Chapter 119: Pretend to forget

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Yan Lijun invited a female psychiatrist from J City, named Lin Xi, to live with Yan Rui to facilitate her psychological problems.

Yan Lijun also hired a nutrition collaborator to take care of Yan Qian's three meals a day to take care of her diet.

Lin Xi had a very good way, and soon became good friends with Yan Qian, after several hypnotherapy, Lin Xi knew something about Yan Qian's story, and couldn't help but sympathize with her experience, thinking that she was a very unfortunate woman.

Sometimes Lin Xi and Yan Qian would sleep in the same bed at night and talk about their hearts before going to bed, and their closeness even made Tang Yi a little jealous.

Of course, on weekdays, the longest time spent with Yan Qian is Yan Lijun, who accompanies her for morning jogs every day, plays badminton with her, and sometimes takes her to a nearby technical school to play tennis.

Under Yan Lijun's supervision, Yan Qian is almost about to become an athlete, but her weight is still increasing.

That night, Yan Lijun brought medicine to Yan Qian to eat, she frowned and begged Yan Lijun to say, "Can I not take medicine?" I feel like I'm getting better, this pill is getting me fatter and fatter, I don't like the way I am! ”

Yan Lijun touched Yan Qian's head, his face softened, and said, "Qian Qian, be good, we should listen to the doctor, you know?" We can't stop the medicine. ”

Yan Qian still listened to Yan Lijun's words, didn't make any more awkward trouble, and obediently took the medicine.

Lin Xi was on the side and said with a smile: "Yan Qian relies on you very much, and she deserves to be her elder."

Lin Xi consciously guided Yan Qian, telling her that her feelings for Yan Lijun could only be family affection, and she could not have other ideas.

Regarding the memory of Yan Rui's pregnancy, as well as the feelings during that time, during a certain hypnosis, Yan Rui told Lin Xi everything, and only Lin Xi knew that Yan Qian had loved Yan Lijun so much.

Only Lin Xi knew that in fact, Yan Qian had long remembered Yan Lijun and the past with him.

Yan Qian has an innate forbearance, she doesn't want Yan Lijun to know that she hasn't forgotten him.

Lin Xi taught her that she could get along with Yan Lijun in another form, and she was also trying to treat him as a relative, because there could be no other possibilities between them.

In the afternoon, it is always difficult to be sleepy, Yan Lijun leaned on the rattan chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and involuntarily felt sleepy, so he closed his eyes and squinted for a while.

Yan Lijun woke up and looked at the big bed, Yan Rui was still asleep and did not wake up, he turned on the computer and looked at the work report email sent by the assistant and Yu Min.

Yan Qian woke up from a nap, tired, opened her eyes, and saw Yan Lijun looking at the computer on the rattan chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

After Yan Lijun found that Yan Qian woke up, he put down the computer, came to the bedside, and said with a smile: "Qian Qian, it's time for you to get up!"

Since Yan Rui got sick, she loved to lie in bed very much, whether it was morning or noon, she had to rely on Yan Lijun to call, she got up, if no one called, she woke up and went back to sleep, and she could sleep all day.

"Qianqian, hurry up, wash your face, and a teacher will teach you to play the guitar in a while."

Yan Lijun's deep voice softly came into Yan Qian's ears, and she suddenly sat up.

"Really...... Are you sure? ”

Yan Lijun's eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled and said, "Well, really, don't you want to learn to play the guitar?"

Lin Xi suggested that Yan Qian cultivate hobbies, learn something to pass the time of boredom, and have less free time for cranky thoughts. After some exchanges, Yan Qian said that she liked music, especially the guitar, and then Yan Lijun found a teacher to teach her.

Interest will also change with age, and liking the guitar is also a whim.

In a conversation with Lin Xi, Lin Xi said that Yan Rui's condition recovered quickly, and she has a strong ability to recover herself, which should be related to her tenacious will. But she had to find something to do for her and gradually put her life on track.

For Yan Qian's care, Yan Lijun spared no effort and did her best. Yu Min complained more than once, saying that he left the company alone, leaving her busy and out of breath, delaying her life's events.

Yan Rui came to the washstand sleepy-eyed, washed her face, stared at herself in the mirror, and found that although there was a lot of flesh on her body, there was basically no flesh on her face, but the ugly scar on her forehead was extremely eye-catching, which affected the beauty of the whole face.

"What are you thinking?" Yan Lijun came behind Yan Rui, combing her messy hair with a comb in her hand, and the movements of her hands were light and slow.

Yan Qian sighed and said: "I'm thinking, I can't hold back my weight, I'm afraid I won't be able to get married in this life!"

Yan Lijun's movements on his hands paused, his brows were tightly locked, and the look of pain in his eyes could not be hidden, he wanted to say something to comfort him, but he didn't know what else he could say, he didn't seem to be qualified to say anything with his position.

Yan Qian smiled and said: "I'm joking, as long as people live well, it's better than anything else, getting married and having children is not necessarily the ultimate goal of a person's life, and being happy is more important than anything else."

Yan Lijun smiled, but still didn't speak. This must be Lin Xi's concept to Yan Qian, and he has guided it well.

As a person around him, he should always instill an optimistic attitude in Yan Qian, but at this time, he didn't want to speak. There is so much helplessness in life that he even suspects that he has been a little depressed recently.

Yan Qian learned the interval with the guitar teacher in the courtyard for an afternoon, and she didn't feel bored, she looked very good at learning.

Yan Lijun sat on a recliner by the pool not far away, with a laptop on his lap, but from time to time he looked at Yan Rui with a happy smile.

She is a quiet person, and he can see from the fact that she used to be alone and quietly making boring sand paintings. Once she is immersed in her own little world, she can't see anyone.

In fact, if she had been so self-conscious, then she would not have been sick without heart and lungs.

She was abandoned by everyone before, and when she was alone, she still worked so hard to live, without any spiritual support, and the purpose was very simple, that is, to earn money to live. Later, the child became her spiritual pillar, and she invested too much expectation on the child, and the child was gone, and her spirit also collapsed.

With the passage of time, the grief of losing a child will fade, and rekindling hope for life can be regarded as a kind of rebirth, and this process is inseparable from the friends and ...... who have been by her side and guided her Close relatives.

After dinner, Yan Lijun was going to take Yan Qian to climb the mountain, Tang Yi's eyes rolled and said, "I'll go with you!" Eating a meal and taking a walk help with digestion. ”

Lin Xi looked at Tang Yi, and was naturally very clear about her thoughts, but he smiled and said nothing.

With the improvement of Yan Rui's condition, Yan Lijun will have to leave sooner or later, which is also the advice that Tang Yi and Lin Xi have always given to Yan Lijun. Since there is no possibility, Yan Qian should not be allowed to have too much hope and then be disappointed.

It's just that they all underestimated the depth of Yan Qian's thoughts and the degree of forbearance.

As soon as Tang Yi accompanied him to the foot of the mountain, he was called away by a phone call. Recently, there was a second-generation official who pursued Tang Yi, Tang Yi did not change his playful temperament, and rushed to the scene when he heard that there was a lively gathering.

Tang Yi now, he doesn't talk about love, only about Fengyue. Her wise words are: Life is short for decades, and you can be happy in time!

The evening wind blew very coolly, Yan Qian walked in front, Yan Lijun followed behind, and the two walked up the stone steps that seemed endless at a glance, and they walked very slowly.

Yan Qian only walked a few steps before she gasped violently, sat down on a stone on the side of the road, and said, "I can't walk!"

Yan Lijun smiled, also sat down on the side, and said, "If you can't walk, sit down and rest for a while, let's walk slowly."

"I'm too fat!" Yan Qian gasped and said.

"It's not fat, it's just rounded at most!" Yan Lijun said with a smile.

Yan Qian's face was flushed, and sweat was pouring from her forehead. Yan Lijun looked distressed, took out a handkerchief and carefully wiped her sweat.

Yan Qian met Yan Lijun's eyes, which were a pair of eyes that were easy to indulge, and she avoided them in a hurry.

"Can we make it to the top today?" Although Yan Lijun's tone was questioning, his eyes were full of encouragement.

Yan Qian frowned, looked back at the top of the mountain, and felt a little difficult, but she gritted her teeth and said, "It's okay, it just takes some time." Yan Qian always has a resilience in her heart.

A pair of old men passed by, looking at Yan Qian and Yan Lijun, the old lady smiled and said to Yan Lijun: "Your wife is too fat, you usually have to walk around with her more!"

Yan Lijun looked at the old man and smiled, didn't say anything, and looked at the scenery in the distance, his mind drifted far away, as if he hadn't heard anything.

Walking and stopping all the way, with the encouragement of Yan Lijun, from the time the sun just went down to the nightfall, the two of them reached the top of the mountain, maybe for others, it only took half an hour to travel, but it took them more than two hours.

Yan Rui has the determination to overcome difficulties, and Yan Lijun has been accompanying her all the time, and the scenery on the mountain is very good, and the air is also very fresh.

Arriving at the top of the mountain, Yan Rui lay on a stone, the cool breeze was blowing, looking at the full moon overhead, and she was in a good mood. When overcoming difficulties, the heart is always filled with the joy of victory, and patients like Yan Qian need this sense of accomplishment very much to encourage them to move forward.

"Let's climb the mountain every day after dinner!" Yan Qian's body has become very weak in the past few months, like a machine that has not been working for a long time, and it is time for her to regain her function!

"Okay!" Compared with the negativity some time ago, the change of Yan Qian's own mentality is very important.

Yan Lijun sat aside, looking down at Yan Rui, his eyes were complicated, and after a long time, he said, "Rui Qian, come on!"

Yan Qian smiled and whispered, "I will."

There are more and more smiles on Yan Rui's face, more than she has ever done before, she is trying to make herself face life positively, but sometimes, her eyes are incomprehensible.