Chapter 654: Can You Not Go?
I didn t say anything and walked straight to the depths, for me, nangong siqi is not an insurmountable emotional barrier, although zhang qianqian is generous, but i know it. If I unscrupulously hug Nangong Siqi in front of her, it will make her sad, even if she doesn't say it, I can clearly feel her feelings, she is the kind of girl who hides her tears in her heart, but still smiles at me, this is not hypocrisy, it can also be said to be hypocrisy, but it is only hypocritical to me, because she loves me.
It is a shame to grieve a woman who loves her, especially before she leaves. I want to have the least respect for her, even if I become a brute and a playboy in the future, at least when I am with her, I only regard her as the only one in my heart.
The hot spring resort is very large, and after walking for about five minutes, I saw the cave, which is an artificial cave, and it looks so magnificent that it is hard to imagine that a person could make such a large rockery. A place like this is indeed a luxury for a poor person like me, but I don't feel that this is an unusual thing, and those ancient emperors transported lychees thousands of miles to make beauties smile. That kind of thing felt like a kind of stupidity and a bad behavior when I listened to the story when I was a child, but now that I think about it, if I were that emperor, I would have done that kind of seemingly stupid thing in order to make Zhang Qianqian laugh, so I now think that the story when I was a child was too one-sided, and even the teacher didn't tell the essence, all the stories were about the skin, even prejudice, and even some dark jealousy and cynicism. If he can be called king, he will be a slave?
Maybe the older people get, the more innocent they become, the more selfish they are, this is human nature, in this impetuous and prosperous city, there will always be people who cry silently about the lost years of innocence. Youth is like a pure stream, it is clean when it has not been touched, it is pure, when there are many people coming and going, even if the stream wants to be pure, it has been tarnished and ravaged.
Qianqian is the person I care about the most, she is the first girl to approach the depths of my heart, that Ji Xiaoyun is just a person who stays on the shore to see the scenery, she should be a passerby in my life, Qianqian can't be a passerby, when I become a vast ocean, I will spend my life to warm her, if I unfortunately dry up, I hope she can be ruthless to forget everything between us.
"What do you think fool."
Zhang Qianqian helped Nangong Siqi and walked over, I stood at the door of the cave and said with a smirk: "I was thinking about what it was like inside." ”
"Then let's go in and have a look."
"I want to go in with you."
I smiled sweetly, Zhang Qianqian nodded thoughtfully, and the three of us soon came to the cave, although Nangong Siqi's legs couldn't walk, but with the support of Zhang Qianqian and me, she looked no different from a normal person.
It's just that Nangong Siqi rarely speaks today, she seems to know about the matter between me and Zhang Qianqian, but I think she should just guess, if she knows that I confess my relationship with her to Qianqian, how can she have the courage to face Qianqian.
As we all know, Qianqian is my girlfriend, that is, Donggong, so whether it is Qin Xiaoyou, Fan Qingyu or even Chen Meili, they all have an instinctive feeling of low-looking Qianqian, maybe this is the instinctive shame in their hearts as women, knowing that it is immoral to snatch other people's men, fortunately we didn't go to bed, so it didn't come to that irreparable point.
"Let's go inside, it's quieter."
Nangong Siqi likes to be quiet, although the cave is quieter than the outside, but there are many women who soak in the hot springs here, it seems that in this era of imbalance between men and women, women are used to enjoy life, and at the same time, they are also used to be enjoyed by those men who have rights, this is a woman's luck, but also a woman's misfortune, fortunately you can get a good life, unfortunately you are destined to lose the so-called love.
My aunt is a smart woman, and she has been in contact for a long time, I have gradually become more mature, and I have understood a lot of truths that need to be thought about for more than ten years or even twenty years to understand, looking at this group of women who are held in the arms of the pot-bellied man in the hot spring, I am not as despised as before, if they can really be happy, who wants to be displaced, they are just poor worms that have been ruined by the times, a poor worm that can only be played with by men with their bodies.
I can understand this truth, Chen Meili understands it better than me, Fan Qingyu also understands, even Qin Xiaoyou understands, the only thing I don't understand is my stupid Qianqian, she is still as simple and kind as ever, indulging in that beautiful fairy tale world, treating me as her prince, but I feel more and more unworthy.
Walked forward for a while, came to the depths of the cave, this will be quieter, find a pool Zhang Qianqian and Nangong Siqi walked in, the water in the pool is different in depth, just go down when the water is permeated in Nangong Siqi and Zhang Qianqian's small waist, in the walk in has already concealed the bulging chest of the two people, the water here seems to be such a height, so that Nangong Siqi and Zhang Qianqian, the two perfect delicate bodies soaked in the pool, I think this is the blessing of the pool.
I didn't rush in, but stared at the two women who were soaked in the water and holding the hibiscus out of the water, I was fascinated by this meeting, I saw this meeting in Journey to the West when I was a child, a group of goblins seduced Tang Seng Elder Tang, Elder Tang shyly rejected the group of female goblins, I think Tang Seng is very good and pure, and even takes Tang Seng's kind of saint as an example, but my aunt said I was stupid, she said I just saw the surface, she said that Tang Seng was brainwashed by the mundane precepts, and he was a poor man.
In these years, Tang Seng is a fool like me, but another Tang Seng can be seen everywhere, not to be seduced by goblins, but to use means to seduce girls to play, and finally the girl becomes a secular goblin, because he is afraid that the goblins will tell the truth, Tang Seng will find out the demon's helper Sun Wukong to kill these people, and finally bury the truth, continue to pretend to be Tang Seng in front of people, there are too many such people, Murong Tian is this kind of person, there are countless women who have been played with by him, but the woman who wants to get benefits from him will end up dead, Those big stars who were tortured by Murong Tian's perverted methods could only swallow their anger, this is the realistic version of Tang Seng, and a stupid guy like me has read too many brainwashing books, so he will become more idiotic.
"What are you doing in a daze, come down quickly."
Zhang Qianqian raised her head delicately, lightly afraid of hitting the water with her hands, and picked up waves on the water surface, I didn't think about what my aunt said, but concentrated on living in my world.
I couldn't get used to it at first, but soon I got used to the temperature in the water, and as I went deeper, the water flooded to my chest, and I walked to Zhang Qianqian and Nangong Siqi, which felt very special.
Zhang Qianqian's hair was coiled up, she supported Nangong Siqi and didn't let Nangong Siqi fall, so the two white and delicate bodies that can be called perfect, just leaning together, if it is according to what my aunt said, I should hug Zhang Qianqian, kiss her little mouth, and tell her that I love her, if Nangong Siqi blocks or is unhappy, I will take the two of them together, but I don't want to be the same guy as Murong Tian, maybe I am a stupid Tang monk, but only in this way will I not hurt Qianqian, She will always be a female bodhisattva, and she will not become a goblin in the red dust.
"All living things evolved from the ocean at the earliest, so when people enter the water, they have an instinctive sense of yearning and returning, but because they have been out of the water for too long, if they yearn for the water too much, they will eventually drown in the water, and they must leave the water ruthlessly in order to evolve better."
This sentence seems prosaic, but the meaning is profound, people in order to live better, there are too many people who have left their hometowns, so the raptor must cross the river, and if he can't pass, he will become a worm, I am a dragon or a worm, it depends on this fight, I can't hurt the fish pond, so Zhang Qianqian, a stupid little fish that follows me, I can't drag it up, and I can only hold up Qianqian when I really become a dragon, and I can be qualified to talk about love, and now it is superfluous to say anything, of course, if Zhang Qianqian is willing, I would rather be a worm that does not pass the river, and I want to be with her.
"Qianqian is leaving, you two can talk alone, it's inconvenient for me to stay here, you put me in the pavilion outside first, and I'll go over there to enjoy the scenery."
"Sister Siqi, don't go." Shaped birds are carried.
Zhang Qianqian shook her head, Nangong Siqi smiled and patted Zhang Qianqian's shoulder: "Silly girl, what you said just now touched me very much, but I still want to say that I and Xiaofeng are not suitable, the two of us are just in spiritual love, I will not accompany him to bed, I will not possess him, in my opinion, only you are worthy of being his woman, you left because you can't accept that he has a relationship with other women, but you let me be good with him, but you stabbed yourself in the heart, if he really cares about me more than you, he will not be silent today, He won't choose to ignore me, in his opinion, holding me can hurt you. ”
Nangong Siqi found someone to help her leave, and this activity of three people soaking in the hot spring seemed to have become a reunion between me and Zhang Qianqian before parting.
"Can you not go?"
I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand and frowned, I didn't dare to look at her eyes, because I was weak-hearted, Zhang Qianqian stubbornly shook her head and said: "No, I want to give you three years to forget me, if you can't forget, then love me well, no matter what you look like after three years, whether you are good or bad, even if you are a beggar, as long as you still love me, I will marry you as a wife, and even raise you I am willing, but I can't accept that you and other women are not clear, I am not a smart girl, you don't expect me to turn a blind eye." , I'm just a stupid idiot, my man can only love me alone and a woman, if you can't do it, don't love me, and you don't deserve to love me, my love is not as cheap as you think. "Baidu's latest chapter of 'My Tsundere Girlfriend Claw Machine Book House' is free to read for the first time.
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