Chapter 310: Those Pains, Those Hatreds

"Why is it impossible between us? I've got your baby, I've got your baby, can't we do this? Lu Chengfeng, when are you going to make trouble? Is Cher someone you like? Can you like her? When you said you loved her, I thought it was ridiculous, you couldn't be together in your life, you died of this heart earlier, right? You said I was willing to get married, and I told you, I just waited for you to say no, and waited for you to object, but you didn't feel the slightest uselessness, how did you do it? I am your woman, but you asked me to marry your brother, I can't do it, if it weren't for this baby, maybe I don't have so much courage, but with this baby, I have to fight for everything he has for him, it's your daddy, Lu Chengfeng, I won't regress anymore, I want to be with you. Xue Ru took Lu Chengfeng's hand and said word by word, there is no longer the same Xue Ru as before, some are just domineering shrews.

Lu Chengfeng shook off Xue Ru's hand unhappily and walked outside, but when he walked to the door, a cold voice sounded: "This child, I can't have it." ”

Xue Ru clenched her fists, looked at Lu Chengfeng's back, and said with a sneer: "Your child, you don't want it, some people want it, as long as your aunt agrees, will you want it?" Hmph, if you want to get rid of me, that's impossible. ”

Xue Ru brewed her emotions a little, and then slowly let Qianfeng go to the room, Lu Chengfeng, you don't want me, naturally someone wants me, I won't let you leave me, in this world, no one can leave me, no one can leave me anymore.

"Big brother, don't you do this, I'm sorry, I, I'm sorry to hide these things, but we hide it for your good? I don't know, what kind of reaction will happen when you know this? But I was really scared, so I kept hiding it, big brother, can you stop and listen to me say a few words? Xue'er followed Lu Chengqing all the way.

He walked so fast, Xue'er couldn't follow at all, he ran all the way, and he had to talk all the way, he was really tired, so tired that he couldn't do it.

Lu Chengqing suddenly stopped, Xue'er accidentally bumped into it, and Lu Chengqing's voice came: "Xue'er, you really let me down?" Really disappointed me. ”

Lu Chengqing really felt like a fool, deceived by all the people, in this perverted love, four people, three parties knew, and he was stupid, he didn't know at all, he thought that everyone loved him, he thought that all feelings, all things, were happy, but at this time he found out that everything was lied to him.

He doesn't know what hatred is? But he knows, what does it mean to be uncomfortable? Do you know what betrayal is? His heart was full of fire, he was furious, he really wanted to kill.

Xue'er looked at Lu Chengqing, looked at his excited appearance, calmed down for a while, and then asked, "Disappointed?" Are you disappointed in me? What about me? You say I'm useless, you say I can't control my husband? Tell me, how am I going to take care of my husband? How can I go about being useful? You tell me, what am I going to do? In order to make my husband, and your woman not cheat, if I had the means, I wouldn't be standing here today and talking to you about this? ”

Xue'er is also very helpless and innocent, her hatred, her discomfort, there is no need for Lu Chengqing to be less at all, she is useless, she is useless, sometimes she doesn't understand, why she is so useless, she will live in this world, sometimes she feels that it is better to die.

Lu Chengqing didn't speak, just looked at Xue'er quietly, the atmosphere changed for a while, and it was quiet and couldn't speak, only the sound of the two of them could be heard.

"I love Lu Chengfeng, love to the bones, love to the blood, love to no self-esteem, no relatives, no everything, all I have is blind love for him, I love him, heartbreaking, love until my life is gone, this is how I love a man I love, how can I be willing? Why do you want him to cheat? But what's the use of me? Actually, what you said is very right, I don't use anything, Lu Chengfeng married me to get revenge on me, I have always been a pawn of his revenge, he decided all my actions, everything is up to me to speak, I thought Xue Ru was just a sister-in-law, but that's what I thought, you know? When I saw them rolling the sheets, I was more excited than you, I was crazier than you, all you know now is the result, I watched it together with the process, I saw the most disgusting and dirty side of the world, can you understand me? Qing, your current injury is not as ruthless as I was at the time, not one in ten thousand. When Xue'er remembered that scene, her whole body would not have blood flowing.

It turns out that in this world, there is some pain, which will never be forgotten for a lifetime, and some hatred will always be remembered in the mind, it turns out that some hurts, some tortures, may have passed, but it does not mean that they have forgotten, all the original everything, Xue'er still remembers it clearly, even if the memories are vague, but the feeling of the year still exists.

When she talked about it, her heart was still trembling, her hatred, her feelings at that time, still existed.

Lu Chengfeng, I used to love you without self-esteem, and I was willing to follow you to heaven and earth, and at that time, you hated me and gritted your teeth, wanting to watch me go to hell fiercely, in fact, I missed it at the beginning, so it is impossible to turn back in this life, just like we are now.

"There are some things that I can forget, and some things that I want to forget, but there are some things that I will never forget in my life, just like the scene between Lu Chengfeng and Xue Ru, I will never forget it in my life, I don't know what to say to you? In fact, several times, I wanted to tell you, but seeing your happy appearance, your smiling appearance, I am reluctant to tell you, sometimes, some words, some things, it is better not to know than to know, I can't tell you all this, it's my fault, because I want to see your smile, in this cold world, there are very few smiles, and your smile can warm me, so I concealed it again and again for that little bit of warmth, warmed me, but cold you. Cher said apologetically.

It's just that since Leng Xuan left, her world fell into cold helplessness again, and Lu Chengqing's warmth made him feel a trace of warmth, so she selfishly wanted to keep warm, but hurt Lu Chengqing, which she didn't do well enough.