Chapter Ninety-Six: He Likes Me Like This
I was holding the scroll, and I was stunned.
I drifted in the clouds and the earth, the sky and the dust, from the high to the ground, and then from the low to the highest point, and the noise in my ears exploded again, but I still couldn't hear what they were saying, and the five words kept echoing in front of my eyes, five words that were closely linked.
How can someone write so beautifully, and someone else writes so ugly.
How could two people meet together like this.
I don't know why Ji Rongke asked Hall Master He to give it to me, is there anything he can't say, but he doesn't want to hide it anymore, so he will reveal it to me in this way.
Is he... It's not really that I don't have any feelings for me.
I really can't see through him, if before tonight I swore that everything he did to me was all out of submission, and let me indulge in his play without knowing the truth or falsehood, and chasing with blood, then at this time I... I surrendered.
Surrendered to fate to this enigmatic man.
I leaned on the armrest of the sofa and slowly put the scroll away, I wanted to put it on the table and wait until I left to take it away, but as soon as I put it down, I was picked up by a hand, I instinctively got up from the sofa to grab it, Lina smiled and lifted her up, she was a little taller than me, and the heel of her shoes was also higher than mine, and I couldn't reach it at all, especially when I saw that it was her, I panicked again, and I couldn't even finish my words, so I was so anxious that I stamped my feet.
She grinned and shook the scroll above her head, "What a baby, Miss Feng is so fascinated by it." ”
I hurriedly explained, "It's nothing, it's just a painting, it's not worth much, it's not good-looking, you can give it back to me." ”
Not only did she not, but hooked the red ribbon with her fingertips, wanting to remove it and open it to see, I was so anxious that I sweated down, women are very sensitive, especially in their own men and other women, a little implication can fantasize about an epic masterpiece, not to mention such a conclusive evidence, I stepped on the table, and scraped two wine glasses, Feng Xiaolian was singing on the stage, the musicians and dancers sang and danced to level out a joy, everyone had smiles and gossip on their faces, but there was only cold sweat on my face.
I finally touched the rod of the scroll and was about to take it, but as soon as my hand slipped and let go, Lina removed the red ribbon and was about to open her two hands above my head, when I shouted her name, "I don't know you well, is it a little disrespectful for you to take my belongings like this." ”
Lina is actually just playful, she is very dissatisfied with me, but this dissatisfaction has not risen to a particularly high level, because she and Ji Rongke are not in love at the moment, at most they have a little good feeling, who can not like such an excellent man, just because the feelings are still relatively weak, so she will not be jealous of me, she heard that I was really anxious, the smile on her face stiffened, and she rolled up the scroll that had revealed the word Feng and put it back in its place.
I breathed a long sigh of relief in my heart, and realized that my attitude just now was a little excessive, people were playing with me, but I tore my face seriously, I softened my tone and apologized to her, telling her not to care, "That thing is not valuable, but it is very important to me, Miss Lina's nails are so beautiful, I am afraid that they will be torn." ”
She smiled and waved her hand, with a very generous appearance, "I didn't go to my heart, people have different personalities, I like to tease, it doesn't mean that you like it too." ”
After she finished speaking, she hooked her finger at me, I didn't quite understand what she meant, I tentatively asked if she wanted a cigarette, she nodded, I said I didn't, she was surprised and looked me up and down, "Aren't you a young lady, you don't smoke cigarettes." ”
I smiled and said, "Miss Dang has her own personality." Not necessarily all of them like to smoke and drink alcohol in private, wear heavy makeup, and have no choice at work. ”
She chuckled meaningfully, "No wonder. ”
I asked her what was the wonder, she didn't speak, her eyes glanced at Ji Rongke, it seemed that her three words were related to him, but she refused to say it.
Lina found a waiter and asked the person to help her go to the cigarette and wine cabinet at the front desk to buy a pack of women's cigarettes, the waiter quickly bought it back, Lina scratched the plastic film of the package, smoked one from it, she held the cigarette butt, leaned over and pointed the cigarette butt against the candle flame burning on the candle, she took a hard puff, after the cigarette was lit, she did not hold it with her index finger and middle finger like others, but pinched it with her thumb and index finger, just like smoking a long cigarette during the Republic of China.
I looked at her smoking, she is really an old smoking gun, she can smoke a cigarette in the process, with a lot of postures, dazzling, as if that way can be enough to smoke, otherwise I feel uncomfortable.
Although I know that I am not worthy of standing by Ji Rongke's side, but I imagine that his wife should be noble and virtuous, although Lina is very beautiful and has a prominent background, she is not innocent, and she will not become a real good wife and mother, and the women around Ji Rongke should never be like this.
I endured and endured it and still couldn't control it, I felt that I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't ask, and I would be tormented by this curiosity.
"Do you love Mr. Ji?"
Lina's reaction to my sensitive question was not as strong and repulsive as I expected, and she didn't care to say, "I don't like it, who can say what will happen in the future." Isn't it all about flowing and walking step by step? ”
She dusted off her cigarette ashes, and I saw the black rose looming in the cleavage on her chest, which was tattooed, and it looked particularly seductive on her fair skin, and she smiled and asked me, "Does it look good?" ”
I said it was good-looking, but after I finished speaking, I immediately thought of Ji Rongke's special habit of being disgusted by all modifications, and I asked her curiously if she wasn't afraid that Mr. Ji wouldn't like it. She blinked, "He likes it, and he says it's good-looking." ”
My mind exploded, pursed my lips and didn't speak, but my heart sank suddenly, he likes it, has he seen such a private place.
I think it's ridiculous when I think of this, they are a legitimate husband and wife right away, I have nothing to do with him, haven't I done it a few times in the same way. There is really nothing profound about men and women doing firewood at night, it's nothing more than loneliness and lust to vent, who really cares so much, and only I have been stranded for so long in my heart.
Lina threw the cigarette directly on the ground after smoking, she dusted her fingers, and stared at the singers and dancers on the magnificent stage in the distance, "Do you love it?" ”
My whole body shuddered, and she asked, "Do you love?" ”
I don't know what to say, it seems fake to say that I don't love, and she won't ask if I'm not sure, but love seems to be inadequate, so I can only remain silent when I blatantly admit that I love her husband.
Lina seemed to be staring at the singing and dancing on the stage, but she didn't look at it, she was still stubbornly waiting for me to answer, so I had to choose a compromise and ambiguous answer to deal with her, "People can't control their own hearts, but they can control their own thoughts, and I won't ask for unrealistic things, such as other people's husbands." ”
Lina was silent, Ji Rongke, who was standing on the side of the stage and talking to Uncle Jiu, suddenly turned his head to look at the position where Lina was standing just now, he found that Lina was gone, his eyes searched the crowd, Lina and I found at the same time that she took half a step back and blocked her body with a window screen, "Since Miss Feng said so, I am also relieved, I mean a lot to my father, I don't want to live too sober, but I also don't want to live too confused, I used to be playful, I can only change slowly in the future, I want to hold my man, I don't want to make extraneous branches, Don't hide it from Miss Feng, you are my fierce rival, Ji Rongke's personal feelings are extremely self-disciplined, but in you, I perceive the aura of danger. ”
I looked at Ji Rongke's figure, "The crisis of marriage does not come from a third party, but the distance between two hearts and the truth or falsehood." The drama is enough, and the fake has become true. Miss Lina was able to become Mrs. Ji, and she won in her own right, so what did she have to worry about with the loser. ”
Lina didn't speak, she sneered, held the box of ladies cigarettes in the palm of her hand, and walked towards Ji Rongke, I looked away, I didn't keep following her back, I didn't want to see the scene of her and Ji Rongke together, that was very unwilling and cruel to me.
After Lina left, I sat alone on the sofa and watched the night scene for a long time, I didn't feel hungry, I didn't feel thirsty, the guests had already left half of the way, Uncle Nine was gone, only Ji Rongke and Lina were left, I was very sleepy, but I didn't dare to sleep, I lay on the sofa groggily closed my eyes, I suddenly felt the strong smell of alcohol wafting behind me, I was about to turn back, the man suddenly pressed down from behind, he sat down next to me with a heavy fall, his strong arms on my shoulders, and he was showing his white teeth and smiling at the air.
I was startled when I saw his crimson face, "Why did you drink like this?" ”
Huo Yanchen's ears were a little red, and he looked very delicate and delicate, at this time he looked like a little white face, I hurriedly smoked disinfectant wipes from the table to wipe his face, and his red and misty eyes stared at me, "Are you happy today." ”
I casually replied that it was okay, and he laughed, rubbing his finger against my cheek, "Dishonest, look at your expression, it looks like a few bosses have died." ”
I was stunned when I heard this, and then I laughed out loud, "You're stupid, isn't my boss you?" ”
Huo Yanchen's eyes were a little condensed, I smiled very unjustly for a while, and then helped him up from the sofa with difficulty, the waiter came over and took me by the handle, and drove Huo Yanchen to the door, I thanked him, and let half of the weight of his body press on me, I felt that I was about to collapse.
"It's not your happy event, Jinyuan is not your territory, what are you drinking so much for."
Huo Yanchen seemed to be very tired in addition to being drunk, "Uncle Nine let me drink, I can't refuse." ”
"He didn't leave you with the Kowloon Club, should you be interesting as a righteous son. In the face of huge material, although the son-in-law and the righteous son are both outsiders, the former will benefit a lot more than you if he touches the affection of his daughter. ”
Huo Yanchen was not annoyed, but smiled even more happily, "Fight for me? ”
I ignored him, his thin lips with the smell of wine pressed to my cheek, and wiped it as if it were nothing, "How can I smell the smell of a woman who is not supposed to be a married man." ”
"Narcissist."
I gave him three words, and helped him out of the gate of Jinyuan and went down the steps, the corners of his lips were stained with wine, it seemed that he had already vomited, and he was still vomiting, and from time to time he leaned over and spat a mouthful of phlegm, there was blood in the sputum, and the smell of wine was particularly thick, I was frightened, I asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, he waved his hand and said it was okay, I subconsciously touched his pocket, and wanted to take out the mobile phone to call Bai Mengluan, Huo Yanchen directly guessed my intentions, he pressed my wrist, "Don't let her know, she likes to think nonsense." ”
"She is your wife, of course she has the right to know, and she also has the right to think, isn't a man talking except for eating and drinking, she thinks about it, you can explain it, it's not a bad thing to attend Uncle Jiu's dinner in Jinyuan."
Huo Yanchen was a little impatient with my preaching, and he directly pushed my hand away, "I don't want to talk so much to her." ”
After he finished speaking, he wanted to go forward by himself, where did I dare to let go, I caught up and firmly controlled his arms and waist in his arms, I said okay, I don't fight, you go slowly.
When Hall Master Liu saw us coming out, he immediately stepped out of the car, he came up and pulled Huo Yanchen over from my hands, I was already pressed to the point that I couldn't straighten my waist, he asked me why I drank so much, I said that Uncle Nine poured it, and he blocked the toast of those guests.
Hall Master Liu's face was a little unkind, but he didn't say anything, and it was useless to tell me.
He sent Huo Yanchen into the car to help him lie down, covered the blanket, he was so big that the back seat was all occupied, there was no place for me at all, I had to go around to the front and open the co-pilot door, I was about to sit in, there was a noisy send-off sound at the gate of Jinyuan, I vaguely heard my familiar timbre, I subconsciously turned around, Liu Tang Master kept calling me, let me come in quickly, but my eyes could no longer see anyone, I could only see him.
Under the neon lights, his red suit turned gold, standing in the midst of the bustling crowd, but so lonely, we stared at each other from a distance of dozens of meters, half of his face was shining, and I was shrouded in darkness.
He suddenly moved his mouth and said something to me, and I repeated it silently in my heart, and suddenly my eyes moistened.
The white mist, the night when the lights were dim, was covered with a fog that covered the sky and the moon.