare the things she wants to buy.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and Tang Tianfang's voice came immediately, "Xiao Yun, it's me." ”

She walked to open the door, and as soon as the door opened, she saw Tang Tianfang lying at the door with a tired face, his eye sockets were black, his eyelids were very deep, and the corners of his mouth and chin grew green stubble, and it could be seen that he must have been busy all night last night.

He is really dedicated to Ye Yu.

If it weren't for love, would it be so?

Xiao Yun glanced at him and smiled faintly, "Come in, sit down for a while, I'll pack my things." ”

Tang Tianfang felt her indifference, he stepped forward and hugged her from the back, "I'll come back quickly if Xiaoyu is fine, can't we catch up with dinner together." ”

"I see you're tired, do you still want to go out? Why don't you do it at home? ”

"I'm not tired, go out for a good meal, just celebrate you getting a job."

Xiao Yun pursed her mouth, broke his hand, and walked to the living room silently, "Then you can sit down for a while, I'll leave after cleaning up." ”

Tang Tian sat on the sofa, and took a nap while sitting.

After Xiao Yun finished tidying up her things, she couldn't bear to wake him up when she saw him lying on the sofa with his eyes closed.

She walked over to him, crouched down and stared at him.

Even lying with her eyes closed, she felt her heart beat faster.

It's really tiring to love someone, and it's even more tiring to love someone who doesn't love you.

Xiao Yun took a deep breath and slowly stood up, she only hoped that nothing would happen to Ye Yu now, she really couldn't stand such torture.

At nine o'clock in the evening, the night was very beautiful, the neighborhood was very quiet, Xiao Yun was really hungry, so she soaked instant noodles to eat.

Tang Tian was relatively tall, curled up on his legs and feet in the sofa, and after sleeping for a long time, his legs were numb. He blinked and woke up to see that the weather outside the window was already completely dark, and he jumped up, "What time is it?" Why didn't you wake me up? Let's go, eat. ”

Xiao Yun turned her head and held the instant noodles in her hand, "It's nine o'clock, I'm already full." ”

Tang Tianfang frowned, he was sorry in his heart, but he knew that he couldn't say sorry, Xiao Yun would be even more uncomfortable when he heard it.

"It's nine o'clock, it's so late... I, I, why don't you go out for some more?"

After finishing speaking, the mobile phone rang, and when he saw it, it was an unfamiliar number, but the area code was from Yunnan, he glanced at Xiao Yun apologetically, and turned to the side, "Hey, which one?" ”

"Is it Mr. Tang? Hello, I'm from Shangri-La Hotel, Miss Ye Yu has checked out, but she left something. ”

"What's that?"

"A camera, because her phone was stolen, we couldn't contact her, so we had to contact you."

"Oh, can you send it then?"

"Yes."

So, Tang Tian reported his address in the past.

After hanging up the phone, he approached Xiao Yun and said, "Xiaoyu's camera fell on the hotel, because her things were stolen, and the phone didn't have time to make up for it, so the hotel found me." ”

Xiao Yun asked suspiciously, "Oh, wouldn't it be okay to send her back directly?" ”

"I don't know the specific address of her house, anyway, I'm going back to Shanghai to pay respects to my sister in a while, and I'll bring her back by the way."

Xiao Yun was a little speechless, "So you're going to see her again?" ”

"Xiao Yun, don't be like this, I'm friends with her."

"No friend is like this, as soon as something happens, I don't care about anything, Tang Tianfang, since you still love her, since she is divorced, then you can be together."

Tang Tianfang looked at her stunned, "What nonsense are you talking about." ”

Xiao Yun put down the bowl heavily and said angrily: "I didn't talk nonsense, since I can't let go, why don't you be together, you are with me but you think about her in your heart, have you thought about my feelings?" ”

"I didn't, she was closest to me when she had an accident, I just went to help."

Xiao Yun bit her lip, she really didn't want to quarrel with him, "But in my opinion, you just miss her." ”

"Didn't I make it clear last night? I can't let go of her now, but the past is in the past, and I will cherish you. ”

"Then can you listen to me and leave her alone?"

“⋯⋯”

"Can't it, can't it? Or do you want to say, I'm not qualified to ask of you? ”

“⋯⋯”

Xiao Yun shook her head, she really couldn't bear such a scene anymore, she picked up the instant noodles and walked to the kitchen, poured the rest of the soup, and started washing the dishes again.

Tang Tianfang stood behind her, strongly resisting the urge to turn around, he was embarrassed, Xiao Yun still couldn't understand him.

After a long time, he slowly spoke: "Let's all be quiet, I don't want to explain a lot, you can accept it, and I can't help it if you don't accept it." ”

With that, he walked towards the door.

The door closed with a bang.

Xiao Yun's heart ached and she was angry, and she suddenly lifted the bowl and threw it to the ground, shattering the ground with a "bang".

She squatted down, hugged her knees and cried bitterly, blaming herself for not being firm enough, blaming herself for not being decisive enough, and she shouldn't have done anything deviant last night.

She wiped her tears, but as soon as she wiped them, more tears flowed down again, there was always a Ye Yu between the two of them, as long as Ye Yu had something, there would be conflicts between them, the small one would be cold, and the big one would break up.

"Why do you want to do this to me, can't you treat me wholeheartedly? Can't you see that I love you so much? Why why, Tang Tianfang, why can't you forget her, you feel sorry for her when you hurt her, so what about me? Are you hurting me like that? ”

Xiao Yun really wanted to tell him face to face, she was not a good girl, she didn't want to maintain a docile image all the time, she was not docile, she had a temper and character, she would be heartbroken and stingy, she didn't want her boyfriend to always think about others.

"Are you so willing to hurt me? Why are you hurting me?! ”