Chapter 38: I Never Loved You
Chapter 38: I Never Loved You
Mo Yiyang's face rubbed her tears, the wind blew, it was cold for a while, he was like a hungry wolf, sucking her lips fiercely, the more she resisted, the harder he worked.
Xiaoxiao resisted hard, pushing his chest with both hands, but her strength could only push the two of them to shake, and she couldn't stop him at all.
Slowly, she gave up, closed her eyes, and let the tears flow down. Why do you want to do this, you snubbed me, you separated us, why do you ask me why I am crying, why do you want to treat me like this? I'm crying, don't you know why, someone is crying for you, you have a sense of accomplishment, isn't it?!
Mo Yiyang kissed her, kissing all the pain in her heart into his mouth, he felt a wet cheek, the wind blew, it was extremely cold, and he also felt that the person in his arms had given up the struggle and let him kiss it.
The more she was like this, the more his heart ached, a heartache he had never felt before.
Once, he thought that he loved Tang Jiahui deeply and was willing to silently guard her side, as long as she turned back, he could stand by her side. But now it seems that there is not much love. The feeling of truly loving to the bone marrow is to want to own her and occupy her.
Like, right now.
He couldn't imagine that Gu Xiaoxiao would hold hands with others in the future, hug and get married and have children, he felt that it was the power that only he had.
However, he loved this woman so much, but this woman was indifferent, and he didn't know what she was thinking in her heart.
Finally, before Xiaoxiao lost her breath, Mo Yiyang let go of her, she couldn't help sobbing, lowered her head, and tears continued to flow down her cheeks.
Mo Yiyang lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and hugged her tightly in his arms, "Don't cry, you cry so much that my heart is broken." ”
Xiaoxiao choked up and said: "It's okay if you don't want to be like this, you can't be so domineering, you have Zhao Qianwen, can't you treat her well?" Did you forget about Shen Xiaohan? How many people do you want to hurt before you can feel at ease? ”
"Zhao Qianwen and I are not what you think at all, and I have never agreed to have a relationship with her. I'm serious about you, I've been waiting for your reply, have you forgotten, you haven't replied to me yet. ”
Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly, "Is my reply still important?" ”
"Of course."
"My reply doesn't matter anymore, whether you admit it or not, in the eyes of the rest of us, you're dating." Xiaoxiao suddenly said, "Mo Yiyang, you are like this, you will never say no to women clearly, is it so fun to be ambiguous?" Can't you just be single-minded? ”
"Then I'll tell you clearly now, I don't have a relationship with Zhao Qianwen, I only love you, the person I want to date and the person I want to bring home, you are the only one from beginning to end!"
Xiaoxiao closed his eyes heavily, and two lines of rolling tears fell, listen to it, how beautiful his sweet words are, if it is a girl who comes into contact with him for the first time, she will definitely not be able to find the north and south when she hears this. She chuckled and asked disdainfully, "How many women have you said this?" She took the opportunity to push him away, "Don't be drunk here, you're drunk, go home." ”
"I'm serious, why don't you believe me?"
"Seriously? Then please come and tell me when you are sober. "When she smelled his wine, she felt sick, and she hated people who were always drinking and always getting drunk.
"I'm very sober, I'm serious, Gu Xiaoxiao, do you love me or not, can you give me a clear answer? Don't torture me like that! ”
Xiaoxiao felt ridiculous, "When I needed you the most, you made an excuse to go to other places, and you took advantage of the New Year's holiday to fall in love, and now everyone in the unit knows that our Director Mo has a girlfriend, do you want me to dig the corner of the director's daughter?" Do you want me to be a junior? Okay, don't you just want an answer, then I'll answer you now, I've never loved you, never! ”
Later, she almost roared, and after the roar, she pushed away the sluggish him, turned around and ran towards the community.
Mo Yiyang was stunned in place, he didn't expect such a consequence, he looked at Xiaoxiao's back, wanting to see more clearly, but her figure soon disappeared into the fog, and he couldn't see anything.
Today, he drank a few more drinks while socializing, and he was dizzy, and he thought about her so much that he drove the car here unconsciously.
Then I received a call from Zhao Qianwen, Zhao Qianwen said that she was going home after shopping, and she needed to pick him up. He thought, then Xiaoxiao hasn't come back yet, as long as he waits here, he will have a chance to meet her. He quickly rejected Zhao Qianwen and waited patiently here.
For Zhao Qianwen, he has always regarded her as a child, and he knows that Zhao Qianwen has a good impression of him, but it is definitely not love, it is a temporary freshness.
Zhao Qianwen never said that she liked him and wanted to marry him, she didn't say anything, so how could he refuse? !
Everything is spread by others, and what is obviously not there is not is spread by wind and rain.
He stood in place, letting the cold wind invade, and he finally heard Gu Xiaoxiao's reply with his own ears, and sure enough, she didn't love him.
The authorities are often unable to see clearly, the fog is getting bigger and bigger, the eyes are getting more and more confused, and they can't even see the light of the window not far away, it's dim, and they can't see anything clearly.
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In the office, Xiaoxiao changed and changed the resignation letter, read and read, and finally finalized and printed it. She hasn't told her parents about this yet, and she plans to cut it first.
The unit can't stay anymore, she lives so painfully every day, if she stays any longer, she will definitely lose her life.
"Xiaoxiao, the latest news, the latest news," Feng Zhen was stunned by the gossip rumors she heard again, "The director and Miss Zhao are going to get married, it's true, someone saw Mrs. Mo and Mrs. Zhao going to the hotel to step on the point, and they are going to book a hotel." ”
Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, look, if she doesn't resign, she will die one day, maybe the day they get married.
"Feng Zhen, I have something to find Minister Chen, let's talk about it later."
With that, she stood up and walked straight to the minister's office.
These gossips only confirmed her idea of resignation.
Chen Hongjie received the resignation letter and looked at it for a while, "Private reasons, what private reasons?" ”
Xiao Xiaogan smiled, "For personal reasons, it's inconvenient to disclose." ”
"Xiaoxiao, since you have nothing to do with Director Mo, why do you resign?"
"My resignation has nothing to do with him, minister, don't get me wrong...... It was my parents who decided to go back to their hometown in Hebei to develop, and you know that our house was burned down a while ago, and although the new house is under construction, I don't know when we will be able to live in it. So, my family decided to go back to our hometown. ”
Chen Hongjie looked at her suspiciously, "Really? "Iron rice bowl, how many people squeeze their heads and can't squeeze in, she is good, she wants to resign.
"Of course it's true." In order to make the reason more sufficient, she added, "We are now living in a transitional house given by the government, the house is very small, the conditions are not very good, my parents are also old, I don't want them to live too stressful, so I should go back to my hometown to live, more comfortable." And there are grandparents at home, who are all old and need us to take care of them. ”
Chen Hongjie gave up, and he didn't have time to listen to Xiaoxiao say that these parents were short, "I took the resignation letter, of course I want you to think about it again, a week later, if you still insist, then I have to approve it." ”
Xiaoxiao nodded, "Well, thank you, Minister Chen." ”
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After getting off work, when she was about to walk to the subway station, a car suddenly stopped beside her, and the horn sounded, she turned her head to see that it was Mo Yiyang's car.
Mo Yiyang rolled down the window and said expressionlessly, "Get in the car." ”
Why?! Xiaoxiao ignored him and walked forward again.
Mo Yiyang stepped on the accelerator lightly, followed her, and said, "Gu Xiaoxiao, do you really want to resign?" He spoke, not at all politely, and called only her name on the main road.
"It's none of your business." Xiaoxiao quickened his pace, what a shame.
"If it's to hide from me, you don't need to resign, because I'm going to be transferred soon."
Xiaoxiao stopped and looked at him in surprise, Mo Yiyang also stopped the car and nodded solemnly at her, "The notice will come out next week, you don't believe me, you should always believe the document in black and white." I won't be in the Department of Information anymore, and you won't see me again. ”
I won't be in the Department of Information anymore, and you won't see me again.
He said.
Shinoxiao stood in place, her eyes looking at the road under her feet, she suddenly felt dizzy in front of her, and her body leaned forward lightly.
"Gu Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?" Mo Yiyang got out of the car, but it was too late, Xiaoxiao had already fallen straight down, and with a "snap", even the bag in his hand fell heavily to the ground.
"Xiaoxiao," Mo Yiyang strode forward and helped her up, "What's wrong with you?" Xiaoxiao, wake up. He pinched her hard and kept calling out to her, "Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao......"
The people next to him gathered around to watch the excitement, "Oh, what's wrong with this girl?" Young man, let's send it to the hospital quickly, these days, there are many strange diseases, and if you don't care, it's gone. ”
Mo Yiyang was shocked by what others said, he pinched Xiaoxiao's middle man hard, and pinched it very deeply, and her nails were almost embedded in the flesh, but she still didn't wake up. Anyway, he picked her up and ran to the car.
"Gu Xiaoxiao, don't scare me!" He held the steering wheel with one hand, held Xiaoxiao with the other, and shook her, "Hey, don't play, it's not fun at all, wake up, Gu Xiaoxiao......"
The car drove fast, Mo Yiyang ran three or four red lights in a row, and the police cars behind chased him and ordered him to stop, but he ignored it completely and went straight to the hospital.
Xiaoxiao was dazed, her eyelids were too heavy to open, and she used all her strength to reach out and hold his hand.
Mo Yiyang felt it, and held her hand with his backhand, "Xiaoxiao, pinch me when you hear me talk." The palm of his hand felt that she was pinching him, and he was ecstatic, "Don't be afraid, I'll be in the hospital soon, I'm here." ”
Only Gu Xiaoxiao will make him thunderous when he is angry and ecstatic when he is happy.
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