Chapter 729: The Reddened Maple Leaf Forest
Chapter 729: The Reddened Maple Leaf Forest
After Lin Xi and Gu Jingnian left, there was silence in the ward again.
He Xiangting just looked at Chen Xiaoran, didn't say anything, just watched.
It seemed as if she wanted to completely engrave her face in her heart.
Chen Xiaoran was lying like this, and he felt awkward to be looked at by him.
"Don't you feel annoyed by looking at you like that?" She said.
"Of course it's not annoying." He won't be annoyed by this for the rest of his life.
He didn't say this, because he was afraid that saying it would make Chen Xiaoran think about it again.
An Xin said that Chen Xiaoran's mind is fragile and sensitive, and no matter what she says wrong, it is easy to cause her emotional fluctuations and become ill, so she must take care of her emotions when speaking.
Chen Xiaoran's illness was very painful, and it would aggravate her condition, so if she could miss one less time, she would have one less time.
"He Xiangting, where do you say people will go after they die?" Chen Xiaoran asked.
"I don't know."
"Do you say that there is no heaven and earth, and whether there is reincarnation?" Chen Xiaoran's eyes widened, and he fantasized to himself, "If there is, I hope that I can be a person in the next life, and I hope I can still meet you." In the next life, I will be clean, be with you seriously, and never like others again. ”
"It's enough to have your words."
Chen Xiaoran couldn't hold back his laughter: "You are so satisfied."
"But if I die and reincarnate immediately, when I grow up, you'll be fifty years old...... Isn't it too old? Chen Xiaoran said to himself, the more he laughed, the more cheerful he became, "That's really a pear tree pressing begonias." ”
Isn't it funny? Anyway, He Xiangting couldn't laugh at all.
"Be optimistic." He Xiangting spit out these four words, why did she think that she would die?
"I'm already very optimistic, I feel that I can be reincarnated as an adult, my life is so miserable, maybe I don't even have the qualifications to become a human at that time, if I become a cat or dog, it will be embarrassing."
He Xiangting no longer knew how to drag Chen Xiaoran out of her self-fantasy.
"Well, don't think about that mess." He Xiangting didn't want to hear her say the word death, not at all.
"Actually, I'm joking, I don't believe this." Chen Xiaoran refuted his point of view minute by minute, "I think if a person dies, it is dead, and there will never be this person in the world again." No matter how the world changes in the future, or even what the universe will become, I no longer know. Maybe by that time, even time will lose its meaning. ”
He Xiangting felt that what Chen Xiaoran said was really scary.
"Be optimistic." He Xiangting is still these four words, no one else has said anything, Chen Xiaoran himself sentenced himself to death first, is this really good?
Chen Xiaoran sighed deeply and didn't say anything more.
She was in despair.
She never had any hope after the last failed operation, and although there were always people who said that she was optimistic, she still had no hope.
He Xiangting was here with her, and most of the time, the two were silent.
Chen Xiaoran woke up early the next day and saw He Xiangting leaning on the sofa and falling asleep.
He sneezed in his sleep, probably with a cold.
Chen Xiaoran took a quilt from the bed and covered him.
Her movements were very light, and He Xiangting may have been really sleepy, and she was not woken up.
Chen Xiaoran covered him tightly, stared at him for a few seconds, and then entered the bathroom.
After He Xiangting woke up, he looked at the hospital bed as soon as possible, but found that Chen Xiaoran was no longer beautiful, and he panicked for a moment.
He jumped up from the couch in an instant, and the quilt on his body slid to the ground.
Just as he was about to go out, Chen Xiaoran came out of the bathroom.
Seeing her like this, He Xiangting was stunned for a moment.
"What do you do with this expression?" Chen Xiaoran smiled, "Am I ugly?" ”
She put on makeup.
He Xiangting hadn't seen her put on makeup for too long.
But unlike the thick smoky makeup she used to wear when she was fooling around in a nightclub, this makeup is now very elegant and transparent, more used to cover her ugly face.
It's good-looking, she's already beautiful.
Lin Xi and Gu Jingnian came over quickly and brought what she wanted.
After changing his clothes and putting on his hair, Chen Xiaoran looked at the strange and familiar person in the mirror.
Well, she's satisfied.
It's like what a healthy person looks like.
"Is it pretty?" After going out, Chen Xiaoran asked her.
"It's super beautiful." Lin Xi took her somewhat cold hand.
Chen Xiaoran was still a little uneasy, and her other hand kept touching her hair.
When he arrived in Xiangshan and saw the bustling people, Chen Xiaoran still had a moment of panic.
She was still immersed in the fear of being ripped off her hair last time, and those people looked at her like a monster, which made her panic and embarrassed.
"It's going to be fine." Lin Xi clenched her hand, and she also specially brought a hat for Chen Xiaoran to press on her head.
"Then go up and get it." Chen Xiaoran had already seen the red color all over the mountains from afar, and he was still excited.
Chen Xiaoran's playfulness is also relatively large, and after walking for a long time, he completely forgot the uneasiness and nervousness just now.
She also bought two strings of sugar gourds, originally wanted to give them to Lin Xi, but Gu Jingnian didn't let her eat them, so Chen Xiaoran had to give them to He Xiangting.
He Xiangting took it very happily, and did not feel any uncomfortable doing so.
"It's so pretty." Chen Xiaoran picked up a fiery red leaf from the ground and covered half of his face, revealing one eye and smiling into a crescent moon.
She kept bending down to pick up the leaves, laughing non-stop.
He Xiangting watched her from the side.
Lin Xi took out the camera from his bag and focused.
In fact, the picture of Chen Xiaoran and He Xiangting together is very eye-catching, and with this background, it is really beautiful.
Chen Xiaoran had a lot of leaves, and then suddenly they rose.
The autumn leaves are falling like a rain of flowers.
A leaf fell on Chen Xiaoran's hat, and He Xiangting reached out to take it off for her.
Gently soaked the red-dyed maple forest, gradually spreading and fermenting.
Lin Xi took many, many photos.
They slowly went up the mountain, and along the way, Chen Xiaoran was picking up beautiful maple leaves on the ground, smiling like a child.
When she saw something better, she would throw away the leaves in her hand directly, and said that she would go back and make them a specimen for preservation.
When she reached the top of the mountain, Chen Xiaoran was dizzy, He Xiangting hurriedly supported her, she smiled and waved her hand: "It's okay."
This is the commanding height, and when you look down from above, it is really all over the mountains, and the whole world is such a warm red.
Chen Xiaoran let out a long sigh of relief, and the mountain wind lifted her long hair.
"It's so pretty." Chen Xiaoran couldn't help but sigh, "I just like this feeling, it's very warm." ”
Lin Xi could hear the longing in her words.
"If only I could be buried here when I'm dead." Chen Xiaoran tilted his head and smiled, "Maybe if you scatter my ashes here, I can stay here forever." ”
"Actually, it's not necessarily here, I've always wanted to travel around the world, but I haven't succeeded, I have a heart that yearns for the world, but in the end I was left behind in this square inch of the capital," Chen Xiaoran sighed, "I don't want to be trapped underground after death, how dark and cold it is, what I yearn for is sunshine and mountains." ”
Lin Xi always felt that such words were a little familiar.
Oh yes, Xia Yin said something similar not long ago.
She also said that she didn't want to be buried in the ground after she died, but took her to the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas.
Their aspirations are unanimous.
He Xiangting really didn't want to hear Chen Xiaoran talk about any more questions about death, not at all.
Chen Xiaoran played on the top of the mountain for a long, long time.
He Xiangting kept staring at her closely, and Chen Xiaoran did fall down a few times, but after standing up, he continued to go crazy.
Anyway, it always felt like she was going to spend all the last strength of her life here.
It wasn't until he was tired of playing that Chen Xiaoran found a stone to sit down and gasp.
People tend to be like this, and after extreme happiness comes endless emptiness.
Chen Xiaoran held his chin and watched the sunset.
It was clearly a beautiful and spectacular scene, but Chen Xiaoran felt that it was sad.
Her life is the same as the scenery now.
It's almost the end of the road.
He Xiangting looked at her expression now, and knew what she was thinking, so he asked, "Are you hungry?" If we're hungry, we'll go down and look for something to eat. ”
It's better to do anything anyway than to be cranky here.
Chen Xiaoran knew what he was thinking, and he didn't refuse.
The road down the mountain is always a lot easier, but Chen Xiaoran may be tired from running on the top for a long time, and his spirit is a little poor now.
Although it is not uncomfortable when it does not get sick, it is always different from normal people.
"I'll carry you." He Xiangting squatted down in front of Chen Xiaoran, "Come up." ”
Chen Xiaoran didn't move.
"Come on." He Xiangting smiled softly, "Don't worry, my steps are very steady." ”
Chen Xiaoran also smiled, and then fell on his stomach.
Lin Xi couldn't help but think of the several times Gu Jingnian carried the series, really, their backs would bring a lot of security.
Chen Xiaoran was very light, much lighter than he imagined. I don't know if there are eighty pounds.
Her slender wrists dangled slightly in front of her.
The whole world is quiet.
The wind rustles the leaves and tickles people's hearts.
He Xiangting's footsteps suddenly stopped.
Lin Xi looked at him inexplicably.
"Xiao Ran?" He turned his head to call her.
Chen Xiaoran, who was lying on his back, didn't react.
Lin Xi's heart suddenly lifted.
"Xiao Ran?" He Xiangting's voice was raised, and his voice was trembling.
No...... No......
"Huh?" Chen Xiaoran raised his head in a daze and asked confusedly, "What's wrong?" ”
She seemed to be unconscious for a moment.
There are many times like this, sometimes doing something, doing it and getting dizzy.
"It's okay, go to sleep." He Xiangting's voice carried a kind of relief for the rest of his life.
"It's comfortable on your back." Chen Xiaoran muttered in a low voice, "If there is a good future, I will definitely lie here and not go down." ”