This memory was like a poisonous tongue gnawing at her heart, and every year she remembered it, and every time she searched for it, there was no clue. At that time, she didn't know who the child belonged to, not to mention that she had divorced from that man, and she actually vaguely felt that her daughter was not her ex-husband in her heart, so it could only be that child.

Thinking of this fate, I think of the daughter I sent to the orphanage. I remembered that I regretted that I wanted to look for it, but the orphanage said that it did not receive the child. If I had been a little more mature and emotional, I would not have rationally wanted to send my child to an orphanage, so that I could have a so-called new life.

Seven years have passed, and I have not been able to have the courage to start a new life, and my midnight dreams are always accompanied by tears and remorse.

"Hey!" sighed secretly, thinking that he hid everything from his family when he practiced having children, and sent his children to an orphanage for himself, he was not a good person!

"Complex? After so many years in the complex, people have already married and had children. What are you still doing alone? Do you want to make people feel that you are pitiful and that no one will love you? "Her mother looks like you're not angry.

"Mom!" Li Jingxiu was also a little angry: "Okay, don't talk about it, you just give me some time, I promise to marry myself!" ”

"Don't!" Her mother waved her hand categorically: "I'm not in a hurry, don't rush here, I just want you to have an attitude." I'm your mom, not your boss. This is your life, I just hope you can have this heart, don't be perfunctory every blind date. We're going to have a boyfriend, but this time we have to take our time and see clearly that people are making decisions. ”

Li Jingxiu felt that her eyes were a little moist, and her mother was really her own. Looking at her mother, she promised and said, "Cheng, I must not be perfunctory." ”

Jesse Chou, who was sitting there listening to the gossip, was quite surprised by this ending. Didn't you say that you have to keep saying it and go back and write a guarantee? Ash...... Where's that aunt, your festival? Can you just do it?

It's a pity that the ending can't be changed, the two of them chatted and chatted like this, for him who still wants to watch the excitement, he always feels that things are too bland!

Her mother patted Li Jingxiu's hand, "If you can say that, I'm also a lot more relieved!" He paused: "But I will do what I say, and I still have to write the review letter and guarantee when I go back, this is a matter of principle!" ”

"Mom......" Li Jingxiu's eyes were a little dark.

"Thinking that everyone has grandchildren, my heart is cold. When people are old, they don't even have a grandson and granddaughter to play with, don't you think this is abusing the lonely and widowed elderly? "Her mother obviously didn't let go of Li Jingxiu so easily, this child has a criminal record, more education is enough, and more brainwashing is the most useful.

"......" Li Jingxiu was really speechless about this: "Mom, you still have me and my dad!" Where will you be a widow and a lonely? ”

"Throat," her mother looked at her and said, "You're not going to lay an egg, oh no, not to give birth to someone." I, a lonely old man, am talking about you in the future. People in their thirties, not even a child, you don't blush for yourself? ”

"Blush, what am I blushing!" Li Jingxiu's heart cracked a little, and her feelings slowly surged up: "You will also say that it is best not to have children, if you divorce a person, you will not have to worry about marrying for the second time, if you have children, it will be difficult to get married." I can't say that the men I will find in the future are all left for you after being picked by others a few times, and good men have already been picked up by those single women. ”

"You said it wasn't you, did you tell me not to have children? Does it mean that if I go back with a child, I will not be allowed to enter the house, and I will be cut off! Speaking of this, Li Jingxiu's heart was also excited.

When the pain reaches a certain point, the subconscious mind will think about passing on the pain, or letting others share it, so that they may feel much better.

Looking at her daughter's excited expression, the woman thought that her daughter was still sad and struggling with the cruel words she had said at the beginning. "I, I didn't do it for your good! Am I doing something wrong? Am I not right? You don't look at the eldest daughter of the Lao Lin family next door, with a child, you don't know what the men you are looking for now are doing! ”

"Her mother hasn't introduced her to a good man before, but people have taken a fancy to her, but they are scared away by the children she carries." The old woman also felt that she was right, and this time she was very confident.

When Li Xiujing heard this person five, her heart hurt even more, all she had was respect for that woman, and that woman made a decision she didn't dare to make, and she didn't hesitate, even if it took the rest of her life.

"Good for me? You also said that it was good for me, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have slept well every day in the past few years, and I haven't had a stable day. Is that what you do for me? Then your kindness is really 'great', this is what you gave me! Li Jingxiu looked at her mother with two eyes, very sharp, and with a sense of hatred.

The old woman's eyes stabbed these eyes, and it was as if she had been stabbed in her heart, and it felt very painful! couldn't help but stand up, even if her heart hurt at this time, she couldn't help but cover it with one hand, she had to stand up. His eyes were staring at Li Jingxiu, "Smack!" "I slapped him in the face.

Li Jingxiu, who was stunned, instinctively covered her beaten face, and looked at her mother who had never beaten her in a daze.

"That's what you've been thinking about all these years? Is that why you don't get married and don't fall in love? Is that what you want to torture me? The sad words and disappointed look made the old woman feel very uncomfortable: "Have you counted how many years I can live?" Ten or twenty years, or longer, are you going to disgust me with your whole life? ”

It is said that the storm subsided in the previous life, and Jesse Chou didn't believe it much before, but this time he really believes it. These two strange mother and daughter quarreled in a blink of an eye. Compared to the situation just now, it was really heavy rain to light rain. 'I'll go, slap it, it hurts!' Is there one on the left? Then both sides are estimated to be almost swollen. ’

secretly complained in his heart, but his eyes looked at this gossip excitedly, hoping that there would be more fierce news and more hot actions. It's not a big deal for him to watch the excitement now, the bigger it is, the better it looks, compared to TV movies and the like. Now this is the real interpretation of true feelings, the true color of the performance.

"Yes, I not only torture myself, I also torture you, I have a bad life, I don't have a good life. You can laugh every day. I'm like this now, it's all you, it's all you! The woman's tears flowed even harder, and although her voice was not loud, her hysterical appearance gave people more affection.

The old woman didn't think about it, but her broken heart stinged even more, and she wanted to slap it. But he stopped in mid-air, looking at his daughter with a sad face full of tiredness: "You have failed in marriage, so you hate me so much?" ”

Li Xiujing has almost vented, although he is still very excited, but he is slowly calming down. With a line of tears in her eyes again, she closed her eyes and said, "No, it was my young and naïve mistake, and it was my own choice." ”

In this way, the old woman did not understand, and something was wrong. If it's not for this, then what is it for? "Why is that?" At this moment, there was only this one sentence in her heart.

It's the same with Jessie Chou, the plot seems to be reversing again, "Nima, I really want to call for some popcorn, maybe call for beer." It's a pity, it's too inappropriate to call these now. ”

"Why?" Li Jingxiu took a deep breath and looked at her mother: "Have you forgotten your words?" If you have children, don't go back! Have you forgotten? ”

"You ......" The old woman's heart suddenly thought of something, looking at her daughter's expression, she could already confirm the matter. Silence, she doesn't know what to say, redemption or relief? If it had worked, my daughter wouldn't be what she is now.

"Does he know?" In the end, she still asked, because this ex-son-in-law had no children around him at all, and he had never mentioned this matter to her.

"If it's not his, then we'll be divorced!" Li Jingxiu said lightly, and when she spoke, her heart seemed to be a little lighter.

"You!" The old woman pressed down on what she was about to say, and she would have avoided asking the awkward question for the first time. Sit down, head slightly nodding in thought with his eyes closed. "Where's the kid?"

At this time, she didn't answer immediately, but said first; "I didn't know who the child was at first, and it wasn't long before I got divorced, and I had an accident after I went out drinking." Speaking of this, Li Jingxiu drank a cup of coffee: "I originally thought that in the future, maybe a child could start over with him, and in a few months, I will live a life by myself." ”

"Huh...... Who knows, I gave birth to a child, and I only learned from my friend that he was about to get married! "When Li Jingxiu talked about her ex-husband, she became more and more calm." Ha...... Call...... It's really ridiculous to think about it, but then I remembered that we haven't been together for a while, how can the child be his. ”

After she said a few words, she looked at the old woman: "I have been thinking about what you said since I returned to the capital, and my heart is also dead. I was still young and had to start a new life, and I told myself this for a few months, and I believed it all if I didn't believe it. ”

"I sent my child to an orphanage, and when I came home, I regretted it. So I went back to look for the child, and I didn't think about what to do in the future, I wanted to see the child. I just didn't expect it, I didn't expect it to be found. Saying this, Li Jingxiu couldn't help but shake his face.

"I didn't dare to go to the hospital, I rang the doorbell directly, put the child at the door, and ran away, I was afraid that I would regret it...... I really regretted it when I looked back, but the orphanage said that it had never accepted such a child at all. It became more and more calm, and Li Jingxiu could even say that he had no expression and said, "The child is lost!" I know, because when I put down the child, I didn't look back, whether the courtyard door was opened, and I didn't know who took the child away, so I ran away. ”

"What a ruthless mother. For the sake of my new life, I left my child in an orphanage, what kind of person am I? ”