For three days in a row, Douzi was deliberately avoiding Gao Zijian, I went to the kindergarten to pick up Douzi, and Douzi saw me and hurriedly ran over with a smile on his face. But as soon as he saw Gao Zijian behind me, he hid in my arms with a depressed face.

At dinner in the evening, Gao Zijian personally cooked his favorite braised chicken, although he ate a lot of beans, he just didn't talk to Gao Zijian.

Yesterday weekend, Gao Zijian proposed to go out of the aquarium to see sea lions, which was originally a big hobby of Beanzi, but when he heard that he was with Gao Zijian, he changed his mind.

Gao Zijian was a little disappointed, and Douzi, as long as he couldn't see Gao Zijian's figure, he was happy, not to mention how happy.

I explained to Douzi, and Douzi gave me a sentence that he wanted to see Daddy Sun.

I raised my eyes to look at the door, Gao Zijian looked at me with a dejected face, turned around and walked out the door.

Sending the beans to the kindergarten, I called Gao Zijian, Gao Zijian's voice was frustrated, I knew that he must be very lost.

We met near the park, and from a distance, Gao Zi Fitness was wearing a black tweed coat, and a look of loss flashed on his side face.

I stepped forward in three steps and hugged Gao Zijian from behind, he turned his face to look at me, a trace of loss flashed in his eyes, and said, "Xiaojia, I am not a good father, let alone a good husband." ”

"What then?"

"Beans, it seems to have been repelling me." Gao Zijian looked at me in loss and said.

"Douzi still knows in his heart that you care about him, but the relationship between him and Sun Yiqing ......" I looked at Gao Zijian and stopped talking.

"Xiaojia, I always feel a little uneasy these days, I'm worried that something will happen." Gao Zijian took my hand and said, "Now for me, beans and you are everything, so I have to be careful." ”

I looked at Gao Zijian suspiciously, and asked, "What's wrong?" Isn't it aunty ......"

Gao Zijian shook his head and said, "This is a trivial matter, when they come back from Singapore after a while, I will tell them about the marriage." ”

I nodded and didn't speak again.

In the afternoon, I called Sun Yiqing. Originally, I was going to make a long story short, but Sun Yiqing said that he was busy and asked me to go to the coffee shop later.

I thought that I would have to explain to him more or less about Douzi, so I answered him.

The café is in the city center, ten minutes by taxi. When I entered the door, I saw Sun Yiqing sitting there.

Sun Yiqing stood there in a suit and leather shoes, beckoned to me, and motioned for me to sit down.

The aroma of coffee wafted freely on the tip of my nose, and I took a sip, and the coffee was sweetened.

"What happened last time...... Gao Zijian was also too worried about Doudou, so he ......" I looked at Sun Yiqing and said in a flat voice: "So I was a little impulsive at the time, you must not mind." ”

Sun Yiqing looked at me and said, "It's nothing, it's just that Douzi is still young, he shouldn't be angry directly in front of Douzi, Xiaojia, Gao Zijian's personality is too hot, I'm really worried that it will bring ...... to Douzi's psychology."

Sun Yiqing didn't say the rest of the words, he didn't say it, and I understand. But Gao Zijian, after all, is Douzi's biological father.

"Usually Gao Zijian won't be like this, it's just ......" I raised my eyes and looked at Sun Yiqing, and said the purpose of looking for him directly: "Yiqing, I know that you have a deep relationship with Douzi, but can you promise me that if you want to take Douzi out to play, remember to call me......"

"It seems that Gao Zijian doesn't trust me very much......" Sun Yiqing interrupted me, put the coffee in his hand on the table, raised his eyes to look at me, and said, "He doesn't trust me, don't you believe me either?" ”

I hurriedly shook my head and said, "I didn't mean that, I just ...... You also know that it is not easy for me and Gao Zijian to be together now, so I must have to scruple about Gao Zijian's feelings......"

"Xiaojia, Gao Zijian feels that you have to scruple, so what about my feelings?" Sun Yiqing looked at me with a hint of frustration on his face, "We've known each other for four years, isn't it true that I don't have any trust in you here?" ”

I think I must have made a mistake in expressing it, otherwise Sun Yiqing would not have misunderstood it so much. Nervously shook his head and said, "Yiqing, I'm sorry, I didn't expect my words to give you...... I ......"

"After all, you just think that I should report to Gao Zijian when I go to pick up the beans, right? Douzi has been with me for three and a half years, and he affectionately calls me Daddy Sun, can't I accompany him? Sun Yiqing's eyes were full of loss, he sighed, and immediately stood up from his seat, turned around and was about to leave.

"As soon as I ...... clear," I also hurriedly stood up, but my clothes were torn to the dining table, and the coffee suddenly spilled, and my pants and clothes were full of coffee.

"Why was it so careless?" Sun Yiqing turned his face to look at me, called the waiter directly, and led me into the private room upstairs.

I can't wear pants, I can't wear my shirt, and I smell of coffee all over my body, which is very embarrassing.

I stood in the bathroom awkwardly, looking at myself in the mirror and thinking it was very funny. A voice suddenly sounded outside the door: "Xiao Jia, take off your dirty clothes first, I have already asked the waiter to prepare other clothes." ”

I coughed softly, glanced at the figure flashing outside the bathroom, and said embarrassedly, "I see." ”

The figure outside the door suddenly walked away, I took off my clothes, took the towel on the bathroom cabinet, put water in it, and wiped it on my body.

About ten minutes later, the doorbell rang, and I knew that the clothes should have come. There was a sound of footsteps outside the bathroom, and when I turned my face to look, I saw Sun Yiqing's figure standing there.

"The clothes are here......" Sun Yiqing's voice came.

I coughed softly, glanced at myself, fortunately I was wearing a bathrobe, opened the door, glanced at Sun Yiqing, and reached out to pick up the clothes.

Hands hung in the air, the clothes were not picked up, I just raised my head, I felt that the bathroom door was pushed open by a strong force, and the next second, Sun Yiqing leaned towards me.

Everything just happened in an instant, and before I could react, Sun Yiqing's hand had already ripped open my bathrobe and pressed me against the wall.

"Sun ......" I stretched out my hand nervously, but I was worried about touching his injury, so I didn't push hard.

A kiss was printed on his face, Sun Yiqing approached more and more urgently, and finally, his arms were used at the same time to block my mouth.

One second, my brain went blank, but the next, I reacted.

Looking at the familiar face in front of me in horror, for the first time, I felt that this face was very unfamiliar.

Is this the Sun Yiqing I know? Is this person the one who saved our mother and son and the fire and water, and guarded them silently? How did he ...... How could it be......

The tip of the tongue in the mouth moved rapidly, and Sun Yiqing's palm pressed my hand tightly, and to my surprise, his arms were both powerful.

Thinking of the doctor's words in Yunshui, my heart sank even more.

"Why don't you resist?" Sun Yiqing kissed me for a long time, and suddenly stopped, and an indifferent voice sounded in my ears, looked at me, and said, "Why, do you want to do this?" ”

As soon as his voice sounded in my ears, I felt a sour nose and tears flowed uncontrollably.

I didn't dare to look at the person in front of me, I would rather that nothing happened today.

Sun Yiqing saw me crying, the tip of his tongue slowly slid on my face, followed my tear stains, and extended to my neck, I heard his hoarse voice sound, saying, "Chen Xiaojia, I'm sorry, I can't control myself." ”

My tears flowed more, and in the blur of tears, I could only see Sun Yiqing standing beside me with his eyes lowered, and continued: "Chen Xiaojia, I am not that great, I have always been an indifferent and selfish person, I want you and beans, I want our home, for this, I have waited too long, I ...... I will definitely love you more than Gao Zijian. ”

If it were someone else, maybe I could still add my fists and kicks at this moment, but he is Sun Yiqing, the best good person I have met over the years, and I can't do it.

"Xiaojia, don't cry......" Sun Yiqing approached me, the hard bones slid on my face, gently, wiping the tears on my face, and continued: "Chen Xiaojia, I have always felt that I am a stubborn person, but after meeting you, I saw another self, I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for all your forbearance, I feel sorry for your waiting for that person, I feel sorry for you to get up early for beans but you are not willing to accept any help from me, I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for my own heart, I think we will definitely be together, But why did he still come to you? He hurt you so much that he doesn't deserve you at all, and he doesn't deserve to be the father of beans...... Will you stay with me? ”

The more Sun Yiqing said, the deeper I cried, how could I not know this feeling? Why don't I understand this feeling?

"I'm sorry......" I wiped the tears from my face, took a soft breath, and said: "Sun Yiqing, I'm sorry, a woman like me is not worthy of you at all, you will definitely meet a better girl, she will love you well, I ......"

"No," Sun Yiqing's hand covered my mouth, and he said softly: "In this life, I have missed a girl, I can't miss the second one, Chen Xiaojia, Douzi likes me, what about you?" Don't you feel anything about me? ”

Don't feel it at all? I think, there is no point, it is deceitful, ambiguous gives people a feeling of passion, but once together, all the passion will turn into a bland waiting, although Sun Yiqing did not bring me heartbeat, but it gave me and Douzi the most down-to-earth feeling, this feeling, let me feel safe, let me feel comfortable, let me, slowly integrate.

If there was no Gao Zijian, perhaps, I would choose Sun Yiqing. It has nothing to do with beans, but I know that this is the best place to belong.

But there is no way, Gao Zijian and I are already destined to be entangled for the rest of our lives.

Some people, he may not be the best, but he is, you cherish the most.

Some people are obviously the best, but in fate, they are destined to be just passers-by.

I took a soft breath, looked at Sun Yiqing, and said, "Yiqing, I'...... In my life, I may only love him as a man, I'm sorry. ”

I wanted to lift my feet and leave, but my body was clamped, Sun Yiqing's eyes suddenly became cold, he looked at me, and asked again, saying: "Impossible, Chen Xiaojia, if it weren't for Gao Zijian, we would have held a wedding in Hawaii now, I don't believe it, I don't believe it." ”

"Yiqing, I won't take today's matter to heart, please don't mention it in the future......" I looked at Sun Yiqing and felt that I was particularly cruel at the moment, who has not been humble? It's just that...... There are some things that are destined to be unforgiving.

The hand that clamped me tightly and quickly let go, Sun Yiqing glanced at his face indifferently, turned around and walked out of the bathroom.

"Chen Xiaojia, ring, you will wear it willingly."

As soon as the bathroom door closed, my legs went limp, and I slowly sank against the front, and finally, curled up against the wall, biting my lip tightly.

What I'm most worried about, is it really going to happen?

Ten minutes later, I changed my clothes, pushed open the bathroom door, and as soon as I took a step, I saw Sun Yiqing sitting on the sofa, his face was cold, and he didn't look at me.

"I'll go back first." With a simple word, I walked towards the door, and the figure behind me also stood up from the sofa, Sun Yiqing quickly approached me and hugged me from behind.

His chin rested on my shoulder, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Chen Xiaojia, why don't you ask me?" ”

"I'm Mrs. Gao now, please ......"

Sun Yiqing hugged me tightly again and said, "No, you are not married yet, I still have a chance, besides, you can divorce if you get married, unless I am willing to give up." ”

I shook him off a little annoyed, pulled the door open, and headed outside.

My pace was a little hurried, Sun Yiqing followed behind me, his hand grabbed my hand tightly, and suddenly, with a "bang", I bumped into a person.

After a few seconds, I was held tightly in my arms by an arm, and when I looked up in panic, I saw a disgusted face.

"You don't eat for your eyes, do you? How to hit people as much as you can! The screeching sound reached my ears, our eyes met in the air, and the complaining face suddenly turned to look at me, and said in surprise: "Chen Xiaojia? ”

The city is so small, it's only been less than half a month since I came back, and I have met people who are destined.

Liu Meiting's eyes moved on me and Sun Yiqing's bodies, and I realized that Sun Yiqing was holding me tightly, and nervously pushed Sun Yiqing away without speaking.

"This is ......" Liu Meiting stared at Sun Yiqing with a pair of big eyes, with an ambiguous halo hidden in her eyes.

"I still have something to do, let's go first......" I took a step forward in a panic, but my wrist was pulled by Liu Meiting, and I heard her smile and say: "Oh, Xiaojia, what are you busy with, we haven't seen each other for a long time, why don't you go inside for a drink?" ”

I shook off Liu Meiting a little stiffly and said, "I want to drink it so much, go drink it myself, I said I don't have time." ”

"You!" Liu Meiting stared at me with big eyes, then turned to Sun Yiqing, and said, "This, could it be Xiaojia's husband?" ”

I glanced at Sun Yiqing, thinking about my close contact with him just now, and suddenly panicked.

Sun Yiqing stepped forward and walked up to me and said, "Miss Liu, I haven't seen you for a long time, if I'm not mistaken, at the last summit in the Asia-Pacific region, it shouldn't be you who stood next to your husband, right?" ”

With a cold voice and an expression that did not change his face, Sun Yiqing said a word casually, and Liu Meiting bit her lip and looked at me, raised her feet, and walked past me.

"Chen Xiaojia, it is said that you came back with Gao Zijian, who is this man?"

The low and seductive tone made me can't help but turn around, but Liu Meiting and her maid have already walked to the front of the hall.

I don't know why, listening to Liu Meiting's tone, I suddenly had a bad premonition. Gao Zijian didn't know about meeting Sun Yiqing in the afternoon, just in case......

"I'll send you back." Sun Yiqing walked up to me, took my hand, and walked straight forward.

I shook off Sun Yiqing's hand vigorously, and heard him say, "Chen Xiaojia, if you move again, believe it or not, I kissed you directly......"

I looked at Sun Yiqing in surprise, my mind was in chaos, I shook off his hand vigorously, and rushed directly to the road.

What to do? Is Sun Yiqing crazy?

In a panic, I got into a taxi, looked at the time, and it was past the time to pick up the beans.

(Tianjin)